MERRY X'MAS

MERRY X'MAS PEEPS!
i'm taking drugs right now (:

x'mas EVE

well, it's xmas eve today.
Adel is gonna stay overnight at my house today.

HURRAY!

take flight

Well, since i'd either accidentally or intentionally board this flight which will change my life.
it's too late to drop off now.
i'll just keep walking, walking.

till the day i reach my grave...

well, was out with Adel to day. however my plans was screwed as it was gonna be a surprise. my mine was swirling like crazy as always, my surprise was last minute if inspiration didn't hit me. well, "the moment" can't be controlled thou as it couldn't come and goes as i wished. aye, and we went ove to look for props over at TAKA, and i kinda regret that Adel'd take a glimpse at the places where my props were taken. geez, and sadly lot of things is out of stock. FUCK :(

scar

i'm that kinda person who always wonders if i'm on the right track
so let me be and make me happy.
i don't want to felt that my efforts are wasted.
especially on you.

BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD
what a cut =/

AwAke

well, slept the whole day the moment i reached home.
imma so so so tired.
and i must be missing you alot.

geez, and my temper isn't good i admit.
woke up at 6.29 and head on to use the computer.
thoughts were half swirling in my head as my eyes are still heavy.

*it's so gonna be a long day.

m0rning

back to posting again i daresay.
haven't been touching my blog for quite sometime.
yes, i took back up jogging (:
been doing quite abit of workout during the hols now.
just a mere tiny winy bit of effort.

woke up at 8.30 i guess,
the project, which was "not confirm" was postpone till now.
well, as sam who got the materials, we can't really start working on it.
and gosh, it's DUE christmas.
for god sake.
and after that, i head up to on my com and have breakfast and all.

everyone's moving.
sometimes i do stop down for awhile to think things over.
well, unkowningly i'd come so far, so i'd hao far more to go before i can settle down.
maybe looking out in my windows, reminiscing the golden years which had long pass.
seriously, things are not always that simple that they always seemed to be (:

will be heading out for project hopefully i guess.
ciaos (:

sprint

well, just back from my workout and runs,
was feeling tired thou and resting over at the living room.

it was a tired day out in the monrings, woke up at 10.30,
head over to plaza and meet sam on 960 as soon as i'd done preparing.
Well, our BTC hasn't finish yet, so we're kinda rushing on it.
and our HSM as well, so it's kinda irritated.
head over to some crafing shop and hit lunch during midday at burger king before taking the long 61 back over to NP.
what's worst is to find out when the workshop is close.
head back lor, meet razak and kunda out for lunch,
talk talk, and watch lil' nonya.
had kinda a men's talk yea (:

"i clear my thoart as i sit near the window pane"
rain was hitting the window as hard as it was trying to target me.
thou the impact was out of reach, i can feel it
your words pierced and popped my bubbles of dreams
i had no choice but to run thought the rain,
i ran as the pelting needles pierced my skin and hit my head...

"geez, life is just a mere sleepwalk from the cradle towards the coffin".

oVer

well, finally one of the hurdles are cleared (:
geez, common tests are over.
and i really do hope that things are really gona be fine.

cos' thou common test is over, my schoolwork ain't up to date
and my pace weren't as before as well.
as for my life, things are surepretty screwed.
room's in a bad mess, and i'd take quite a long time to get my stuffs done.
well, friday are wasted thou as my paper ends at 4PM.
it's already late midday when i reached home.
the fatique that drained my sanity from my brains are rather used up.
so, the good guy deserve a rest yea.

blog's open back right on (:
unspoken words.

spendit.

i spend the whole day at home, wasting my life away.
while thinking of a solution.
is the key right ?
thou it's dented, can it open the door?

yes, dear.
it's not the same anymore...

blAck

well, was thinking of a suitable title for my entry,
however there're like too many happenings recently.
ohh well, i really thought the hurdle might've been cleared and all.

past words don't seem to haunt things as powerful as before.
the fading ring makes the turmoil inevitable.
as smoke arises, i asked myself.
"where did i go wrong..."

well today is a quiet day as there're only 6 of us.
meet up rather late for 700A and head over to marina sq,
hmmmm stay at the arcade rather long, but imma away from it thou.
been emo-ing for the day and such.
oh well, head over to marina and had kfc for dinner!
awww kunda's not coming with us =(
win liao lor ! ><

hmmmm head over to slack and such, it's like 7 when we head up to espalnade's roof.
have alil' good o' talk with razak,
while the rest of the cocksuckers played they psp.
yes, any resolution/wishes?
write them on the ball (:

imma' on the esplanade roof emoing like some retard.
the wind blows, & time do flies.

* hmmm walk over to clarke quay before heading back
ouch, scars do hurt after all.

heArd

why won't you just fucking listen.

my day's bad awww...

NONverbal.

well, currently, i'm chilling at starbucks, slacking i suppose.
it's the boringness that bought me here once again.

woke up rather late today, and reluctantly headed for my IS.
worse still, IAC starts today.
geez, and there's presentation today...
well, i did rather well for the presentation, only to get critic. by the dragging of my feet.
head over to slack together with my mates.
it seem like some bonding session out there, and there we head for IAC.
oh well, IS still sucks, and imma doing my IS module ranking which is due tomorrow.
and i really hope i could grown to love IS modules in time to come.
head over to meet XZ, and went to grab KFC.

there's free coffee @ starbucks today, from 5-7.
song, got a Mpcha Frappuchino?
yes it's awesome!

&

I HATE YOU

back again, oh well. yes i'm talking in *i .well the tough road back.

everthing is ringing so hard on me.

everthing else doesn't matters.

imma so disappointed, and the pain didn't stop just there.

maybe, i thought it wasn't worth it, sorry i cancelled the reservation for the gift.

turn back.

yesterday seems so surreal, everything seems so fast.
my mind's spinning out threads of thoughts every seconds,
weaving the tales worth a thousand gold.
but somehow it's better left untold...

Yes, i'm however specially here to rant.
firstly, nothing much happened today, my mood was down but my heart's warm and full of joy at first. The thought of ending school early thrills me.
did abit of CRM just right after dawn and headed for an early lunch.
After being rewarded for another 2 hours of lunch break, we're off to BTC.
geez, didn't really get that module.

& MY.HEAD.IS.BURSTING.THANK.YOU.
[just back, i wanna scold vulgar so much,
yes be it since you're not fucking here,
i can't even vent my fustration properly elsewhere
there's no place for me T.T]

i'm so stressed up on the inside however, i've got COMT & HSM presentation,
and that's alotta work,
my comt mates sucks totally.

(peeps) * don't blame me, if i turned to an unhealthy way of destress, just that i couldn't help it*

those retards who doesn't know the meaning of contribution -.-
how they're gonna survive in the harsh society in the near future.

# RANTS.
are you not giving in your full effort?
i don't think you're giving you all for this.
you didn't fight for it, you're afraid.
you felt that somethings are unnecessary.
i felt nothing after so long.
it sucks totally, i don't wanna type down here as well,
you're never here whenever i need you.
you have not idea how i feel at all right?

"what i want is neither a pretty face,
nor a sexy lady.
what i want is someone who can be thee for me,
in my times of need."

TODAY SUCKS,
TOTALLY DAMAGED MY DRIVE TO GO ON FOR A WEEK.
FUCK YOU.

*just back from destressing*

thank god, thanks thanks thanks for helping.
i won't imagine how would it be like without you.
owe you one, arigato ^^

To someone whom you know whom you are.
i know, it's very unreasonable of me today, that's why i chose to say it here,
it'll be rather awkward over at the sms.
don't worry, i'd learn how to take care of myself, you don't have to be there for me already, if you don't want to.
you'd gave me lots of excuses today,
say u cant meet cos u can't think of excusing and u packing,
hello, u can pack tmr, and u can use the excuses today right?
i what it sourced from is from your friend,
seriously...
i'd seen the other side of you i think, maybe you're the type who just likes to use excuses.
not that i wanna say it that way, u kept insisting u can't get out of the house, even w/o asking you mom about it,
and 5pm someone ask u meet tmr then u say can meet,
isn't it clearly cos u got to meet that someone then you can meet me?
feels like it's like how we're ages before, that time when storm came and boulders of burden hurled at me like no other.
you scare your mum nag cos...

and then, always i ended up forgetting about it.
when can you be there for me?
maybe it's time for me to turn to something else right?
maybe my way is a doubleedge sword but, heck. i feel so terrible just now.

last time also lidat, i dou suan ler,
this time again also lidat, suan ler bah...

* guys if you'd link me. i'm changing my blog stuff cos i don wan anybody to read abt my blog already*

TEARS,BLOOD, SCREAM.

twelve, alittle too many.

Well, this week's saturaday outing ended up rather late unexpectedly.

Anyways, woke up as usual however we had a late start.

meet kelv at 1.30 PM @ plaza and took 960 over to meet up with Ivan, Elton, Derrick and Irvin.

meet'em up and we went shopping around bugis;

well, it's only the 6 of us, at first. Then head over to dopy ghaut,

meet up with wayne for abit before going over to the pool @ concorede*

the rest come over much later, Kunda, Razak, Sulaiman, Jasper Hing.

it sum up to 10. And we head to plaza sing for dinner.

yes, omg ten GUYS in kopitiam. Hard to move around also, go where also crowded (:

then hor, go find seat also hard, need 10 seats.

then go whatever shop also full lol.

after that we walk back to Orchard, walking with fun joy and laughter.

rather entertaining with the guys over there =D

clowning around and such (:

met Jasper Toh and Yong Hock @ Cine.

wahahahhaha 12 people liao,

had suchha crazy time, also first time see toilet need queue up one.

then anyhow walk around liao loh.

hmmmmm

then end up at shaw house, also li siao siao.
whole shopping centre can hear our voice.

li siao sioa, then go back, omg, uh yea, today's my first time full outing with Ivan,
hmmm he's a very nice guy i can say =D
looking forward to more outings like this (:
CHEERS (:

drips

School's only worth 2 hours today, however a series of unexpected events happened causing me to get back the marks i'd lost when i'd overslept for eLearning on BTC.
& Thanks Samuel for helping up.
hmmmm, due to our group's laziness, we ended up hecking CRM,
and mon's prom already huh, another year'd passed yet again.

wasn't really in an emo state today,
however i got another day wasted as i'd used up a whole afternoon napping after grabbing mac from bpp.
and i spend my nights sitting on the sofa, enjoying tv shows instead~

i'd much better said that i'll get my worth of enjoyment tmr and sun =D
well, tmr, it'll be quite a different day as got add some ppl, minus some people.
hmmmmm ~

i tend to get possessive at times; but...

life's like no other (:
CHEERS ^^

multi.

yes, RUI EN's NEW ALBUM PROLLY WILL BE OUT BY 20th NOV.
peeps please do support (x

& guys if you all got watch the recent epi for bu fan de ai.
omg, those shots when Rui En is taking for wedding, the tiara & gown rocks =x
i want =x

hmmmm, it's only COMT today, well irritating,
i doesn't really like the teacher, her face tells me smth about her =/
she's a "perma-smirk". her stout nose seems 24/7 in the air.
the aura she release wasn't friendly as well.

hmmmm got out prolly after that, head over to plaza alone.
yes, it's raining.
Sometimes when i'm emotional, i prefer rainy days,
well, was picking out an unique song titled hymne by Era,
yet another different side of me i guess (x
head home very late, very very.
and took a nap after that,

yes, a long nap. i'm up at 7.45 PM.
and time flies you know?
it's gonna be 9 soon =D

sometimes, when i fall, i told myself to stand up, however my legs won't listen...

CHEERS (x

Rain

well, was posting one day after.
haven been really posting as well,
hmmm poned HSM today, however the EVS peeps have some field trip,
awwww~

head over to plaza to get something to munch on;
meet Adeline then head over my house for some movies,
after movies or so, took 180 to jurong point and slack lo,
uh yea saw some tiara out at Chameleon.
awesome isn't it ?
head back rather early, it's a cold and windy day today.

CHEERS (:

where's da' love

Well, yes. It's before long that i'd taken an addiction to Rui En's song again.

well, read on, anyways, woke up pretty much late today, and i ended up missing the proj. meeting with Felix, Sam and Frank. OMG, how sweet of them to ask me to dont come ler =D
i know they dont want me to make a waste trip right?

then i stay at home shag lor, watch tv, got lunch, and laze around.
Kunda came over ltr, then play lor. This weekend as usual, wasted.
yes, i'm wasted, until at night, slacking and all.

Hmmm, sch's on for tomorrow as well, however i'm not at least charged up. Just where am i heading?
sometimes i felt that, it's more than what it takes to make it last...

*boo! back here again, yes it's 1 now and i'm emo-ing right here once again.
gonna rant. yes, 1 AM, you still awake.

are you a late sleeper in secret? why are you still awake?

why are u doing this in such a LATE time, somehow i felt you'd change, ALOT.

things will always move whether did u left them be right?

alot of WHYs surfaced up into my head; the millions of ungraspable question marks float my mind.

maybe someday you'll leave when you can't tolerate my nonsense.

=/ yes i'm paranoid, my brain's fucking numb yet it feels like bursting.

the stress that i witheld seems to be beyond control in time to come.

i need...

guess i gotta get an ipod shuf. soon.

life without music sucks.

i'm going to school, walk and doing everything, w/o music ._.

CHEERS (:

E-E-E-E-EPIC!

Yes, midnight, bo sleep.
Come here li siao siao.
yes, i'm not in my english form, must be crazy.
Anyways, *ehem* back to day, well today's AWESOME.
whole lot of us out. Zayar, Sulaiman, being our only 2 members of the CCK Freaks. Irvin, Derrick, Kunda, Razak and i being the BP rangers.
Mai siao siao, no hing nia, arbo full team liao.

Well, head out later then expected cos of me lor.
so SORRY. phone hanged, bo alarm. went to KFC makan liao then go arcade @ Bugis. regroup at BHG, omg had such a fun time.
yes, i'm crappy. i joke, i scream, i laughed, and i hurl vulgarities.
AGES since i ever does that, and yes (i can be classy too)

"well had an epic conversation during dinner.
what's nice is when we're all together, differenct races.
talking in our yet polished but very ok ok lah ang mo. hahaha"

End our splendid day, by taking the big walk to Clark Quay, chat and stuff along the way.
then BP rangers head to mac rest loh -.- saw MR.YEW! (my teacher from pri 6) gosh, damn miss him.so so so long nvr see him ler, 5 YEARS.
ever since our new princ. @ WVPS, forbid us. gosh, too bad he have no msn =/
arbo can chat chat with him sometime. he's the only guy i felt close with other than Mr Chong =/
Hmmmm, actually got afew more lah, well before i go, was checking out on RUI EN again.

Yes, again. the preview of her song is out.
REMEMBER, DO SUPPORT HER, mai all say support then bo buy albim go download.

YES TALENTS ARE TO BE APPRECIATED.
YOU CAN SHOW UR APPRECIATION FINANCIALLY.

here's her new preview.
to: RBKD =x ps, nvr put black.



her new song, SLOW DANCING. and EPIC success. & let lim peh tell YOU all, she's not at her BEST yet =P
CHEERS x))))))))))))))))))))

High School Musical 3: Senior Year

Well, fistly hor. there's this misunderstanding. Alot of times liao.
HSM = Hospitality Management,
also mean High School Music. next time state hor =.=
oh ya, no next time liao.

well, nothing much today. Was out with Adeline today after school.
we kinda skip lunch and had it late in the afternoon at BP's Subway.
end up slacking at Orchard instead.
was walking and so on, when we decided to head over to Cine to check out movies.
and awwww bolt was not on yet =/

yes, watch this instead.



well, i wont say i like this, i was more of like, forced to.
yes, and SHE TREAT =D
SONGZZZ. well, the epic fail took place when Vannessa's nude photo was all over the net.
Finish the movies, and head to Marina, then took 960 home lo.
nth much, and did nothing in particular.

CHEERS ^^

lozt

hmmmm, nothing much in particular today. Was quite stressful because of eLearning.
Geez, when in eLearning, there's no one to guide you, so you never know either you're on the right or wrong track. Well, get a np till prolly 7/8.
Imma gonna cut my hair soon. Good luck

CHEERS (x

Beans

Well, nothing happen in particular, head for school today @ 8 as usual.
Geez, and reluctantly our group end up presenting for CRM thou -.-
doesn't like mpresentation. It'd always been my weakness to present, screw it.
Anyways, after that, head for PLW and BTC lecture and we're dismiss at 3 (;
and tmr is HSM presentation, geez. i don't like presenting in front for 1B03 thou.
it's so so uncomfy.
And YES, i gotta RANT. My COMT group =.= MY GROUP MATES ARE NOT AT LEAST ACTIVE. I'D GOT PEOPLE OFFLINING EARLY, SOME NEVER EVEN ONLINE AT ALL.
I DIDN'T EVEN GET UPDATES FROM THEM WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO DO.
THE TOPIC ARE SO POORLY CHOSEN AND WE DIDN'T EVEN CHOOSE ONE FUCKING DAY TO AT LEAST MEET UP AND GET THIS FUCKED UP SHIT DONE.
YES, AND 2 DAYS AFTER THAT IT'S E LEARNING AND THE WRITING TEST COMES AFTER THAT. =.= MEANWHILE I'LL JUST PRAY.
YES. FUCK THAT.

& *smiles*
anyways, was glad that Rui En got alot more screen time than i expected today.
Geez, fucking perfect.
at least smth i saw brighten my day up, ALOT =/ thou i'm not some hardcore fan of Rui En ._.


[BookFest@Singapore 2008
《芮恩2》同名专辑, Rui En 2nd album
Rui En's 2nd Album's autograph session will be held on the 22Nov'08, 5.30pm at Suntec.

that's about it for today, thou i'm still rather pissed.
i suck at handling stuffs after all.
CHEERS ^_^

cockscrew. Halloween

Well, it's an all saint day where things become even eh ?
Alrighty, my day ended quite well, however how it started was really so screwed up.
Firstly, i overslept for my e-learning, gosh and together with my screwed up laptop, trouble was doubled. Geez, -.- nth was right thou and i end up missing the BTC quiz, and late for the PLW submission.

Well, got free lunch from Adeline Toh =x LOLz
thanks anyways for the subway delivery, i appreciated it. Catch some joke movie titled the little mermaid: Ariel's Beginning.
it's a Disney's production thou.
Head out with the guys to Town after Jasper Hing dismiss from SIM. Meet him and Kunda lor.
took 960 =/ after that meet Razak and Jasper Toh there.
we're totally wasted -.-

Head to Clarke Quay after that ^^
it's HALLOWEEN.
gosh, shld have see the number of chio bu there =D
all dressed up =x
nurse la,
doctors la, pirate la, anything la, XD

well, lazy to type already.

CHEERS =D

faint.

Hmmmm, well it's a rather blurry day today. Nth's up as usual, however...
i ended up skipping school, and sleeping until 9pm.

HEHE, as usual RUI EN >.<

anyways, work up at 8 today, and went over to prepare and slack.
Say hao with my brothers meet at NP @ 11/30 to do work one,
meet lix and bus stop then go book room. Did nothing except slacking, and after deciding to pon class, i head back to plaza early to meet up with Kunda for lunch.

CHEERS (X

RUI EN !!!

well guys from mediacorp website,
"Rui En will also release her Mandarin album in November this year."

wahahaha this is freaking AWESOME.

anyways;

P.S. jy RUI EN xoxo
CHEERS (x

BLACK.

Well, woke up rather early today, or rather before i woke up i had 4 people waiting for me outside my door. Jasper Hing, Kunda, Razak Shah.
Geez, my apologises for sleeping till so late thou, rush and prepare before heading downstairs to meet them. Head over to take 960 to SIM LIM tower and SIM LIM Square to get some stuffs before walking over to Suntec. Yes, we had dinner @ KFC before heading over to star factory, did some window shopping and stuffs like that.
uh yea, so basically was chilling out and stuff like that before walking to Marina Sq, and lastly to Clarke Quay before heading back.
School's @ 8 tomorrow, yet i slept late, catch the sequel of Chinese Odessy, a steph chow's movie before heading to lala land.

CHEERS (x

sunday,

well, sleep till the max, do nothing much as seems like i waste a day thou.
nth happen as i was at home.

CHEERS (:

FINDs,

well thought to post here before the clock srike 12. Basicaly i had my COMT lesson today, well i don't really like the facilator i guess. Well, but she's okay (: Anyways wasn't that close to my mates yet so i had quite awhile of individual time of surfing net, lazing around during lessons.
Uh, and i got into some bok searching spree today, well it's about my CRM. geez, i ain't want my GPA to be lousy after hearing comments like easy to score and so on. Well, had quite a fun time =x the sense of accomplishment when u find tio correct code is song =D

nth much, lazy to rant (:
CHEERS XD

charRED.

yes, i highlighted the word red. Nothing is going wel today, head's burning, fuming and what's more to drive me crazy?
Naturally i'm not of a person which good managing abilities, i have problems prioritiesing stuffs and all. That includes walking on a "track of consistency". Anyways, before i move on to my rants, i'll just fill up with my day or smth. Well, anyways today i'm late for CRM thou (._.) Got a 2 weeks worth of project before heading over to PLW, and after with the tired-nes and al, decide to pon BTC. I'd a bad day to begin with, and my mood wasn't right. I'm scared, confuse, petrified.
uh yea, meet up with Xian Zheng, Jon, Ka En and Razak before heading back. Ltr stil go Wen Jie =D. Get home after grabbing some dinner. Wasn't feeling that well thou..

[!] Well, the following below is just a RANT thou. (so don't bombard me with qns, with you read this)
well, sometimes i wondered, where did i go wrong?
Maybe it's because i'm much of a "CLOSE" person, thou i may or act or behave like an open one. What i prefer my the other half is, obviously is to be "CLOSE" as i am.
Well in a relationship, i really don't like much people to revolve around US. (mon is perfect). I hate external factors, yes. I know i'm the unreasonable kind, i can't demand for a duck rice to turn into chicken rice (i don't know what the hel i'm trying to say).
I prefer someone who is "CLOSE", as i said, someone who is not that open, expose to creatures of the opposite gender. Quiet type, "zhi bi" type, best if they hate interactive activities. And like "AARON" (lolz sorry for using ur name, but sometimes the way ur relationship runs makes me green with envy).
someone who obviously spends more time with the love ones,
yes i wished to be spoilted and pampered.
and i adore "zong se qing you" bitches.
i couldn't stand it if she was to stay out late with her friends but not with me,
and seeing her getting into physical contacts with guys would made me doubt.
my mind would blows if she leaves me (^_^)

[...AND I SAID I PREFER, NOT WANTED, BUT OF COS' I WISHED]

yes, i'm strange. But a series of events changed me, and i'm not leaving the healhy life before, well it'd been a life long scar. But sometimes i just couldn't change the clock back, thou i thought i could. And to gain ultimate trust, guess i'll be selfish.
* Yes you gotta carry me, cos' my legs won't get me far.

BUT of cos' sometimes my tastebud will change, but ultimately, i'm still at it.
& it will take it's toll.
P.S. I wonders if i'll get a wife in the fuure thou! >< some screwed up qualities.
CHEERS (:

tasp

Well, kindly read it backward, that's the word past. Well let me first give a pat to Kelvin first. Well, you'd fought well (: and i'd glad that you'd grown up.

Anyways let me started on my day first thing first i'd bene hit with insomia, and i'm wide awake like 6 in the morning. Head over to school as usual, and monday is an electrictying day, Even Week, 5 hours of Electrical Systems (ELS). geez, head back home after that and had dinner with Adeline. Well looks like the first paper is alil' weeny tricky.
don't give up thou (:

CHEERS (:

vision

well still bothered by what i saw the day before, i'm not that good actually.

Felt like a fool, i go back on my words which i said before holidays come to an end. Well, i'm much slaking again, wailing like a baby, and complaining about the almost filled up timetable. Life is always seems to be filled up. Well life seems to pass by fast, however frommy vision, it's only a phrase, i don't know why or how i saw that, wel maybe being able to reincarnated was a gift or some sort.

To those having Chem. O Levels tomorrow, good luck (:
& to Adeline Toh, better get A1 if not... =D

CHEERS (:

Ab-normal Beauty

Well, watched this movie at Kunda's house on the way back. Alil' artistic thou, thought might be a great candidate for the flim festival. Hmmm anyways, woke up alil today and head over to a thailand "territory" with Kelvin and Sulaiman to get stuffs for Kelv's muay thai. Well, head over to some random market/kopitiam after that for dinner. Head over to Marina and saw brother wayne. =D

Good luck for ur Os yea =D

Geez, anyways, head back ltr after that, and i end my day with a late night supper @ Mac.

CHEERS (:

cycle

Well, alrighty. I shall blog in my thoughts for today, quite alot however i'll keep some in the inside as it's hard to describe some of'em. Oh well, woke up rather early today and head out to school. Well it's only an hour, so slack with Felix and Frank then. Tehehehe, talk quite abit with'em. Head back for an afternoon nap before heading out to plaza for Dinner. Well here i'mma back again. My day for today's rather short and empty thou.

Well, answering to my previous blog, was talking about live to a friend of mine, when i suddenly felt that, there's one reason to know life was fair. Well, God made us all different (no religion based). Everyone's equal ain't it? However, there's really someone, at least someone for everyone, well and of course, marraige is only to be with your "one" and only. Wealth and some other physical and mental attributes are basically optional add-ons thou. =/ So be it if you're fat, ugly, short, tall or living with one ball(s), don't worry yea =D

Hmmmm, another thing i wanted to accounted to, well i haven been tlaking about "death" and reincarnation fully with anyone yet, but yesterday as i can't sleep, i'd quite a supernatural "happening" in time like 4am in the wee hours.
As usual, i'm lying on my bed, staring up at my blank ceilings. Suddenly, i saw my "previous" lives or whatever =/ well, my mind thought about death suddenly. And well i was like "aww man, afew decades down, we all will be lying in coffins yea?" And when i close my eyes, i reaccount the first view of my life.

"It is as if my body is programmed to live, 'again' in this case, i wasn't sure of my looks and my surrounding, and i'm only 4. I started to be amaze and the fact that i could stand up, and have no idea what happened before. I called strangers Dad, Mom, and everything".

Before i know it, i'm Me.

Well, this might be quite hard to explain. However this thought gave me an idea about, live cycle and i got quite excited as if i'd solved an impossible puzzle. Well, i do find it hard to put into words thou =/

nth much, & lastly hope the elixer to infinite life could be invented ASAP.
CHEERS ^___^

Myself, Yourself.

was wondering and having a weird dream before i woke up. What happen next?

Geez, i was disturbed again by my mum. "Ronnie it's 9.30 already", jolted my back to reality. And i shot up straight, rubbing my eyes while my hands search for my toothbrush. COMT, yet another IS module. Well for some apparant reason, i never like IS modules or i wont be performaning well in my IS module. My laziness to communication ensare my thoughts where voices keeps triling my ears. Before long i was out already, turning my head in the direction of the roads, fratically trying to get a cab. In a almost running motion, i reach plaza in no time, and u yea, for the first time, i sprint. For i saw 184 driving over to the inerchange to pick p NP students, my legs carried me like wind. I sucessfuly ran pass a series of red lights without any accidents and without any hornings of any vehicle.

Uh well, i'm on the bus, my mood aint getting better as i wasn't playing my DS, just helplessly praying that things will be fine and go smooth ltr on =x

*well posting was dragging to near 11, due to some unforeseen circumstances".

Alrighty shall be posting until the end since i'm here already... uh yea, had COMT, class changed to 56-05-09, ended up in another heat up run in the long run. Anyways it's only a 2 hour session and i'm home already. Meet my classmates, just another bunch of intelligent people, and there's this awesome indian guy o.o LOLZ ~ Well, agreed to meet up with Jasper Hing on my way back, however saw Randolph. End up have some catching up with each other =/ well, he's yet another awesome guy i guess (: head back after meeting up with Kunda while Randolph went back, Jasper to SIM. Hmmmmm, after that, stay at home to slack, and all... Thoughts still dripping from my ears, the contents slowly empty into my head.

"What went wrong?"

Well, i'm not really sure, well this post, actually i wont really be showing this, however i decided to heck it (: Dun ask me, i won't tell anybody. (you think who, is who lor).

Well, obviously in life we have to make alot of decision. Am i too forceful on my decision or it's just another immature act that i'd done which result in this consequece. I seriously have no idea, uh yea for you happiness i may sound alittle to noble however we're pointing knives at each other throat indirectly thou.

a series of flashbacks came to my mind, and i was revert to konayuki, an insert song in 1 litre of tears.

"Season of snow powder always come
Although we are mixed up with a mass of people
we are looking on the same sky
Blown by the wind, and we are chilled by it

I may not know everything about you
Nevertheless, I've found you among 100 million of
people
There's no proof but I'm very serious of it

It's impossible to live in the same time with no single quarrel
If we can't be honest, happiness and sadness are just meaningless

If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
Could we both share our loneliness?

I would press my ear near to your heart
And go down deep into the place where I hear that voice and meet you once again

We want to understand each other
It's me who softly brush the surface
Just by tightly gripping your numb and cold hand
We are tied to each other

Snow powder is too fragile
In front of us, keep on leaving stains on the rough asphalt forever

Snow powder doesnot rely on time, moving our heart
Nevertheless, I'd still like to keep on protecting you

If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
It will cover both our loneliness and return it to the sky..."

Well, the words ensare me like never before, for once i felt stupid, losing myself to this kinda situation.

"Love is all about making unchangable decision ain't it? -Ronnie Tan"
[yet another quote]

thinking back, it's just a small little flame of crush at first. We could've step on it, and put a stop to everything. However we just add paper to it, causing it to grow.

wel, i'd know why lifes fair suddenly, i'll leave it to tomorrow shall i?

CHEERS (: KIMOCHI >< HAYAKU >< YAMETE!!! desu ka?

mirrors

Well, i'm back here again (: geez, ever since "that" day, my life had took a serious turn.

Well, anyways poly is not any better as usual. Always i felt as if i'd left something very impt when i left home. Hmmmmm, school is not good too. Been falling asleee in lectures due fatique. Sometimes, striked by emo-ness, remained silence for hell' offa long time. Well, today began on 3 new modules, namely Principle of Law (PLW), Building Technology (BTC), and Hospitality Management (HSM). In fact i fall asleep for all three of them. Sometimes my mine just goes alil' far off what the teacher's talking about. Such as life, well, and many unspoken shit... Released early at 3 instead of 5, head back to get some rest...geez,

determine desu ka ?
CHEERS (:

boil that passion

Well, nothing much happen yet, so i'll just leave the title blank for now...

Oh well, it's the first day of school today, and as most tutorials and practicals are cancelled. School starting at 11am instead. Well, i do kinda miss the moments that perfect 10 had accompanied me thru every morning on my journey to school. And i do miss my brothers. Oh well, the 6 of us still had a long way to go isn't it? Well, as i'd just found out, it isn't hard in poly, the marks are there for us. Just that either we want it or not, well that explains the will to fight for the marks thou... And well after looking at the modues the other night, i'm much ready for another tough semester isn't it? Wonder how will i do in this sem anyways. Well, imma off to do my stuffs, adios.

CHEERS (:

New Urban Male.

hmmmm, wide...that's a big word isn't it ? My brain is felt with alotta stuff since yesterday. Well it's rather personal i just, related to my dreams, future and everything. Well, just how wide is the ocean out that (society). In a few years time, we'll be out in the society, against the harsh tides that would show no mercy to crash us down. Well, alrighty back on post. It's like gonna be 7AM, and i'm wide awake, going out with Irvin later, looks like it's time for us to catch back up with time since he's at work.. Well, lets hope that the outing today will be a good one yea? =D will post it in if there're any significant happenings yea?

&... *sometimes are better left unsaid*.

CHEERS (X

bwahahahahahahaha, anyways (: how's that? well just got it from new urban male @ citylink today with a bunchha new urban males. Hmmmmm well, i'll start up with after that. Well met up with Irvin at plaza, and we started to catch up with each other at KFC. Heading out to marina after that, we slack abit and all while waiting for jon, jasper hing and kunda. Hmmmmm nothing much after all, just to post about that ^^

lazy to type in more XD

* i'll still love you in the morning
CHEERS (X

logic

oh well, oh well, it's like about afew mins before 12, and i'm wondering if i'll be jogging at senja grand. Well, let me review some changes in my life yea,
Well, currently, sticking to a brand new gadget titled Nintendo DS, as well as starting out on a quite old T-drama titled it started with a kiss 2, (known as "they kiss again). Well, didn't do anything much today, end up watching Galileo (: hmmm, head out to plaza for dinner before head over to Senja LRT station to meet up with kunda. Have a chat session with him lo, man to man talk (x

Anyways, do hope that your r/s would set sailing smoothly real soon.

CHEERS XD

death

"as long as our heart is beating, we're always walking towards death."

Well, that's the first thing that come to my mind. Oh well, didn't really sleep well last night, that explains me waking up early. Well, hoping to go out i guess, however RP and SIM is starting school already thou. Felt like asking Zayar or Zhe Wei out instead, however don't wish to trouble them =S
Like, nothing major yet right? (: Anyways, hmmmmm i still don't know what to post yet thou, cos' well what's gonna happen in the later part of the day is still unkown. Hmmmm, till then

CHEERS (X

Selamat Hari Raya

Well, imma grown up now, no children day (:
anyways, i end up sleeping till, well...er... Evening due to yesterday.
Head over to Razak's house after all the crap, with Jon, Jasper Hing,Kunda and Kelvin. Well, it's rather nice staying at Razak's place. It's like a cultural exchange too, well i got the chance to tase malay cuisine and all. Well i kinda love the feeling =D.
I MEAN IT. well, thou i'm a little food picky and a chilli hater =/ ~

But overall it's really so that great, hah~ After a nice and delicious dinner, consist of chicken wings and snacks and chocs ~ We sat down and chat, while watching channel 8 (:
Bwahahahahhaha Well, that's the 9 PM show, crime buster on the run right now. Well, besides Rui En, i guess i couldn't find any other reason for TV. Oh ya, it'd been ages since i keep tabs on her thou... Was waiting for her album.

And after that, Jon went home while the rest came over my house, and Kelv's parents came fetching him back.
Well, kinda had a hardcore time at my house. We're so bursting out in laughter! bwahahhahaha, looks like Maiden's Passion had really been reborn ._.

CHEERS (X

rainy day

well, nothing is going right yet. There's a certain things that i had to stop and certain things i have to start. Was thinking and planning out for my life, however due to my dad's gene, it's hard to get things started. Like my dad, i'm always thinking of a better option. And before i knew it, time had already long gone =/
and yes! Tired D:
Imma using this blog to rant out every now and then. Wahahaha, so peeps you might be thinking i'm just writing chunks of words that makes no sense yea?

Woke up pretty early today, due to yesterday. Insomia strikes back sooner than i expected. Alright, tonight will be the night yea?
Didn't do much for the day, starts putting in games to my PSP and at the same time, thinking that i might wanna get a NDS soon. Well, there haven been much game in the psp that i could really reccomend. Thou i ain't any gamer, however the range of amusement is rather small for PSP thou...

CHEERS ? (X

finale I

well, i'm slacking at the living room. pretty shag ehhh? haven done much changes yet. Hmmmm? Well, woke up rather late today. Thing's ain't going good and i'm whining right here again. Geez, what to do? Screw it. Anyways, i'm very much hmmmmm...well, alrighty no whines and on with the post.

Woke up after that, and wait for Kunda to get ready before heading over to plaza. Took 960 to bugis to meet up with Couz and Xav. Ages since i saw them. Well, hmmmm anyways, went over to find a gift for clement and my future "da sao" i suppose. Bwahahaha must last hor, either last forever or don't at all. So Gambatte couz! Well, head back rather early today. Doesn't expect to be back at home by 10? Bwhahahah

Yes, love is all around ain't it?
Aaron and Kunda, keep it going yea (:
And well, RP's reopening tomorrow, gonna miss my mates.
CHEERS ^^

7 | A,B,C,D,E,F,G

well, funny nick yea? hmmm i'll slowly say out everything hur hur. Firstly, would like to wish every teachers in west spring a happy teachers' day! Bwahahahahha, anyways woke up pretty early today, hmmmm 7 i guess?
Went to bathe and all and put on something more formal before meeting my mates at the busstop just outside west spring sec. Wow, the morning essence is certainly different. See so many of my classmates...Miss'em, really. Together, the addition of teachers really brings up the ambience to the max! Saw Miss Chew at the canteen (: wahahaha, yea! was gossiping and fooling around. Feels like talking to some old friend yea. Went up to the teachers' room next. Mr Chong, Ms Chong, Mdm Hartati. Bwahahaha ^^ after all the fooling around, we head over to the basket ball court to hang out, before heading over to the hall to rest and all.

Head off to plaza with Sulaiman, Zayar, Kunda, Kelvin, Jonathan, Jasper Hing, Razak, Jun Qian, Sulastri, Li min, Rebecca, Suning.
And yes! the whole lot of us had lunch at long john silvers
Geez, head up to the library after that, while some of them went off for sometime.
Went home after that, discussed to go over to East Coast Park to cycle then, but wasn't very confirm.

[this series of event made me very very fustrated, the details was many and i don't wish to elaborate]

Meet up with the guys at east coast park already!
7 of us. Kelvin, Kunda, Jasper Hing, Zayar, Jun Qian, Irvin and I! Gosh, we'd so so so much fun then. From East Coast, we cycle along the trail while over lapping the park connectors and all, we went to adventure on new areas and all. Practically we planned that while we're slacking, Area G, is the last. So from A, we head over to G.. Whoa, and guess what, A to G is 7 letters as well. While cycling, somehow i felt the "R-21" days. 7 x 2 = 21. Well, guys only you can guessed it!
Ended up at Changi, seriously you guys kicks ass. This is something not normal human could've done. Seriously! Irvin and Jun Qian, especially to you guys! Irvin, for going with us on the walks the previous times and this, and Jun Qian for coming over with us. Your presence really do make the ambience fresh and all! Long time since we'd meet up for talks and all.
After all the fun, we head back...Kelv took a taxi, while we went over to take 966 back. Tired but... (:

Well, you guys keep me going...
CHEERS ^______^

tRACE

"Was having trouble with my life. Ever since the momentum had be interupt, everything went crashing."

"maybe it's regarding to problems dealing with my studies.
I was doing rather well at first, holding onto the hope to enter university, after which, get a good job so my wife and family will live in comfy."

"i wasn't even smiling in fact..."

"then i was wondering, what is my happiness or where is the happiness that i'm blindly running after."

well, trace eh ? Shalln't elaborate too much on that. Well, i'm abit "arty" myself. And actually, i'm rather crazy at times. After spending the whole night awake and so, unable to sleep, i reluctantly got up and do some things. Turned my head and looked at the aftermath of my room. Nothing is fixed. *sighs* when can my will gets the engine started again? I don't know. So basically as a watched pot don't seem to boil, time is crawling across the floor.
After lunch, went on msn to chill out with my buddies and all, well to kunda and kelvin, thanks for keeping the sworn brothers vow going. Well, we're brothers yea? Apperciate that you're there for me, thick and thin. In times of crisis you didn't run off...

Well, the chain of random sentences was my feelings. Wondering when i can get my life in place. I felt like a baby who keep whining after he falls, but can't get up.
game away with kunda and ernest? well, i was in a dl spree when laziness caught me...
Thinking about the society is stressful at times eh ? =/ Felt so far away from you yet i can't do nothing about it. Uh yep, it's not mentally now, physically too O.O
Geez, what can i do?

Suddenly i felt that i lose trace of everything...

CHEERS (X

death race

Wahahaha, was back from outside. Geez, won't be so qiao bah!
Anyway had tons of fun today. Won't be able to enjoy as much if not for kunda and ernest, especially kelvin. You guys at least gou "ON" man. Yea, so i shall start on about the day yea. Today was kinda drizzling when i meet kelving. And off we went over to plaza's 960 bustop. Wahahaa, Kelv's kind enough to come over to my house downstairs to meet me (: was having problems organizing and all. So both of us head out first, while ernest, currently at Jurong East will be taking MRT over. Wahahaha, Ages since i met him! His name might be appearing for quite some time again as he's having hols too. So kelv and i reach bugis first, take a look at those fancy clothes and all. Ages since we had any "high class" day or shopping spree ehh? So while walking we decided to head up for the cinema. Just randomly checking out movies and all. Well, the Kelv point and say "wanna watch death race?, looks nice". I gave a anything sign. Well if the crowd's on for it, why not? So we ask ernest as soon as he arrived, OMG ernest you're so fucking "ON" la, your "okay lor"-reply. Great, got the tix for kunda also, ages since i watched any movie with kunda too (: head down to cold storage to get a large bag of chips, "pratically our dinner" before entering the cinema. Wahahha as kunda is late, i gave the tix to the officer, asking him to give him the ticket after kunda said the password =D imma' genius & the password is "my there very small".



Titled death race, the gruesome scenes, packed with actions combination is near to perfect. It's not only a remake i daresay, this whole new scenes certainly bring the show alife.

LOL! had so much fucking fun lah, despite the little amount of peeps today. Did alot of walking actually. Walk to suntec later to slack and all, before heading to Marina an finally head over to Clarke Quay for 190.

CHEERS ^^

the tide

was finally back. The tide in my throat had finally subside. Looks like my life would be back to normal somehow. Well, felt that i should be wasting anymore time and keep moving on, thou it's difficult. Back onto blogging after a long while!
Well, eversince my momentum in my studies was interrupted, my life was a total havoc. And including YOU! =x who make my life totally wreck. Love comes with karma right?
Been seeking peace from religion during this period of time. I'm completely wasted and shag. I voiced out many moves to change my life, but can't excecute any. Well woke up rather late, and watched 2 movies from my com, as it was raining. With aircon, and dvd quality, the ambience is much close to perfect (: Well, i would say it'd be 3 infact. Inner Sense starring Karena Lam, The Eye 10, and Men Suddenly in Black I. Well, 3 awesome hong kong movies. Well, i'm much more into watching movie when slacking, however recently, i just wasted time off, until my hols are here. Geez, nothing is right, and i'm as thou waiting heavens would gave me a hand from the skies. Went off to meet Kelv before getting my bus conssesion. OMG Kelv! ages since i last saw you. I so fucking miss you brother! Then went out lor, took 700A over to suntec, been pretty crowd, and all =/ Razak came over later, we take some photos and all, talking about singaporean life and all, oh my god, i miss you bastards. Kunda and Jasper Hing came over abit later. We slacked, li siao siao =/ wahahahah, super fun ^^ OMG, you guys are the few 4B guys who would even CARE to go out and all =/

CHEERS 9X

flying colours

Well, nothing much today, except studying and so. Meet Jasper for a walk down Senja after hitting the pile of books and back again after dinner. Well, 6 brothers eh? It's only the first sem and i'm sure that we will be together all the way! No re-takes hor. And well, i do sure pin down our last hope even before heading into the exam venue. So let us pass the 3 following exams with FLYING COLOURS eh ?

CHEERS ((X

the ONE

well, today nothing much today. Didn't go out much, except meeting up with Samuel and Boon Keat later at night at BPP mac to study. went back after that, no mood to do anything else. Been in my room. Today suppose to be a happy day, well i think i dropped the emo part. and on with the good happenings. Well, gratz Adeline for getting in for DPA and A1 for chinese Os. (: Well, and Rui En is on i weekly today. Hotttt! Well, pardon me, i do get biased over this. Anyways, bought a copy of men's health. Geez, when can my life go right?

CHEERS (: heavenly days

[M]ornings

guess that i can't take up the challenge of blogging everyday huh? Well, i haven't been blogging that often lately. The emotional drain had proven it, it's toll is much greater than i thought. But life have to go on ehh? Geez, i'm stuck at 9 in the morning, slacking till now. Ever since my life was in a mess, i can't get things right. My room is never clean and tidy anymore, the unecessary emotional addition made me felt that i was never "right" in a sense that right in my brain or right in myself. So i'm down here typing away, i kept thinking that my room was in a mess, the unecessary rubbish accumulating in my room, was forver. I could never throw'em all, won't it?

CHEERS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

posting for the other days for now. Well, it's the nation's birthday today, and yesterday it's olympic, and the day before WCG just started in suntec. Gosh, so many happenings, guess i'm not gonna miss either of'em. Well, woke up rather late, and i went out after catching a random movie title house of fury by non other than my idol, Anthony Wong. Geez, he's great. Anyways, went out today with more peeps that i'd planned out initially. Aason, Jasper, Justin, Kelvin, Kunda and I. That adds up to 6 of us. Well, not many not less, we meet up rather late indeed, took 700A and head straight off to suntec. Saw the uncasing of the flag ceremony! wahahaha, thou i'm crappy or any sort. After taking up photography, seriously i've fallen in love with the cityscape and all. Well, till then i'd decided that it'll be proud if i could've able to march for my nation during national day (: Budden~ a low physical attribute mage like me, i think imma dreaming =D Well, anyways, wayne! you should've join us! missed out all the fun and evertything except for the human crowd. Tiring ehh? Before i go, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. MOVE FORWARD FOR THE PEOPLE, AND WE'LL MOVE FORWARD FOR THE NATION (:

CHEERS (X

08.08.08, 08:08"08

Well, day of 8s. Geez, today's the first day and the opening "day" for the BeiJing 2008. Great, the pandas will be out soon. Anyways, head out with Aason today, try to catch a glimpse of the WCG and all, geez looks like everyone there is not going for the game already. Can see a whole lot of guys with huge big camera aiming for the booth babes. Serioously! i was just asking Aaon not long ago, who the hell came up with the idea to add game and car with babes, revealing cleaverage, belly and so on. Geez! i know it's unnescessary! Cos' not all guy can concentrate right? Caught afew guy playing XBOX 360 stealing a peek every now and then. Anyways, Jasper Hing came over to catch up with us later, watch CS and so on. Well, we head back quite late, slacked walked around and we catch the opening ceremony of the "bird nest" @ suntec before heading back

CHEERS ^^

rainy days.

Well, i'd have to apologise for not blogging in the past few days. Hmmm, well wasn't relatively in the mood right now. Given that this period is also the exam period, my emotional stress which took it's toll on me would have been better describe as a bad one. The dentrimental clutch got me, severing my ties with the outside things that i'm holding onto.
The sudden feeling of loss, would be much worse than i thought. I stared at my lecture notes every night. I absorb nothing as my sponge had no room for extra information to pierce into my head. Well, looks like today's lame day. Well, woked up late due to yesterday. Entertain my friends with dota matches while after that had a conference with wayne and justin.

Woked up at 3 in the afternoon. And i'd found out that i'd miss my S&W. Slacked thru the afternoon. Then, head over to KFC for dinner at greenridge before heading over to meet Jasper Hing and Kunda. Prolly, nothing much today, hope tomorrow will be better.

CHEERS (:

Cryokinesis

Cryokinesis, the ability of ice.
Well, looks like that's the end of my lucky streak. Kinda sad for now. Anyways, i shalln't dwell on much yea? So, i'll post on about today.

Today's a rather well day. Thou it's pretty much boring, as i'd done nothing much rather than school work, but i really did enjoy myself pretty much. Hmmmm, as Samuel came over my house to "camp" the other night, we woke up the following morning, which is today, that is, quite late. Head over to Bukit Panjang to get lunch after we're done with everything. Well, kinda enjoyed working with Samuel (: at least we did some progress over our projcet. And in afew hours time we're gonna hand up the proj. So the 6 of us, after polling and such, decided to go over NP, and get our work done. However, nothing's on in NP, no shops, no aircon, no nothing (: yet i see bunches of students there, in the darkness, with their only source of light, the screen of the laptop, hitting the keyboards and mugging away. Well, it's kinda cooling (: Hmmmmm, did my Integrated Project within like a week. Gosh, we're too good. I'm proud to present my work right here.

well, i kinda relate it to my future dream house, so here's it!



the master bedroom

and last but not least, the living room



Wahahaha, anyways, i do enjoy alot, flinging with the programme, well loved it. But just that marks add so much pressure. Geez, but i don't mind playing it for fun. Matter of fact, i do enjoy the cityscape of singapore alot (:

Went off to mac for alil' dinner and we went off after that! Maybe the 6 of us pass all modules yea! ^^
CHEERS XD

walking

well, well, i'm back, in one piece all again. Thou i'm not very focus in my studies, i can say that my studies is quite packed, piled up wth whatever stress and project. And duh, my IP is due on sunday. Wonder if i can make it. Anyways, i think i can (: shall have condidence in myself and such. Hmmmmm, stayed back after school, and we, the gang of 6 had found another nice room for us! Beethoven (: geez, it's friggin huge and all. Imma gonna booked it all the way so that we can use it for studies! Anyways, anyhow... i reached school kinda late, 9 plus for my MES tutorial. My life isn't that good ehhh? Hmmmm head for TEC tutorial, and head over to piazza hut after that ^^ Head back t pia project after that. Seriously time flies when we're together. Enjoy your company BROS!

CHEERS (:

moving

Well, everything seemed to be going rather well today. Just that it'll moving moving on quite a slow pace. Well, woke up rather early today. Hmmmm, eyelids seemed heavy at first, but alowed myself to get up as i don't wanna be late for IDS. Well, i've got a one project, but i'm kinda screwed up as i'd wasted quite a few weeks, so now this is the final week and the 6 of us is friggin' rushing. Well, head there, finally we're starting up on VIZ ( a programme) already. Well, after that we skipped TEC again and head lunch befoe heading up to block 6 to continue our work. Well, we didin't do anything much except, fooling and laughing. Well really hope things will go well cos i ain't wanna retake yea? Stayed back after school to try to wrap things up as much as possible but w/o much progress. Went back with Samuel after that, meet kunda for dinner before slacking at my house. Hmmmm, didin't really like to talk much about today. & LIBING! YOU FORGET MY MOUSE!!! >.< geez, it's okay =x appreciate your thoughts. Arigato ice-chan ._.

CHEERS (:

blushing sky

Well, i could've describe what happened lately is a pretty bad filler in my life. Nothing's going well yet. My school work is hiting me like hailstones from the sky. The seemingly to be flowing snowflakes in the sky depicts unreachable hope, when i suppose i can't reach it no matter how i stretch my hands. Well, the feeling of being chain up with a huge iron ball certanily engulf my life as a whole. Thou time and such is mine, my emotions wasn't suppress by my will, totally. But somehow, my mind travel to year 2007, about how i got out of agony, pushing my reluctant self to acheieve, a few steps closer to my dream would be my admittance to Ngee Ann, in which in turn also would satisfied my lust to get closer to you. Your voice pulled me through, it did. In the purge of darkness, your trailing voice lead me to move, slowly, my body stood up, shaking yet was moving thru as your voice stabilize it. Geez, imma thinking too much today, i wasn't totally in the mood and so on. This week, was tiring. Insomia took me over, rolling in bed past the wee hours is getting me nowhere. Screams of agony just shout in my ears, keeping me awake. The soothing melody is there no more...

Sentosa Cove



well, my mood wasn't relativly good until today. Things got for a bette turn. It's time to get moving.

Been time since things took a great turn in my mood. Looks like my mood isn't getting better.

CHERS (:

iSORE

Well, imma almost stucked at my IP, so geez, why not start to work on my blog frst. Well, it'd been last than 30 mins when i left jia wei and gang. Guilt touched me when the clock hit five. Well, i left before them, that's what i felt bad about. Leaving the rest of the four people sturggling the frost in the library. It's only 5 poeple at the library as felix'd left early. Hmmmmm, today's a boring day, as exams are arrviging, alot of lesson had come to it's end, leaving us to draw the last sword for the final battle. Who'd have thought it'll be a curse in disguise? Anyways, i'm late today~ Geez, hurried up block 34, for my CAD lesson. I haven really started up on my project and i just it's time to get my engine fired up. Didn't really show the teacher my floor plan as it's near blank. I admit i didn't really spend time and effort on it and secondly, my lack of inspiration explains it all. As i'm a perfectionist, it's hard to make decision. Hmmmmm, head down for lunch later before heading over to PAC. Hmmmm, as the final exams where consist of only 40% of our final grade, our 60& of quizes, assignments and test were revealed. And i've got a lousy 44/60. SHIT! =x i thought if i could've gotten 50, i would've 100% pass NOW. Geez, but this aint' stopping me to start working hard. The 6 of us gonna pass 1.1 with flying colours yay? Hmmmm, took a look at the buildings from singapore. I always loved buildings, very very much =D this kinda human made landscape, thou far from perfect, yet admirable.



Here's one from The Hamilton. Singapore is one of the first few countries venturing into sky garage. Well, you can park your car @ home. That's the fuss. well, it's like so cool ain't it. Another one, within my dream is the sail @ marina. Gosh, talking about singapore. The physical landscape is truly admirable. Time to get my hands on some sony digital cam and shot these down. Well, i do love photography, VERY MUCH. but not equipping myself with a DSLR like some pro. Well, i admit i do admire those DSLR carrier. But i'm much more, hmmmm free lance or just doing it for the fun of it. Exploring different angles. And i do love the cityscape in Sg. If i'm staying in Singapore 10 years down the road. That's the reason! Anyways, before i go off, i'll be emphasising on my title, iSORE. As read from Eyesore, means a sore in the eye, or piercing*. It's like tall buildings, eyesore to the sky. HOWEVER, in humans' eye. SORING UP THE SKY, is one step closer to their dreams (: Geez, i know i'm lame but i know everyone have dreams right? don't you?

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gomen~

omg, i've got so many peeps to aplologise to today! >< Firstly, i kinda waste my day off again. Next weekend mostly will be meeting up with Aason to do something about it. Well, woke freaking early. My face was burning and all. Kinda feverish. Later still gotta go out for dinner.
Dang! i'm CHUI for this week. *sighs* i need a pat on the shoulder man! Ehhh, but scare suay nia. Hmmmm stayed at home first lor, then went out to mac for dinner. YAY! got the friggin glass. I support coke merchandise =D but on the second thought, i shld've pia, so i can sell it off on E-BAY! well, received a called from Li Bing lter that in the afternoon. thanks for the invitation, but i can't make it! >.< Well, thought full house ler =x then i ended up doing something else. GOMEN! i always wanted to watch a piano performance =x LOL~ geez, now i'd wasted it. Hope the tix are not wasted ehhh. Sorry ehh Li Bing >.<

geez, head back right after dinner @ mac. And i catched Fearless on 5 (: Geez, rewatching a lil' nice show. Slacked after that. Time to get my ass moving next week.

CHEERS (:

silence.

well, this saturday i've got nothing much. Screw, work work work. Human advances as time passes, find more game and fun. But education weightage is higher on the other end. Looks like this dual sword is getting heavier. Geez, typically i spent the whole of my fucking saturday Rotting. Rmb the post about, it's always liu bei zhang fei and guan yu ? Ohhh well, seems true. Everyone's moving on already, what's a resolution only seemed to be an empty talked. Geez. And i know it's Wayne's house warming to day. Godamnit! sorry i can't make it today anyways. Been rushing up for my work and all~ time time time. 24 hours a day is never enough. Thou i didn't really get my school work done, at least i settled some stuffs. & latly, sorry wayne for cmi-ing! and good luck on Chiaki (well no secret) anyways, if you don't mind me say la. Cheer up. When there's night, there's dark. There's not such thing as pure darkness. There must be a light to cover, then got darkness de! so GAMBATTE!!

CHEERS (:

killer.

Wow, was fianlly back home. Took the fucking MRT-LRT way. What a long ride. Geez, i'm tired and my school work is all left undone. Mostly, i'll spend my saturday patching up the loopholes. Well, finally the day that i'd long anticipated came.
But things did really turned out to be alot more different instead. Wahahha, okay anyways, i'd like to talk about the BeiJing 2008 today =X wahahahha, well as dota requires 5 players per team. I'd come up with an idea to use the 5 names from the bei jing pandas, each player assigned to a name =x Well, steamy for me i guess. Using the name Ying Ying.
Here's the CUTIE!



Freaking steamy.
Well, went back to school at 12 plus. I'd overslept and slept thru the whole day. Don't want to talk about it. Meet my mates and do my homework and stuffs before heading back home. Well, went out to meet Kelvin, Irvin and Jasper Hing at plaza in the evening. We end up not heading to woodlands' partyworld. But the ktv thing is on the pending side however. Well, we head to suntec area as usual. Slack, and we ate pasta mania! GOSH, i didn't take any photo. Kunda came over later then. Hmmmm, Sulaiman didn't came over after that, man sulaiman, you'd missed the whole fun thing! Ask Kelv, whatcha miss! =D

Head up to STAR FACTORY!
weeee~ with irvin there, we head to those UFO catcher! OMG, was randomly playing and it's so friggin fun! LOL, the machine is imba. Hard to catch but never fails to keep me laughing. Wahhaha and kelv pro, domintating the killer whale one!
wa lan leh, 1 hit KO. Wahahaha thanks for the gift kelvin. We got one each. Looks like i'm not going home empty handed.



Brothers



wahahhaha, like pai kia hor =x LOL!

anyways, head back lor, man we'd got so much fun today~
love it. lazy to write in detail =x
CHEERS (X

surplus

nothing went on much. Well, it's the 2nd last session of my CATS and S&W.
thou i'm not gonna miss CATS! but i'm gonna miss my basketball buddies ><

CHEERS (:

snake & ladder

"love is like a game of snake and ladder.
thou u're just a few steps away the goal seems close,
but u gotta wait till the dice to appoint you to the right number,
only then u can reach the finishing line, if not you'll be bouncing back."

GEEZ! another great quote from Mr.Ronnie Tan the great! well, today's nth much in particular. For a change, i'm rather early for my IDS and i'm starting to work on my project. After my CATS tide is over, it's time for IP to take flight. Had an 3 hour lesson of IDS, before heading off to slack as we skipped TEC lecture =X Geez, ain't we bad. We help Jia Wei take some videos before rushing back.

Head out to SUBWAY for dinner with Derrick, Jon, Jun Wei, Xian Zheng and Jasper Hing. Hmmmm, head back and slacked my day off again. Well, nothing much and not much mood today. Was silently waiting for friday to come.

CHEERS (: hope i'll do well for my CATS presentation tomorrow.

time

Well, today i woked up rather late, hmmm it's 7 sharp and i'm still stoning on my bed, comparing to my usual days.
Hmmm due to the comments of my readers. I will be posting in this manner bah. Well, things ain't going very well today. Hahaha, woke up and slowly prepare. Meet up with Boon Keat, Samuel and Grace at Bukit Panjang Plaza's macdonald's to have breakfast. Head over to NP after slacking and wasting a great deal of time. Slacked thru the lecture, and was using my laptop. Didn't really had motivation to study after i'd lost my pacing in education. Went to the canteen to wait for Jia Wei with Frank, Boon Keat and Samuel before heading up to the library. looks like Samuel is spying on my blog. SAMUEL IS CUTE -.- HAPPY?! =( Planned to do something about my IP. Well, i've got 4 hours and the clock is ticking...Looks like i'm lazy.



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Persepolis

Well, i'm just back not long ago. But imma not onlining till it's 11 PN. Well, wanted to catch Beach Ball Babe & Perfect Cut, which starts from 9 till 11. Well, today i'll be best to describe as a boring day. Well, i woke up rather early at first, but decided to take a short nap as i'd got more than enough time to prepare for my day afterwards. However, the next thing i know is, it's friggin 11 plus already. Thus i slowly drag my feet to prepare and all, knowing i'll be late. I end up attending only the PAC tutorial which last from 1 till 3. We then head over to Bukit Timah to waste time, as i'd decided to go over to the "movie"-cca with felix which starts at 7. After our chicken rice dinner! Frank, Felix and I headed back to NP. Yay, meet Xian Zheng and some of Felix's friends before heading up to block 52. Well, it's an artistical story, similar to the Pearl. I bet Victoria Chong would like such films.

PERSEPOLIS



Well, it's quite "art gallery" kinda as it's in french. Head backhome after that. Well, i do keep complaining for having not enough time. But, in actual fact, i know it myself that i'm not working hard enough yay~

CHEERS (:

red cliff.

wahahahaha, was back from outside. Had a crazy time, tiring and all. Tehehehehehe, went out to catch red cliff with my mates. Well, i'd say that the characters assigned was not really suitable after all (: Felt like, hmmmm good cosplay props, without a really look-alike face. Maybe it's a mindset mould by other historical show or dynasty warrior production! Dang! they could've made the 'guan dao' nicer right!? Anyways, woke up rather late due to yesterday. Kunda end up slackign at my house till the wee hours and all. Well, Adeline came over in the morning, had breakfast and all. My mum liked Adeline yay ._. Looks like she'd got a way with my mum. Slacked, through and decided to meet up with Kelvin, Kunda, Jasper Hing and Derrick to catch the Red Cliff. But as the show's at 6 plus. We decided to meet at around 2.30. So i kinda slack at my house, watching i am lengend. A show with a "not-prefered" Yay~ i managed to pulled Adeline along too. ^^ anyways, we kinda meet up quite late, then off we go (: Sorry guys i wasn't really socialising with you all, cos' i had to make her felt not so extra. End up at marina square but the slots were full. Geez, head back over to suntec to try our luck. But the show's at 6.35 PM. Bought the tickets, and went over to the arcade to waste time...

-showtime!-



Well, ALAS what a long show! The show's rather great. Thou not all portrayed were facts, but it's kinda nice. But the emotional input weren't that impressive. Hmmmm, and As a gentlemen, i see Adeline back before going off. So we went off first as it's quite late. Sorry guys, remember, next friday's PARTY WORLD @ WOODLANDS!

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go over

Well, today's another day, that doesn't deserve to be recorded down. Honestly speaking life's tough, now. Yes now, the tides hadn't subside and i had too much to manage. Well, it's saturday afternoon, and i'm not out yet, still rotting at home, in front of my laptop. Not at very least, studying, or even doing something that is meaningful, but my mind was randomly clicking the past, visualising the days that i'd travelled ever since i gave up the choices that i would'd been regretted. Anyways, things are really much tougher. Slacked in my aircon-ed room, watching one of the late hong kong movie, Young and Dangerous 3. Old, yet nevertheless entertaining. My thoughts travel back to my secondary school times, eversince then, when i'd became more insocialise to the outside circle, keeping things to myself. 4B? hmmm, yea my class. It'd had seen alot fun and all, but the fact is, we're together because of school. Time reveal the truth, we haven been really keeping in contacts eversince. We'd got boys who doesn't go out, gossip girls who deserve to be slapped, flirts who's hand suppose to be chopped. And also, phatoms which we didn't take notice of their exisitence at all. In the long run, nothing else truly remains. No bleach, only Liu Bei, Guan Yu, Zhang Fei. Yes, that's kelvin, kunda and i. Those people just branch out into their small groups, satisfied, keeping to themselves. Notice, my outings are usually the 3 of us, and nothing else. Yes, i'm ranting. I've seen cases, such as Derrick's Brother, Xian Zheng's brother, staying together with their secondary school friends, having fun. Why can't i? Geez, went out to Lot 1 @ 9 with Kunda to meet up with Kelvin. Geez mates, no offence, it's a saturday. GET A LIFE. I REALLY DO WANNA GO OUT WITH YOU GUYS, CANT YOU SPARE YOUR CLASSMATES SOMETIME? Well, i do appreciate some who'd came quite regulary (: the few of you guys who went out with us to make the total to be 5 and above. Yes, Zayar and Jasper Hing can over later, had a talk and stuffs. Felt alot better, glad to know that you guys are doing well. Head back with Kunda. He's coming over to my house for a talk and so.

CHEERS (:

anticipate

Well, i'm in a new room with my group of buddies right now. Kinda had a hard time finding the room. Well, alas we found it, on the 4th floor. Hmmm today's rather plain, in fact we'd got 2 men down. Felix and Boon Keat wasn't here today, well Boon Keat had got his driving test and Felix is going off early to catch movies with his friends. Well, so that's left the four of us, and add a new peep, Jackson. Well, kinda stucked in this rom, having nothing to do. The urge to slack had engulfed us, leaving the pitiful soul to do anything else other than studying. No books were on the table, i just plainly stared at the screen, that's all. Well, woke up quite early today so thanks to the mocha which i drank during break to perk me up. Hmmm thanks Adeline for the breakfast! Anyways head off right to school, so for the first time in a long time i wasn't late at all! yea, darn that 3 hours break. Imma waiting the clock to count, going off town to meet Kelv.

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flocks

Well, i'm in my CATS class right now. There's too much happening recently and i haven been well this few days. Well, nothing is going good and imma having a rough time right now. Sighs, nothing's going good for now, before the TEC tide subside, comes another one. Now i get it, constant projects only pull your spirits down. And stacking with the emotional stress, i doubt i can do anything about it right now. Every week, i just silently wait for firday to come, drumming is my ony way of output. And my brothers lor, i'd waste my life during the weekends, restoring energy, and the coal will start buriing on monday. Fuck the rough tides, but i'm enduring and waiting. Well, i ought to take up a sport some days, honestly, imma MAGE. i don't have good physical attributes, all chui. Thanks Mr Coach aka "Lao Heng" for caring anyways. Hmmmm, i'll do something about it.geez, in class i'm in a group of the noisiest gang. During Thursday, it's like i'm hexed. I'm quiet throughout this 4 hours. S&W and CAD as well. Well, birds of feather flock together ehh?

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physical

Well, it's raining suddenly when i got out of my house and all. Sighs, we were forced to stay in the shelter by our coach then. End up doing physical training instead. Fucking shag. Every bit of my muscle and bone was twist and turn. Head over to CATS after that. Well, no offence thou, i don't quite like my CATS leader -.- well, he's uhm errr... over commanding? and somehow fuss over little stuffs. Well, sometimes it ain't easy to socialise and mix with people after all ain't it? Hmmm, stayed till 5 plus before heading off to the Busines block for meetings. Head back home after dinnner.

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measure

Well, it's wed already, fast aint it? And it's gonna be IS module tomorrow. Cant wait to pass through it. Well, IS moduless are still as energy consuming as ever. Still struggling with my proj.

long

well, today school ended quite early. we were dismiss at about 11.30 sharp. Headed up to the library after lunch. We'd booked the room till 4 PM. *sighs* had to rush through the project. 15%, sighs~ no choice, solo do lor. As it's better to be safe than sorry, imma analysis as many articles as possible.

CHEERS

Monday Blues

well, imma...

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winston

well, due to yesterday, they Jasper Hing and kunda came over to ton. So i end up sleeping my whole afternoon off. Went out in the evening to meet'em. Whoa, that's alot of people there already. Sorry for over slepting yea? Went over to suntec to slack and grab dinner at Burkger King. Walk over to Clarke Quay to take 190 home after that. *sighs* school's on tomorrow.

CHEERS (:

around the corner

Well, it's only friggin 10 sharp and i'm wide awake, doing nothing. Meet Adeline early for breakfast, wee! fuck breakfast i'm tired :( lol ^^
Just finish up an episode of Vampire Knight, and i'm back laying on my chair, having not much mood to study. Study is like doing work out, it requires discipline. Dang, but not now for me, imma gonna do alil' work later. So was slacking and chatting with my mates when i sudden remembered that i owed Shandy a quiz, so i'll do it outta boredom yea?

THE QUIZ STARTS HERE. [will be answering in SINGAPORE style lah!]

1)What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
Answer: Kelvin Lee, my brother!
2)Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Answer: no, never ever
3)What happened at 10.00am today?
Answer: watching vampire knight
4)When did you last cry?
Answer: on the 28th May
5)What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Answer: M&Ms
6)What do you want in your life right now?
Answer: Money, Diploma, Beloved.
7)Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put out your hood?
Answer: Depend on the rain heavy anot lor~
8)What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Answer: Pillow, and my plushie!
9)Which bottoms are you wearing now?
Answer: NOT WEARING ANY BOTTOM, with my BOXERS
10)What's the nicest text in your inbox says?
Answer: her name
11)Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Answer: of cos' not lah ma fan leh
12)Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Answer: NOPE, i usually don't lend clothes from my friends
13)What's the last movie you watch?
Answer: L, changed the world. I just downloaded it yesterday and i skimmed through it
14)What are you proud of?
Answer: Me, myself, my talents (:
15)What does the oldest text message in your inbox says?
Answer:erm. that's a fucking secret.
16)What's the last song you sang out loud?
Answer: Ren'ai Shashin (lian ai xie zhen) by Otsuka Ai. *don't laugh, i got skill one hor)
17)Do you have any nicknames?
Answer: my first default nick name is none other than RON.
18)What does your last received message says?
Answer: i'll miss you you stupid (:
19)What time do you go to bed last night?
Answer: 2-3 in the morning.
20)Are you currently happy?
Answer: Not really , been emo-ing lah.
21)Who gave you the best advise?
Answer: My friends!
22)Who do u wish to be the closest friend?
Answer: none other than Momo
23)Who do you talk on the phone last night?
Answer: none, cos' late come back, all bathe chat msn then peng liao!
24)Is anything bugging you right now?
Answer: YES YES YES
25)What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Answer: Irvin
26)Do you wear toe socks?
Answer: no, fuck toe socks.
27)Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Answer: Kelvin Lee again =x
28)Have you ever had your heart broken?
Answer: FUCK YEA! FUCKING SCARRED.
29)What annoys you in most in a person?
Answer: Irritating, Flirt, Liar, Act Hao Lian, CB FACE.
30)Do you have a crush on somebody?
Answer: *winks*
31)Have you ever tried cocaine?
Answer: yes, i'm high.
32)What's the colour of your room?
Answer: bright colour, cos i use to be a cheerful boy!
33)Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Answer: YES YES YES, kill someone plus got money. chiong ah! then ltr treat all my love ones and buy something nice for my laopo! HUAT AH!
34)Do you believe in saying 'talk in cheap'?
Answer: fuck yes, those bastards. Burn in Hell.
35)Who was the last person to lay on your bed?
Answer: Bulbasaur, Mr Kuku, Adeline and I.
36)Who was the last person to hug you?
Answer: Adeline
37)What do you want to say to the person?
Answer: Hi-Five!
38)Do you have a life?
Answer: ah duh? arbo now typing is ghost meh?
39)Have you ever thought someone dead, when they really aren't?
Answer: yes la, kanina, early in the morning tio this question.
40)What is the reason behind your profile song?
Answer: someone else put it as her song, so i put it too ^^
41)Who is the last person you saw in your dream?
Answer: some fucking chiobu.
42)Last time you smiled?
Answer: FUCK NOW (:
43)Have you changed this year?
Answer: very very very very very much.
44)What are you listening to right now?
Answer: ren'ai shashin by Otsuka Ai. singing lah =x
45)Are you talking to someone when doing this?
Answer: nope, no one with me leh.
46)Do you walked with your eyes open or closed?
Answer: it tired jiu close lor, flexible one
47)Is there a quote you live by?
Answer: "nothing beats mocha", "no coke, no hope" & MANY MORE. (watch out for my quote entry post at my blog!)
48)Do you want someone you can't have?
Answer: YES YES YES LU RUI EN =D
49)Have you ever played an instrument?
Answer: yes, i played, but i didn't learn =D
50)What is the worst idea you've in the week?
Answer: hmmmm, grouping with BK for my TEC project.
51)What were you doing last night at 11pm?
Answer: bio zhar bo with friends. (typical lah)
52)Are you happy with your love life right now?
Answer: NOT HAPPY ENUFF. ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT LEH.
53)What song to describe your love life?
Answer: ren'ai shashin, once again.
54)Does the person know you like him/her?
Answer: dunno lah, i hum to tell her leh.
55)Who always make you laugh?
Answer: after i entered poly life, i'd been GOH JIA WEI.
56)Do you speak other language other than English?
Answer: arbo-den
57)Are you blonde?
Answer: No, but i wanna dye my hair ghim mo leh
58)What's your dream profession?
Answer: anything also can lah, got many jiu song liao
59)What are you doing tomorrow?
Answer: huat ah, last minute chiong homework
60)What do you think you are like?
Answer: i'm like an artist, a musician, wondering around to seek the great truth in life.
61)Who will you choose to die with?
Answer: my future laopo, but is she die then i die with her lah, if not i die first she die with me, cannot lah.
62)Where have you been today?
Answer: haven go out yet
63)What game do you play often?
Answer: DJMAX, DRUMMANIA
64)Who are you missing right now?
Answer: i say zharbo ppl think i hongster, i say guy they think i gay.
65)If you're choosing between friends and love, which one would you choose?
Answer: friends bah, love hor, lagi jialat, heart pain sia.
66)What are you doing now?
Answer: fucking this quiz
67)What primary school are you from?
Answer: Qifa Primary and West View Primary
68)Name the three colour that you like.
Answer: GREEN RED AND BLACK/BLUE (wa lan, she like blue lah, squeeze in can?)
69)What emotions you like to show?
Answer: (:
70)What is life to you?
Answer: father mother ping pong piang, father shoot in, 9 months i pop out say hello lor
71)If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Answer: find friend, find her, or emo
72)Who did you last chat in MSN today?
Answer: CHENG KUNDA THE BOY
73)Who do you admire the most?
Answer: Macy Lin (x
74)Which month are you born?
Answer: JUNE JUNE JUNE
75)How are you feeling right now?
Answer: sian 1/2, i wan quit the quiz sia, but i not thise give up de ppl
76)What is the time now?
Answer: 11.15 PM
77)Where are you now?
Answer: home la, sian lah!
78)What colour do you use to dye your hair?
Answer: brown lor, and golden
79)Why are you doing this test?
Answer: i was asked to by shandy seet
80)What do you do when you're moody?
Answer: erm. do something to make myself feel good again larhs.
81)Are you stupid?
Answer: YES YES YES, i tapai anyhow think one
82)Who is more important to you?
Answer: see la, if my xiao di di is one person also then is my xiao di di lor, (jk)
83)Do you think you have enough confidence?
Answer: no la, not shuai enough.
84)Who is the person you trust the most?
Answer: my mother, my father, my friends
85)Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
Answer: Yes, i'd got distinction for science
86)If you have a dream come true, what will it be?
Answer: have many money, living with her in an apartment, & make her a steak on our first wedding anniversary. then fuck lor =x
87)What is your goal for this year?
Answer: find one very chio, neh dua dua eeeeehhh zhar bo!
88)Do you believe in eternity love?
Answer: no la, love got expiry date one, lie in coffin = game over liao
89)Who do you love?
Answer: if you read my blog, i love you.
90)Do you really think it's global warming now?
Answer: ar bo then, if not government so many thing say meh
91)What do you hate the most?
Answer: wah, very difficult, alot ppl lah, i don't catergarised them as who ^^ i put them in the "WHAT".
92)If someone you love hurts you a lot, what would you do?
Answer: go carpark, cru while scolding vulgar lor, i'd already done that, mai liao la, i weak heart, very pain leh
93)Do you believe in god?
Answer: ar bo, i ta pai touch joss stick one leh.
94)Who do you care the most?
Answer: family friend lor, and some strangers
95)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Answer: KNN why like ta pai got this ah, family friend lor
96)What will you bring when you are in a fight?
Answer: grenade, gun.
97)What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Answer: breaking your heart.
98)What would you feel when no one longer care about you?
Answer: wa kao wey, macham jia lat, sad la, sure shag one lor
99)What if your stead is two-timer?
Answer: wah, let her choose la, love is not possesive.
100)Why are you living in this world?
Answer: my father too powerful la.

101) DO YOU FORGIVE SHANDY [me] for asking you to do this Quiz? (:
NO NO NO =D
Instructions: Remove one question from above and add your own personal question, then bold it.Next, list 10 people whom you would want them to do this at the end of the post.Notify them in their tagboard that he/she have been chosen.

* added questions
xx) think about it, do you ever think of marrying ur current stead if you have one. if not, answer this- will you picked up smoking?

CHOSEN PPL

* i dunwan people suffer leh* =D

went over to Irvin's house later. Played and slacked, done discussion about CAD. Head over to mac later for Kunda and Jasper Hing came over my house. They sudden ton at my hse >.< so it's 5.36 AM now and i'm blogging. Sighs, fucking tired. Wonder if i canm make it tomorrow to visit Shah.

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more than ONE

it's in the middle of the night while i was suddenly inspired by the lyrics of Otsuka Ai, well just a suddenly bulb that lit up in my brain. There i got the english meaning down. It's Love Photograph from Otsuka Ai's Latest Album, Love PiECE.

Renai Shashin
(Love Photograph)

Under the lush night sky
you were looking at the love figure behind you

sometimes you show an innocent sleeping face
I was looking at your beloved figure

no matter what kind of moment,
so as not to forget anything
as I closed the shutter in a trance,
my heart was filled with a painful happiness

"Only, I love you."
"Only, I love you."
"Only, I love you."
I would've been happy with only that

the kiss we exchanged when the rain was falling
we're slowly tied together, our figures

this feeling that I haven't had all my life
I can't explain it well, but
since I met you, my every day shines and sparkles

"Only, I love you."
"Only, I love you."
"Only, I love you."
the happiness that you gave me

"Only, I love you."
"Only, I love you."
"Only, I love you."
I would've been happy with only that

decorating a small room,
two people's smiling faces
love photograph

* (and there goes Ronnie)

Well, i'm finally back home already. Was watching The Ghost via Channel U while using my laptop at my living room. Well, nothing much in particular today. Head out late again, and i'd missed MES tutorial once again. After that, it's already REC tutorial, we quickly rushed through the work and head out for lunch at canteen 3. After that, we head over to library. Pearl, i'd book it yesterday! Weee~ head over to Marina after my MES lesson at 5. Meet Kelv, Kunda and Hasper Hing. Oh well, and there's a great news! After Dark by Asian Kung-fu Generation is gonna be a song for DrumMania V5!



Hehe, well. Other than black vintage specs, the ultimate turn on for me. There's yet another ultimate turn on for me =x Pianist (: Wahahaha, look at the siblings above =x STEAMY.

CHEERS (: