wonder by blogger's not working for my on chrome.
unless i go incognito.
anyways,
things hasn't going really good for me. i might sum things up and post things up in early dates to fill you in.
but nevertheless, after the crash. my life was more or less gone in the crash as well.
dreams.
not to heed my brain's calling, i'd been staying at home.
unmotivated, say i can't even work since my neck and shoulder's are sore.
ended up locking myself up in my room, on the aircon, got into an oversized hoodie, curled up and looking at this long rectangular screen.
before i knew it, my drama fangs grew.
i'd officially became a drama freak.
i'd been at it for days.
at home for days
i'm not sure whether i would be working on wordpress soon or anot. but i'd say since the crash, i would be temporary unemployed.
dad's not that nice either, despite me sacrificing my stash to keep my friend's licence. dad's utmost reluctant into paying my bills.
come day 1 and 2 yes he paid. but once he saw i took a slice of cake here, he have to cut down on the next serving.
yep. there goes my allowance.
no allowance at all. well what a dad ._.
we did spoke, but just to show him that i'm alive and i could respond normally.
but i wondered what happened to my brain.
dreams had been really wacky, and usually my dream was a whole.
but now it's everchanging scenarios.
i can't really describe. but just that it's so much different now.
a different person? well i'm not sure, but i'm an unusually skeptical person about this and i regard myself as a defect now since i'd suffered from an injury.
funny isn't it? flawless since young.
i'd proven to think with my brains and not jump off chairs and sofa thinking i'm superman.
and that includes not exposing myself from too much of a risk and stuff.
but there... it happened.
right now i'm still at it,
screen gazing, 8 hours a day.
fml.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
LIFE
guess it's time for me to move on.
in life.
been watching the drama LIFE. a short 11 episode drama.
and it's really super nice. one of the drama, that had captivated me from the start, thou i didn't watch it immediately, but it's theme and setting caught my attention.
LIFE is a drama featuring about the dark side of an ordinary japanese school life, where one walks on the strings of risk. How friends betray gossip and eventually how it all leads into bullying. Bullying is indeed and silent scream, which adults even like parents would never know. teachers who just teach for the sake of teaching didn't care.
but this drama, i didn't love it at first. no babes, pace was slow, things was all over the pace. however after awhile, the poison sets in. the plot kicks in and i couldn't help but be instantaneously captivated by the beauty of the drama. i went head on and tackled 6 episodes and only surrender to my bed when dawn hits, and of cos i continued the drama the instant i'm up. & that's a mother fucking record.
i downloaded it initially as it's adapted from a manga, so... that was really unexpected.
never the less Tanimura Masaki did magic.
i can't help it but felt impressed by how much they make use of music, their set of music, is genius.
(i dled it, for the first time, i dl a pack of 20 instrumental music)
but for the first time, i really did experienced the true importance of the music and sounds in the drama. it's instant cuts are so lovable, and it's rumbling bass really builds up the atmosphere perfectly.
& how could i find fault with it's amatuer-like but flawless cinematography? Yes it's shaking at times, but wacky enough to make this an unique drama.
in life.
been watching the drama LIFE. a short 11 episode drama.
and it's really super nice. one of the drama, that had captivated me from the start, thou i didn't watch it immediately, but it's theme and setting caught my attention.
LIFE is a drama featuring about the dark side of an ordinary japanese school life, where one walks on the strings of risk. How friends betray gossip and eventually how it all leads into bullying. Bullying is indeed and silent scream, which adults even like parents would never know. teachers who just teach for the sake of teaching didn't care.
but this drama, i didn't love it at first. no babes, pace was slow, things was all over the pace. however after awhile, the poison sets in. the plot kicks in and i couldn't help but be instantaneously captivated by the beauty of the drama. i went head on and tackled 6 episodes and only surrender to my bed when dawn hits, and of cos i continued the drama the instant i'm up. & that's a mother fucking record.
i downloaded it initially as it's adapted from a manga, so... that was really unexpected.
never the less Tanimura Masaki did magic.
i can't help it but felt impressed by how much they make use of music, their set of music, is genius.
(i dled it, for the first time, i dl a pack of 20 instrumental music)
but for the first time, i really did experienced the true importance of the music and sounds in the drama. it's instant cuts are so lovable, and it's rumbling bass really builds up the atmosphere perfectly.
& how could i find fault with it's amatuer-like but flawless cinematography? Yes it's shaking at times, but wacky enough to make this an unique drama.
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
pills
the size of the pills always scares me, it's like swallowing a 5 cent coin or something.
always i could only swallow if i close my eyes, and swallow hard.
well, it's pretty retarded, because i can swallow if i'd momentum, like while chewing.
anyways life pretty much sucked for me now.
always i could only swallow if i close my eyes, and swallow hard.
well, it's pretty retarded, because i can swallow if i'd momentum, like while chewing.
anyways life pretty much sucked for me now.
Thursday, May 12, 2011
AA
was reading up on awake a film regarding Anesthesia awareness
which i kinda stumbled upon this, a video of the similar thing.
how does it feels when you're totally conscious when you're in a middle of the operation. With your muscles unable to hear your screams, you lied helplessly there, feeling and hearing every single detail going on.
scary ain't it?
which i kinda stumbled upon this, a video of the similar thing.
ANESTHESIA from Roundhay Garden Films on Vimeo.
how does it feels when you're totally conscious when you're in a middle of the operation. With your muscles unable to hear your screams, you lied helplessly there, feeling and hearing every single detail going on.
scary ain't it?
Saturday, May 7, 2011
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