Saturday, July 19, 2008

go over

Well, today's another day, that doesn't deserve to be recorded down. Honestly speaking life's tough, now. Yes now, the tides hadn't subside and i had too much to manage. Well, it's saturday afternoon, and i'm not out yet, still rotting at home, in front of my laptop. Not at very least, studying, or even doing something that is meaningful, but my mind was randomly clicking the past, visualising the days that i'd travelled ever since i gave up the choices that i would'd been regretted. Anyways, things are really much tougher. Slacked in my aircon-ed room, watching one of the late hong kong movie, Young and Dangerous 3. Old, yet nevertheless entertaining. My thoughts travel back to my secondary school times, eversince then, when i'd became more insocialise to the outside circle, keeping things to myself. 4B? hmmm, yea my class. It'd had seen alot fun and all, but the fact is, we're together because of school. Time reveal the truth, we haven been really keeping in contacts eversince. We'd got boys who doesn't go out, gossip girls who deserve to be slapped, flirts who's hand suppose to be chopped. And also, phatoms which we didn't take notice of their exisitence at all. In the long run, nothing else truly remains. No bleach, only Liu Bei, Guan Yu, Zhang Fei. Yes, that's kelvin, kunda and i. Those people just branch out into their small groups, satisfied, keeping to themselves. Notice, my outings are usually the 3 of us, and nothing else. Yes, i'm ranting. I've seen cases, such as Derrick's Brother, Xian Zheng's brother, staying together with their secondary school friends, having fun. Why can't i? Geez, went out to Lot 1 @ 9 with Kunda to meet up with Kelvin. Geez mates, no offence, it's a saturday. GET A LIFE. I REALLY DO WANNA GO OUT WITH YOU GUYS, CANT YOU SPARE YOUR CLASSMATES SOMETIME? Well, i do appreciate some who'd came quite regulary (: the few of you guys who went out with us to make the total to be 5 and above. Yes, Zayar and Jasper Hing can over later, had a talk and stuffs. Felt alot better, glad to know that you guys are doing well. Head back with Kunda. He's coming over to my house for a talk and so.

CHEERS (:

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