human love.

well, was inspired. Alot alot alot and so so so alot by the recent disaster that hit world's headline. China's earthquake. Well, alright, shall wrap that up ltr, after i blogged about what happen before. *heaved a deep sighs* Well, oh dear okay since blog is...*pause and turn to look at the television screen*.

[GUYS IT'S 9.03 NOW AND RUI EN IS NOW PERFORMING ON CHANNEL 8 TV! SINGING CHEN LI DE YUE GUANG, YAY! HER HAIR IS LONG ALREADY! WEE WEE WEE SO FUCKING PRETTY!]

*turns back* okok done. Sweet (: Ok, anyways, i woke up from a lil slep from yesterday and it's 8 already. Went to prepare, and went out of our hostel to get breakfast. OMG, and after that, we still got 3 more breaks cum lunch. Ohh my god, we like go over there, to tio feed. Well, cos the lectures was really inbearable, and we slept. Hahahaha, like we go over there to "shag" man, the was dismiss after our team's presentation. Oh well, i do admit that i have a huge amount of phobia in talking in the mic. Very unnatural. Ohh well, went back after that, reached home at 6 sharp and all, head to rest and woke up at 7. Hmmmm, watched alil' part of You are the one on channel 9. Sian, F8 was eliminated. Rachelle isn't it? well, i think she got the looks and she's rather cute lah (: wasted. Then tune in to channel 8 to watch the charity show that help to fund money to donate over to china for financial aid.

Well, heard alot of life touching stories and all. A guy that, hang on to life, clinging on, under piles of concretes, hoping to see his wife, child. But passed away after that. I'm really awed by his determintation. He's real optimistic about it and hold on, he really did. They pulled him out, work on him, work on him. But not long after he was out, he is gone, gone...Another one that i'd like to share is about the teacher to sacrifice her life to save her fellow student, young, eager innocent learners that have yet to get a glimpse of the grown up life. They'd really better to feel gratitude about it. Here's the last story that i'd like to share with my readers, that touched me seriously, honestly, REALLY.

got a chain of words from Felicia Chin's blog and i think i gotta' share it with you guys. '

"看了心好痛。。
听到小孩的无奈和哭泣我心也碎了.。
他们真的好可怜。。我们相比之下真的非常非常幸福。。所有的烦恼相
比之下算什么呢。。
只求他们的痛苦会结束。。不再痛苦不再饥饿。。"

Thank You Felicia Chin. & okay back to my blog. There's this story, which is really inspiring. It's about this mother who was trapped under the pile of rocks and all. The Civil Defense Rescue Team despite the odd, pulled her body out, and clean her up as her pitiful body was covered in dust, not only blood. Well, they find her crouching in a strange manner, as if covering something, her arms almost in parallel to the ground. As they lift her back up, they found a baby lying there, sleeping peacefully, like an angel, not awared of the surroundings. Not even a single twinge of fear as the Mother's warmth had engulfed it, whole heartly, really, literally. For the first time, i'm really inspired by how fair can a mother go for her child. Usually, the extra mile we said, literally it is not really that far. But for the first time, i'd seen, what's an "extra" mile really like. Not only to scarifice, but also, readily take the pain in their place. Say, compare to a person who suffered from blocking someone from the gun shot. How can the pain be compared to that, crouching, back being pierced by random materials, head being crushed. It's a reall gruesome, yet slow death that eats up you brain cells, fatique soon take over and ur vision slowly blurred, before u can get a glimpse of anything else. In the baby's warpping, they found an handphone. And in the handphone, there's a note written. It's like that.

"情爱的宝贝。。。如果你还活着，
一定要记住我爱你“

The translated version goes like this: -

"Dear precious, if you've survived.
Remember, mum love you..."

My tears almost shoot out when i saw the last three words. Pardon me, despite what kinda person i am, i'm pretty sensitive to the last 3 words. Really. It's different, somehow. From the story, the mother's love for the kid, it's not expressed through the words, but the actions itself. It's just that the words connects us throughly. I I'm seriously touched, by the mother's courage to give, in exchange for the life that she is holding onto for 9 months, and 3 to 4 months after birth. Well, nothing can be more inspiring than a life sotry and a true story about a person's biology. Indirectly, we're studying about human. Humane love is really boundless and their lengths is hard to estimate. Impressed, yet awed by the lengths they went. Human love, the priceless gift, that mother earth is filled with. Unlimited resources, that didn't comes with a price tags...
CHEERS (: GO SI CHUAN. YOUR DETERMINATION HAD AWED MANY OTHERS;