Last week

The air of monday.. Definitely wasn't a good one. I'm going be done with april. Just did my duty last week..

Tuesday isn't that great, but my time had grown wings and yes are they flying through this week. Just cleared midweek and looks like thursday and friday would be an easy day with 2 half days off.
Appointment on friday and I'm force to clear off for my thursday as there're no superiors in camp.

Felt so unusually surreal today. Unusually..

& Y the hell no one believe I enjoy appreciating art?

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Guess I would probably go do some self discovery out there on thursday~ it's time I take some time off for myself.

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the week for d-day..
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[Full Movie] 那些年, 我們一起追的女孩; You Are The Apple Of My Eye (HD 720p)

a movie for you: [Full Movie] 那些年, 我們一起追的女孩; You Are The Apple Of My Eye (HD 720p)



 



it's a very good movie so it's a pity if you missed it.
so i'll just post out movies here for bored people, who're all over the whole, trying their luck for this movie up on the net. it's still quite rare, so i'd hope they chance upon my blog to watch this awesome movie.

Cheers.

can't help how much this movie, swept me off my feet. it's a good food for thought

170412

We're at the third week of April alrdy.. Fast isn't it? Been doing nothing much, literally just rotting my weekends away. And things definitely aint look good for me with my duty coming up at this saturday. So, FML.

Tuesday today and monday kinda suck. Wait, didn't monday always suck? Finally, tried out Dota 2 since it's been in my steam for damn long. and well it kinda rocks, felt like a different game, with the air of familiarity with it. Nicer graphics, heroes, with abit of different set of pros and cons to look at.. But nevertheless, just as I thought things would be different, they're sadly the same thou.

Leavers. Feeders. You name it u get it. Its like the same ol' garena thing. If you're losing, leave.

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My day wasn't that bad.. It just past slowly. Life's such mystery
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Time of our lives

Cramped like sardine on 961, I'm finally on my way home.. Weekends.. Can't believe I survived the 5 days work week.

Things haven't been look good recently, the rains the storms. Why must our life have downs that brings us to the rock bottom pits down in our heart..?
Again, playing the silent therapist. I'd been there, I know nth helps. Nth could remedy a cut on your heart.

Not just that, another guy in my social link's having brother issues too.. All this.. Just makes me feel so helpless. I'd wish I'd more time, to make things better. That explains why I didn't have any appointment this week. I couldn't just let my bro tank all the shit when he's in this state. That's the least I could do.. Guess that's the least.

I won't appreciate such dramas, I questioned the unfairness. Maybe it's karma, maybe it's the inevitable chain cycle.. I don't know.. I just can't take it lying down for us sensitive guys.
It's like a bless and a curse, as if being bestowed with the third eye, what we see hear felt, amplified. And the arrogant doesn't feel a shit, but we do, we saw we feel. Sometimes the truth's hurtful too. Down there, with doubts fear churning out this evil concoction that send u down to the deepest pit of life.

And you bro, whatever you pursue. Wherever you go, I'm pretty sure our life will cross one day. just that it isn't here yet. Thou we spend more than half of our working day together. You know your time's here. Let's hang out someday. The whole of our club and the dept peeps. Huat ah~

Bro number 3. You know how weird our social link was form. We got pretty close, despite having time for each other. I know you'd got your life, and I'd got mine. thou we tried to compromise.. I felt sorry for you bro.. For your expensive lesson in life. Nevertheless, it'd been a joy that we once fought in tartarus tgt..
My fingers, tired, spitting out this chunk of lousy passage couldn't express how I feel. Couldn't...

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hope things would be better for my guys. Hoping that going thru this rough patch would make you guys stronger.. to a better man.

Cheers.

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I won't really like to end things on this depress note, but.. Seeing defeats after defeats, just makes me feel pretty down.. I hope this weekend is good enough to numb us all.. Us all..
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Fate 120412

Ever wonders how much does fate love to make fun of us. How lovers got separated by waves of obstacles or some little random jackass in the box that had got it all planned out for..

That applies the same to friend too. This rowdy journey in life wasn't spared as well. how important yet unimportant friends are. They're like the super soldier serum. They amplify accordingly.. Mix with bad company and you'll soon find yourself lying down in some random stairway, injecting drugs or sniffing glue. Good ones would value life, studious, doing whatever good you might think of. But then ironically, most friends doesn't last forever. For life's too long a journey to say. People come and go your circle. Some stay, some goes, some waver around the edge. If you'd got commitments, your circle would inevitably shrink, for it may not hold that much people.
However at the end of the day, are those who walk along side with you to your graves your best buddy??

I'd got a few close friends too. Ironically, it's close to 0 as well. Seeing much in life, I'd thought either it's the usual hi byes acquaintance or your close brother/sister in arms that march by your side through thick and thin.

this thought kinda struck me as I'd thought abt how many friends I'd lost throughout my journey in life as we're not up for the test. Other priorities, commitments, or even new social links.
Not many stayed.. At the end of the day, there're moments of solitude too..
So, cherish the moment now, call up your weekend buddies and enjoy the night as if it's the last meeting. Have fun, have fun while it last..
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Time 110412

Still reluctant to open my eyes after hearing my alarms. I rested for a bit.. Just a tiny bit to see how far my dream would go...

Next time I know, I'm rushing to prepare, occasionally checking the clock. I'm still in time..? Yes seems like it. Despite preparing unusually fast, I then make my way down, checking my watch to make sure. I'm even. 2 minutes ahead of my time, yet smrt wants to be a jackass and how I saw my bus pass me for it being 5 mins ahead of schedule. fml

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Vz4schxdfh wruns? Gacyesiclayb..

It will rain.. Seems like it did..
I know nth we say would help.. Strings of thoughts and lines came to my mind. But I guess, silence is the best words of comforts. It does not exist, yet the presence of company makes it strong enough.. Strong enough..
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爱情像石头，会摩擦起火。

I ran down my estate, down the usual slope. I'm a little off my clock. I could feel the morning breeze slapping me.

Mundane monday, as always as I drag my reluctant body off to work. I asked for no rain. So it didn't rain today, but why am I still unhappy?

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Luckily, there's not much work piling up for us. Just lazing around, attending to random help. And we all talked. Seems like the phrase women from venus and men are from mars is so true isn't it?

How we just find it as hard to figured out their mind as if clicking randomly with the rubik's cube trying to solve. But given the 21st centuries, comes experts who can even solve it with their eyes closed. Players, jerks, whatever u can name of.

Making things to work, is it that hard? I know it's not. It's actually not.
playing the helpless therapist while I saw him cast the dice and awaits his fate.

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Life's a puzzle. So what's your story?

Didn't know what I'm yanking @ well maybe I'm just not at the best of my mood. Fatigue D:

Long stretch of things to do, with reviving my laptop being first. Welcome back~
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050412

Well, here comes 'friday'. My week's ending a day early thanks to good friday. I hope that friday would be good.

Been feeling some shagness and laziness due to my desktop. Yes, my poor custom rig that use to be my pride. Like all desktop, the day to reformat would probably come.


Yes, it came a little too soon I know, just so that win7'd got some issues, it's making me probably shag. Maybe my desktop too :( struggling to live. Honestly I do have feelings for my desktop, something which accompanied my night everyday, beaming up it's luminous blue lights. U might think that I'm crazy, but coming from a poor family, I craft out it's specs myself, paid for it myself. It's my prized possession.

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And here comes weekend~ and a long one :D
Hope things would work out well..
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270312. VS

Ever heard of the saying health is wealth?

But why wealth always be sought upon as the object of evil, the root of all evil. Whereby health would be mortality, living. The law of opposites never fails to confuse me as in my journey of lives when always at some point of time would I have sudden thirst of wealth, I started weaving useless dreams, the greed comes to play. Its not that bad to dream, but what does wealth really means?

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Unkowningly, I'd been to 2 place today. One would 'showcase' health, and the latter, shows the other.

Or 3.
Places that would show phrases of life
School, Hospital, Mall.

Owing a favor to my friend, things went my way and I'm a little too early for my appointment, so.. Sitting in the comforts of the hospital bench, I have to endure occasional splatter of the rain as the hospital isn't fully sheltered.

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TBC?
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Wait

(Late post)

The people looks slacker. The cars are not sticking close, honking. The pace are slowing. Yes.. It's friday.

Bet the weekend dreams are not vividly planted in their minds now. No more vague blurry ideas. Where to go, who to call, who to meet. They got them all.

My fridays are pretty much mundane. No booze nor grinding maidens. Just me and a few brothers. See those bunch of losers wanting to get laid? We're sort of similar.
My weekends are still as mundane. With the usual movie and lan. Throw in some occasional booze and that pretty much sums it all..

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Week of april.

Too broke to spend. Can't wait for payday~
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Tuesday 030412

Tuesday.. Exactly 1 more week before my pay day comes. I'm totally drained out of cash and I'm even using my separate savings to fund my needs now.

With good friday coming right up, this 4 day work week also made tuesday feels like mid week. I felt better at the thought of that.

With my duty tucked neatly at the 3rd week of april, there's nothing I would need to worried about...yet.

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Today's rather slack thou, spend the day utilizing my social links and all.. Alrdy been numb to the cons in here and.. Looks like the jungle's not that bad after all.. For now..

Mind's all pinned to the early weekends..

Did nothing much except the usuals.. Staying in the league and meeting adel for dinner.
Dolce vita ~
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Rainy monday 020412

It's the first monday of april 2012, and I'm certainly not enjoying it. Not the monday blues, and certainly not the rain..

With the traffic crawling, I looked out to the heavy rain. How am I suppose to go thru this? I wondered. The winds are extremely big and the rains belt against my wooden door of my tiny little hdb flat. Such days would be best used to sleep, or enjoying a hot coffee @ the league.

But there I am, ironically, steering my umbrella against the wind, as if I'm an amateur pirate fighting against the huge storm. I hold onto the metal structure carefully, steering it against the wind as any wrong move might literally destroy the umbrella, given the strength of the wind. Despite reaching early, the bus stop's crowded, traffic's slow..

Still stuck on the bus which is stuck on the road.. I do love going to camp late, but given this pace, I would rather I be at the comforts of my camp.
Stucked w/ the people of my time zone, with most of them throwing occasional glances at their watches. Giving each other the, fark I know I'm blardy late k face. That's why I dread rain.. It puts things out of routine, despite being the most emotionally attached weather.

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Still stucked. I could see people getting impatient as it's about an hour. Young adults, jc students tweeting in disgust, where the old looked out into the rain, taking things easy.

Reached the bottom of the hill @ 8 plus and I squeal in delight when there's still shuttle bus service, specially indented for us due to the rain.

Glad boss's mood's good and we're not fuck or going to get fucked in any manner. And with random work here and there like an internet pop ups, thereby concludes my monday..

Looks like it's not that blue after all!
Back to the league~ can't wait for the new champion rotation tmr.
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