Again

I'm back to rifle range road again~ feb seems to pass in the blink of an eye.
Monday, MA tmr, duty on wednesday & that's it! 10 more days to payday again.

With a weak smile, finally I could wake up abit later. But I would rather waking up early thou since STC dismisses @ 5.

***

Cars honking at each other, probably due to morning frustration. People waiting impatiently for the green light, and I just missed my bus. C'mon, it's monday blues godamnit. Luckily, it didn't take too long for my second bus to arrive. Ahhh those people I'd been seeing for the past few months:

1. the pancake asian face OL
2. the pokemarked guy with his earpiece and had his nike bottle slot to the side
3. This school girl with adel's hair from secondary school. of cos' the face's nt as chio la :3 (she'll kill me if I say she is). But if not for her hair I wn be noticing thou. Seriously, what's with pony tails?
Why are most men amused and drawn towards this peculiar yet mundane hairstyle.

I'm really just starring @ her hair and I just can't make adel tie back that hair fml.

4. This fat noisy gal from aes
5. not forgetting the shabby looking ah peh who board the morning bus for godknowhat reason.

***

The bright lighting on the bus seems surreal. Feels totally like a dream. I pinched myself, with music plugged into my ears, oblivious with the surrounding, only checking every now & then to move towards the rear.

rule #37: to survive, open your ears.

God damn this rain, didn't went to my live'run'. Active unit must be loving rain. But on my side, rain isn't what I hope for. It puts things out of the routine, changes the course of work. And also everyone cramped into office due to rain. And then bosses would find time to.. You know :/

I'm glad life here is quite similar to how is it to be in the work force.

***

Breakfast @ 10+ as always.. things we do to try make the days seem shorter.

Time seems to fly today. With a number of obstacles here and there. I'm grateful for things to go smoothly and I hope things will flow for the best in my current department.

Still there's afew undone things in my list.
- financial assistance
- duty
- settle MA

Time flies today and before I knew it. We finally met.. Its true when they said, distance makes heart fonder.

She grew prettier, skinnier. Even thou still very guai lan to moi :(

I'm sorry for what happens that rob us of our precious weekend, and you're the reason why I would rather stay out than in. (If given a choice).

***

I hope our date tomorrow night will be perfect.
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Rocketeer

Here we go, come with me. There's a world out there that we should see.
Take my hand, close your eyes. With you right here, I'm a rocketeer~

***

It seems like my world had been taken to the abyss of space. This weekend totally seemed so surreal, so vague.

I totally wasted my Saturday. Yes, wasted. Not drunk wasted. Literally wasted. Rooted to the com, I did nth much accept, sleeep eat play. Some sort of enjoyment isn't it?

If there's anyone that I didn't know of, playing league of legends, please contact me (: I just migrated to SG server months ago, from the US server duh~

If you guys are on SG, feel free to add: Ritsuki
& if you're playing the US server, please do enlighten me; I can't seem to play there. (That's why I migrated)
Yes, SG ftw, I do feel home. But I do really means playing with the Caucasians. Chancing upon random asians, life there was good when u can find games within 30sec to a minute.

Yes, rooted to my com chair, lifeless. Yes lifeless. Just sleep and slack. Probably its because of the slack that drains the life out of me.

***

I wondered what went wrong.
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FRIends

There I dig my hands into my back pocket, with my wallet fumbling out then somehow I manage to throw it out into the lrt tapping machine.
I curse the drizzle, and the late fall out. And I'm heading out to town to meet my boys tonight.
***
We're brothers from our poly days. Magically, it's rather hard surviving poly during my time. With the lack of alliance and babes, it's just the 5 of us.
My memories were pretty vivid still, remembering the first week that we cursed our class and scowled at our fate, throwing us to this class/course. Nevertheless, we put our regrets behind and strive forth. Years pass, and I still reminisce the days now.
I watched them change, them grew up. We went thru thick and thin together, we gave each other strength and laugh together. Apparently none of us cried yet. Anyhow time flies and I watch us take flight against the runway of destiny. No more parading and fear. Soaring in different directions, each of our lives had taken it's own turn. I'm sure we won't be crossing against each other's for sometime. but who knows? We're gonna be working in the same industry after all...
***
Frank
My brother from indonesia. God knows why but we clicked well and I'm always in the mood for witty english humor thanks to him. Not pretty much being myself but I pretty much whipped out some lmao dialogues that grew our social link. Frank's the distant one among us 5 thou.. Having a temptress that he'd to heed (-cough- serve) everyday, we could only make do with school days and.. Fark we didn't catch like a single movie for years until 1 fine day. He'd flew for indonesia to take over his dad's business and we'd still bbm and all.
***
Before I knew it, my bus was already reaching our favourite haunt. Doby ghaut. Its like 'our' place since it's considered as a decent mid point for all of us. There's bus down to the west. Bus from bukit panjang. And also purple line could bring u up to hougang. And there's GV, our theatre. Come to think of it, most of our town hours are clocked in here. Not forgetting about the bistro bar down the street and the LAN Shops @ park lane.
Did a bit of catching up while munching on BK. Jerry'd booked tickets for Ghost Rider 2. Thou the movie is not on par w/ my anticipation. It seems like a dry plot w/ boring dialogues. Cage did well thou~
& there, we left. We'll meet up soon again.. Right? & frank better come join us till then~
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210212 (Tue): Course

Course.

Reluctantly, I dragged my feet off my bed. I'll be going on a 4 day store man course @ sembawang camp today. It's a dread as I'm so accustom to going to rifle range and I hate changes. Changes in routine and all..

Went up, prep and all.. Gahh I'm early (:
Slowed down my pace and made my way to take the bus. but I didn't expect that 171's first bus only comes after 640. My life's fucked after 20 over mins of bus waiting.
My mind starts to panic and I tot what's best is to go to woodland's first. No bus came either. 975 came next and I ran up, planning my next move.
With the fall in timing being @ 730, it left me with no choice, but to take a cab.
Fuckmylife, wedidntevenneedtobetheresoearly~ I'd gt ppl coming in @ 8 plus. And some fuckers came @ 9, but was kicked out of course on the spot :x

Course's rather boring and infact we went thru the chapters pretty fast. It's the admin stuff that's dragging the time. But alas, time flies and we're to go off @ 5! Not a v good thing for me thou as I'm staying @ bukit panjang D: so this 30mins, head start makes it on par w/ life @ rifle range.

Rather, I felt empty thou. To be out of routine. To be alone out here. I'm with my log branch gaiz.. But.. Well they're friendly and all. But perhaps I'm the one who's changed. We're not that close like before. I resigned to fate, after cursing it for a few times..

Ahhh its gonna be my 6th mths soon right?
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Mondazeee

I didn't even run for the green man. Slowly I strolled down to the bus stop, probably too tired. I stood by the road, watching cars scrambling along the 2 laned road. This common amusing sight could be seen at the dawn of the weekdays. Just a clockwork, these people know where to go, what to do. There's a aim, kip, sop, whatever you name it. Or rather, there's smth you have to serve. So, what's your story?

Money had inevitably became an essential, against time. Humans, desperately seeking ways to improve bartering, or rather, seeking fairness in the system. How could 10 bags of apples, vegetables and alittle spice fetch a baby calf? Maybe God want us to share instead. But we strayed. There money now could bring us anything. We 'created' a market, wants, demands, and we start playing the game. As if poker with the invisible banker.
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V

that girl in blue dress, waiting impatiently for her bus...
that guy in Checkered shirt, shaking his right leg nervously at the counter of the florist shop, hoping that there're still roses in stock for his last minute plans...
that group of guys, ogling at the lady who's dressed skimpily, hoping to seduce her date.
that afew guys, standing at the corner, smoking, probably grumbling it's failed attempts and reminiscing their own past.
that group of girls, sitting at mac, appeared to be studying, yet day dreaming about prince charming.

that's valentine's day in singapore.
the singapore flyer's probably full.
so is astons, swensons and the likes of many other 'you-know-it-you-name-it' restaurant.
so is probably town.
not forgetting the cinemas.

it's just that limited templates that would make this day just alittle special. like the icing on the cake.

but i didn't followed the herd thou.
no dodging couples, no waiting for my gf to q for the toilet while i waited, refreshing twitter as if hoping for smth to happen.
just a simple day back at my place.

couples holding hands, people running to catch the bus.
girls holding onto her bouquet, smiling to herself

***

my date wasn't beautiful.
it was amazing either. we simply spend it like any other day.
just a night at my place, movies, subway, and top it up with brownies and ice cream.
little guilty pleasures that sweeten our night. yet it's simplicity at it's best.

***

beautiful musiq



~

P.S. did i mention that i'm a closet fan for bossa nova?

060212 Monday

Monday, everything starts all over again. Somehow I was at the very least satisfied & pleased w/ the routine. No unknowns, I know what to do, and I just had to do 5 times a week n I get to rest on weekends.

My thoughts began to stir thou, abt the future, whether should I further my study or start out working str8 and climb. It sure is gna be a tough journey thou..

-typing away in my BB while being oblivious to the crowding in my office-

***

My cousin's getting married today. Yes its a she and don't bother asking me whether she's hot cos we didn't really talk. She has a twin and they're the only twin among our generation. And yup she's the first to wed. I'm not next, I know :)

My memory of her was rly vague. Only thing I can rmb is she teaching me maths when I'm in primary school. Come to think of it, I was nvr close/ even talk much to any of my cousin. Well except clems of cos. Other than that, nope. No one. Nobody.

***

Thought it might be a bad day..
Mustered out some courage to talk to boss. I know we all just wanna survive and get by this 2 years. Bt I prefer "mundanitys". Simplicity at it's best.

Whatever it is, I'm in PAD nw and no doubt I would be gng back. Looking outof the bus windows, starring at PAD personnels dng loads of duties. Clearing rubbish etc.. I nvr know them.. But now I do..



***

I'm on the shuttle bus now. Sir's nice enough to let me skip parade and take the first bus. I'm shaking my legs wildly while I watch cars went off.. Darn.. Shld've hitched a ride instead. thou it's not smth that I look forward too, I still dreads being late..

***

The Wedding

Awesome wedding dinner. Well the slide show kinda sucks thou. Would be much better if they invested in the video instead as most people are more interested in the food than the photos. disappointed in the booze.

& my bro and I was being a real badass in there. retarded humor. We gonna burn in hell D:
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반말송

today's pretty hectic.
& i pretty much liked it.
time seems to fly, yes it flew. before i knew it. fall out time =3

survive.
how can i survive, with all the noise going on, fights going on.
trying not to get engulfed by politics, not offending people with powers and obeying authority.
i know i'm stuck with this for 2 years,
right after i banished, i could say my life now's healthier and i could make better use with time.
but other than that, i guess :(
dread donating 30 minutes every single day cos' we have to fall out late.
i got no idea why we're actually doing this, and it's not even my department.

-cries-

feels like i'm walking on a tightrope.

(chain of thoughts vanished. Bye D:)

***
반말송

push.

quiet weekends.
good time for me to dwell on things, see time flies and ahh before i knew it, the sun was already down.
i had my dinner w/ my brother @ KFC, which was... yes, mundane enough.
loitering around the neighbourhood and watching movies. ahhh a perfect way to laze off my sunday.

Had Adel came over earlier, and.. ahh what can i say? i'd became a far more lazy person than you can imagine, and maybe you could say i'm more on productivity now. going down to town for no apparent reason and waste time isn't much of an idea now as i preferred the comforts of my room.

anyways. yea we watched movies and slack, and that's basically more or less it. anyways, found this cool game that you guys might wanna try :D pokemon TD (yea i know it's old)
sorry for the auto boot. i know it sound irritating :3

[POKEMON TOWER DEFENSE]

- multiplayer and trading avaliable
- saving required.
- rmb to save in menu as there is no AUTOSAVE function



GLHF

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HOW THE END ALWAYS IS

we can run, but we can never escape.

rewind

life's pretty okay for now.
yes i'm live, so stop checking the obituary .

not in much of a mood to blog but i guess i'm just throw in a few sentence and make do with it.
things are still going okay, but i would nvr forgotten how i was banished from the heavens, into this harsh jungles filled with politics, blowpipes and arrows. One word, survivor.
no exaggerating, but at least this pretty much opened my eyes and give me a glimpsed of the pixelized version of the working world. New year's pretty good i'd reckon?
the usual me, hitting away my blackberry why waiting for my parents to do the interaction, while i sit quietly at the corner and moving off after dinner.

hmmmmm my weekends are mundane, but however i do feel that at least that's a mental break for my suffocating weekends.

Friends,

well my clique evolved alot these days. no more big cliques and all, but just the 5 of us. and this revolution's just too funny and i nvr thought we would make this happen. 1 civilian, 2 soldiers and 2 students. Yes, students. My bro and his partner in crimes had join the ranks of us and looks like it's time for bp rangers to quieten down. Ahh and he's a freak D: (CCK Freaks) Well, friends come and goes, but at least Vash manage to stay. i didn't force him thou :3 but i guess we're pretty much very close after all the thick and thins thoughout the years, needless to say, the disappointments with other people. life's quiet for us, but not when there's kpop & booze. i pretty much enjoy the simple life i have right now thou.

Guess i'll try to make time worth my while, throwing in bytes of paragraphs whenever i can and all.

random thoughts fly thru my mine everynow and then, but i guess i gna get my berry workin' gonna link it up w/ my blog.