Been quite sometime since i "keyed" anything down,
and would like to do so...
since... uh yep, lets get going
"off with the music and yet there's the old me.
buried deep down,
the little tinge of my old persona still remains,
and it never left."
i'd reckon it's a good retarded day to blogged about 191212
seemingly long day.
yes, it's really long you see.
was active for 24 hours on this one.
woke up pretty much early to prep and start heading out for cohesion,
it'll still obviously be a mess because how easy it to manage that many people?
we're late, but i guess it doesn't really matter,
what matter is, when we realize we can no longer sleep there, because i'm thrown to lazer tag.
nabeh, )@#*()@*)(#&!@)*&#)@&#)&@)$)(#*%()*#%
but how suck could it be when you have your camp brothers as comrades?
we lost anyways.
but thinking back, we're still one motherfucking kickass team!
So after that, yada yada, we just left the place and head down to find the other people.
oh yeah! hijacked a com and started playing the league of legends! :P
ahhahhasdhaklrjwklsdjkgjdsklg <3 p="p">
moving on, that wasn't all
it all ended beautifully with a 8 course lunch..? and oh yep! won a lucky draw!
was so happy when my name was called, but u shld've seen the look on my face when i realize it's a DVD player.
went out with the guys after that,
hellyeahdutyfreebeer!
fuckyeahchevrons
had some booze before heading to the ktv opposite
and... i'm sure we kinda sang our hearts out.
rushed home to prepare and met aaron after that.
well... that bastard.
i never stop wondering how can 2 extreme opposites click so well.
but... actually i think i knew..
deep inside, how are we awkwardly similar.
we're actually that similar you know?
despite the different exterior persona we had,
maybe i did my mask too well.
and aye, it's sitting by the river, drinking, talking, relationship woes and cursing our fate to the river.
we're both straight by the way(:
food for thoughts:
a) what's fate?
b) what's destiny?
c) what's the difference between fate and destiny?
we trail down, to mbs, off mbs, to clarke quay.
yeah, we walked in the rain just so you know.
down to robinson, had a good ol' adventurous "breakfast" @ 7-11?
wow, they come with seats
and dragged our feets to chase the morning bus... 3>
oh c'mon!
despite all the dirty dutch,
the swedish house mafia and calvin harris
i'm still a Rie Fu person.
it felt so surreal....
i always loved how you are different from the herd..
still pure,
still untainted.
i wished you would forever stay that way...
my....
got my ass back home after everything,
and took a nice warm shower before slumping onto the bed.
zzzzzz
zzzz
zzzzz
zzz
zzzz
cant even have a good dream after that.
it sucks.
it sucks to be so "particularly" aligned to the moon and to think like a girl
it sucks to be so sensitive
it sucks to be so considerate when no one gives a fuck in this society now
it sucks literally to lie onto bed and be drown while swimming in your thoughts
i missed you
i missed us..
i missed me.
i miss you
& i always thought about us..
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