hermit

introvert by natural,
or i'm slightly swinging over that way, people might say that i doesn't seems like it.
but all that extroversion are what i bought out sometimes to socialise,
nothing of sort.
sometimes u can see me back in my usual persona, sitting by, quietly trailing amongst the group.

i miss my hermit life i guess..
after all that happened, i'm out there, back to the sea.
how i wish if i could spend my day at home, making my day productive, leaving my house for a quick meal, then retreat back to my lair. Or even, tabao up and watch dramas/movie while eating.
but i guess, i'm finally bored. curious? well maybe it is because of all that curiousity that somewhat set the sparks in me, me getting outgoing and all.

but still, i wont bite(:
Sunday is good. i need the rest, i need the quiet afternoon listening to slow beats of indie musics which soothe my soul. i love the days that i could pace around my room, doing small actions/efforts to tidy it bit by bit. looking around for area of improvements, or just stoning and doing some random reading on the net. Sundays are the best day for haircuts even thou i have a phobia for it.
 i'm so afraid of haircuts that i even have to ask god for a time, or pray for a good hair cut. fuck me seriously. But i'm sadly born this way, how i curse the wheels of change, but that's what wont change right? the ever spinning wheels of change.
And it hurts me more when i have to pay for it T_T poorboi91 here thanks.

moving on...
i still love just nua-ing around in my room.
including the warm cuddles under the bedsheets :3