black.

*yawn, everything's blurry and dark today.
sighs, shall start writing now.
it's only 1.13 PM.

woke up so damn early today.
well, 5.58 i suppose.
prepare abit and start slacking.
and i played a soft toys of mine =x
dun say it's unmanly! (thou. it is)
well, it's just a toy i got it for myself AGES ago, but i just feel bad if i just threw it away. So i just keep it.



played a teeny weeny bit of initial D street stage on my psp.
yea (: i've completed the game again.
zzz~
well, i dunno what game to play, so...ohh well.
went over to Jonathan Ng's house to meet up with Kelvin.
did some game sharing exercise before we went over plaza.
had Mac as a breakfast-cum-lunch.
accompany them over to the 960 bus stop before i head on home.
awwwww..tired =.=
fatigue =.=
stress =.=
what's next.
layed down on the sofa the moment i reach home.
after which, i moved on to my room to use com.

*shall blog in the other half of the day later.
then Ronnie went off and disconnected from the internet.
@ 1.13 PM.

*Just came back to continue blogging.
alas, 19th Feb. JAE @ 8am.
good luck everyone. may good luck shines upon everyone.

after dinner,
went over to 190 bus stop to meet kunda before heading to lot one.
we regroup with the usual people, Zayar, Jasper Hing and Jonathan Ng.
well, actually it's a short meeting to discuss about our class chalet.
well, we ended up waiting for Kelvin.
thus aborting the objective =D
to Kelvin: "by the way, aces combat very nice!"
after which, Jonathan Ng head home first, while the four of us stayed.
slack abit before going up to Zayar's house.

well, at zayar's house i was ratehr quiet.
went off to wash my feet, then instantly, greeting jerry and yuki xD
those are his pet hamsters ^^
slacked abit while Kunda uses the computer and Jasper Hing is playing his psp.
well, so it's just me and Zayar left.
kinda talked abit, fooled around.
until the light was out, i remain quiet while Zayar went off to takecare of his hamsters.
feeding and all*
i kinda emo abit.
listening mirrors, a soundtrack of tales of abyss.
if u did played or like those "ting ting ting" going musics.
u might find it in your favourite list.



my heart beat upon the heart beating sound in the background effect of the music.
man it was soothing.
until...
uhh yea o.o emo again yea?
well, it's hard to picture and figure out what you will do and react, until you actually faced it.
(: sortta.
i'm so feeling down.

went over to cheers and to 302 Kopitiam before heading off.
well, i didn't spend on anything today =D
arghs ~
alrighty.
and man, it was the petir train, so i decided to take one whole round back.
hehe, Jasper Hing, nice dream thou!
hope it come true xD,
dang! ended up alone after all
while i was alone.
my might was felt with nothing, but negative thoughts.
hatred, jealousy, regrets.
what can i say?
sighs...

and alas! Jelapang finally,
my thoughts came to a sudden halt when i realised that everyone had left.




after departing at Senja LRT station.
i slowly made my way home.
plugged in my iPOD.
30 Gigs of my life.
you're there too.
VOiCES of you.
it gave me motivation, it gave me what i could nvr every thought i would yearn for.
i'll remember you (:
arigatou.
cheers (: