i want you but nothing else.
keke

poison apple

the forbidden fruit,
the butterflies, the blood and the electric shocks
how it all take us over while we're at it.


how i came to a standstill and watch the world goes by.

the misfits

"Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes... the ones who see things differently -- they're not fond of rules... You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things... they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do."

-Steve Jobs

a thousand years

"it's been awhile"

the days, 

the depth,

the passing train,

the fleeting cityscape,

when you vanished.

how it breaks me, 

the boiling blood in my arteries, 

breeding butterflies in my stomach

my heart, pounding at it's door, 

reluctantly

we're back to where we started.

are we? 

there're nights like this, 

days that i looked out, 

contemplating about the thousand weaving fate,

wait, no.. millions?

intersecting, forming the fabric of destiny, 

i thought about nature, the law of the world, 

the balancing scale of justice,

the modern food chain in the concrete jungle,

the value of life and death

yet no one have the ultimate rights to take it away.

so what're we all living for?

make it count,

go out there, 

embrace the unknown,

live for yourself for once,

let it go, 

that's what i would say.

but end of the day,

not everyone will soar

people, holding onto the steel linings on the cage, dangling upon our concrete jungle, 

starring at the ruins.

the infinite forever, will indulge us all.

melt

I swear this is so cute that it melt my heart like a little boy.



Let it Go Multilanguage Clip.

Let it Go From Disney's "Frozen" Performed in 25 beautiful languages.

Haven't let go of it yet.
(pun intended)

can't believe i spent hours Youtubing Let it Go in different languages




beautiful japanese version by May J

울어본 적 있나요 ?

have you ever cried?

ZIA(지아) _ Have You Ever Cried(울어본 적 있나요)

i was literally surprised on youtube today as i'd not been following the korean entertainment industry for sometime. Not entirely a fan of just kpop, people who know me know my awfully awkward and diverse for music, and for korea, i do go for some jazz, house, ballad, folk, alternative and indie.
Yes, huge variety of genre there, but why just get a piece of the pie when you can get everything?

Not exactly an accurate analogy, but anyone who wanna try something new
should definitely give Zia a listen.

have you ever cried?
for someone you love?
or many for someone you had loved,
Zia's one of the many ballad singers out there with a beautiful voice.
very much underrated i would say, but her songs are well written that we could relate to,
maybe not us, as we're not korean so we couldn't like, you know, relate directly.
but i would have to give it to them for coining in so many beautiful songs.

this is an emotional piece that would get you by,

king of the summers

Finally not drafting at my word pad anymore.
pretty much figured, i should at least do something.
yes,
right now.


and hence marks my first step towards my resolution: start gyming.
first step, not sure whether do i see it thru all the way.
but it all have been fun.
cold, fun and it pretty much make my day.
it's beautiful to get things started.

and the 3 of us seems right out of the movie,
3 not so fit losers (well maybe just me)
getting back on track, and 1 just got started.
not sure how far would we go down the road, but i guess i'll just keep walking and see where it takes me for now.

***

back at home,
the second part of my resolution: watch movies.

and then i began my journey with Nick Robinson and his gang, in the King of Summers,
a hauntingly beautiful film, that touched my soul.
i daresay i'm easily touched,
but being born with 2 teaspoon more worth of empathy inside me is no easy feat.

remember the days,
you'd so tired, that you want to escape?
i'm taken aback, swept off my feet, by the adventures in the king of summers,
the kids are glowing,
beautiful,
hauntingly i guess,
real, probably real?
and a harsh fact that we might all, have been dreaming, have to wake up one day.
everyone,

it's a good film to watch on your alone time,
and you can let your brain tick,
food for thoughts,
who doesn't like to run,
and never look back
how doesn't like to dream,
and never wakes up

i like how the music came in,
maybe it's my hype,
maybe it's just me,
but i always have a thing for indie,
call me a misfit,
cause i always am,
i always felt, your music taste, clearly defines who you are,
and your preference, are the one that makes you unique,
the everchanging taste,
the tastebuds in your ears that respond to the melody,
or the screeching tyre.
what you love,
what you could relate to,
and what touched your soul.

i'm glad.
well the trailer isn't at all attractive,
but i guess.. it's still worth a watch.



and the rest just comes from the vibe from all the gyming,
must be the fucking endorphin.

happy pill

ever got any idea?
when you'd got someone right here with you,
you know her as well as she know you,
not saying as if she's the missing piece,
but soul mate seems like the right way to put it.

i'd never imagined myself so happy,
inside,
i'd never imagined i would smile so happily,
in the photos,
i'd never imagine myself, being at all this
while we're together,
i'd never imagine myself, striving to brighten you day,
when the sun comes down,
i'd never imagined, us quarreling yet making back up
instantaneously because we know each other.
i'd never imagined, how i manage to keep a girl,
the same girl, entertained for years and i'm not tiring of doing it all over again.
(well, technically, but she can be tiring to handle)
but that aside,
that smile,
the things that we did,
the walks we had,
the fights we fought,
the food we feasted,
the poses we did,
the hair i'd grown,
the hair you'd cut D:
the hair you'd shorten,
the mustache i'd shaved,
all and all,
we came a long way.

&i'm glad i met you

maybe we need to watch movies that teaches us about love.

disconnect

why do i feel so alone together?
the fucking irony

2014

happy 2014,
and i'm here again,

quite determine to get this post done instead of drafting it in my wordpad and get it left down there.
the irony of feeling alive to write,
yet i didn't manage to finish a single piece.
sometimes, i just can't capture everything down.
not fast enough?
fleeting thoughts that run through my head.

i end the year with the secret life of walter mitty,
beautiful film i have to say,
grimly touching, with a tinge of the beauty of mother earth.
it's like watching a film off from nat geo all together.

there, we had our little quiet countdown.
screw the crowds,
screw cliches,
and screw the overrated fireworks (even thou we can see them from our place)
we had our small little get together cum beer drinking session.
god, i just love the high.
genes from my dad? i don't know,
we both just enjoy getting high, and sleep o_o

trust me, it's not weird,
it's further from stupid,
yea...

i had my first,
beauty sleep of the year,
clocking in an impressive 11 hours.
told myself that i dont need an alarm for the first day of the year.

follow by an impromptu clubbing trip.
the 10 of us seems right out of the movie.
the usual loser dicks drinking and toasting to the night.
and as usual,
i kept my hands to myself.
we had fun thou, music's good, i can have my own sing-a-long while no one's listening and everyone around me's having fun.
so much positive vibes,
& i should be given a good citizen award for getting drinks for 2 girls and paving way for several others.
as much as a bang we want to,
we end the night quietly with fantastic baby and the cab fights begins.

cabs passing thru while we all shouting different locations.
well it's so damn funny.
a supper in a much ghost town 302 before reaching home at 6.

happy new year people,
happy new year.

you're thinking,
where's the new year resolutions,
but i guess,
i'll take the boring resolutions off here until i'd put them into actions.

Cheers.