aftershock

i badly have to write now.
and i'm certainly,
almost certain that i'm not in the right state of my mind now.

dazed?
stoned?
which is a better word?

i couldn't tap into my brain to make a choice.
maybe because i'd never made any life changing decision,
or maybe i'm just being indecisive.
i dont know where to go anymore

the fear we all had,
where no amount of courage could overcome the feeling of the unknown.
it'll engulf us.
all in one piece.
i'm prepare to dive,

i know things can never be the same again.