trac

TRIES REALLY HARD TO BACK TRACK

not sure whether it's the 23rd
or what..
but well, here it goes,

did you came over?
think u did, mum's emo-ing and we're eating red rice.

not sure by but thoughts started to purge into my head..
been talking about this to alot of my friends when i'm in a more of a senior/experienced 99 in life persona or even in therapist-mode.

well, there're lots of things u won't know?
now she (girls in general) haven't went into working society, how u guys can see the world,
how grim and dark it is, the cruel truth behind the balance of life, give and take.
maybe after working, she'll have goals, dreams, and what she wants. what she really wants.

your vision sharpens, you see clearer, u hear clearer.
u saw your wants.
and maybe even willing to gave up things to get what you want.


***

yes... sounds like i'm giving myself a reality slap as well.
maybe, you will see what you really want.
i glanced over at your back view while you're using my mirror from where i dine.
it's as if we're playing a game, pitting against each other. we never knows how things would turn out.
but i would indefinitely be very sure, i don't wanna lose you.