present

Well, just back at home after having dinner at Bukit Pankang Plaza with Adeline. Wahahaha, just got present from my classmates today. Sheesh, would like to ype the whole day out, but please do forgive me, i'm still healing my mental wounds and trying to get my life right on track. There's quite a couple of things that i'd like to do. 1) Roller Blading 2) Learning Basic Japanese 3) Drumming Well, hope to learn'em all by year end. Right now, i'm feeling very comfy with my classmates, with my new found brothers. There, i'm still making adjustments with my mine and soul, alittle here and there. Please give me time and all. Well, due to the hectic lifestyle, and the way i like to waste time off out of pure moodless, i'd like to be alone for a moment. Just wait right?! I then head over back to my room when i reached home, sighs it's just another day and i still had alot of study stuffs to tidy up, i'd been sleeping in lecture...Anyways here's some of my favourite presents i'd ever receive being a teenager.



haha, i'd just notice, alotta' green stuff isn't it? I'd got more!



played some croc game, press the teeth w/o getting snap by it. Wahahaha, looks like the toy just got owned.

looking back, i miss my k800i! fuck, the good quality pictures. Sighs.

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rest

well, sleep the whole night thru. and slacked at home. Well, it's unday already. Time really flies ain't it? Suddenly, i feel like as if in the story of cinderella, where the carraige turns back into the pumpkin, where by the magnicifent horse return to little mice...

However, i do believe no matter how worse my life turns up, it'll end up with me being happily ever after...
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17 pros

Well, i'm offically 17 today!! Wee, head out with my mates at early evening. Went over to Suntec and slack and all. Well, i won't give so much recount today as i wasn't really in a relatively good mood then. Kelvin, thanks! i know you can see it (: Head out to the convention centre first as there's a comics convention. It's going on till Sunday. Bought a figurine for only $3, that's a HUGE discount =D and took a picture of one of the coolest figurine on display.



Cool ain't it. But throughout the day, i walked as if without a soul. It's like my soul is hanging out of me, powerless, i drag my feet across Singapore. Lights came in different directions, but i just could'nt fnd mine. We all left the indoors after 12, took 133 to some random stops, and just started walking. We walked in many directions, many distance. Talked, played, jumped railings, have fun and talked to strangers. But i'm all half hearted in those. We walked pass many many stuffs, flash backs hit me many times. Sighs, what can i do?

Finally, it's dawn, there we sit by the river, thinking of the good times, feeling nostalgic, we slowly head back down by the pavement.







Board 960, and everyone was tired on the bus. There, i see 4 other people, 5 including me. Each leading different life, intercepting each others'

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-1

sheehs, one more day to my birthday. Oh well oh well, nth much up today still. Hang out with my mates before heading back home. Gotta do the number porting stuffs and all @ Doby Ghaut. Head down there with mum. Waited hell long, great! imma getting my original number back on tuesday. Oh well, anyways, Kunda, Kelvin and Jasper Hing came over to find me later. Well, i wasn't feeling that good recently. I don't know what hit me, what got me. Whatever the fuck that i appear smiling, unaffected. My internal injuries were far more serious -.- sighs, i'm NOT okay.

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time

Hmmmmm, it's pass midnight already. Well, i'd just done showering, after reaching home and rest for 5 mins. It's in the region of the 21st hour when i see Jasper Hing off the Jelapang LRT station. Hmmmmmmm...i then walk back home. Bumped into Justin and Lester on the way back. A long conversation struck, and we're up talking about life, society, classes and the short 4 years' history in West Spring Secondary School. Hmmmmm, we talked for quite abit. Well my thoughts wondered alittle bit back in the morning. Woke up early for my IS, after dismissal at 12 in the afternoon. I go over to meet XZ at the library, went down to canteen 1 for lunch. Head bcak to my house to slack before going off.

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5

Well, was back from a breather outside. Hmmmmm, won't be spending so much time lazing around i guess. Hmmmm, woke up late again today. But instead, there's 2 more brothers who's late with me! Brother Sam and Jia Wei. Wahahaha, yep and we head up for our IDS lessons, wahhh O.O scored quite badly, but luckily i managed to pass the common test with a 63% i suppose. And went over to TEC lecture after that. Hehe, never slept during lecture today. That's something good ain't it? Head over to slack at canteen 2 to wait for our MES practical to start. Geez, i've got 66% for my MES. Pure luck! Went off after that to meet XZ and guys to slack.

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maXy

Hmmmm, i'm back into blogging again. Sorry for not really blogging in the past days, and for those who asked me how am i via msn, thanks! Anyways, i'll start my day off. I woke up late today, due to fatigue. So i slowly made my way to school. Wahahaha, reach there late. And for a bad start, i slept through the whole of my first lecture. Awww! anyways, we'd only got 2 lessons today, but counted as one as for MES, we're only suppose to hand up the project, after that we can go off already. YES! the project. wahahah, it's me, felix and jiawei. Well, we never really did the project. We haven do the power point, print and bind it together to sumit. Well, we then haead straight to the library after MES to continue with our project. Wahahahha, after touching up with the Powerpoint and all, we went to Canteen 1 for lunch. Got back to library level 3 to print the stuffs. But guess what, we didn't have a thumbdrive. We tried to ask as many ppl online for it but to no avail. We even tried asking the librarian. As we're all shacked, we got another blow. Cash card. Fuck it, no cash card. After all the whining and all, we sat down on corner, tired, totally drained, and lazy to move. Wahahaha, but an idea struck in me instead! "Maybe we can get from the teachers!" Wahahha and we head over to BE@XIS. Ask those teachers, but there's only one who's willing to help us, Kenneth Sim, the PAC teacher. He printed 6 slides wah wah wah, we thought it's okay at first, however when we head over to summit, CANNOT?! then we cant find kenneth already, we run here and there, up and down. And finally found him! hehs, i got 99 for u last test right? watch, it's gonna be 100 this time =D. Then while rushing, we found a public binding machine, this shows that we don't have to walk down to the library to do the binding! oh my god, what a luck! Do already, see my brothers off. Hehehehe, then went over to the library to meet Jonathan, Sulaiman, Jun Wei and we waited for Xian Zheng. Head off to plaza to catch up with Jasper Hing and ate Subway. FUCKING NICE (: and we head back after that. Well, was initally quite "sleepy, blurry" and emo at first. *tsk tsk tsk* but i woke up somehow.

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start

well, today i'd different start today. Well, i cant really made up my mind to judge whether today's a good day or not. Well, sometimes, a good start is good, whereas a bad start doesnt means a bad ending. Well well, maybe today tells me about what to work harder in. Hmmmmm, friends, work, academic, family, and relationship. Hard to juggle 5 things together ain't it. Actually there's more, well i could've say, regarding priority, hmmmmm the 5 main components are enough. First of all, i work up quite early today. Without coffee! Got breakfast from senja grand, and i start the first day of my school drinking coke. Gosh, i'm down with flu already and yet i'm still drinking coke. Hmmmm, i then head out to school, well meet derrick today. Woah, the bus sure is crowded! Ok, we stand in the end. Meet Felix at BE@XIS and head up for the CADS lession. Well, it'd really been suchha long time since i studied. So, i guess it's pretty hard for me to catch up. Head down to canteen 1 for lunch during the one hour break before heading back up for the PAC tutorial. Hurray! Lecture's cancelled today! Hehs, i got back my PAC CT paper today, and guess what? I'D GOT 99%! can you believe it!? OMG, well i'm praised by the teacher =D wee! and the teacher says that, i'd done well for another paper too. OMG, that certainly helps alot, cos today i'm rather quiet and emotional. And btw, congratz Jia Wei! he finally patched with his EX! wow! haha i knew you won't regret it! May you and Brenda last. Forever? Hmmmm (: Alrighty, we head up to the library the 5 brother, to slack and do some work. Well, actually that's this MES project that we're suppose to hand up due today, but it was pushed to tomorrow but, well since (bu jian guan cai bu liu leh) *aka if you nvr seen a coffin, you nvr shed tears, we decided to kinda heck care it as it only takes up 10% of the final year marks. Well, i know this is a bad start too as this is the first project. Awww man, this good and bad tug of war isn't going anywhere ain't it? And well, i shalln't speak too much abt the rest. Hmmmmm i'm still working on it. Thanks Xian Zheng! i know Rome was build in a day, but what if there is a lack of time? *fingers crossed* Well, after 2 game, we head back. Took 75 with brother Sam, and i head over Macdonald's for dinner while waiting for Jasper Hing and Kunda. Wahahaha, watched Vampire Knight over Dinner. Hey so Yuuki, who are you giving love to?

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finale

weird for me to blog in chinese, but i'll summarise my day somehow (:
It's a simplified version by the way.

烦恼的一天
我抽了一根烟
但烦恼还没不见
脑海里从都是你的脸。。。

"Fan nao de yi tian
Wo chou le yi gen yan
Dan fan nao hai mei bu jian
Nao hai li dou shi ni de lian"

miss you ain't i?

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relay

went out after my training stuff again to meet up with the usuals. Hahaha, well, but the little difference today is, it's kinda like a bleach captain's gathering today. Kelvin, Kunda, Razak, Jasper Hing, Sulaiman. Hahaha, well feel quite great ehh? Hmmmm went over took Bus No.2 to Bugis, then walk over to Suntec. Hmmmm, meet'em up and we went over to Burger King for dinner before heading up to the arcade. Well, Thanks Ragu! he's a guy working at the cashier of burger king and he gave us an extra packet of fries! Wahahaha, appreciate it. Hmmmmm for today, our ending journey is rather different. We kinda was late for the last bus 190 and instead we head over down to the convention centre and take 700A instead. Yep, drop of at Bukit Panjang interchange. Hmmm i know it's gonna be a short post, but well, life's tough. The rough tides just keep on coming before my boat can balance itself within the waves (Life is like a Boat).

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shagged

whoa, it's like thursday already. Yet fatigue is all over me. Sorry guys haven't been posting. Well, told yea' i end up didn't getting my life right huh? Things weren't going really well for me. Was mentally tired also. Well then head the training stuff. Well, it's kinda suffocating me. Actually, i does seem to be impossible to well, do. As you can only see one side of a coin at a time, i have to juggle between friends and all. It's kinda tiring actually as felix and i is those whom stay up late during the holidays, and go out and have fun instead of doing the opposite. Hmmmmmmm, head back to panjang after a meal and i'm now with Kunda at macdonald's, slacking. I'm actually tired to talk and all. Sighs, geez it'd really got me. Somehow, deep inside me, i wish that school can quickly reopen so that my life is back to normal again. Well, i do admit that actually i can adapt to changes but somehow, multiple changes encourage fatigue to grow faster isn't it?

wait wait i'm back all again after looking at some Rui En's quote. Was very emotional and thinking about life and her quotes got me going.

"To Breathe. To Hurt. To Fall. To Learn. To Live. The beauty of it all is growing, breathing, moving, always.
You seem to enjoy and understand this roller coaster ride. Stay real, open, accepting, always."
- Rui En

As usual, RUI EN styles herself to
great effect. As for the tears drawn
on her face, she quips," i was
inspired by the scene in Notes
on a Scandal when Cate
Blanchett was crying and had
eyeliner smeared all over her face.
Also, I want to cry because of the
high property prices--- how to buy
a house?"

"I believe in living with integrity and not being afraid to go for what you want in life."
- Rui En

well i'm wondering some stuffs and i'm back again. Home Sweet Home now at my living room, using my laptop.



WOW, You're fucking awesome =D

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shuffle

well, today was a...hmmmmm i'd say it's a confusing day hmmmm. So far nothing had gone right yet. Sometimes, after much thinking i thought that maybe i shouldn't go for the work thing as, i'm not that prepared yet. So i'd think that hmmmm. Nvm now there's no going back already, i'll see how things goes. Anyways. I'm having a rough thing now. Sighs =/ Well, stayed at home for today and when over to meet up with Jonathan, Derrick, Jasper Hing and Sulaiman at pukit panjang plaza. Talked over dinner. Wahhhh, kinda miss the secondary school days as there's no tertiary stress hanging around. wahahahahaha. Head back and game after that.

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fatigue

tuesday hmmmmmm. Slacking away.
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zero

Just got back into blogging, and i'll start back tomorrow. Well, don't really have the mood due to some phycological and emotional stress. Well, being a teen now is hard isn't it? And godamnit, now i'm pathetically tapping someone else's internet, as my house's mio is down until wednesday.

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chance

uh yea went back down to my work place hmmmmm. Well, these few days been lazing around and wasting my life away. No mood for blog and jog. But i'm into winning eleven however! ahhh~ Hmmmm, went down to suntec after my training. Hang out with Razak, Kunda and Jasper Hing. Hmmmm we decided to walk over to clarke quay after

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death

well, was back in shape thanks to yesterday. Wah, kinda got a scare back then. Hate the feeling of being aimed. Somemore it's the feeling of that, someone wanting you dead. Don't ask me when, well maybe on msn or when you meet me up, i might share. Well, i may sound exaggerating, but the feeling kinda suck. Okay, so i woke up alil' too late today due to yesterday. It's like 2 plus in the afternoon and i'm still with heavy eyes. Well, went off to prepare myself before heading over to Derrick's house instead. I'd say today is rather screwed up. Sorry Kelv, i cant made individual decision as i'm not the leader. And what's more, i don't know what they want to do, and sorry for the maple stuff. But it's a trend that we're going through. So looks like you have to bear with it. Hmmm head over to Derrick's to pass him some movies and slack over. Hmmmmm well, time really do flies and before i know it, it'd already been 6.01 PM.

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Just back after going over to greenridge to meet Kunda for dinner at KFC. Uhh yea, i was about to say, hmmmm Look at the Princess of the Month! Rui En is awesome! She's leading at 555 vote!



OMG, she must win lol =X must vote for her at the 7 Princesses blogspot =x

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oh yea, before i go, here's the latest video of Jack Neo's new production. Money not enough 2. So we all went back to my hse, and watch some movies before derrick head off. And Kunda and i slack thru. the night. Hmmmm

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on

Okay, it's gonna be a long post for this already. I'll start from the first significant thing yea? Hmmmm woke up rather late today. Sorry mates, i missed the basketball session. Well, not on purpose but rather. Tired. So i slowly went off to prepare. Was suppose to meet Felix and Boon Keat @ Eunos MRT Station @ 2.45 PM. Decided to give Boon a chance to show us what's this Venture Era (VE Group) is about. Well, received a call from some guy of the same company before. But i couldn't make it back then. Anyways, i decieded to give it a shot and lend'em my ears despite hearing from quite alot of peeps that this's a scam, a hard to earn money and all. Well, in my case i think that as long as the opportunity is there, if you can grab it, you can make it. Anyways, i head over to take 960 to Bugis. BEfore that, just a short stretch below my block, i saw 922. A bus which can bring me from my estate to the 960 bus stop. Which will save me from all the walking. I ran and ran. I didn't miss the bus, i stand out at the bus stop with my hand stretched. The FUCKING bus drived in the lane. Then slow down, i walked beside it, to go towards the door, to my FUCKING ANGER, -.- duhh i don't know what i'm saying la. I just wanna rant out la. KNN, sorry i pia all my singlish in this post liao. No use being so chim now. I'm still pissed la. The bus just drove off. I stomped down the long lane of pavement to the 960 bus stop while cursing the driver, and swearing. Reached there already, and i'm kinda late. Listened to the products that they're selling and all. Hmmmm health care products. Thou i'm no expert. But i'm sure healthcare products do reach out to quite a few singaporean. Sorry Boon Keat. It's not like i don;'t wanna join. Partially i wanna consider first. And secondly, i'm more of those kinda guy who wanted SPACE, i mean PERSONAL BREATHING SPACE HERE. I know you don't mean it. But i just want to let you know that. You can stop going on and on about you've been working for 6 months and this isn't a scam, and why would u wanna scam us and keep asking us to join cos this is a 100% win situation. Well, i'd like to say that despite all the odds, the final decision lies with me right? Sorry Boon, but i really feel quite suffocated back then. Hmmmm then took bus 7 over to orchard. Drum Drum Drum while waiting for the arrival of Jasper Hing, Sulaiman and Kunda. Then we walk over to Suntec after our dinner at doby ghaut. Whoa, link played. FUN HUH. C'mon we gotta improve and improve and we must jia you already. Hmmmmmm, after the arcade is closed. Went to walk walk before heaidng to take 171 home. Hahahaha long bus ride. Love it. Slacked at macdonald's before we all went back home. However, i went home, changed and meet derrick for some night exercise. We jogged (: ALOT. Before going over to play Basketball. Well, kinda cooling to play at midnight, but before we knew it. There was someone throwing ROCKS, huge boulders, hurling down from above, almost hitting us. We thought that we too noisy or something, we then head over at the other side. Still the same. Awww FUCK. my mental rage is so HOT that i can slice someone into too if i can release sonic boom. =x Then the SOMEONE FUCKING AIMING US. IT's like IT (i sya it cos it's not a humane actions) I do really wanted to report over to the poilce for this. I really do wanted to. But playing Basketball at night is an offence itself. So i don't want uninvted trouble. But i do believe in karma.

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rollback

now i'm just a day short. Well, it's gonna be a short day today also. A very short post obviously. Alas, i'm gonna get my life back straight up. This time, with add-ons. I wanted to spend my time more, errr... well let just say that i wanted to spend time in a better way. Hmmmmm, for today actually there's a class gathering to watched Kung Fu Panda @ West Mall. But Kunda and I didn't turn up. 2 Main reasons. Firstly err we don't really like the show and the sound of watching "cartoons" in big screens. And, i shalln't voice out the second. It'll be pretty hurtful you know. Hmmmmm, head out to meet Kelv, Jasper Hing and Derrick @ Clarke Quay after that, it was quite late already. We just walked abit. Kunda arrived later =x wahahhaa he just come over here, have a mac meal. And the next time we know that, we're already heading back to the bus stop. Well, planned to jog today. But my laziness consume me real bad.

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rush

HAPPY BRITHDAY ADELINE TOH. now 8th June. *points* happy ler mah? Haha, well sighs was posting in the middle of the night. Trying to rush back the post. Well, i'm not "up to date aready". I feel that i'm not moving and dust had caught up with me. Well, head out late today. Was really rushing. Ran after the 920 to reach the plaza's bus stop ASAP to meet Jasper Hing. We then took 960 over to meet Kelv, Ivan, Sulaiman and Kunda. Well, we have a whole lot of fun out there. Then we head over to Suntec arcade to meet Zhe Wei. WAHHH SIAN. the machine fucking spoil. Oh friggin sad tried auto cymbal. P.S. by the way, it was recently that i felt that i like what i like to be "with" a girl. Man, sighs are showing. Vintage specs, Hoodies, and now Drumming. Hmmmm we all head back at 10.30. Then, we head home (:

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tries

do nothing much today. Well head back to bed for a nap to replenish my energy as i didn't sleep last night. Well, Kunda head over to my house after that to play dota, slack and have alil' chit chat session. Jonathan arrived later after that. And the 3 of us, slack and enjoy the aircon before heading down to grab a bite. Awww man i got LAYS again (: yep, it's move time. We catch a movie before they went off. Deuce Bigalow. Wahahahaha, that's an old hilarious film. Wahaha, head over to plaza to return Koizora's DVD before heading back home. Started up my Laptop and compile a list of tracks that suit the mood for running. Yes! and i'm off for a fun on 11. Drizzling ehhh. Well, my leg almost gave way when i reached home. Tired (: and i'll be sleeping early today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE TOH
CHEERS (: *7As for Os hor

diversion II

same same.

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diversion I

hey CT period, plus i bo mood. Sorry ah =D

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2nd last

i type alot liao. Then i don't know why i was logged out. FUCK.
*sighs* and there's PAC test tmr.

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walls

haha, well dun think i'm crapping @ my blog title. Well, they very meaningful one hor! Well, my post will be shrinking. Will give one very long one. Just wait okays! Hmmmmmmm, and guess what? I'm back to mapling in private servers. Just feel like playing the skills and all, so i get on it with a group of buddies. Uh yea, and it's MES test today. Wait for Felix at the busstop before we walk over together. And we're so really panic-ed. Awww FUCK =( And the test is really easy! If only we studied. All answers are what we slept thru (: Then we go kope other people's room. Wahahaha, we're really room kopers =x Fuck. BUT TODAY WE GOT BOOK OUR OWN ROOM OKAYS! AND IT'S @ TMR (: Then we go those one room, no people de' sit there, chat lor (: wow~ actually i can't believe that we're so bonded aready. I mean the guys *ehem*

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work, play fun

wahhh, have awhole lot of fun (: Well, we're suppose to study for MES after that. Hmmmm, opkay, firstly it's alil' different from the usual. Frank and Jia Wei wasn't here. So it's just gonna be the 4 of us. Lix, Boon and brother Sam. Yea, went over to I.R.C @ timah to play DOTA, follow by a few rounds of Pool. Wahahhaha song bo! Guys hold on, i still got a whole bag of funs and tricks XD~ Then Boon went for his driving lesson. While the remaining 3 head over to eat PRATA. OMG. & WE DIDN'T STUDY AFTER ALL.

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P.S. i love you

i reading me blog. That's how an irish speaks! replacing my with me. Okay anyways, was still pretty stress about life. Over something that is worth nothing, well, i shouldn't be stress in the first place. But however i can't really feel myself these days. *sighs* Watch P.S. i love you today. Well, another fucking inspiring film. Pretty awesome. To be spiritually, and mentally there. Well, the more i think about it, the more i wanted to cry. Well, to me, an inspiring movie is how much we can relate our life to the movie. Well, in an movie, we can see alot of things more than only the story plot. Solutions, the way lives are lead, and many more. From each character, carries a different destiny. In the movie, the fate is really seal (: But in our life, we wrote our story with our barehands. So, imma' trying to look at things on the brighter side. Really (: Well, but somehow...OK! you guys know why those ppl when they damn emotionally triggered, they dun bother to tidy their room, left clothes and food lying around and all? Well, i do understand now as i'm experiencing that. Pretty painful huh? And it's a bad time as i'm having common test tomorrow. I can't help it but feels that way. Perharps a pretty walk in the night could solve the problems. Well, people do say cigarettes is their brother, as they tell their stress to the cigarettes. They can carry a cigarette everywhere, smoke 24/6 whenever they want. But mine's a place. So how? =/ And i think it's all because of being in Real Estate Business. Anyways, i wasted my day off, TOTALLY. & to Jia Wei, pls do get well soon. Hope u can at least go for MES, cos if u get that 20%, then harder to fail!

Life's like a Boat. And i'd fucking lost my oars.
so how do i come up to the shore?
CHEERS XD for tec tmr.