lovynn

i always had a dig for indie,
self written, self composition as i believed there're still plenty of talents lying around in this huge land.
manage to get myself quite a number of songs down in my itunes, ranging from those from university talents and fameless composers.
and now this :D
& she sang like a star.



a beautiful local production by fellow singaporean Lovynn Kan (did i got that right?)
and anyways, she's still alive and kicking please.
but nevertheless let us enjoy this beautiful song.

草莓月亮。 (Strawberry Moon)

it'd really been sometime, since i'd written something intelligent.
hope i wont make my old song sound any more worse.



草莓月亮。 (Strawberry Moon)

在超级市场流浪，
我看见新鲜的草莓对我微笑，要我买它的盼望。
我避开买它的丁往
但是你爱吃的草莓我又上当

不重要的过去，在脑海里流浪
震动着我们的方向
好希望，我们不会象海浪
只会把不好的带到岸上

看着天上的草莓月亮，
在记忆中失去了方向
血红红的草莓汁，流如江，
就像我的心伤

想到你，和我在同一片天空，看的都一样
我们的心都在流血，拼命微笑

知道要失去了你，我的心不停的慌

看着天上的草莓月亮，
在记忆中失去了方向
血红红的草莓汁，象红红的长江，
就像我的心的伤

换钱的时候查了一角，
糟糕，原来，一切都是一样
矛盾骄傲的我才不会投降。
让我们，给彼此悲伤

看着草莓月亮，
在记忆中失去了方向
血红红的草莓汁，象红红的长江，
就像我们的心伤

原来，我们一直都在草莓月亮下...受伤。

-完-

”草莓都在和我撒娇，你呢?"

"我发现到草莓其实并没带来悲伤。
红红的他，
就像肥胖胖的孩子一样。"

以后，我希望我们的孩子，
能够爱吃草莓，
让草莓，陪伴他成长”

"但是，已经太迟了。。"

如果这就是爱情..?

这么多如果，

这几天，

距离一天比一天遥远。

你好像变远了。

不知道该说什么。

好累。。

好无奈

真的没有力气，也没有方向。

我也。。

觉得，我们好像两个永远见不到面的笔友。

晚安笔友。。

晚安。。

Liar Game

The Liar Game takes the game of deception of the next level.
how human gets blinded by greed and hurt each other for selfish gains.

came across this by chance and it sort of revived my love for liar game and made my Sunday alot more beautiful.

had to watch it since i guess it would take some time before it hit local's sliver screen.



in case you missed it:

LIAR GAME MOVIE I:
Final Stage, Garden of Eden



LIAR GAME MOVIE II:
Liar Game Reborn, Musical Chairs



Enjoy (:

a relationship

A relationship.

It really takes more than a compatible couple to last this long in this generation, given this open mindedness of the society and the reluctance of people committing.

A relationship is like wearing a pair of shoes, or finding the perfect shoes, that fit.. or that which last.
Even if u just used it at home, it'll still gets dirty when dust settles in, let alone walking on a journey of life, you're constantly hit by the rain or shine, let alone the mud. As long as u know this is a good shoe, won't wear, won't tear. Or it can be fixed, it's all good.
Sometimes, it might not the pair gleaming at the glass display. It might sees nice, had a hefty price, but chasing the beauty might only leave your legs with blisters and blood, i guess... sometimes in a relationship, comfort is what that is of utmost importance.
I know you might be screaming, debating.. "hey, this is not what i want!" but then, think again, u could have get what you want, u could just tug onto that pricey shoes, while walking barefooted, as if a one sided relationship. But how long can you hold? that's not the way a human soul works, i know nothing much, I'm still walking and i'm still learning.
But i know how much a soul needs healing... healing from another soul. the positive energy emitted from one to another. Is what that makes us feel the true worth. what that makes us stay. It takes 1 to fish, 2 to tango.

i know this analogy sounds stupid. but if you could just think for abit, maybe you could for an instant, understood what i meant.

It's Sunday today, you and your loved ones would be back to their routine life tomorrow, so cherish today, cherish her. It's a good day to clear the mist, make things work.
At least, you know you already had a good start in your week ahead.

DA

this saturday rain.
my life's still pretty much in a mess i guess.
everything seems so out of place but then again, there's a special touch to it..like..
an organized mess?
i couldn't really put a finger to it.

influenza had got me bad,
but yet it isn't gonna stop me from enjoying my weekends.
just that it really made me how bad it would be like to be a mute.
i couldn't really speak much/loud due to the bad sore throat.
and i didn't bother to express myself then.
fuck this.

recently caught onto the recent local drama wave.
wasn't a fan of 9pm dramas, but kinda rode on it when i heard that the recent one's by wawa production.
there's a certain uniqueness about their dramas..
after watching their first few productions, i decided to support their production :D
kinda made local drama different ya know'
 and they're really thoughtful at choosing their opening and ending theme.

gameplan, usual pairing of chris and jess.
the game of deception.
lets go!

and their beautiful ending song.
i didn't know that hebe had such beautiful voice.
it didn't sound like her thou.



felt so attached to this song.
felt so much like how we are.
the little games we played, the journey of thorns and blood.
how we played the chasing game.
how we inevitably stabbed each other's heart with tears flowing down from our eyes and a smile from our face.

你是魔鬼中的天使
所以送我心碎的方式
是讓我笑到最後一秒為止
才發現自己胸口插了一把刀子

2do

list of things i would like to do,
since i would be spending my Tuesday at night.
LIKELY..

 Things to be completed.

• Clear out my inbox
• Reading and replying to the emails
• Korean homework: wrap up all the vowels
• Digs out my notes
• Repack my room: shoo with the useless stuff and starts planting useful things on my shelves
• Starts on plan on materializing my page

Guess that's pretty much it. quite alot already.
and a secret bonus would be getting my ass of my stupid chair and start exercising.

i'll check right in tomorrow.
for a better me, a day at a time.

fuck my life. D: 
guess i'll leave those to tomorrow because i ended up watching an old movie which i'd been wanting to watch for sometime

d.

my mask's slipping...
what's wrong?
i thought it could still pull this off, but why?

i could hear nothing but only the helpless clicks from my evoker.
i don't know what to do anymore.
helpless,
i let silence overtook me as it could feel the tiny bits started crumbling from the side.
i put my hands over my face and yet it's not working.
i felt naked, exposed.
and a tiny tinge of shame, 
yes, it's still me. but, over the everchanging years, only made me confuse..
the question of truth
 what now..?
what comes now..

sane

fragments of the week came over to me.
the 7 days that made my week,
the week that contained moments that could never be forgotten stored in my brain.
how i could never just sit by and watch the fire burns,
it just felt so morally wrong.

siao ang mo, alot chio bu kua

cards

Monday...

i feel jaded.
tired.
why must we play the game of cards..
couldn't we just sit back, and relax..?
a thousands questions, but zero answers.

lets skip this with the movie of the day..
: DAISY




a beautiful love story.
one which got you thinking..
a thoughtful movie, filled with beautiful sceneries and piano pieces that touches your heart.

lastly...
a song that heals the soul.



i'm a closet fan for soprano <3 p="p">the build up is just so beautiful, the angelic voices.
these angels just made my day. and so do you, Jun Ji Hyun

Calm 051012

Hi,

I'm a changed person now. Not a guy who hits the panic button, or one who fumbles when things screwed up. Maybe I'm just more laid back, I don't know. But I know. I'm just fucking chilled. I could sit out in the living room with a beer if the tap I was fixing is harder than rubic's little puzzle.

I'm blogging this because for the first time, I didn't start panicking after 3 buses just ran straight from my face. What I always told myself.

"I'm not late yet"

Yes, 3 buses. Unbelievable. Alright I can always take bus A and B to my camp, so usually I'll just trinkle down the hill with my earpiece on and adjust my pace accordingly. I would run if I think I could make it, and I would walk if I knew this calls for plan b. So since I was 1 minute away, and I couldn't run for it, or now I usually chooses plan b because I'm fucking relaxed.

Moving on, I decided to walk and I lowered my speed on thinking since I'm only a minute away and the bus won't probably come. There're construction of the new mrt taking place, so with all the barricades, I could fucking see, only can hear. I heard a bus, instinct tells me that it's a long one, woosh! Yes long one. The 2nd bus came to my mind and before I knew it. Bam! God's testing my patience and I'm glad I passed.
So, instead off cursing, I told myself that I'd paid my dues and today better be a good day. Or so I hope.

But sometimes I think there're multiple explosions going on in places of my head that I don't know of.

So, if u see a fucking calm guy, strolling along the bottom of rifle range road at 755 with a neighbourhood sling bag, trying to hitch a ride up, that would probably be me.

Taken away.

Finally...
after uncountable days, we finally went out on a second date.
lets just not say that we wasted afew hours by nuaing at home shall we?

get all dressed up,
good to go~ 
head down to our usual cinema @ Cine
god know how long had it been since we(I) had last enjoyed a movie in the cinema.
 a treat from snack gluttony to best fries forever!
i'm not a fan of snacks, but BFF's cheese sauce just made me jizzed in my pants
and yes, fries eating to the next level.
i'm a closet fan for fries as a side dish/finger food during my meals and i daresay BFF has one of the nicest fries amongst those that i'd tasted.

Yes, taken 2.



this movie's pretty much enjoyable.
no spoiler, but u get to see Liam dealing all the slick and as expected moves and kicking ass.
it's a good movie i guess?
not as taken by surprise as it's first, but i still enjoyed it.

Strolled along orchard, and then we just bus home from cathy.
it's short..
yes. short..

Pizza and beer

Today seemed too good. Eerily different . Infact it seemed to be unusually good.

The usual people are missing from the bus. The usual driver whom I cursed at because he just drove pass us. The usual mother and daughter who would panic when they missed the 7am-ish bus. The Auntie who would cursed out loud, shouting at people who don't listen, people who didn't moved to the back.
the AES students who reluctantly bored the bus if there's any extra space, as if finding excuse to delay.
the bus just seems... Empty. Filled with unfamiliar faces. I can't help it but felt it was just as if it's my first day to work, tuning to this new life.

& who gives a fuck.

***

Happening week ahead and I'm more than happy to get it done with. It's also audit period for my camp. Hope things goes off well.. Just alittle unmotivated when my hardwork didn't get appreciated.

Anyways, my epiphany for now. Despite all the self enriching lessons that I'm tapping to, I'm also started to plan out things to do during my weekdays. Yes, life's short and weekends are shorter. 2 days of magic isn't really enough for us.
So I thought of sprinkling some on my weekdays as well. Chilling out over a drink nearby, heading to town on another, or even hosting a mini pizza party over at my place.

Definitely couldn't wait for pizza to be served later. Oh! I'm not forgetting the beers :D

***

24 Dogs

Currently Addicted to:


廿四味24Herbs MV "Wonderland" Feat. 衛蘭Janice Vidal





am in the period of listening to canto-songs.
24 Herbs is a rap group in HK, pretty much indie i think, but guess what?
they friggin' sang for Lan Kwai Fong's opening song and a number of songs in uprising game Sleeping Dog.

support them pls >_<


***

lazing in my life.
unmotivated, life's too fucking busy and exciting.

hai

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