Quasi tangible

tan·gi·ble

   [tan-juh-buhl]  Show IPA

adjective

1.

capable of being touched; discernible by the touch; materialor substantial.

2.

real or actual, rather than imaginary or visionary: the tangiblebenefits of sunshine.

3.

definite; not vague or elusive: no tangible grounds forsuspicion.

4.

(of an asset) having actual physical existence, as realestate or chattels, and therefore capable of being assigneda value in monetary terms.

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run

numb.
my weekend was pretty much crazy.
time to get going,

time to start running, moving, and to do whatever i'm doing.

Lupsup poem

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
My cock gets hard,
When I see you.

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Slaughter off your monday blues.

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all my plans and schemes.
lost like a forgotten dream..

alright. i cannot write for nuts.
this few weeks' gonna be so surreal.
i'm just lazing around, waiting for things to happen,
just moving ahead like a headless chicken with no sense of direction

i'm drfiting..
my week is..
transition period for my new boss is okay,
my current boss will be leaving and after wednesday i'll be under someone new.
he's all good.
he's really all good.

weekends... hmmm things have been really quiet this weekend.
my little date with adel, just a quiet night with movies.
and goofing around with my army boys on saturday.
i'm not sure what i want to write thou,
with this sunday rain, it'd really been a good day to just snuggle under your blanket and just lay there, listening to music.
it's not a bad idea to stay in isn't it..?

i really got to get myself motivated and this helplessness only suck.
i'm afraid of the failure, and the unkown.
i'm a fucking wimp.

dont really have brain juice for a beautiful piece of writing now.

hana

Initially i'm just watch for the sake of watching it so i can delete it.
(because i accidentally downloaded the blu-ray version and it's fuckig 11 gb)
it didn't took me long to dive into the film, and before long i was sucked in, together with the charms of christian bale. he really can pull it off.
but it all paid off.
beautiful cinematography.
very beautiful slow motions that capture the war scene.
2 words. beautiful & tragic.

A beautiful film.
a very beautiful film, about human love, the beautify of human nature.
people who inevitably weaved together in the presence of war.



alot of movies are made in relation to the infamous masscare during the war @ nanking.
u can read about nanking masscare on wiki.
well heartless are they? during the war, how they bought our motherland 6 feet under.
so brutal that they didn't even show mercy in churches and hospital.

the past is indeed jaded. and how dare they tried to hide it, hide their shameless sin from the future generations.
rape, murder, abuse, more than u can think of. of cos they are forgiven, but such things can never be forget.
and one little apology from a japanese girl touched my heart in the pages of the guest book from ford factory (i think, or was it some other historian museum).
it went along the line after her introduction with squarish hand writing in japanese while squeezing english translation in between, saying that she's really shocked and was so sorry that it all happened, and how sorry and ashamed that she felt..
i dk if it's all made up or what, but at least. that chunk of text touched me in the slightest bit

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i'm a sucker for war films and war biographies and this film touched me in the many of their ways.

how noble were people then.
the earth was a better place if not for the war.
twisted beauty of human sacrificial.
there the flowers bloomed with their bloodstained pedals while bullets rained down from the heavens.

Child

I'm afraid.. Really afraid..

sole

how he would snaked into your mind.
played with your thoughts, toyed with your emotions,
for he who lies, plays the deadly cards that flutters your judgement.

now who's the devil?

i don't know, i would never wanted to as well.
we shared, good times, thick and thin, but somehow things are no longer similar anymore..
my brother..

that aside, my new boss's just got here,
and we fucking have the same ord date.
ord lo (fml still got mother fucking long pls)

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i ought to be bathing in bliss.
i ought to..
tired, fatigue.
i just lost interest in almost anything,
my drive just disappeared as if i'm helplessly trying to grab water with my hands, slipping thru inevitably from the gaps from my fingers.
it feels really terrible.
really.. terrible.. so much that it hurts.

work's still good.
everything's good.
i'm enjoying this newly forged brotherhood.

had this weird dream
this little girl, crying infront of me,
i keep asking why, but she didn't say a word,
but still keep crying. and crying.
oh poor child..
i could never interpret this shit. God just overestimated me.

& the pandas are here in singapore.
but with this killer weather i rather watched animals off youtube.

***

secret poison teaser.



sexy as well <3 p="p">& they just gave me 4 lucky digits. huat ah~

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wolf whistle all around, since most of my friends cant wait to sink their fangs into this korean snow white i decide to find the full video of her.

youtube doesn't have the full one as those are cut to make it pg13. but hell am i not giving up
and after a "short" while, i finally found the full video.
this is a fucking MUST SHARE knn

R21. lets go

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& holy shit, she's fucking 36!
if only my wife is so hot when she's 36.
i would fucking marry her.

***

laid back

i was high.
not alcoholic high, just normal high.

we went to kfc, and i spilled my medium pepsi onto to my berms.
my balls are dripping wet, and it's cold.
and i just sat there, oblivious to everything, why my friends laughed.
i would have laughed too, but i'm just too lazy to do anything about it.

& slowly, i took off my berms and air it on the chair beside me.
fucking sitting in kfc with only my boxers.

come to think of it,
it's a pretty nice moment to laughed at.
we had fun.

and off i went to round 2 with my drenched berms.
switched my persona during the night, a different one for my poly cliques.
yes, the 4 brothers.
i'm different, yet i'm still myself with you guys.
nothing beats supper talks.
we'd all grown up i guess.
the only thing that didn't change is... beo-ing chio bu :D

a sunday at home.
this is a quiet week..
at least. i made it quiet.
i ought to take a break.
and to be fucking honest, i didn't really have feel to write today.
words just seem to trail off, before they could become a sentence.

i keep telling myself to start moving.

afew more goals to be written in my old crumpled sheet of goal list.
i'm getting started. i wish...

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gotham city imposters.
it's a 6 v 6 arena fps with a wide array of weapons.
so what would you be? the crazy samurai slicing off bat man wanna be? or the quiet sniper that put bullets thru the head of those crazy bastards?