cockscrew. Halloween

Well, it's an all saint day where things become even eh ?
Alrighty, my day ended quite well, however how it started was really so screwed up.
Firstly, i overslept for my e-learning, gosh and together with my screwed up laptop, trouble was doubled. Geez, -.- nth was right thou and i end up missing the BTC quiz, and late for the PLW submission.

Well, got free lunch from Adeline Toh =x LOLz
thanks anyways for the subway delivery, i appreciated it. Catch some joke movie titled the little mermaid: Ariel's Beginning.
it's a Disney's production thou.
Head out with the guys to Town after Jasper Hing dismiss from SIM. Meet him and Kunda lor.
took 960 =/ after that meet Razak and Jasper Toh there.
we're totally wasted -.-

Head to Clarke Quay after that ^^
it's HALLOWEEN.
gosh, shld have see the number of chio bu there =D
all dressed up =x
nurse la,
doctors la, pirate la, anything la, XD

well, lazy to type already.

CHEERS =D

faint.

Hmmmm, well it's a rather blurry day today. Nth's up as usual, however...
i ended up skipping school, and sleeping until 9pm.

HEHE, as usual RUI EN >.<

anyways, work up at 8 today, and went over to prepare and slack.
Say hao with my brothers meet at NP @ 11/30 to do work one,
meet lix and bus stop then go book room. Did nothing except slacking, and after deciding to pon class, i head back to plaza early to meet up with Kunda for lunch.

CHEERS (X

RUI EN !!!

well guys from mediacorp website,
"Rui En will also release her Mandarin album in November this year."

wahahaha this is freaking AWESOME.

anyways;

P.S. jy RUI EN xoxo
CHEERS (x

BLACK.

Well, woke up rather early today, or rather before i woke up i had 4 people waiting for me outside my door. Jasper Hing, Kunda, Razak Shah.
Geez, my apologises for sleeping till so late thou, rush and prepare before heading downstairs to meet them. Head over to take 960 to SIM LIM tower and SIM LIM Square to get some stuffs before walking over to Suntec. Yes, we had dinner @ KFC before heading over to star factory, did some window shopping and stuffs like that.
uh yea, so basically was chilling out and stuff like that before walking to Marina Sq, and lastly to Clarke Quay before heading back.
School's @ 8 tomorrow, yet i slept late, catch the sequel of Chinese Odessy, a steph chow's movie before heading to lala land.

CHEERS (x

sunday,

well, sleep till the max, do nothing much as seems like i waste a day thou.
nth happen as i was at home.

CHEERS (:

FINDs,

well thought to post here before the clock srike 12. Basicaly i had my COMT lesson today, well i don't really like the facilator i guess. Well, but she's okay (: Anyways wasn't that close to my mates yet so i had quite awhile of individual time of surfing net, lazing around during lessons.
Uh, and i got into some bok searching spree today, well it's about my CRM. geez, i ain't want my GPA to be lousy after hearing comments like easy to score and so on. Well, had quite a fun time =x the sense of accomplishment when u find tio correct code is song =D

nth much, lazy to rant (:
CHEERS XD

charRED.

yes, i highlighted the word red. Nothing is going wel today, head's burning, fuming and what's more to drive me crazy?
Naturally i'm not of a person which good managing abilities, i have problems prioritiesing stuffs and all. That includes walking on a "track of consistency". Anyways, before i move on to my rants, i'll just fill up with my day or smth. Well, anyways today i'm late for CRM thou (._.) Got a 2 weeks worth of project before heading over to PLW, and after with the tired-nes and al, decide to pon BTC. I'd a bad day to begin with, and my mood wasn't right. I'm scared, confuse, petrified.
uh yea, meet up with Xian Zheng, Jon, Ka En and Razak before heading back. Ltr stil go Wen Jie =D. Get home after grabbing some dinner. Wasn't feeling that well thou..

[!] Well, the following below is just a RANT thou. (so don't bombard me with qns, with you read this)
well, sometimes i wondered, where did i go wrong?
Maybe it's because i'm much of a "CLOSE" person, thou i may or act or behave like an open one. What i prefer my the other half is, obviously is to be "CLOSE" as i am.
Well in a relationship, i really don't like much people to revolve around US. (mon is perfect). I hate external factors, yes. I know i'm the unreasonable kind, i can't demand for a duck rice to turn into chicken rice (i don't know what the hel i'm trying to say).
I prefer someone who is "CLOSE", as i said, someone who is not that open, expose to creatures of the opposite gender. Quiet type, "zhi bi" type, best if they hate interactive activities. And like "AARON" (lolz sorry for using ur name, but sometimes the way ur relationship runs makes me green with envy).
someone who obviously spends more time with the love ones,
yes i wished to be spoilted and pampered.
and i adore "zong se qing you" bitches.
i couldn't stand it if she was to stay out late with her friends but not with me,
and seeing her getting into physical contacts with guys would made me doubt.
my mind would blows if she leaves me (^_^)

[...AND I SAID I PREFER, NOT WANTED, BUT OF COS' I WISHED]

yes, i'm strange. But a series of events changed me, and i'm not leaving the healhy life before, well it'd been a life long scar. But sometimes i just couldn't change the clock back, thou i thought i could. And to gain ultimate trust, guess i'll be selfish.
* Yes you gotta carry me, cos' my legs won't get me far.

BUT of cos' sometimes my tastebud will change, but ultimately, i'm still at it.
& it will take it's toll.
P.S. I wonders if i'll get a wife in the fuure thou! >< some screwed up qualities.
CHEERS (:

tasp

Well, kindly read it backward, that's the word past. Well let me first give a pat to Kelvin first. Well, you'd fought well (: and i'd glad that you'd grown up.

Anyways let me started on my day first thing first i'd bene hit with insomia, and i'm wide awake like 6 in the morning. Head over to school as usual, and monday is an electrictying day, Even Week, 5 hours of Electrical Systems (ELS). geez, head back home after that and had dinner with Adeline. Well looks like the first paper is alil' weeny tricky.
don't give up thou (:

CHEERS (:

vision

well still bothered by what i saw the day before, i'm not that good actually.

Felt like a fool, i go back on my words which i said before holidays come to an end. Well, i'm much slaking again, wailing like a baby, and complaining about the almost filled up timetable. Life is always seems to be filled up. Well life seems to pass by fast, however frommy vision, it's only a phrase, i don't know why or how i saw that, wel maybe being able to reincarnated was a gift or some sort.

To those having Chem. O Levels tomorrow, good luck (:
& to Adeline Toh, better get A1 if not... =D

CHEERS (:

Ab-normal Beauty

Well, watched this movie at Kunda's house on the way back. Alil' artistic thou, thought might be a great candidate for the flim festival. Hmmm anyways, woke up alil today and head over to a thailand "territory" with Kelvin and Sulaiman to get stuffs for Kelv's muay thai. Well, head over to some random market/kopitiam after that for dinner. Head over to Marina and saw brother wayne. =D

Good luck for ur Os yea =D

Geez, anyways, head back ltr after that, and i end my day with a late night supper @ Mac.

CHEERS (:

cycle

Well, alrighty. I shall blog in my thoughts for today, quite alot however i'll keep some in the inside as it's hard to describe some of'em. Oh well, woke up rather early today and head out to school. Well it's only an hour, so slack with Felix and Frank then. Tehehehe, talk quite abit with'em. Head back for an afternoon nap before heading out to plaza for Dinner. Well here i'mma back again. My day for today's rather short and empty thou.

Well, answering to my previous blog, was talking about live to a friend of mine, when i suddenly felt that, there's one reason to know life was fair. Well, God made us all different (no religion based). Everyone's equal ain't it? However, there's really someone, at least someone for everyone, well and of course, marraige is only to be with your "one" and only. Wealth and some other physical and mental attributes are basically optional add-ons thou. =/ So be it if you're fat, ugly, short, tall or living with one ball(s), don't worry yea =D

Hmmmm, another thing i wanted to accounted to, well i haven been tlaking about "death" and reincarnation fully with anyone yet, but yesterday as i can't sleep, i'd quite a supernatural "happening" in time like 4am in the wee hours.
As usual, i'm lying on my bed, staring up at my blank ceilings. Suddenly, i saw my "previous" lives or whatever =/ well, my mind thought about death suddenly. And well i was like "aww man, afew decades down, we all will be lying in coffins yea?" And when i close my eyes, i reaccount the first view of my life.

"It is as if my body is programmed to live, 'again' in this case, i wasn't sure of my looks and my surrounding, and i'm only 4. I started to be amaze and the fact that i could stand up, and have no idea what happened before. I called strangers Dad, Mom, and everything".

Before i know it, i'm Me.

Well, this might be quite hard to explain. However this thought gave me an idea about, live cycle and i got quite excited as if i'd solved an impossible puzzle. Well, i do find it hard to put into words thou =/

nth much, & lastly hope the elixer to infinite life could be invented ASAP.
CHEERS ^___^

Myself, Yourself.

was wondering and having a weird dream before i woke up. What happen next?

Geez, i was disturbed again by my mum. "Ronnie it's 9.30 already", jolted my back to reality. And i shot up straight, rubbing my eyes while my hands search for my toothbrush. COMT, yet another IS module. Well for some apparant reason, i never like IS modules or i wont be performaning well in my IS module. My laziness to communication ensare my thoughts where voices keeps triling my ears. Before long i was out already, turning my head in the direction of the roads, fratically trying to get a cab. In a almost running motion, i reach plaza in no time, and u yea, for the first time, i sprint. For i saw 184 driving over to the inerchange to pick p NP students, my legs carried me like wind. I sucessfuly ran pass a series of red lights without any accidents and without any hornings of any vehicle.

Uh well, i'm on the bus, my mood aint getting better as i wasn't playing my DS, just helplessly praying that things will be fine and go smooth ltr on =x

*well posting was dragging to near 11, due to some unforeseen circumstances".

Alrighty shall be posting until the end since i'm here already... uh yea, had COMT, class changed to 56-05-09, ended up in another heat up run in the long run. Anyways it's only a 2 hour session and i'm home already. Meet my classmates, just another bunch of intelligent people, and there's this awesome indian guy o.o LOLZ ~ Well, agreed to meet up with Jasper Hing on my way back, however saw Randolph. End up have some catching up with each other =/ well, he's yet another awesome guy i guess (: head back after meeting up with Kunda while Randolph went back, Jasper to SIM. Hmmmmm, after that, stay at home to slack, and all... Thoughts still dripping from my ears, the contents slowly empty into my head.

"What went wrong?"

Well, i'm not really sure, well this post, actually i wont really be showing this, however i decided to heck it (: Dun ask me, i won't tell anybody. (you think who, is who lor).

Well, obviously in life we have to make alot of decision. Am i too forceful on my decision or it's just another immature act that i'd done which result in this consequece. I seriously have no idea, uh yea for you happiness i may sound alittle to noble however we're pointing knives at each other throat indirectly thou.

a series of flashbacks came to my mind, and i was revert to konayuki, an insert song in 1 litre of tears.

"Season of snow powder always come
Although we are mixed up with a mass of people
we are looking on the same sky
Blown by the wind, and we are chilled by it

I may not know everything about you
Nevertheless, I've found you among 100 million of
people
There's no proof but I'm very serious of it

It's impossible to live in the same time with no single quarrel
If we can't be honest, happiness and sadness are just meaningless

If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
Could we both share our loneliness?

I would press my ear near to your heart
And go down deep into the place where I hear that voice and meet you once again

We want to understand each other
It's me who softly brush the surface
Just by tightly gripping your numb and cold hand
We are tied to each other

Snow powder is too fragile
In front of us, keep on leaving stains on the rough asphalt forever

Snow powder doesnot rely on time, moving our heart
Nevertheless, I'd still like to keep on protecting you

If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
It will cover both our loneliness and return it to the sky..."

Well, the words ensare me like never before, for once i felt stupid, losing myself to this kinda situation.

"Love is all about making unchangable decision ain't it? -Ronnie Tan"
[yet another quote]

thinking back, it's just a small little flame of crush at first. We could've step on it, and put a stop to everything. However we just add paper to it, causing it to grow.

wel, i'd know why lifes fair suddenly, i'll leave it to tomorrow shall i?

CHEERS (: KIMOCHI >< HAYAKU >< YAMETE!!! desu ka?

mirrors

Well, i'm back here again (: geez, ever since "that" day, my life had took a serious turn.

Well, anyways poly is not any better as usual. Always i felt as if i'd left something very impt when i left home. Hmmmmm, school is not good too. Been falling asleee in lectures due fatique. Sometimes, striked by emo-ness, remained silence for hell' offa long time. Well, today began on 3 new modules, namely Principle of Law (PLW), Building Technology (BTC), and Hospitality Management (HSM). In fact i fall asleep for all three of them. Sometimes my mine just goes alil' far off what the teacher's talking about. Such as life, well, and many unspoken shit... Released early at 3 instead of 5, head back to get some rest...geez,

determine desu ka ?
CHEERS (:

boil that passion

Well, nothing much happen yet, so i'll just leave the title blank for now...

Oh well, it's the first day of school today, and as most tutorials and practicals are cancelled. School starting at 11am instead. Well, i do kinda miss the moments that perfect 10 had accompanied me thru every morning on my journey to school. And i do miss my brothers. Oh well, the 6 of us still had a long way to go isn't it? Well, as i'd just found out, it isn't hard in poly, the marks are there for us. Just that either we want it or not, well that explains the will to fight for the marks thou... And well after looking at the modues the other night, i'm much ready for another tough semester isn't it? Wonder how will i do in this sem anyways. Well, imma off to do my stuffs, adios.

CHEERS (:

New Urban Male.

hmmmm, wide...that's a big word isn't it ? My brain is felt with alotta stuff since yesterday. Well it's rather personal i just, related to my dreams, future and everything. Well, just how wide is the ocean out that (society). In a few years time, we'll be out in the society, against the harsh tides that would show no mercy to crash us down. Well, alrighty back on post. It's like gonna be 7AM, and i'm wide awake, going out with Irvin later, looks like it's time for us to catch back up with time since he's at work.. Well, lets hope that the outing today will be a good one yea? =D will post it in if there're any significant happenings yea?

&... *sometimes are better left unsaid*.

CHEERS (X

bwahahahahahahaha, anyways (: how's that? well just got it from new urban male @ citylink today with a bunchha new urban males. Hmmmmm well, i'll start up with after that. Well met up with Irvin at plaza, and we started to catch up with each other at KFC. Heading out to marina after that, we slack abit and all while waiting for jon, jasper hing and kunda. Hmmmmm nothing much after all, just to post about that ^^

lazy to type in more XD

* i'll still love you in the morning
CHEERS (X

logic

oh well, oh well, it's like about afew mins before 12, and i'm wondering if i'll be jogging at senja grand. Well, let me review some changes in my life yea,
Well, currently, sticking to a brand new gadget titled Nintendo DS, as well as starting out on a quite old T-drama titled it started with a kiss 2, (known as "they kiss again). Well, didn't do anything much today, end up watching Galileo (: hmmm, head out to plaza for dinner before head over to Senja LRT station to meet up with kunda. Have a chat session with him lo, man to man talk (x

Anyways, do hope that your r/s would set sailing smoothly real soon.

CHEERS XD

death

"as long as our heart is beating, we're always walking towards death."

Well, that's the first thing that come to my mind. Oh well, didn't really sleep well last night, that explains me waking up early. Well, hoping to go out i guess, however RP and SIM is starting school already thou. Felt like asking Zayar or Zhe Wei out instead, however don't wish to trouble them =S
Like, nothing major yet right? (: Anyways, hmmmmm i still don't know what to post yet thou, cos' well what's gonna happen in the later part of the day is still unkown. Hmmmm, till then

CHEERS (X

Selamat Hari Raya

Well, imma grown up now, no children day (:
anyways, i end up sleeping till, well...er... Evening due to yesterday.
Head over to Razak's house after all the crap, with Jon, Jasper Hing,Kunda and Kelvin. Well, it's rather nice staying at Razak's place. It's like a cultural exchange too, well i got the chance to tase malay cuisine and all. Well i kinda love the feeling =D.
I MEAN IT. well, thou i'm a little food picky and a chilli hater =/ ~

But overall it's really so that great, hah~ After a nice and delicious dinner, consist of chicken wings and snacks and chocs ~ We sat down and chat, while watching channel 8 (:
Bwahahahahhaha Well, that's the 9 PM show, crime buster on the run right now. Well, besides Rui En, i guess i couldn't find any other reason for TV. Oh ya, it'd been ages since i keep tabs on her thou... Was waiting for her album.

And after that, Jon went home while the rest came over my house, and Kelv's parents came fetching him back.
Well, kinda had a hardcore time at my house. We're so bursting out in laughter! bwahahhahaha, looks like Maiden's Passion had really been reborn ._.

CHEERS (X