sky

tears formed in my eyes,
i'm just afraid.
afraid of everything,
anything.
i put my mind into froze mode, processing slow, just like a slow drifting cloud who won't move unless wind calls.
yes, i just wanted to stay next to my sun, the source of life.

there...
i'm going...
counting the hours,
lining up the things to get on my last day.

for once, i stoned at home, because i dont wanna do anything.
i just want time to move slowly,
while i'm starring at it, making time seems slow.
but yet my helpless daze did none of those magic.

there..
you'll be going, into a whole new life,
fighting in the jungle,
while me, in another jungle on some island which i probably dread visiting.
of cos i'm looking forward to NS,
but the harsh truth that's hidden below the leaves and the earth,
i'm still afraid, for the worst.

then you'll be gone, together with the wind. while i'm miles away from your scent.
the air i breathe, full of sweat and blood.
physical obstacles that put my delicate body to the test.
only think i could look forward too is my sharpened pecs, you and my friends.
brothers in arms, lets heed the call and unite on the 7th

i know we're both afraid.
let's just hope that things work out,
while we're still under the same skies.