turn back.

yesterday seems so surreal, everything seems so fast.
my mind's spinning out threads of thoughts every seconds,
weaving the tales worth a thousand gold.
but somehow it's better left untold...

Yes, i'm however specially here to rant.
firstly, nothing much happened today, my mood was down but my heart's warm and full of joy at first. The thought of ending school early thrills me.
did abit of CRM just right after dawn and headed for an early lunch.
After being rewarded for another 2 hours of lunch break, we're off to BTC.
geez, didn't really get that module.

& MY.HEAD.IS.BURSTING.THANK.YOU.
[just back, i wanna scold vulgar so much,
yes be it since you're not fucking here,
i can't even vent my fustration properly elsewhere
there's no place for me T.T]

i'm so stressed up on the inside however, i've got COMT & HSM presentation,
and that's alotta work,
my comt mates sucks totally.

(peeps) * don't blame me, if i turned to an unhealthy way of destress, just that i couldn't help it*

those retards who doesn't know the meaning of contribution -.-
how they're gonna survive in the harsh society in the near future.

# RANTS.
are you not giving in your full effort?
i don't think you're giving you all for this.
you didn't fight for it, you're afraid.
you felt that somethings are unnecessary.
i felt nothing after so long.
it sucks totally, i don't wanna type down here as well,
you're never here whenever i need you.
you have not idea how i feel at all right?

"what i want is neither a pretty face,
nor a sexy lady.
what i want is someone who can be thee for me,
in my times of need."

TODAY SUCKS,
TOTALLY DAMAGED MY DRIVE TO GO ON FOR A WEEK.
FUCK YOU.

*just back from destressing*

thank god, thanks thanks thanks for helping.
i won't imagine how would it be like without you.
owe you one, arigato ^^

To someone whom you know whom you are.
i know, it's very unreasonable of me today, that's why i chose to say it here,
it'll be rather awkward over at the sms.
don't worry, i'd learn how to take care of myself, you don't have to be there for me already, if you don't want to.
you'd gave me lots of excuses today,
say u cant meet cos u can't think of excusing and u packing,
hello, u can pack tmr, and u can use the excuses today right?
i what it sourced from is from your friend,
seriously...
i'd seen the other side of you i think, maybe you're the type who just likes to use excuses.
not that i wanna say it that way, u kept insisting u can't get out of the house, even w/o asking you mom about it,
and 5pm someone ask u meet tmr then u say can meet,
isn't it clearly cos u got to meet that someone then you can meet me?
feels like it's like how we're ages before, that time when storm came and boulders of burden hurled at me like no other.
you scare your mum nag cos...

and then, always i ended up forgetting about it.
when can you be there for me?
maybe it's time for me to turn to something else right?
maybe my way is a doubleedge sword but, heck. i feel so terrible just now.

last time also lidat, i dou suan ler,
this time again also lidat, suan ler bah...

* guys if you'd link me. i'm changing my blog stuff cos i don wan anybody to read abt my blog already*

TEARS,BLOOD, SCREAM.

twelve, alittle too many.

Well, this week's saturaday outing ended up rather late unexpectedly.

Anyways, woke up as usual however we had a late start.

meet kelv at 1.30 PM @ plaza and took 960 over to meet up with Ivan, Elton, Derrick and Irvin.

meet'em up and we went shopping around bugis;

well, it's only the 6 of us, at first. Then head over to dopy ghaut,

meet up with wayne for abit before going over to the pool @ concorede*

the rest come over much later, Kunda, Razak, Sulaiman, Jasper Hing.

it sum up to 10. And we head to plaza sing for dinner.

yes, omg ten GUYS in kopitiam. Hard to move around also, go where also crowded (:

then hor, go find seat also hard, need 10 seats.

then go whatever shop also full lol.

after that we walk back to Orchard, walking with fun joy and laughter.

rather entertaining with the guys over there =D

clowning around and such (:

met Jasper Toh and Yong Hock @ Cine.

wahahahhaha 12 people liao,

had suchha crazy time, also first time see toilet need queue up one.

then anyhow walk around liao loh.

hmmmmm

then end up at shaw house, also li siao siao.
whole shopping centre can hear our voice.

li siao sioa, then go back, omg, uh yea, today's my first time full outing with Ivan,
hmmm he's a very nice guy i can say =D
looking forward to more outings like this (:
CHEERS (:

drips

School's only worth 2 hours today, however a series of unexpected events happened causing me to get back the marks i'd lost when i'd overslept for eLearning on BTC.
& Thanks Samuel for helping up.
hmmmm, due to our group's laziness, we ended up hecking CRM,
and mon's prom already huh, another year'd passed yet again.

wasn't really in an emo state today,
however i got another day wasted as i'd used up a whole afternoon napping after grabbing mac from bpp.
and i spend my nights sitting on the sofa, enjoying tv shows instead~

i'd much better said that i'll get my worth of enjoyment tmr and sun =D
well, tmr, it'll be quite a different day as got add some ppl, minus some people.
hmmmmm ~

i tend to get possessive at times; but...

life's like no other (:
CHEERS ^^

multi.

yes, RUI EN's NEW ALBUM PROLLY WILL BE OUT BY 20th NOV.
peeps please do support (x

& guys if you all got watch the recent epi for bu fan de ai.
omg, those shots when Rui En is taking for wedding, the tiara & gown rocks =x
i want =x

hmmmm, it's only COMT today, well irritating,
i doesn't really like the teacher, her face tells me smth about her =/
she's a "perma-smirk". her stout nose seems 24/7 in the air.
the aura she release wasn't friendly as well.

hmmmm got out prolly after that, head over to plaza alone.
yes, it's raining.
Sometimes when i'm emotional, i prefer rainy days,
well, was picking out an unique song titled hymne by Era,
yet another different side of me i guess (x
head home very late, very very.
and took a nap after that,

yes, a long nap. i'm up at 7.45 PM.
and time flies you know?
it's gonna be 9 soon =D

sometimes, when i fall, i told myself to stand up, however my legs won't listen...

CHEERS (x

Rain

well, was posting one day after.
haven been really posting as well,
hmmm poned HSM today, however the EVS peeps have some field trip,
awwww~

head over to plaza to get something to munch on;
meet Adeline then head over my house for some movies,
after movies or so, took 180 to jurong point and slack lo,
uh yea saw some tiara out at Chameleon.
awesome isn't it ?
head back rather early, it's a cold and windy day today.

CHEERS (:

where's da' love

Well, yes. It's before long that i'd taken an addiction to Rui En's song again.

well, read on, anyways, woke up pretty much late today, and i ended up missing the proj. meeting with Felix, Sam and Frank. OMG, how sweet of them to ask me to dont come ler =D
i know they dont want me to make a waste trip right?

then i stay at home shag lor, watch tv, got lunch, and laze around.
Kunda came over ltr, then play lor. This weekend as usual, wasted.
yes, i'm wasted, until at night, slacking and all.

Hmmm, sch's on for tomorrow as well, however i'm not at least charged up. Just where am i heading?
sometimes i felt that, it's more than what it takes to make it last...

*boo! back here again, yes it's 1 now and i'm emo-ing right here once again.
gonna rant. yes, 1 AM, you still awake.

are you a late sleeper in secret? why are you still awake?

why are u doing this in such a LATE time, somehow i felt you'd change, ALOT.

things will always move whether did u left them be right?

alot of WHYs surfaced up into my head; the millions of ungraspable question marks float my mind.

maybe someday you'll leave when you can't tolerate my nonsense.

=/ yes i'm paranoid, my brain's fucking numb yet it feels like bursting.

the stress that i witheld seems to be beyond control in time to come.

i need...

guess i gotta get an ipod shuf. soon.

life without music sucks.

i'm going to school, walk and doing everything, w/o music ._.

CHEERS (:

E-E-E-E-EPIC!

Yes, midnight, bo sleep.
Come here li siao siao.
yes, i'm not in my english form, must be crazy.
Anyways, *ehem* back to day, well today's AWESOME.
whole lot of us out. Zayar, Sulaiman, being our only 2 members of the CCK Freaks. Irvin, Derrick, Kunda, Razak and i being the BP rangers.
Mai siao siao, no hing nia, arbo full team liao.

Well, head out later then expected cos of me lor.
so SORRY. phone hanged, bo alarm. went to KFC makan liao then go arcade @ Bugis. regroup at BHG, omg had such a fun time.
yes, i'm crappy. i joke, i scream, i laughed, and i hurl vulgarities.
AGES since i ever does that, and yes (i can be classy too)

"well had an epic conversation during dinner.
what's nice is when we're all together, differenct races.
talking in our yet polished but very ok ok lah ang mo. hahaha"

End our splendid day, by taking the big walk to Clark Quay, chat and stuff along the way.
then BP rangers head to mac rest loh -.- saw MR.YEW! (my teacher from pri 6) gosh, damn miss him.so so so long nvr see him ler, 5 YEARS.
ever since our new princ. @ WVPS, forbid us. gosh, too bad he have no msn =/
arbo can chat chat with him sometime. he's the only guy i felt close with other than Mr Chong =/
Hmmmm, actually got afew more lah, well before i go, was checking out on RUI EN again.

Yes, again. the preview of her song is out.
REMEMBER, DO SUPPORT HER, mai all say support then bo buy albim go download.

YES TALENTS ARE TO BE APPRECIATED.
YOU CAN SHOW UR APPRECIATION FINANCIALLY.

here's her new preview.
to: RBKD =x ps, nvr put black.



her new song, SLOW DANCING. and EPIC success. & let lim peh tell YOU all, she's not at her BEST yet =P
CHEERS x))))))))))))))))))))

High School Musical 3: Senior Year

Well, fistly hor. there's this misunderstanding. Alot of times liao.
HSM = Hospitality Management,
also mean High School Music. next time state hor =.=
oh ya, no next time liao.

well, nothing much today. Was out with Adeline today after school.
we kinda skip lunch and had it late in the afternoon at BP's Subway.
end up slacking at Orchard instead.
was walking and so on, when we decided to head over to Cine to check out movies.
and awwww bolt was not on yet =/

yes, watch this instead.



well, i wont say i like this, i was more of like, forced to.
yes, and SHE TREAT =D
SONGZZZ. well, the epic fail took place when Vannessa's nude photo was all over the net.
Finish the movies, and head to Marina, then took 960 home lo.
nth much, and did nothing in particular.

CHEERS ^^

lozt

hmmmm, nothing much in particular today. Was quite stressful because of eLearning.
Geez, when in eLearning, there's no one to guide you, so you never know either you're on the right or wrong track. Well, get a np till prolly 7/8.
Imma gonna cut my hair soon. Good luck

CHEERS (x

Beans

Well, nothing happen in particular, head for school today @ 8 as usual.
Geez, and reluctantly our group end up presenting for CRM thou -.-
doesn't like mpresentation. It'd always been my weakness to present, screw it.
Anyways, after that, head for PLW and BTC lecture and we're dismiss at 3 (;
and tmr is HSM presentation, geez. i don't like presenting in front for 1B03 thou.
it's so so uncomfy.
And YES, i gotta RANT. My COMT group =.= MY GROUP MATES ARE NOT AT LEAST ACTIVE. I'D GOT PEOPLE OFFLINING EARLY, SOME NEVER EVEN ONLINE AT ALL.
I DIDN'T EVEN GET UPDATES FROM THEM WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO DO.
THE TOPIC ARE SO POORLY CHOSEN AND WE DIDN'T EVEN CHOOSE ONE FUCKING DAY TO AT LEAST MEET UP AND GET THIS FUCKED UP SHIT DONE.
YES, AND 2 DAYS AFTER THAT IT'S E LEARNING AND THE WRITING TEST COMES AFTER THAT. =.= MEANWHILE I'LL JUST PRAY.
YES. FUCK THAT.

& *smiles*
anyways, was glad that Rui En got alot more screen time than i expected today.
Geez, fucking perfect.
at least smth i saw brighten my day up, ALOT =/ thou i'm not some hardcore fan of Rui En ._.


[BookFest@Singapore 2008
《芮恩2》同名专辑, Rui En 2nd album
Rui En's 2nd Album's autograph session will be held on the 22Nov'08, 5.30pm at Suntec.

that's about it for today, thou i'm still rather pissed.
i suck at handling stuffs after all.
CHEERS ^_^