MERRY X'MAS

MERRY X'MAS PEEPS!
i'm taking drugs right now (:

x'mas EVE

well, it's xmas eve today.
Adel is gonna stay overnight at my house today.

HURRAY!

take flight

Well, since i'd either accidentally or intentionally board this flight which will change my life.
it's too late to drop off now.
i'll just keep walking, walking.

till the day i reach my grave...

well, was out with Adel to day. however my plans was screwed as it was gonna be a surprise. my mine was swirling like crazy as always, my surprise was last minute if inspiration didn't hit me. well, "the moment" can't be controlled thou as it couldn't come and goes as i wished. aye, and we went ove to look for props over at TAKA, and i kinda regret that Adel'd take a glimpse at the places where my props were taken. geez, and sadly lot of things is out of stock. FUCK :(

scar

i'm that kinda person who always wonders if i'm on the right track
so let me be and make me happy.
i don't want to felt that my efforts are wasted.
especially on you.

BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD
what a cut =/

AwAke

well, slept the whole day the moment i reached home.
imma so so so tired.
and i must be missing you alot.

geez, and my temper isn't good i admit.
woke up at 6.29 and head on to use the computer.
thoughts were half swirling in my head as my eyes are still heavy.

*it's so gonna be a long day.

m0rning

back to posting again i daresay.
haven't been touching my blog for quite sometime.
yes, i took back up jogging (:
been doing quite abit of workout during the hols now.
just a mere tiny winy bit of effort.

woke up at 8.30 i guess,
the project, which was "not confirm" was postpone till now.
well, as sam who got the materials, we can't really start working on it.
and gosh, it's DUE christmas.
for god sake.
and after that, i head up to on my com and have breakfast and all.

everyone's moving.
sometimes i do stop down for awhile to think things over.
well, unkowningly i'd come so far, so i'd hao far more to go before i can settle down.
maybe looking out in my windows, reminiscing the golden years which had long pass.
seriously, things are not always that simple that they always seemed to be (:

will be heading out for project hopefully i guess.
ciaos (:

sprint

well, just back from my workout and runs,
was feeling tired thou and resting over at the living room.

it was a tired day out in the monrings, woke up at 10.30,
head over to plaza and meet sam on 960 as soon as i'd done preparing.
Well, our BTC hasn't finish yet, so we're kinda rushing on it.
and our HSM as well, so it's kinda irritated.
head over to some crafing shop and hit lunch during midday at burger king before taking the long 61 back over to NP.
what's worst is to find out when the workshop is close.
head back lor, meet razak and kunda out for lunch,
talk talk, and watch lil' nonya.
had kinda a men's talk yea (:

"i clear my thoart as i sit near the window pane"
rain was hitting the window as hard as it was trying to target me.
thou the impact was out of reach, i can feel it
your words pierced and popped my bubbles of dreams
i had no choice but to run thought the rain,
i ran as the pelting needles pierced my skin and hit my head...

"geez, life is just a mere sleepwalk from the cradle towards the coffin".

oVer

well, finally one of the hurdles are cleared (:
geez, common tests are over.
and i really do hope that things are really gona be fine.

cos' thou common test is over, my schoolwork ain't up to date
and my pace weren't as before as well.
as for my life, things are surepretty screwed.
room's in a bad mess, and i'd take quite a long time to get my stuffs done.
well, friday are wasted thou as my paper ends at 4PM.
it's already late midday when i reached home.
the fatique that drained my sanity from my brains are rather used up.
so, the good guy deserve a rest yea.

blog's open back right on (:
unspoken words.

spendit.

i spend the whole day at home, wasting my life away.
while thinking of a solution.
is the key right ?
thou it's dented, can it open the door?

yes, dear.
it's not the same anymore...

blAck

well, was thinking of a suitable title for my entry,
however there're like too many happenings recently.
ohh well, i really thought the hurdle might've been cleared and all.

past words don't seem to haunt things as powerful as before.
the fading ring makes the turmoil inevitable.
as smoke arises, i asked myself.
"where did i go wrong..."

well today is a quiet day as there're only 6 of us.
meet up rather late for 700A and head over to marina sq,
hmmmm stay at the arcade rather long, but imma away from it thou.
been emo-ing for the day and such.
oh well, head over to marina and had kfc for dinner!
awww kunda's not coming with us =(
win liao lor ! ><

hmmmm head over to slack and such, it's like 7 when we head up to espalnade's roof.
have alil' good o' talk with razak,
while the rest of the cocksuckers played they psp.
yes, any resolution/wishes?
write them on the ball (:

imma' on the esplanade roof emoing like some retard.
the wind blows, & time do flies.

* hmmm walk over to clarke quay before heading back
ouch, scars do hurt after all.

heArd

why won't you just fucking listen.

my day's bad awww...

NONverbal.

well, currently, i'm chilling at starbucks, slacking i suppose.
it's the boringness that bought me here once again.

woke up rather late today, and reluctantly headed for my IS.
worse still, IAC starts today.
geez, and there's presentation today...
well, i did rather well for the presentation, only to get critic. by the dragging of my feet.
head over to slack together with my mates.
it seem like some bonding session out there, and there we head for IAC.
oh well, IS still sucks, and imma doing my IS module ranking which is due tomorrow.
and i really hope i could grown to love IS modules in time to come.
head over to meet XZ, and went to grab KFC.

there's free coffee @ starbucks today, from 5-7.
song, got a Mpcha Frappuchino?
yes it's awesome!

&

I HATE YOU

back again, oh well. yes i'm talking in *i .well the tough road back.

everthing is ringing so hard on me.

everthing else doesn't matters.

imma so disappointed, and the pain didn't stop just there.

maybe, i thought it wasn't worth it, sorry i cancelled the reservation for the gift.

turn back.

yesterday seems so surreal, everything seems so fast.
my mind's spinning out threads of thoughts every seconds,
weaving the tales worth a thousand gold.
but somehow it's better left untold...

Yes, i'm however specially here to rant.
firstly, nothing much happened today, my mood was down but my heart's warm and full of joy at first. The thought of ending school early thrills me.
did abit of CRM just right after dawn and headed for an early lunch.
After being rewarded for another 2 hours of lunch break, we're off to BTC.
geez, didn't really get that module.

& MY.HEAD.IS.BURSTING.THANK.YOU.
[just back, i wanna scold vulgar so much,
yes be it since you're not fucking here,
i can't even vent my fustration properly elsewhere
there's no place for me T.T]

i'm so stressed up on the inside however, i've got COMT & HSM presentation,
and that's alotta work,
my comt mates sucks totally.

(peeps) * don't blame me, if i turned to an unhealthy way of destress, just that i couldn't help it*

those retards who doesn't know the meaning of contribution -.-
how they're gonna survive in the harsh society in the near future.

# RANTS.
are you not giving in your full effort?
i don't think you're giving you all for this.
you didn't fight for it, you're afraid.
you felt that somethings are unnecessary.
i felt nothing after so long.
it sucks totally, i don't wanna type down here as well,
you're never here whenever i need you.
you have not idea how i feel at all right?

"what i want is neither a pretty face,
nor a sexy lady.
what i want is someone who can be thee for me,
in my times of need."

TODAY SUCKS,
TOTALLY DAMAGED MY DRIVE TO GO ON FOR A WEEK.
FUCK YOU.

*just back from destressing*

thank god, thanks thanks thanks for helping.
i won't imagine how would it be like without you.
owe you one, arigato ^^

To someone whom you know whom you are.
i know, it's very unreasonable of me today, that's why i chose to say it here,
it'll be rather awkward over at the sms.
don't worry, i'd learn how to take care of myself, you don't have to be there for me already, if you don't want to.
you'd gave me lots of excuses today,
say u cant meet cos u can't think of excusing and u packing,
hello, u can pack tmr, and u can use the excuses today right?
i what it sourced from is from your friend,
seriously...
i'd seen the other side of you i think, maybe you're the type who just likes to use excuses.
not that i wanna say it that way, u kept insisting u can't get out of the house, even w/o asking you mom about it,
and 5pm someone ask u meet tmr then u say can meet,
isn't it clearly cos u got to meet that someone then you can meet me?
feels like it's like how we're ages before, that time when storm came and boulders of burden hurled at me like no other.
you scare your mum nag cos...

and then, always i ended up forgetting about it.
when can you be there for me?
maybe it's time for me to turn to something else right?
maybe my way is a doubleedge sword but, heck. i feel so terrible just now.

last time also lidat, i dou suan ler,
this time again also lidat, suan ler bah...

* guys if you'd link me. i'm changing my blog stuff cos i don wan anybody to read abt my blog already*

TEARS,BLOOD, SCREAM.

twelve, alittle too many.

Well, this week's saturaday outing ended up rather late unexpectedly.

Anyways, woke up as usual however we had a late start.

meet kelv at 1.30 PM @ plaza and took 960 over to meet up with Ivan, Elton, Derrick and Irvin.

meet'em up and we went shopping around bugis;

well, it's only the 6 of us, at first. Then head over to dopy ghaut,

meet up with wayne for abit before going over to the pool @ concorede*

the rest come over much later, Kunda, Razak, Sulaiman, Jasper Hing.

it sum up to 10. And we head to plaza sing for dinner.

yes, omg ten GUYS in kopitiam. Hard to move around also, go where also crowded (:

then hor, go find seat also hard, need 10 seats.

then go whatever shop also full lol.

after that we walk back to Orchard, walking with fun joy and laughter.

rather entertaining with the guys over there =D

clowning around and such (:

met Jasper Toh and Yong Hock @ Cine.

wahahahhaha 12 people liao,

had suchha crazy time, also first time see toilet need queue up one.

then anyhow walk around liao loh.

hmmmmm

then end up at shaw house, also li siao siao.
whole shopping centre can hear our voice.

li siao sioa, then go back, omg, uh yea, today's my first time full outing with Ivan,
hmmm he's a very nice guy i can say =D
looking forward to more outings like this (:
CHEERS (:

drips

School's only worth 2 hours today, however a series of unexpected events happened causing me to get back the marks i'd lost when i'd overslept for eLearning on BTC.
& Thanks Samuel for helping up.
hmmmm, due to our group's laziness, we ended up hecking CRM,
and mon's prom already huh, another year'd passed yet again.

wasn't really in an emo state today,
however i got another day wasted as i'd used up a whole afternoon napping after grabbing mac from bpp.
and i spend my nights sitting on the sofa, enjoying tv shows instead~

i'd much better said that i'll get my worth of enjoyment tmr and sun =D
well, tmr, it'll be quite a different day as got add some ppl, minus some people.
hmmmmm ~

i tend to get possessive at times; but...

life's like no other (:
CHEERS ^^

multi.

yes, RUI EN's NEW ALBUM PROLLY WILL BE OUT BY 20th NOV.
peeps please do support (x

& guys if you all got watch the recent epi for bu fan de ai.
omg, those shots when Rui En is taking for wedding, the tiara & gown rocks =x
i want =x

hmmmm, it's only COMT today, well irritating,
i doesn't really like the teacher, her face tells me smth about her =/
she's a "perma-smirk". her stout nose seems 24/7 in the air.
the aura she release wasn't friendly as well.

hmmmm got out prolly after that, head over to plaza alone.
yes, it's raining.
Sometimes when i'm emotional, i prefer rainy days,
well, was picking out an unique song titled hymne by Era,
yet another different side of me i guess (x
head home very late, very very.
and took a nap after that,

yes, a long nap. i'm up at 7.45 PM.
and time flies you know?
it's gonna be 9 soon =D

sometimes, when i fall, i told myself to stand up, however my legs won't listen...

CHEERS (x

Rain

well, was posting one day after.
haven been really posting as well,
hmmm poned HSM today, however the EVS peeps have some field trip,
awwww~

head over to plaza to get something to munch on;
meet Adeline then head over my house for some movies,
after movies or so, took 180 to jurong point and slack lo,
uh yea saw some tiara out at Chameleon.
awesome isn't it ?
head back rather early, it's a cold and windy day today.

CHEERS (:

where's da' love

Well, yes. It's before long that i'd taken an addiction to Rui En's song again.

well, read on, anyways, woke up pretty much late today, and i ended up missing the proj. meeting with Felix, Sam and Frank. OMG, how sweet of them to ask me to dont come ler =D
i know they dont want me to make a waste trip right?

then i stay at home shag lor, watch tv, got lunch, and laze around.
Kunda came over ltr, then play lor. This weekend as usual, wasted.
yes, i'm wasted, until at night, slacking and all.

Hmmm, sch's on for tomorrow as well, however i'm not at least charged up. Just where am i heading?
sometimes i felt that, it's more than what it takes to make it last...

*boo! back here again, yes it's 1 now and i'm emo-ing right here once again.
gonna rant. yes, 1 AM, you still awake.

are you a late sleeper in secret? why are you still awake?

why are u doing this in such a LATE time, somehow i felt you'd change, ALOT.

things will always move whether did u left them be right?

alot of WHYs surfaced up into my head; the millions of ungraspable question marks float my mind.

maybe someday you'll leave when you can't tolerate my nonsense.

=/ yes i'm paranoid, my brain's fucking numb yet it feels like bursting.

the stress that i witheld seems to be beyond control in time to come.

i need...

guess i gotta get an ipod shuf. soon.

life without music sucks.

i'm going to school, walk and doing everything, w/o music ._.

CHEERS (:

E-E-E-E-EPIC!

Yes, midnight, bo sleep.
Come here li siao siao.
yes, i'm not in my english form, must be crazy.
Anyways, *ehem* back to day, well today's AWESOME.
whole lot of us out. Zayar, Sulaiman, being our only 2 members of the CCK Freaks. Irvin, Derrick, Kunda, Razak and i being the BP rangers.
Mai siao siao, no hing nia, arbo full team liao.

Well, head out later then expected cos of me lor.
so SORRY. phone hanged, bo alarm. went to KFC makan liao then go arcade @ Bugis. regroup at BHG, omg had such a fun time.
yes, i'm crappy. i joke, i scream, i laughed, and i hurl vulgarities.
AGES since i ever does that, and yes (i can be classy too)

"well had an epic conversation during dinner.
what's nice is when we're all together, differenct races.
talking in our yet polished but very ok ok lah ang mo. hahaha"

End our splendid day, by taking the big walk to Clark Quay, chat and stuff along the way.
then BP rangers head to mac rest loh -.- saw MR.YEW! (my teacher from pri 6) gosh, damn miss him.so so so long nvr see him ler, 5 YEARS.
ever since our new princ. @ WVPS, forbid us. gosh, too bad he have no msn =/
arbo can chat chat with him sometime. he's the only guy i felt close with other than Mr Chong =/
Hmmmm, actually got afew more lah, well before i go, was checking out on RUI EN again.

Yes, again. the preview of her song is out.
REMEMBER, DO SUPPORT HER, mai all say support then bo buy albim go download.

YES TALENTS ARE TO BE APPRECIATED.
YOU CAN SHOW UR APPRECIATION FINANCIALLY.

here's her new preview.
to: RBKD =x ps, nvr put black.



her new song, SLOW DANCING. and EPIC success. & let lim peh tell YOU all, she's not at her BEST yet =P
CHEERS x))))))))))))))))))))

High School Musical 3: Senior Year

Well, fistly hor. there's this misunderstanding. Alot of times liao.
HSM = Hospitality Management,
also mean High School Music. next time state hor =.=
oh ya, no next time liao.

well, nothing much today. Was out with Adeline today after school.
we kinda skip lunch and had it late in the afternoon at BP's Subway.
end up slacking at Orchard instead.
was walking and so on, when we decided to head over to Cine to check out movies.
and awwww bolt was not on yet =/

yes, watch this instead.



well, i wont say i like this, i was more of like, forced to.
yes, and SHE TREAT =D
SONGZZZ. well, the epic fail took place when Vannessa's nude photo was all over the net.
Finish the movies, and head to Marina, then took 960 home lo.
nth much, and did nothing in particular.

CHEERS ^^