Coffee talks about life.
I'd share more than what I expected, maybe I'm drunk I guess. Or I'd let yet another person into my life.
we're both deep in our own different ways.
And it all came streaming in. Sighs. Life..
***
We'd both came a really long way I guess. Far too long, my dearest. So long until maybe I don't know what I'm fighting for.. Maybe I'm just living base on selective memories already, happy moments that I lived in that make me hold on.
I'd lost track,
I'm lost. I'd come so far, it'd been such a long journey that I'd ran out of bread crumbs to throw on the ground already. I'm lost..
Nice hansel and gretel analogy,
But I have to admit, it'd been too far for us to go back to where we were anymore. We'd lost it. Hand in hand, we'd both lost it. Along the way, we just lost the track of the bread crumbs that guide us along the journey of life already.
And there we are, still wondering aimlessly in that forest.
Oh my dearest gretel.
I love you,
*laughs*
"Worth still, I can't even find the fucking chocolate candy house to kill the witch"
"Cheebye"
***
Maybe we're still finding answers to our lives. Hope that someday down the road, we'll be down at V, sipping coffee, contented with the answers that we seek..
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Saturday, February 23, 2013
Saturday, February 16, 2013
5TH
I woke up, feeling terrible.
It's not the hangover, nor is it that I'm drunk. It just happened. Dehydration. My throat was throbbing dry, and I find it hard to even swallow my saliva, it definitely is not directly cause by alcohol, because I used to do much better than that. No dehydration problems, but this shit comes suddenly.
A sign to quit drinking?
I don't know, but I would much prefer a cup of cafe mocha anyday compared to a shot of tequila. That's why I'm heading to V today. Well new year have pretty much been an eye opener to me, meet tons of new people, relatives, being together with everyone and I even had a shot at gambling as well. Used to be an addict, but not anymore. Bought 2 uniqlo shirts for new year, wanted to get M but got an L instead as my arms are too long. Sounds more stupid when I compare arms with Aaron, mine was only afew cm longer -.-
I'd thrown up my sail, waiting for the wind. Life hasn't all been smooth sailing yet, but I believe the wind will come.
***
Went down after I drank quite an amt of water and decided to take lunch downstairs. My usual style is much different as I prefer to takeaway, bringing it back to the comforts of my home and how I met your mother. Looks like I'm alittle tight on time today. And little did I know I'm about to bump into a chio bu~ average build, abit skinny, local ahlian girl next door pai. Gim moh (gold hair) somemore! Keekkekekeke gim moh~
Looks like there's hope finally for senja already kekkeke~ and I realized she painted a gemini sign on her nails. Awww not another gemini D:
***
Today's good.
Really good. I felt surprising relieved thou. Well sometimes it's really strange when 2 people can click. Endless topic come streaming in, irrelevant rants. Guess that's what friends are for. Sometimes, it's quite good to go one on one with a brother, just talk, coffee. Did a lot of those with yap, didn't know I could pull it off with G as well.
& we're both no gay pls. I could bet that we're the last 2 guy in the world who would turn gay. Lim kopi, talk cock, beo zhar bo.
what more could I ask for when saturdays can be so peaceful like that. It's so. Zen. A still pond, no ripples. G would be a perfect social link for the corporate world.. At this rate that we're talking about work. Never thought I would find it good to talk about work. Politics, happenings. Guess why people do want to keep up with the news.
Surprising that how I found a keeper on steam. Surprisingly..
***
On the other side, things weren't that smooth for C. Thrown into the abyss of confusion, I'm alittle affected to. A brother of mine, blood bonded. We literally grew up together, together even before we could speak. Struggling alongside life. it's just tragic..
***
As much as I would love/like a happening life. That's just a mask. It eats into me, I guess? But deep inside. I still love quiet weekends. Cruising around town, babe gazing, coffee, playing some light jazz while reading on my bed, LANing with my brothers in the league and cursing at our defeats over kkm.
Oh kkm!
Kekoumian (可口面) they call it.
& it's literally KOKA Noodles.
Located @ blk 163, the lights would only be on from 230am in the morning, and you would see the coffeeshop being brought to life, by this uncle. U would no doubt argue that 3.50 for a maggie mee?! But trust me, it really bought everyone in the community together. It'd even became a culture for everyone in bukit panjang..
Sadly, he changed the timing to 5am now and it'd been replaced some shitty fishball noodle shop who serves an obvious less tasty pathetic serving noodles for the same price.
Seriously? Kkm 5am - 3pm? :(
It's sad. It's fucking sad. Just felt like a part of my life had just disappeared..
***
I heaved a sigh before smiling weakly to myself and dig my hands into my pockets, prepared to stroll home with some nice music. Nabeh, broke into a sprint as I saw my estate bus coming.
Such is life, indeed..
a music before i go..
It's not the hangover, nor is it that I'm drunk. It just happened. Dehydration. My throat was throbbing dry, and I find it hard to even swallow my saliva, it definitely is not directly cause by alcohol, because I used to do much better than that. No dehydration problems, but this shit comes suddenly.
A sign to quit drinking?
I don't know, but I would much prefer a cup of cafe mocha anyday compared to a shot of tequila. That's why I'm heading to V today. Well new year have pretty much been an eye opener to me, meet tons of new people, relatives, being together with everyone and I even had a shot at gambling as well. Used to be an addict, but not anymore. Bought 2 uniqlo shirts for new year, wanted to get M but got an L instead as my arms are too long. Sounds more stupid when I compare arms with Aaron, mine was only afew cm longer -.-
I'd thrown up my sail, waiting for the wind. Life hasn't all been smooth sailing yet, but I believe the wind will come.
***
Went down after I drank quite an amt of water and decided to take lunch downstairs. My usual style is much different as I prefer to takeaway, bringing it back to the comforts of my home and how I met your mother. Looks like I'm alittle tight on time today. And little did I know I'm about to bump into a chio bu~ average build, abit skinny, local ahlian girl next door pai. Gim moh (gold hair) somemore! Keekkekekeke gim moh~
Looks like there's hope finally for senja already kekkeke~ and I realized she painted a gemini sign on her nails. Awww not another gemini D:
***
Today's good.
Really good. I felt surprising relieved thou. Well sometimes it's really strange when 2 people can click. Endless topic come streaming in, irrelevant rants. Guess that's what friends are for. Sometimes, it's quite good to go one on one with a brother, just talk, coffee. Did a lot of those with yap, didn't know I could pull it off with G as well.
& we're both no gay pls. I could bet that we're the last 2 guy in the world who would turn gay. Lim kopi, talk cock, beo zhar bo.
what more could I ask for when saturdays can be so peaceful like that. It's so. Zen. A still pond, no ripples. G would be a perfect social link for the corporate world.. At this rate that we're talking about work. Never thought I would find it good to talk about work. Politics, happenings. Guess why people do want to keep up with the news.
Surprising that how I found a keeper on steam. Surprisingly..
***
On the other side, things weren't that smooth for C. Thrown into the abyss of confusion, I'm alittle affected to. A brother of mine, blood bonded. We literally grew up together, together even before we could speak. Struggling alongside life. it's just tragic..
***
As much as I would love/like a happening life. That's just a mask. It eats into me, I guess? But deep inside. I still love quiet weekends. Cruising around town, babe gazing, coffee, playing some light jazz while reading on my bed, LANing with my brothers in the league and cursing at our defeats over kkm.
Oh kkm!
Kekoumian (可口面) they call it.
& it's literally KOKA Noodles.
Located @ blk 163, the lights would only be on from 230am in the morning, and you would see the coffeeshop being brought to life, by this uncle. U would no doubt argue that 3.50 for a maggie mee?! But trust me, it really bought everyone in the community together. It'd even became a culture for everyone in bukit panjang..
Sadly, he changed the timing to 5am now and it'd been replaced some shitty fishball noodle shop who serves an obvious less tasty pathetic serving noodles for the same price.
Seriously? Kkm 5am - 3pm? :(
It's sad. It's fucking sad. Just felt like a part of my life had just disappeared..
***
I heaved a sigh before smiling weakly to myself and dig my hands into my pockets, prepared to stroll home with some nice music. Nabeh, broke into a sprint as I saw my estate bus coming.
Such is life, indeed..
a music before i go..
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
G3
Today...
well there's a number of shit that crops up every now and then today.
only good thing?
G and clocking up to 4 hours worth of sleep.
& not getting caught for being late.
seems like i'd been missing all of my bus today.
seeing them leave the bus stop right in my face just makes me feel fucking dulan.
---
down to HV,
coffee talks. quiet. nua.com
***
been procrastinating for quite sometime
yes,
quite sometime
about all the post that i'd missed.
oh fuck
&(*&^$#(*&*&^!(*@#@!
back to HV,
guess that's the highlight of the day and night.
met G for coffee,
my first expensive coffee of the year.
yes, coffee bean,
just cant bring myself to reject G since i'd been putting him off for quite sometime :x
so there we go,
sitting there, lazing around the usual talk,
it'd always been the same o' topic.
and i think we really never get bored out of it.
"such is life"
and come to think of it, we're both so different,
coming in from different world,
threading on different social link,
yet he come to me like an old friend,
i know you're reading this, and yes you got me D:
& yes, i'm still gonna say it.
this new glow embracing you, i'll say it's definitely of something good. this would be what completes your best suit.
G had evolved. Literally, this new glow,
and of course, the atmosphere today is less depressing. i'm sure we all will find what we seek.
thank you for tonight,
everything,
how our social link build on restless nights
thank you steam
been neglecting quite alot of my social links and,
i didn't want it to be left there, collecting cobwebs.
the walls of our room is crumbling.
yet we sat there, sipping coffee watching things burn.. with a weak smile on our face.
***
topped up my card,
$20, and the lady accidentally keyed in $50.
MANAGER ONLY COME OVER BEFORE I LEFT.
WTFKNNCCBDULAN, felt that i just lost $30.
***
afterall,
it's home. home.
well there's a number of shit that crops up every now and then today.
only good thing?
G and clocking up to 4 hours worth of sleep.
& not getting caught for being late.
seems like i'd been missing all of my bus today.
seeing them leave the bus stop right in my face just makes me feel fucking dulan.
---
down to HV,
coffee talks. quiet. nua.com
***
been procrastinating for quite sometime
yes,
quite sometime
about all the post that i'd missed.
oh fuck
&(*&^$#(*&*&^!(*@#@!
back to HV,
guess that's the highlight of the day and night.
met G for coffee,
my first expensive coffee of the year.
yes, coffee bean,
just cant bring myself to reject G since i'd been putting him off for quite sometime :x
so there we go,
sitting there, lazing around the usual talk,
it'd always been the same o' topic.
and i think we really never get bored out of it.
"such is life"
and come to think of it, we're both so different,
coming in from different world,
threading on different social link,
yet he come to me like an old friend,
i know you're reading this, and yes you got me D:
& yes, i'm still gonna say it.
this new glow embracing you, i'll say it's definitely of something good. this would be what completes your best suit.
G had evolved. Literally, this new glow,
and of course, the atmosphere today is less depressing. i'm sure we all will find what we seek.
thank you for tonight,
everything,
how our social link build on restless nights
thank you steam
been neglecting quite alot of my social links and,
i didn't want it to be left there, collecting cobwebs.
the walls of our room is crumbling.
yet we sat there, sipping coffee watching things burn.. with a weak smile on our face.
***
topped up my card,
$20, and the lady accidentally keyed in $50.
MANAGER ONLY COME OVER BEFORE I LEFT.
WTFKNNCCBDULAN, felt that i just lost $30.
***
afterall,
it's home. home.
Monday, January 7, 2013
Week:Duo
From a runnable distance, I walked slowly as I watch two of my buses left before me. I'm lazy to run anymore.. Tired? Probably.. I walked slowly down the grassy slope as the bus trailed pass me along this beeline of never ending traffic...
Monday, again, back to work. Blue? It would be. My week is generally good. Contented. Back to clicking, I peered around the bus for familiar faces. That handful of JC boys and girls have graduated. I saw them studying so hard, reading notes while trying to balance on the bus. Oh yea, back to school. Back to squeezing with students, fighting for bus with those naïve kids who still had got no fucking idea what the fuck is installed for them in the not so far future.
So many things on hand, so little time.
Click. Click click.
all over again.
Sprinkled magic and Food for thoughts keeping me sane through the weeks.
***
A nice nap during lunch. Beautiful and twisted. 3 levels of layer in
The dreams. And I'm senile in the deepest layer. For that hour, I felt what is it like to forget something, immediately or to ask something again right where u start off.
Ironically I can still remember the dream, so fuck this shit. But I forgot the rest of the details :x
***
Had a good ol' after camp talk with G. Sighs. We're all drifting with the wind.
Day went well and seems like the only bad think that the only thing that sucked is when I forgot to tap out my ezlink. CheeBye. can claim back anot :(
Monday, again, back to work. Blue? It would be. My week is generally good. Contented. Back to clicking, I peered around the bus for familiar faces. That handful of JC boys and girls have graduated. I saw them studying so hard, reading notes while trying to balance on the bus. Oh yea, back to school. Back to squeezing with students, fighting for bus with those naïve kids who still had got no fucking idea what the fuck is installed for them in the not so far future.
So many things on hand, so little time.
Click. Click click.
all over again.
Sprinkled magic and Food for thoughts keeping me sane through the weeks.
***
A nice nap during lunch. Beautiful and twisted. 3 levels of layer in
The dreams. And I'm senile in the deepest layer. For that hour, I felt what is it like to forget something, immediately or to ask something again right where u start off.
Ironically I can still remember the dream, so fuck this shit. But I forgot the rest of the details :x
***
Had a good ol' after camp talk with G. Sighs. We're all drifting with the wind.
Day went well and seems like the only bad think that the only thing that sucked is when I forgot to tap out my ezlink. CheeBye. can claim back anot :(
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Clockwork
Click.
*alarm rings*
There it goes again,
As usual, I hit the snooze button, sit a 3 min countdown timer and close my eyes.
well it wasn't exactly 3 mins later when I wake up again.
6.50. Rush to prepare, practically have to drag my legs out when I shot my apartment one last look. There, my clockwork life will begins once again. I slowly walk down to the bus stop. Yes all the people, students slogging to school, aunties doing their morning grocery shopping, uncles with their drink packets going out there to put bread on the table.
Walking down, looking around, music plugged in. Prepared tons of new kpop and indies which I guess would probably could last me a month or two. Darn, still feels fucking surreal.
Click.
A call from G. That perked me up alittle~ just got reminded that I'm on halfday today(: 4.5 hours countdown set on my head. Let's do this!
***
Click.
Rushing off from camp.
& shit always have to crop up at the last minute. The day probably sucked.
Did I mention that I had weekend duty just because the duty planning personnel change? :( fuck my life please.
I'm still looking at the brighter side thou. -ton on saturday and sleep the day off on sun-
Click.
I'm out @ aston w/ G. It's all good I guess. This weird social link that sprouted from nowhere all thanks to steam. Trust me, we had a fair share of office talks and intelligent conversation. Despite my jerk persona of course. Took my first cab ride of the year to sixth and the black pepper fish is so good. I'm sure this is definitely a good way to kick start the first working day of the year. Midweek lo!
Click.
On 170 back home, rushing out for my medical appointment. Scrambling and rushing.. Only to find myself sitting there waiting for my MA.
Click.
I smiled alittle as I plug my music back into my ears and start my usual after ma stroll back to the bus stop. It'd been all good. Well simplicity is good, neutral is good. I'm contented. I would never thought it would help me that much. And It never fails to amaze me when I could whip out my english speaking personas whenever I had my MAs. Proper english statements, and all. Cool optimistic statements like "I'm not really sure what's wrong but let's find out shall we?". Yeah I know life is tough, but it's either I'm super optimistic or I'm fucking too lazy/laid back to give a fuck and I'm placing my bets on the latter.
Click.
-tweets-
"Always feels like a better person the moment I stepped out of the hospital. Sunshines and rainbows huat ah!"
-tweets again after 2 min-
"Cheebye. The moment I said sunshine and it started pouring. Cheebye! chao chee bye. Nabeh knn, unicorn father die"
miss the bus somemore.. Fuck..
Sighs. Happy world just got destroyed in 2 minutes.
Lesson learnt: nvr admit that it's a good day, u will only jinx it. Same applies for gambling :( nabeh la
-storms off to buy garlic bread jiak. Dulan-
Click.
Haircut.
Got down the bus.. Can't make up my mind and was pacing around. Decided to take a pee.. Peeing in kopitiam toilet and release there's 2 cockroaches crawling right infront of me. Bangkit really lupsup..
-Looks into the mirror-
Ah why does my hair always look so good on days just before I'm mentally prepared to go for haircuts. There's this phobia thing abt haircut I always have about hair cuts.
Pacing around, up and down. Oh fuck me. I can never go for a haircut properly. Shit!
-sits down and look into salon's mirror-
Nabeh ;( scared..
Click.
"Thank you and half a nice day"
Pushing open the salon door,
I dragged my slippers out of the salon. Sigh, no chio bu hairdresser today.
Walking down, to the bus stop while touching my shaven sides, I'm so proud of myself. I'd just made it out there alive(:
& my bus just left infront of me. But guess what, there's another one behind! Huat~
Click. Tbc
*alarm rings*
There it goes again,
As usual, I hit the snooze button, sit a 3 min countdown timer and close my eyes.
well it wasn't exactly 3 mins later when I wake up again.
6.50. Rush to prepare, practically have to drag my legs out when I shot my apartment one last look. There, my clockwork life will begins once again. I slowly walk down to the bus stop. Yes all the people, students slogging to school, aunties doing their morning grocery shopping, uncles with their drink packets going out there to put bread on the table.
Walking down, looking around, music plugged in. Prepared tons of new kpop and indies which I guess would probably could last me a month or two. Darn, still feels fucking surreal.
Click.
A call from G. That perked me up alittle~ just got reminded that I'm on halfday today(: 4.5 hours countdown set on my head. Let's do this!
***
Click.
Rushing off from camp.
& shit always have to crop up at the last minute. The day probably sucked.
Did I mention that I had weekend duty just because the duty planning personnel change? :( fuck my life please.
I'm still looking at the brighter side thou. -ton on saturday and sleep the day off on sun-
Click.
I'm out @ aston w/ G. It's all good I guess. This weird social link that sprouted from nowhere all thanks to steam. Trust me, we had a fair share of office talks and intelligent conversation. Despite my jerk persona of course. Took my first cab ride of the year to sixth and the black pepper fish is so good. I'm sure this is definitely a good way to kick start the first working day of the year. Midweek lo!
Click.
On 170 back home, rushing out for my medical appointment. Scrambling and rushing.. Only to find myself sitting there waiting for my MA.
Click.
I smiled alittle as I plug my music back into my ears and start my usual after ma stroll back to the bus stop. It'd been all good. Well simplicity is good, neutral is good. I'm contented. I would never thought it would help me that much. And It never fails to amaze me when I could whip out my english speaking personas whenever I had my MAs. Proper english statements, and all. Cool optimistic statements like "I'm not really sure what's wrong but let's find out shall we?". Yeah I know life is tough, but it's either I'm super optimistic or I'm fucking too lazy/laid back to give a fuck and I'm placing my bets on the latter.
Click.
-tweets-
"Always feels like a better person the moment I stepped out of the hospital. Sunshines and rainbows huat ah!"
-tweets again after 2 min-
"Cheebye. The moment I said sunshine and it started pouring. Cheebye! chao chee bye. Nabeh knn, unicorn father die"
miss the bus somemore.. Fuck..
Sighs. Happy world just got destroyed in 2 minutes.
Lesson learnt: nvr admit that it's a good day, u will only jinx it. Same applies for gambling :( nabeh la
-storms off to buy garlic bread jiak. Dulan-
Click.
Haircut.
Got down the bus.. Can't make up my mind and was pacing around. Decided to take a pee.. Peeing in kopitiam toilet and release there's 2 cockroaches crawling right infront of me. Bangkit really lupsup..
-Looks into the mirror-
Ah why does my hair always look so good on days just before I'm mentally prepared to go for haircuts. There's this phobia thing abt haircut I always have about hair cuts.
Pacing around, up and down. Oh fuck me. I can never go for a haircut properly. Shit!
-sits down and look into salon's mirror-
Nabeh ;( scared..
Click.
"Thank you and half a nice day"
Pushing open the salon door,
I dragged my slippers out of the salon. Sigh, no chio bu hairdresser today.
Walking down, to the bus stop while touching my shaven sides, I'm so proud of myself. I'd just made it out there alive(:
& my bus just left infront of me. But guess what, there's another one behind! Huat~
Click. Tbc
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