My world just came crashing down on me..
sigh..
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why are we?
dressed in green,
under the mercy of man of many stripes
alright, happy stuff!
POKEMON X & Y ARE COMING!
NEW SERIES, NEW ADVENTURE! <3 p="p">
i'm a 100% pokey fan and guess this is the best thing that happened to me today.
huat. can't wait.
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Monday, January 7, 2013
Week:Duo
From a runnable distance, I walked slowly as I watch two of my buses left before me. I'm lazy to run anymore.. Tired? Probably.. I walked slowly down the grassy slope as the bus trailed pass me along this beeline of never ending traffic...
Monday, again, back to work. Blue? It would be. My week is generally good. Contented. Back to clicking, I peered around the bus for familiar faces. That handful of JC boys and girls have graduated. I saw them studying so hard, reading notes while trying to balance on the bus. Oh yea, back to school. Back to squeezing with students, fighting for bus with those naïve kids who still had got no fucking idea what the fuck is installed for them in the not so far future.
So many things on hand, so little time.
Click. Click click.
all over again.
Sprinkled magic and Food for thoughts keeping me sane through the weeks.
***
A nice nap during lunch. Beautiful and twisted. 3 levels of layer in
The dreams. And I'm senile in the deepest layer. For that hour, I felt what is it like to forget something, immediately or to ask something again right where u start off.
Ironically I can still remember the dream, so fuck this shit. But I forgot the rest of the details :x
***
Had a good ol' after camp talk with G. Sighs. We're all drifting with the wind.
Day went well and seems like the only bad think that the only thing that sucked is when I forgot to tap out my ezlink. CheeBye. can claim back anot :(
Monday, again, back to work. Blue? It would be. My week is generally good. Contented. Back to clicking, I peered around the bus for familiar faces. That handful of JC boys and girls have graduated. I saw them studying so hard, reading notes while trying to balance on the bus. Oh yea, back to school. Back to squeezing with students, fighting for bus with those naïve kids who still had got no fucking idea what the fuck is installed for them in the not so far future.
So many things on hand, so little time.
Click. Click click.
all over again.
Sprinkled magic and Food for thoughts keeping me sane through the weeks.
***
A nice nap during lunch. Beautiful and twisted. 3 levels of layer in
The dreams. And I'm senile in the deepest layer. For that hour, I felt what is it like to forget something, immediately or to ask something again right where u start off.
Ironically I can still remember the dream, so fuck this shit. But I forgot the rest of the details :x
***
Had a good ol' after camp talk with G. Sighs. We're all drifting with the wind.
Day went well and seems like the only bad think that the only thing that sucked is when I forgot to tap out my ezlink. CheeBye. can claim back anot :(
Sunday, January 6, 2013
萱
Finally, a day out at town, walking through the crowded orchard filled with people. Guess everyone just wanna make their last day worthwhile doesn't it. Groups of young girls, having their own photo shoots, guys sharing their clubbing session last night, and of course, family day for some of them.
I'm glad I'm out. Not lazing my Sunday at home. My day started not that early, woke up at 1.30 as I turned in late the night before. Guess it's just Y and I. Head out, window shopping, pizza.
Guess we're both pretty much too traditional when I comes to girls. Can't accepting guys treating women like objects, no?
Long walks and random conversation before ending our day with the latest mac's prosperity burger meal.
Huat~
***
I cast my boat out into my seas of thoughts
Reach out my hands, throw out the nets into the waters
Fleeting dreams slipping through the tiny boxes.
& it is empty.
I'm glad I'm out. Not lazing my Sunday at home. My day started not that early, woke up at 1.30 as I turned in late the night before. Guess it's just Y and I. Head out, window shopping, pizza.
Guess we're both pretty much too traditional when I comes to girls. Can't accepting guys treating women like objects, no?
Long walks and random conversation before ending our day with the latest mac's prosperity burger meal.
Huat~
***
I cast my boat out into my seas of thoughts
Reach out my hands, throw out the nets into the waters
Fleeting dreams slipping through the tiny boxes.
& it is empty.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
Unfri
Totally doesn't felt like friday today. Woke up super late, totally hit a new low..
Tbh I don't even mind going to camp tomorrow. I wanna drown myself? I don't know.. Just feel lost.
***
Computing human logic and rationism. Maybe it will be something a hermit like me will never understand.
Society had been flying with the winds of change for so long and things are definitely different now. Girls having sex behind their boyfriends and guy doing the same too. I don't know man, thinking about it just sort of suffocates me. It just bothers me.. Hmmmm..?
I enjoy funny sex topics with my boys also, but sometimes, seeing boys talking about girls like they're some sort of objects just made me think twice about my general impression of them. Well maybe it's because of gender equality that sluts might be considered an overstatement to some..
Tbc?
Tbh I don't even mind going to camp tomorrow. I wanna drown myself? I don't know.. Just feel lost.
***
Computing human logic and rationism. Maybe it will be something a hermit like me will never understand.
Society had been flying with the winds of change for so long and things are definitely different now. Girls having sex behind their boyfriends and guy doing the same too. I don't know man, thinking about it just sort of suffocates me. It just bothers me.. Hmmmm..?
I enjoy funny sex topics with my boys also, but sometimes, seeing boys talking about girls like they're some sort of objects just made me think twice about my general impression of them. Well maybe it's because of gender equality that sluts might be considered an overstatement to some..
Tbc?
Far Cry 3
Far Cry 3.
you dropping onto the island whereby there's an ongoing war between 2 sides. You and your friends are caught, but somehow u manage to escape.A tribe came to your aid, and you inevitably got pulled into this ongoing bullet storm on the 2 sides. conquer the radio towers, raid the enemy up post to gain quick travel check point. Hone your skills with the styles of the heron, spider or shark.
It's a beautiful game.
i thought dead island is thrilling enough. but this. Adventurous FPS gamers should no doubt give this a try.
What's more. jungle survival to the next level, random patrolling enemies, predators in the wild.
Looting skins to craft items, upgrade your bag pack, throw in more weapon holsters, drive down the sea with a mounted boat to shoot down some sharks. Beware while u swim down to loot the shark skin.
A perfect game with one tiny down side: there is no in game story co-op system. I can do with a hunting/raiding kaki.
you dropping onto the island whereby there's an ongoing war between 2 sides. You and your friends are caught, but somehow u manage to escape.A tribe came to your aid, and you inevitably got pulled into this ongoing bullet storm on the 2 sides. conquer the radio towers, raid the enemy up post to gain quick travel check point. Hone your skills with the styles of the heron, spider or shark.
It's a beautiful game.
i thought dead island is thrilling enough. but this. Adventurous FPS gamers should no doubt give this a try.
What's more. jungle survival to the next level, random patrolling enemies, predators in the wild.
Looting skins to craft items, upgrade your bag pack, throw in more weapon holsters, drive down the sea with a mounted boat to shoot down some sharks. Beware while u swim down to loot the shark skin.
A perfect game with one tiny down side: there is no in game story co-op system. I can do with a hunting/raiding kaki.
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Gloom
Gloomy were the clouds over the jungle.
we're all jungle fish isn't it..?
Can't believe the jungle could hit a new low. Just when everything was near perfect. Remember when I said life as a board game and we can't possibly always stay as it is. Nothing is stagnant as long as time exist. Ironically what doesn't change is change itself.
And today we just got ditched off from our office. And my buddy Chang just got transferred out. We're like chess pieces, moved out for no apparent reason, ditched when we're sucked out of all our worth.
Storm's approaching the jungle again, and we'll have to seek shelter before rain hits us.
***
Typing away while I'm on the train back. Been sometime since I touch on this social link. A social link reek of cigarettes and alcohol. Empty nights by the river and loud clubbing music. Well I admit it'd been fun. But I have been in active from it for quite sometime. That applies to my army social links as well. I swore my popularity ranking just dropped.
went chevrons with my guys. 5 of us? And Bry's gf. $11 for a 3 hour ktv session and 2 jug of liquor and 2 glass of beer. Totally worth it.
Sang, Laze. Simple night uh huh.
But you shldnt totally check out chevrons if u had army friends or if you're living in the west.
***
There I go, dragging my feet to board the train, Lrt. Typing away, oblivious to how bad the day is..
we're all jungle fish isn't it..?
Can't believe the jungle could hit a new low. Just when everything was near perfect. Remember when I said life as a board game and we can't possibly always stay as it is. Nothing is stagnant as long as time exist. Ironically what doesn't change is change itself.
And today we just got ditched off from our office. And my buddy Chang just got transferred out. We're like chess pieces, moved out for no apparent reason, ditched when we're sucked out of all our worth.
Storm's approaching the jungle again, and we'll have to seek shelter before rain hits us.
***
Typing away while I'm on the train back. Been sometime since I touch on this social link. A social link reek of cigarettes and alcohol. Empty nights by the river and loud clubbing music. Well I admit it'd been fun. But I have been in active from it for quite sometime. That applies to my army social links as well. I swore my popularity ranking just dropped.
went chevrons with my guys. 5 of us? And Bry's gf. $11 for a 3 hour ktv session and 2 jug of liquor and 2 glass of beer. Totally worth it.
Sang, Laze. Simple night uh huh.
But you shldnt totally check out chevrons if u had army friends or if you're living in the west.
***
There I go, dragging my feet to board the train, Lrt. Typing away, oblivious to how bad the day is..
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Clockwork
Click.
*alarm rings*
There it goes again,
As usual, I hit the snooze button, sit a 3 min countdown timer and close my eyes.
well it wasn't exactly 3 mins later when I wake up again.
6.50. Rush to prepare, practically have to drag my legs out when I shot my apartment one last look. There, my clockwork life will begins once again. I slowly walk down to the bus stop. Yes all the people, students slogging to school, aunties doing their morning grocery shopping, uncles with their drink packets going out there to put bread on the table.
Walking down, looking around, music plugged in. Prepared tons of new kpop and indies which I guess would probably could last me a month or two. Darn, still feels fucking surreal.
Click.
A call from G. That perked me up alittle~ just got reminded that I'm on halfday today(: 4.5 hours countdown set on my head. Let's do this!
***
Click.
Rushing off from camp.
& shit always have to crop up at the last minute. The day probably sucked.
Did I mention that I had weekend duty just because the duty planning personnel change? :( fuck my life please.
I'm still looking at the brighter side thou. -ton on saturday and sleep the day off on sun-
Click.
I'm out @ aston w/ G. It's all good I guess. This weird social link that sprouted from nowhere all thanks to steam. Trust me, we had a fair share of office talks and intelligent conversation. Despite my jerk persona of course. Took my first cab ride of the year to sixth and the black pepper fish is so good. I'm sure this is definitely a good way to kick start the first working day of the year. Midweek lo!
Click.
On 170 back home, rushing out for my medical appointment. Scrambling and rushing.. Only to find myself sitting there waiting for my MA.
Click.
I smiled alittle as I plug my music back into my ears and start my usual after ma stroll back to the bus stop. It'd been all good. Well simplicity is good, neutral is good. I'm contented. I would never thought it would help me that much. And It never fails to amaze me when I could whip out my english speaking personas whenever I had my MAs. Proper english statements, and all. Cool optimistic statements like "I'm not really sure what's wrong but let's find out shall we?". Yeah I know life is tough, but it's either I'm super optimistic or I'm fucking too lazy/laid back to give a fuck and I'm placing my bets on the latter.
Click.
-tweets-
"Always feels like a better person the moment I stepped out of the hospital. Sunshines and rainbows huat ah!"
-tweets again after 2 min-
"Cheebye. The moment I said sunshine and it started pouring. Cheebye! chao chee bye. Nabeh knn, unicorn father die"
miss the bus somemore.. Fuck..
Sighs. Happy world just got destroyed in 2 minutes.
Lesson learnt: nvr admit that it's a good day, u will only jinx it. Same applies for gambling :( nabeh la
-storms off to buy garlic bread jiak. Dulan-
Click.
Haircut.
Got down the bus.. Can't make up my mind and was pacing around. Decided to take a pee.. Peeing in kopitiam toilet and release there's 2 cockroaches crawling right infront of me. Bangkit really lupsup..
-Looks into the mirror-
Ah why does my hair always look so good on days just before I'm mentally prepared to go for haircuts. There's this phobia thing abt haircut I always have about hair cuts.
Pacing around, up and down. Oh fuck me. I can never go for a haircut properly. Shit!
-sits down and look into salon's mirror-
Nabeh ;( scared..
Click.
"Thank you and half a nice day"
Pushing open the salon door,
I dragged my slippers out of the salon. Sigh, no chio bu hairdresser today.
Walking down, to the bus stop while touching my shaven sides, I'm so proud of myself. I'd just made it out there alive(:
& my bus just left infront of me. But guess what, there's another one behind! Huat~
Click. Tbc
*alarm rings*
There it goes again,
As usual, I hit the snooze button, sit a 3 min countdown timer and close my eyes.
well it wasn't exactly 3 mins later when I wake up again.
6.50. Rush to prepare, practically have to drag my legs out when I shot my apartment one last look. There, my clockwork life will begins once again. I slowly walk down to the bus stop. Yes all the people, students slogging to school, aunties doing their morning grocery shopping, uncles with their drink packets going out there to put bread on the table.
Walking down, looking around, music plugged in. Prepared tons of new kpop and indies which I guess would probably could last me a month or two. Darn, still feels fucking surreal.
Click.
A call from G. That perked me up alittle~ just got reminded that I'm on halfday today(: 4.5 hours countdown set on my head. Let's do this!
***
Click.
Rushing off from camp.
& shit always have to crop up at the last minute. The day probably sucked.
Did I mention that I had weekend duty just because the duty planning personnel change? :( fuck my life please.
I'm still looking at the brighter side thou. -ton on saturday and sleep the day off on sun-
Click.
I'm out @ aston w/ G. It's all good I guess. This weird social link that sprouted from nowhere all thanks to steam. Trust me, we had a fair share of office talks and intelligent conversation. Despite my jerk persona of course. Took my first cab ride of the year to sixth and the black pepper fish is so good. I'm sure this is definitely a good way to kick start the first working day of the year. Midweek lo!
Click.
On 170 back home, rushing out for my medical appointment. Scrambling and rushing.. Only to find myself sitting there waiting for my MA.
Click.
I smiled alittle as I plug my music back into my ears and start my usual after ma stroll back to the bus stop. It'd been all good. Well simplicity is good, neutral is good. I'm contented. I would never thought it would help me that much. And It never fails to amaze me when I could whip out my english speaking personas whenever I had my MAs. Proper english statements, and all. Cool optimistic statements like "I'm not really sure what's wrong but let's find out shall we?". Yeah I know life is tough, but it's either I'm super optimistic or I'm fucking too lazy/laid back to give a fuck and I'm placing my bets on the latter.
Click.
-tweets-
"Always feels like a better person the moment I stepped out of the hospital. Sunshines and rainbows huat ah!"
-tweets again after 2 min-
"Cheebye. The moment I said sunshine and it started pouring. Cheebye! chao chee bye. Nabeh knn, unicorn father die"
miss the bus somemore.. Fuck..
Sighs. Happy world just got destroyed in 2 minutes.
Lesson learnt: nvr admit that it's a good day, u will only jinx it. Same applies for gambling :( nabeh la
-storms off to buy garlic bread jiak. Dulan-
Click.
Haircut.
Got down the bus.. Can't make up my mind and was pacing around. Decided to take a pee.. Peeing in kopitiam toilet and release there's 2 cockroaches crawling right infront of me. Bangkit really lupsup..
-Looks into the mirror-
Ah why does my hair always look so good on days just before I'm mentally prepared to go for haircuts. There's this phobia thing abt haircut I always have about hair cuts.
Pacing around, up and down. Oh fuck me. I can never go for a haircut properly. Shit!
-sits down and look into salon's mirror-
Nabeh ;( scared..
Click.
"Thank you and half a nice day"
Pushing open the salon door,
I dragged my slippers out of the salon. Sigh, no chio bu hairdresser today.
Walking down, to the bus stop while touching my shaven sides, I'm so proud of myself. I'd just made it out there alive(:
& my bus just left infront of me. But guess what, there's another one behind! Huat~
Click. Tbc
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
010113
New Year...
it felt so surreal.
i spent 1 year in an elevator.
took me 1 year to find vash's car.
"bye guys! see you in a year's time!" throws out an epic statement in a moment of high.
there, i shut the car door, proud of myself, and embark onto the longest elevator journey that i guess i could ever take in my life with Adel.
that's how i spent my new year.
of course, how can i forget to mention the warm fuzzy dinner treat from Richard.
this year have been good. Or i can say, december was good. We all never got to see the warm side of Richard until now.
lets see how Day 1 goes shall we?
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Monday, December 31, 2012
arigtaou
i will keep writing,
i will keep writing my story (:
i will become a more meaningful person.
thanks 2012.
resolution for 2013
Start Exercising
Start Running
Cut down on being fucked up
Launch of XXXXXXX
Reach level 2 in Korean
Learn a new skill
Learn a new song with my guitar
Go to Genting
Travel to Japan
Plan a Chalet
Get more than 10 chops on my passport
Getaway w/ Adel
Less Vulgar, more English (already a gentleman thanks)
Social Links upgrade
Money! i'm so gonna make my first 1k
i know this sounds stupid, but i think i really need a driving license
... and the list goes on.
i will keep writing my story (:
i will become a more meaningful person.
thanks 2012.
resolution for 2013
Start Exercising
Start Running
Cut down on being fucked up
Launch of XXXXXXX
Reach level 2 in Korean
Learn a new skill
Learn a new song with my guitar
Go to Genting
Travel to Japan
Plan a Chalet
Get more than 10 chops on my passport
Getaway w/ Adel
Less Vulgar, more English (already a gentleman thanks)
Social Links upgrade
Money! i'm so gonna make my first 1k
i know this sounds stupid, but i think i really need a driving license
... and the list goes on.
Jungle
Social Links, again.
Yes somewhat I'd been neglecting since I'm going thru a homey phase. Time to play hermit, sitting at home, quiet nights and computer games, topped with late night supper with afew friends.
Quiet as it is...
***
Was slapped by the strong cold air of the aircon the moment I board the bus back home. Tried to avoid eye contact with the ezlink tap gadget, didn't wanna remind myself of how poor I am..
Awww fuck..
New year eve. Today, and I head back to camp. I told myself that it'd be fun. Taking it as going out, in smart 4. It's like a reuion I guess..
Been ages since I connect with them and yes, I felt so distance. My evoker is definitely not working and I'm napping my way off this half day.
"What went wrong?" I always wonder.
Trading our cards, meet ups and all the fun definitely wasn't fake. Or am I just got so much into character that I didn't realize that I'm pretending?
"Definitely not, the joy and laughter are not doubt genuine"
Yes they are, and they always will be.
-Sighs- "just what went wrong?"
I'd seen a lot. Keepers or not, we know best. But this tinge of inevitable awkwardness that dwells amongst, is smth I would wanna kill before the year end.
"Maybe I'd been away for too long, social links work this way doesn't it?"
Follow the law of the jungle, paint your face for there is a war coming. Shooting invisible bullets, throwing invisible knives. The enemy is one invisible, among us.
Yes somewhat I'd been neglecting since I'm going thru a homey phase. Time to play hermit, sitting at home, quiet nights and computer games, topped with late night supper with afew friends.
Quiet as it is...
***
Was slapped by the strong cold air of the aircon the moment I board the bus back home. Tried to avoid eye contact with the ezlink tap gadget, didn't wanna remind myself of how poor I am..
Awww fuck..
New year eve. Today, and I head back to camp. I told myself that it'd be fun. Taking it as going out, in smart 4. It's like a reuion I guess..
Been ages since I connect with them and yes, I felt so distance. My evoker is definitely not working and I'm napping my way off this half day.
"What went wrong?" I always wonder.
Trading our cards, meet ups and all the fun definitely wasn't fake. Or am I just got so much into character that I didn't realize that I'm pretending?
"Definitely not, the joy and laughter are not doubt genuine"
Yes they are, and they always will be.
-Sighs- "just what went wrong?"
I'd seen a lot. Keepers or not, we know best. But this tinge of inevitable awkwardness that dwells amongst, is smth I would wanna kill before the year end.
"Maybe I'd been away for too long, social links work this way doesn't it?"
Follow the law of the jungle, paint your face for there is a war coming. Shooting invisible bullets, throwing invisible knives. The enemy is one invisible, among us.
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Hazel
Hello there,
My precious social link. You're my everything. Literally? Yes literally. I would be lying if I say otherwise.
How old we are, ancient. We'd came a long path, we sure have.
Time stopped for a moment, and thinking abt fate and destiny... What if we're never meant to be? We lost it, what if we're meant to end it? Like ending it while things are not ugly, calling this curtain while there's still joy in the show?
This random epiphany hit me, in a weird way. Somehow bringing me to understand why is it possible for some couples to end off while they're happy. maybe these memories are what that should be left. And it wouldn't be as bad as things turning ugly.
***
Click.
I'd got to go. We're standing at ur doorstep, and we exchange farewells. I could see your eyes swell. Those tears of bliss that I'm bathing in..
My precious social link. You're my everything. Literally? Yes literally. I would be lying if I say otherwise.
How old we are, ancient. We'd came a long path, we sure have.
Time stopped for a moment, and thinking abt fate and destiny... What if we're never meant to be? We lost it, what if we're meant to end it? Like ending it while things are not ugly, calling this curtain while there's still joy in the show?
This random epiphany hit me, in a weird way. Somehow bringing me to understand why is it possible for some couples to end off while they're happy. maybe these memories are what that should be left. And it wouldn't be as bad as things turning ugly.
***
Click.
I'd got to go. We're standing at ur doorstep, and we exchange farewells. I could see your eyes swell. Those tears of bliss that I'm bathing in..
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Rockin'
I'd been procrastinating for sometime about this and I guess it'll be good to at least start it on my berry while I'm at it.
HARD ROCK HOTEL.
Sometimes I'm in a mood for naming things. Not really sure whether am I talented at it or is it just me being plain retarded.
"ARE YOU READY TO ROCK?"
Didn't call a lot of people on this one. Just want afew close friends to come together and enjoy. And that would be my longest social link.
Used to be diadem generation, we were used to beo kpop together, and of cos the only remaining guy from the ol' secondary sch clique who bothered to keep in constant contact, Vash.
Vash is yet another long story, but moving on, there's my couz and my blood brother. Yes I know, but we're close. &
-love the feeling of getting on the bus that I'd missed by taking another bus to cut the route of that bus-
Back into my story. Yes I know, we're close and we're also rather tight with vash's parents as much he is with our parents. & lastly, Ken. Rob's friend. We're one bunch of weird social link, who laugh at each other's selfpawn moments and we're jokers in our own way. Yep, all dicks no chicks, and we're all fucking set on this journey.
-
"Guys, I try to get 28th - 29th okay? If not we settle for 27th - 28th?"
it's the december period, people clearing leave, off, taking their time off work, going overseas. Meanwhile we're planning our mini getaway. We'd been talking about it during our LAN & Supper nights, throw out the itinerary, and before we know it.
"Omgosh! I'm so excited for tomorrow! can't wait"
"Yea, it'll be a hell of a party!"
28th DEC 2012
And before we know it, we're up. Late noon, rushing over to hardrock with richard and mums. Took the MRT due to the sudden downpour, and it stopped just as we thought our day might be fucked.
*
Richard is just plain awesome. He even got us concession cards for the sentosa train rides. In we went!
Took the train, gosh! How long have I not been to sentosa, oh! Hellllloooo resort world :)
We stroll down the busy local resort, looking around, pointing at chicks, edging each other. Hahaha guys will be guys. And there, unveil infront of us, Hard Rock hotel.
Sleek hotel, we entered by the side door. Zipped down into the check in lobby and the lobby bar. No grande entreeeeaaaaa but, we're all smiles. Grinning ear to ear, started checking in on our social media platforms and taking photos. #instra
We explored for quite abit while Richard went ahead to check into the hotel for us. Aye, that include checking out the rock shop and lazing by the couch!
Lupsup team photo~
Time to huat!
"Lai. Ke yi zou liao"
Richard came, waving the holders with our room cards. And there we went up into the lift, we're like.. Let's go!! Chattering noise filled up the entire lift and we just can't wait for what comes next.
-ding dong-
We run down the trail of carpets while looking left and right to count the room number plates.
"455"
"454"
"453"!
-knocks-
"staying for a night! Excuse me"
(Usual chinese tradition to knock and says that to you know who)
We're blinded people. We just opened up a room filled with gold bars and we're fucking blinded. I'm literally shouting, running across the room, went straight out to the balcony and huat it. Richard, walking behind am chio. I know he's so proud of himself.
Aye. We played for abit, looked around. Hmmmm 2 big custom queen?? Well it certainly isn't king but definitely bigger than super single. Laze on the bed, couch. All of us are channel surfing and relaxing and I decided to plug in my iphone into the dock and throw in some Calvin Harris! Let's go~
After half a boring movie. We decided to head down for an early dinner. Went walking abit further and we finally saw the artificial beach that richard is talking about. And a pool bar?! Oh c'mon!
Settled for dinner @ harbourfront's kopitiam(:
The fish soup and char kway tiao? Jizz. Cheap good food.
We bid farewell after dinner. And after my parents went off to do more shopping and we're all on our own! The 5 of us. "Freedom~!"
we went to walk about, did some grocery shopping, opps full of alcohol.
After 2 bottles of barcadi mojito in the basket, I decided to throw in one personal big carlsberg bottle while vash throw in a large can of asahi. Topped it up with half a dozen of hoegarden and we're all set!
DecÍded to bring the bottles back because it's too heavy. Darn! Head back immediately after doing shopping with robs @ uniqlo.
Sighs. Miss those days that we're out, we're like brother and sister exploring while mummy and daddy are hitting the slots. Keke
Headed back and the first thing we do is nua! Old already.
And we decided to have a game of transformation since we might be heading out to gai gai and drink.
Transformed lol!!
Movies and booze just can't get any better. We had a good brother time, while playing finger guessing, 7up and category.
Oh yea, I wanna get high lolz. Was behaving like a retard, high fives with security guards and hi to strangers.
We chat and chat, and we head back to slack.
-K.O.-
They went down to buy cup noodles and shop for supper thou. Nb totally bo jio.
*laughs* when I asked next morning.
"ni tou dou dao xiang gou yi yang liao"
D:
It was at midnight when I woke up abruptly. Could almost felt the puke going up my throat until I calm myself and try breathing slowly. Took a bottle of water and sip by while I hear them laughing at me, pointing after my loud burp.
"Aiya, ta seh liao la"
"Hahahaa dog sia"
"Wo kan ta mingtian dou bu dong ta you qi lai he sui lo"
Nabeh! Trust me, I'm smiling to myself and cursing them with all known hokkien vulgar. But I can't open my mouth.
-slumps back onto bed-
*there's a number of funny night incidents*
Insomias, hitting by sudden light. Blinded by toilet light.
# DAY2
Had a beautiful dream. It's just us. Me and you. I saw u. You're not a faceless beauty. We held hands, hugged. Strolling around paradise. But u just don't let me rest my hands on your shoulders. (Oh c'mon, even in my dreams?!) U keep placing my arms across you, resting on your waist as we walked.
---
Woke up.
Shirt unbuttoned, sleeves ruined. Feels like I just got rape. Clems was half dead. I shook my head to reality..
I'm still excited. Jumping up. Exclaiming the wonderful night we had. And they're all almost awake. Guess what? Those dogs made a breakfast table out of the ironing board. #laughs. And I admit I'm the on who took it out the night before.
Still laughing so hard about it.
Woke up, and made myself coffee and cup noodle that they bought ytd. Me and clems. Those dogs were alrdy smoking by the balcony lolol! Robs went back to KO while we chill, throwing in some music as we took turns to bathe.
A genre/group that defines us? Kpop.
Yes. SNSD. Anyday
#CHECK OUT
Motherfuckers says we consumed stuff from their mini bar.
Item wasn't even there
And we're there for one day
There we took a train back. noisy chatters slowly dies down only to be replaced by the surreal silence that drained out by fatigues.
One by one, we dropped off at our respective stops and head home.. Yes we miss the day. It was a special getaway never meant to be forgotten.
#CHECK CLEAR.
HUAT
HARD ROCK HOTEL.
Sometimes I'm in a mood for naming things. Not really sure whether am I talented at it or is it just me being plain retarded.
"ARE YOU READY TO ROCK?"
Didn't call a lot of people on this one. Just want afew close friends to come together and enjoy. And that would be my longest social link.
Used to be diadem generation, we were used to beo kpop together, and of cos the only remaining guy from the ol' secondary sch clique who bothered to keep in constant contact, Vash.
Vash is yet another long story, but moving on, there's my couz and my blood brother. Yes I know, but we're close. &
-love the feeling of getting on the bus that I'd missed by taking another bus to cut the route of that bus-
Back into my story. Yes I know, we're close and we're also rather tight with vash's parents as much he is with our parents. & lastly, Ken. Rob's friend. We're one bunch of weird social link, who laugh at each other's selfpawn moments and we're jokers in our own way. Yep, all dicks no chicks, and we're all fucking set on this journey.
-
"Guys, I try to get 28th - 29th okay? If not we settle for 27th - 28th?"
it's the december period, people clearing leave, off, taking their time off work, going overseas. Meanwhile we're planning our mini getaway. We'd been talking about it during our LAN & Supper nights, throw out the itinerary, and before we know it.
"Omgosh! I'm so excited for tomorrow! can't wait"
"Yea, it'll be a hell of a party!"
28th DEC 2012
And before we know it, we're up. Late noon, rushing over to hardrock with richard and mums. Took the MRT due to the sudden downpour, and it stopped just as we thought our day might be fucked.
*
Richard is just plain awesome. He even got us concession cards for the sentosa train rides. In we went!
Took the train, gosh! How long have I not been to sentosa, oh! Hellllloooo resort world :)
We stroll down the busy local resort, looking around, pointing at chicks, edging each other. Hahaha guys will be guys. And there, unveil infront of us, Hard Rock hotel.
Sleek hotel, we entered by the side door. Zipped down into the check in lobby and the lobby bar. No grande entreeeeaaaaa but, we're all smiles. Grinning ear to ear, started checking in on our social media platforms and taking photos. #instra
We explored for quite abit while Richard went ahead to check into the hotel for us. Aye, that include checking out the rock shop and lazing by the couch!
Lupsup team photo~
Time to huat!
"Lai. Ke yi zou liao"
Richard came, waving the holders with our room cards. And there we went up into the lift, we're like.. Let's go!! Chattering noise filled up the entire lift and we just can't wait for what comes next.
-ding dong-
We run down the trail of carpets while looking left and right to count the room number plates.
"455"
"454"
"453"!
-knocks-
"staying for a night! Excuse me"
(Usual chinese tradition to knock and says that to you know who)
We're blinded people. We just opened up a room filled with gold bars and we're fucking blinded. I'm literally shouting, running across the room, went straight out to the balcony and huat it. Richard, walking behind am chio. I know he's so proud of himself.
Aye. We played for abit, looked around. Hmmmm 2 big custom queen?? Well it certainly isn't king but definitely bigger than super single. Laze on the bed, couch. All of us are channel surfing and relaxing and I decided to plug in my iphone into the dock and throw in some Calvin Harris! Let's go~
After half a boring movie. We decided to head down for an early dinner. Went walking abit further and we finally saw the artificial beach that richard is talking about. And a pool bar?! Oh c'mon!
Settled for dinner @ harbourfront's kopitiam(:
The fish soup and char kway tiao? Jizz. Cheap good food.
We bid farewell after dinner. And after my parents went off to do more shopping and we're all on our own! The 5 of us. "Freedom~!"
we went to walk about, did some grocery shopping, opps full of alcohol.
After 2 bottles of barcadi mojito in the basket, I decided to throw in one personal big carlsberg bottle while vash throw in a large can of asahi. Topped it up with half a dozen of hoegarden and we're all set!
DecÍded to bring the bottles back because it's too heavy. Darn! Head back immediately after doing shopping with robs @ uniqlo.
Sighs. Miss those days that we're out, we're like brother and sister exploring while mummy and daddy are hitting the slots. Keke
Headed back and the first thing we do is nua! Old already.
And we decided to have a game of transformation since we might be heading out to gai gai and drink.
Transformed lol!!
Movies and booze just can't get any better. We had a good brother time, while playing finger guessing, 7up and category.
Oh yea, I wanna get high lolz. Was behaving like a retard, high fives with security guards and hi to strangers.
We chat and chat, and we head back to slack.
-K.O.-
They went down to buy cup noodles and shop for supper thou. Nb totally bo jio.
*laughs* when I asked next morning.
"ni tou dou dao xiang gou yi yang liao"
D:
It was at midnight when I woke up abruptly. Could almost felt the puke going up my throat until I calm myself and try breathing slowly. Took a bottle of water and sip by while I hear them laughing at me, pointing after my loud burp.
"Aiya, ta seh liao la"
"Hahahaa dog sia"
"Wo kan ta mingtian dou bu dong ta you qi lai he sui lo"
Nabeh! Trust me, I'm smiling to myself and cursing them with all known hokkien vulgar. But I can't open my mouth.
-slumps back onto bed-
*there's a number of funny night incidents*
Insomias, hitting by sudden light. Blinded by toilet light.
# DAY2
Had a beautiful dream. It's just us. Me and you. I saw u. You're not a faceless beauty. We held hands, hugged. Strolling around paradise. But u just don't let me rest my hands on your shoulders. (Oh c'mon, even in my dreams?!) U keep placing my arms across you, resting on your waist as we walked.
---
Woke up.
Shirt unbuttoned, sleeves ruined. Feels like I just got rape. Clems was half dead. I shook my head to reality..
I'm still excited. Jumping up. Exclaiming the wonderful night we had. And they're all almost awake. Guess what? Those dogs made a breakfast table out of the ironing board. #laughs. And I admit I'm the on who took it out the night before.
Still laughing so hard about it.
Woke up, and made myself coffee and cup noodle that they bought ytd. Me and clems. Those dogs were alrdy smoking by the balcony lolol! Robs went back to KO while we chill, throwing in some music as we took turns to bathe.
A genre/group that defines us? Kpop.
Yes. SNSD. Anyday
#CHECK OUT
Motherfuckers says we consumed stuff from their mini bar.
Item wasn't even there
And we're there for one day
There we took a train back. noisy chatters slowly dies down only to be replaced by the surreal silence that drained out by fatigues.
One by one, we dropped off at our respective stops and head home.. Yes we miss the day. It was a special getaway never meant to be forgotten.
#CHECK CLEAR.
HUAT
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
S|X
Been quite sometime since i "keyed" anything down,
and would like to do so...
since... uh yep, lets get going
"off with the music and yet there's the old me.
buried deep down,
the little tinge of my old persona still remains,
and it never left."
i'd reckon it's a good retarded day to blogged about 191212
seemingly long day.
yes, it's really long you see.
was active for 24 hours on this one.
woke up pretty much early to prep and start heading out for cohesion,
it'll still obviously be a mess because how easy it to manage that many people?
we're late, but i guess it doesn't really matter,
what matter is, when we realize we can no longer sleep there, because i'm thrown to lazer tag.
nabeh, )@#*()@*)(#&!@)*&#)@&#)&@)$)(#*%()*#%
but how suck could it be when you have your camp brothers as comrades?
we lost anyways.
but thinking back, we're still one motherfucking kickass team!
So after that, yada yada, we just left the place and head down to find the other people.
oh yeah! hijacked a com and started playing the league of legends! :P
ahhahhasdhaklrjwklsdjkgjdsklg <3 p="p">
moving on, that wasn't all
it all ended beautifully with a 8 course lunch..? and oh yep! won a lucky draw!
was so happy when my name was called, but u shld've seen the look on my face when i realize it's a DVD player.
went out with the guys after that,
hellyeahdutyfreebeer!
fuckyeahchevrons
had some booze before heading to the ktv opposite
and... i'm sure we kinda sang our hearts out.
rushed home to prepare and met aaron after that.
well... that bastard.
i never stop wondering how can 2 extreme opposites click so well.
but... actually i think i knew..
deep inside, how are we awkwardly similar.
we're actually that similar you know?
despite the different exterior persona we had,
maybe i did my mask too well.
and aye, it's sitting by the river, drinking, talking, relationship woes and cursing our fate to the river.
we're both straight by the way(:
food for thoughts:
a) what's fate?
b) what's destiny?
c) what's the difference between fate and destiny?
we trail down, to mbs, off mbs, to clarke quay.
yeah, we walked in the rain just so you know.
down to robinson, had a good ol' adventurous "breakfast" @ 7-11?
wow, they come with seats
and dragged our feets to chase the morning bus...
oh c'mon!
despite all the dirty dutch,
the swedish house mafia and calvin harris
i'm still a Rie Fu person.
it felt so surreal....
i always loved how you are different from the herd..
still pure,
still untainted.
i wished you would forever stay that way...
my....
got my ass back home after everything,
and took a nice warm shower before slumping onto the bed.
zzzzzz
zzzz
zzzzz
zzz
zzzz
cant even have a good dream after that.
it sucks.
it sucks to be so "particularly" aligned to the moon and to think like a girl
it sucks to be so sensitive
it sucks to be so considerate when no one gives a fuck in this society now
it sucks literally to lie onto bed and be drown while swimming in your thoughts
i missed you
i missed us..
i missed me.
i miss you
& i always thought about us..
***
我们 不适 合 也 不 想 认输
and would like to do so...
since... uh yep, lets get going
"off with the music and yet there's the old me.
buried deep down,
the little tinge of my old persona still remains,
and it never left."
i'd reckon it's a good retarded day to blogged about 191212
seemingly long day.
yes, it's really long you see.
was active for 24 hours on this one.
woke up pretty much early to prep and start heading out for cohesion,
it'll still obviously be a mess because how easy it to manage that many people?
we're late, but i guess it doesn't really matter,
what matter is, when we realize we can no longer sleep there, because i'm thrown to lazer tag.
nabeh, )@#*()@*)(#&!@)*&#)@&#)&@)$)(#*%()*#%
but how suck could it be when you have your camp brothers as comrades?
we lost anyways.
but thinking back, we're still one motherfucking kickass team!
So after that, yada yada, we just left the place and head down to find the other people.
oh yeah! hijacked a com and started playing the league of legends! :P
ahhahhasdhaklrjwklsdjkgjdsklg <3 p="p">
moving on, that wasn't all
it all ended beautifully with a 8 course lunch..? and oh yep! won a lucky draw!
was so happy when my name was called, but u shld've seen the look on my face when i realize it's a DVD player.
went out with the guys after that,
hellyeahdutyfreebeer!
fuckyeahchevrons
had some booze before heading to the ktv opposite
and... i'm sure we kinda sang our hearts out.
rushed home to prepare and met aaron after that.
well... that bastard.
i never stop wondering how can 2 extreme opposites click so well.
but... actually i think i knew..
deep inside, how are we awkwardly similar.
we're actually that similar you know?
despite the different exterior persona we had,
maybe i did my mask too well.
and aye, it's sitting by the river, drinking, talking, relationship woes and cursing our fate to the river.
we're both straight by the way(:
food for thoughts:
a) what's fate?
b) what's destiny?
c) what's the difference between fate and destiny?
we trail down, to mbs, off mbs, to clarke quay.
yeah, we walked in the rain just so you know.
down to robinson, had a good ol' adventurous "breakfast" @ 7-11?
wow, they come with seats
and dragged our feets to chase the morning bus...
oh c'mon!
despite all the dirty dutch,
the swedish house mafia and calvin harris
i'm still a Rie Fu person.
it felt so surreal....
i always loved how you are different from the herd..
still pure,
still untainted.
i wished you would forever stay that way...
my....
got my ass back home after everything,
and took a nice warm shower before slumping onto the bed.
zzzzzz
zzzz
zzzzz
zzz
zzzz
cant even have a good dream after that.
it sucks.
it sucks to be so "particularly" aligned to the moon and to think like a girl
it sucks to be so sensitive
it sucks to be so considerate when no one gives a fuck in this society now
it sucks literally to lie onto bed and be drown while swimming in your thoughts
i missed you
i missed us..
i missed me.
i miss you
& i always thought about us..
***
我们 不适 合 也 不 想 认输
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
answers.
i looked into the tiny book of answers.
and i saw a blank page.
how was i.. contemplating to wrote down my own answers.
i'm from the moon,
and u lived in mercury
i always looked at how fate puts us together
yet we're meant to be torn apart by destiny.
the air could never mix with the water.
when the moon child met the princess of mercury,
he forgotten it all,
you led me down into the forest of love,
and we got lost there,
dancing,
singing,
hugging,
for years..
we're still inside,
familiar, but are we still lost?
venice right..?
maybe i'll find my answers there.
eventually..
and i saw a blank page.
how was i.. contemplating to wrote down my own answers.
i'm from the moon,
and u lived in mercury
i always looked at how fate puts us together
yet we're meant to be torn apart by destiny.
the air could never mix with the water.
when the moon child met the princess of mercury,
he forgotten it all,
you led me down into the forest of love,
and we got lost there,
dancing,
singing,
hugging,
for years..
we're still inside,
familiar, but are we still lost?
venice right..?
maybe i'll find my answers there.
eventually..
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Hear (ENT)
Nah, I wasn't hit by any epiphany or if any sort, just thought it would be nice to blog down my ENT trip over at NUH. Yes, NUH, am referred to this hospital for quite sometime and finally I could go for my long awaited medical appointment. However, I would say... It sucks when i have to go to hospital? It's a place, ironically the most negative feelings would be created yet beacons of hope could be born here as well.
I had seen my fair share of patients and it only hurts me deep down inside, not only how people are are all suffering. And the pains and problems of people everyday. It's only Tuesday and the hospital is clogged with people, returning patients, sick children, and not to mention frail elderly that are sadly awaiting the grim ripper on their wheelchair.
Was praying for a good trip, a cure, and that is all that matters when I realize I took the wrong letter and before I know it, I had to make a call down to require for a fax. Other little misfortunes such as missing the bus even I did my Olympic sprint, but I guess I'm quite glad that my hearing is still pretty much normal.
Went over to the opposite wing to did test and my current wing is clogged. Tips: kent ridge wing pharmacy girls sibei upz.
Did a audiology test and was thrown into a small box, with a headphone and button and you people knows what happens next. Oh! Did I mention that theres this cute girl that I saw? Not really know if saw is the right word as I couldnt see her face. Thought she might be claustrophobic as she kept opening the door and taking in deep breaths as she complaint that there is no air inside. Machiam going underwater la sia!
Saw a mother and soon, both either deaf/mute. My inside died alittle as I see them trying to express themselves to each other using almost inaudible soft squeaks
That aside, 2 handshakes from 2 different doctors and I'm out... For now....
3 months rest and we'll see what happens. Hearing induced problem as he said. Ti-something. Soz I only know titanium :P
Any why are nurses from the pharmacy more chio than those in clinic ah?
Sent from my iPad
I had seen my fair share of patients and it only hurts me deep down inside, not only how people are are all suffering. And the pains and problems of people everyday. It's only Tuesday and the hospital is clogged with people, returning patients, sick children, and not to mention frail elderly that are sadly awaiting the grim ripper on their wheelchair.
Was praying for a good trip, a cure, and that is all that matters when I realize I took the wrong letter and before I know it, I had to make a call down to require for a fax. Other little misfortunes such as missing the bus even I did my Olympic sprint, but I guess I'm quite glad that my hearing is still pretty much normal.
Went over to the opposite wing to did test and my current wing is clogged. Tips: kent ridge wing pharmacy girls sibei upz.
Did a audiology test and was thrown into a small box, with a headphone and button and you people knows what happens next. Oh! Did I mention that theres this cute girl that I saw? Not really know if saw is the right word as I couldnt see her face. Thought she might be claustrophobic as she kept opening the door and taking in deep breaths as she complaint that there is no air inside. Machiam going underwater la sia!
Saw a mother and soon, both either deaf/mute. My inside died alittle as I see them trying to express themselves to each other using almost inaudible soft squeaks
That aside, 2 handshakes from 2 different doctors and I'm out... For now....
3 months rest and we'll see what happens. Hearing induced problem as he said. Ti-something. Soz I only know titanium :P
Any why are nurses from the pharmacy more chio than those in clinic ah?
Sent from my iPad
#Funny
"Jasmine: you pig! When was the last time we came out together. Before marriage, you are so thrill to come shopping with me, now u only want to laze around at home. I don't care, you better make me happy today or else u don't touch me."
Hahaha girls! >< Knn
That's how I feel when I'm out w/ Adel. Shopping has become a real chore and I felt like I'd become a human trolley. Nabeh. Bt I still **** u la. Huat (:
Hahaha girls! >< Knn
That's how I feel when I'm out w/ Adel. Shopping has become a real chore and I felt like I'd become a human trolley. Nabeh. Bt I still **** u la. Huat (:
Sunday, December 9, 2012
Tuesday 041212
December just couldn't come any faster, and my life now.. Guess I could say that everything is pretty much fine. Not settled, but fine I guess.. I had good days out coffee will my closest possible social links, and also how I realize how intelligent a bro of my were in the context of 'work' sanity. But that's all yet another story.
Music taste buds took a weird turn, and now digitally refined sounds turn me on. And I guess december could come as a good month since we're all clearing leave, I see a good chance of reconnecting w/ my social links.
Music taste buds took a weird turn, and now digitally refined sounds turn me on. And I guess december could come as a good month since we're all clearing leave, I see a good chance of reconnecting w/ my social links.
Friday, December 7, 2012
Thursday, December 6, 2012
Ugly
Judgement, engraved deeply into human nature, we perceived deeply on how things looked physically. How that hot that girl is, how cute that guy is, visual creatures that treat people differently because of the cover.
Humans, inevitably have the tendency to judge, throw in some personalities, and stories in accordance to how people look.
"Oh she's so pretty, she must be nice"
"Oh he looked so nerd, he must be a loser"
and yada yada...
when would we ever learn to see and love people from the inside?
we'd all been brain washed have we?
taste changing from the ancient times, now skinny is the in thing, and models setting bench mark and also brain washing us on what is beautiful. TV shows, cartoon, always showing the good to be the suave, and the bad to be ugly. But then again, everyone is different isn't it?
This following documentary, kinda change my life,
it's more of like an awareness video.
i'll let the video do the talking
PART 1
PART 2
PART 3
i hope this post would get noticed by people, and i hope this message would forever be sent across the world. And when people could love and understand one another, we're one step closer to world peace.
taboo, a grim-reality documentary.
Life Changing.
Humans, inevitably have the tendency to judge, throw in some personalities, and stories in accordance to how people look.
"Oh she's so pretty, she must be nice"
"Oh he looked so nerd, he must be a loser"
and yada yada...
when would we ever learn to see and love people from the inside?
we'd all been brain washed have we?
taste changing from the ancient times, now skinny is the in thing, and models setting bench mark and also brain washing us on what is beautiful. TV shows, cartoon, always showing the good to be the suave, and the bad to be ugly. But then again, everyone is different isn't it?
This following documentary, kinda change my life,
it's more of like an awareness video.
i'll let the video do the talking
PART 1
PART 2
PART 3
i hope this post would get noticed by people, and i hope this message would forever be sent across the world. And when people could love and understand one another, we're one step closer to world peace.
taboo, a grim-reality documentary.
Life Changing.
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