210312

U flap your feather less body, bald from birth. I can still see the pink in your flesh, with the shape of your skeletal, drawing out the distinct figure of you. You scream silently, calling out to your parents as you blindly opened your mouth, waiting to be fed. I saw your soft beak, very soft, moving together with the little muscle that seems to be taking its toll as you stretch your beak weakly. You're no bigger than the size of my thumb.
You're breathing heavily, panting, as if struggling to survive. You're being bought to this world, unknown, naïve, your just on your first step to adapt to earth.

Yes. I'm watching a baby bird.

***

I would never expect that within the gigantic concrete slabs of flats would this tiny weeny greenish bird would find its comforts of its nest in one of those ceramic bonsai of my neighbor. Marveled by such occurrence. I went to look at this oddity located at the far end of my corridor. Everyday I saw its mother harvesting the egg, rubbing the egg with its pale yellow body, waiting for these little kindle surprise which is no bigger than the nail of my index finger to hatch into life.

Everyday, I watch, amazed by how an animal can spend it's day while humans could only complain despite given such a powerful brain to store memory, display emotions, and thus inventions come into play.

***

Everyday I watch, being a cute timid mother, she would always flutter away when we get too close. I saw her slept I saw her rest, in the nest which surround her like a mini float. This is one humble mum, I thought.

And one day, it hatched. I looked, but was overwhelmed by sadness as I realize there's only 2 eggs, different from the usual 4. What could have happened I thought. Mum told me that months ago, this little bird, had her bundles of joy eaten by another bird, probably its predator, stealing its happiness from her. For once, I wanted to understand them, those little species of things that we came across during our everyday lives, oblivious to its new surrounding. Buildings were erected, instead of trees. Seems like humans are the one who invaded to this territory of the animal kingdom, altering the way of the food chain.

Fear crept into my mind as I saw the now nest having its 2nd member in the house. The wind blew and I saw the bonsai dance weakly amongst the wind.. It's weak, I prayed for no storm under this young one learn how to fly...

***

midweek came in a flash, and there I took my fair share of holiday as I'm spending the night with my loved ones. Doing a saturday duty last week, I felt as if I'm stuck in weekdays.. Half day off for my medical appointment today, and I was dreading how to spend it...

***

My noise filled up the office and we laughed like uncivilized soldiers, as if we'd won a medal. Was on high form today and I actually could felt myself easily reviving my rowdy persona amongst the 'dicks-only' environment. Given any presence of pussy I would have shrunk my balls. Spewing words of humor and vulgar I was inevitably termed the joker of (my dept) after the outburst of my persona. You got no idea how quiet and timid I use to behave, giving only a humble nod and giving appropriate comments every now and then. Compared to then, I'm uncivilized, speaks like a barbarian, or behaving like a brat.
people there were nice thou. I'm well taken care off and I'm glad I wasn't bestowed any great responsibility which I might screwed up of.

Only bad side might be the culture and saturday duties, but come to think of it, 24 sats in 2 years, so it might not be that bad as it seems. Culture wise, the jungle is like walking on a tight rope, so... I still couldn't determine my fate yet.

***

Time flies before I knew it and I'm chattering with almost everyone. Half excited, I'm also half reluctant to leave as my bros wanted me to stay. I like how brightly the sun shines after the storm in the jungle. With my now strengthen social links I'm prepared for the tests in tartarus. For now..
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140312 (3Rain)

The Rain

I pushed open my umbrella and started walking. Without plugging into any music, I wanted to hear the sound of the rain. The sound of them hitting mercilessly against my umbrella, the sound of them slapping onto the concrete ground.
Yes, it rained again..

I stretched my hands out to feel the droplets of the rain. I'd love rain since young. When I'm naïve, when I believed in miracle and fate. Those micro meteors of H2O nvr fails to amazed me, as I love to cling onto my the window and watch those evaporated waters casted down upon the earth from the skies.

It'd been ages since I played in the rain, lying on the ground, or running out with my hands spreaded out as if accepting salvation.
6 7 years? Time do flies, they said we should never waste youth. I'm not sure whether did I, but ironically we were at our lowest point of intelligence. It's like giving a kid $10 and tell him/her not to waste it, and they would be ending up spending it on $10 of color candies and junks.
watching the rain rested upon the earth, I'd reckon life is a least a bit similar to the rain. How inevitable as how the end always 'is'. How time won't wait as the rain fell down from heavens. We're once like the evaporated waters, hugging each other in the clouds, earth seems so beautiful, but we're on the other hand too timid to take the plunge, the leap of faith. From the towering heights upon the skies.

But with a little push, we went. Like a child who's learning cycling, we went with our parents guiding hand. that also would be our mentors in life. And there, we took the leap of faith..

Of course some will succeed, forgotten the hands of their guide had been let go off, gliding down the pavement, with smiles of their face. And there's always failures. Fallen, wounded, but would came out with a weak smile to mark the start of their plunge. As if in the war of romance, 'at least I'd tried'.

Then we would be on this path of route that'd been generalized. The path of inevitability. We pursue knowledge, but do we pursue our dreams?

We'll then went onto the trail of work.
Yes, the trail of work. I'm serving my nation now.. A rite of passage for guys, It's a love hate feeling, i do like it somehow, as it's like the last guide after tertiary level, giving me some time to think and plot the path of my future.
Giving my weekdays and occasional weekends. Minus the green uniform, this life might be not much different in the future. Succumbing to work, sharing problems with someone whom we called a spouse. Given that we'd a life time to search for them, without any clues from god, we're just blindly feeling our way thru. Some got pricked, some found, but threw it back into the gigantic basket. Yet some others found what they want.
There we provide for our family, regardless of gender, we submit to work, with the likes of financial benefits we fueled our homes, cars and whatever else we wanted. If policeman and astronaut still cool? At times point of time, do we still remember our dreams?
Or so do we have time to pursue them in life?

Not many could enjoy the luxury of living their dreams. Living their life..
Like a rain drop, we then ended our tough journey, upon the earth. There we will returned back to the soil. What given by our parents, ancestors, we will thus return to where they will be..

Topic: Rain (incomplete)

***

Hugging onto the tiny waterproof mushroom, I hasten my pace as the rain slapped onto my umbrella. Yes, it's already midweek. It's wednesday~
But come again, what's there to look forward to when you'd got duty on saturday?

***

Clapping my hands together, I prayed. It's audit period now & I hope everything goes well.. Time flies as usual when I'm doing work and before I know it.. Fall out :3 and we're all rewarded by getting the first bus~ I'm not even really counting down the hours anymore. Even thou I do take occasional glances at my watch.

Í love the way I live now, for I could meet u, meet my loved ones. Just being home, near them would make me a little happier inside. My comfort zone, my mum's cooking. I appreciate all of it..
My life isn't happening at all. Those who knew,
Knew. No alcohol no nights out. Just simple chit chats, meet ups, supper, movies and sleep overs. Throw in some computer games and that pretty much sums up my weekend or just spending time, drifting in my mental ocean.

***

The rain stopped in the jungle, and we can see birds flocking together, squirrels retreating back to the holes of the oak for warmth, the jungle is quiet now, despite being hectic at times, twisted, and a difficult place to survivor. For once... I might give this jungle a second chance for it seemed beautiful..
There wednesday passed silently..
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120312

The pavements are empty, it seems like I'm the only one who's awakened on a monday morning. There was a small drizzle, the shadows of the trees danced to the winds..

Today would be the week that I dread for the month of march. Cancelled my MAs to meet my quota, and to top it off, it's my duty this week..end. Yes weekend duty. Staying in camp for the whole of saturday, might not seem like an ideal way to spend it. Been planning a few things to do. Bought some books, put some games into my phone. I hope it would pass before I knew it. Just taking it as a day chalet. Outlook for the month of march might not seem that positive for now. Things happened. (P.S. I'm not sure whether can I blog about it, but those who're with me knew..)

***

I'm downed by the blue syndrome, moodless. It wasn't any better with my brow and comrades as my mood just sinks down.

***

Work work I'm drowned by work. Thou it sucks when there's work, ironically work would make time pass faster.

Mood change for the better now and I hate to admit it, but I just have to look at the positive side. For now...
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Storm is coming.
Feels like the lowest point of my life yet.
I love routine, mundane, simplicity is bliss.

Yet life's like a game. You have to keep casting the dice. Your fate is ever changing. No matter how much you love your current state, you can't cling onto your place once it's your turn. As if force to throw the dice.

If you didn't, there's a timer for countdown. It would auto roll if you didn't..


I happened to me once, it got me here, but I manage to get out of the swamp, stay alive. I befriend people, comrades. It's not wartime now, but what am I fighting for?

***

There it happened again. In life, u have to keep moving. You can never stop once you're dancing against the cursed music of the society. Your feet can't stop tapping and you're to abide by this dirty symphony which purge millions of population, every single day.

It's the same here.
I know I can't run.

-end post-

070312
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060312

Busiest day of my life in army. Cleared store stuff and pack stuff, also issuing stuff to people from diff department.
Thought cursed with fatigue, I felt a little sense of achievement building up in me.

Maybe I'm not that useless after all~

***

Tuesday, my group calls for an impromptu dinner after fall out, and since 3 out of 4 are from Ngee Ann, we decided to dine by timah market. Well thing'd changed thou. many shops were closed. The serving'd shrunk. But nevertheless still delicious. I ate my trademark hokkien mee + sugar cane.

Guess it's time to reward myself for literally working my ass off today :D rest for like less than 3 hours? :3

But of course, building up my social links and all. Life seems much better now despite the unchanging culture, still purging us and leeching our morales.
Yes, it is still hard to survive. But I'm glad I m manage to find ways to get by.

***

There my persona came out. What I had been keeping since I came safac. Joker. I'm hell lot of noisy now,
as if being amplified, I could take on people now, I'm glad thou. This side usually perks my mood up and would makes me "loveable" in any other way. who likes a cold and quiet guy who's no different than a corpse.

I finally got the hermit to emerge. It's really difficult, but it's sooner than I expected. Well people who knew me know how much of an ass I could be with strangers/ ppl I'm not close with

***

Fark. Forgotten my earpiece. Cursing silently on 171 while feeling around the numerous pocket in my no. 4. Could I have dropped it actually?
FML no pls. And I won't even know the answer until when I get back.

***

Mood's relatively good. I'm humming a tone :3
Maybe meeting w/ bao tmr makes me feels excited~

Huat ah.

***

League players! It's tuesday! And you know what?! It's the new free champion roatation day! KNN can't wait to get my ass right infront of my com naoz!

***

Mid-week nw.. Time actually flies, despite being in the hardest times. Light would come before you knew it.

Hope my month of march is a bed of roses.. And daisy~
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BLUE

Was playing BLUE by big bang as I was tucking my lace to my boots and all.. Yea, it's the first Monday of the month~

Mondays are always coated with blue as usually as I woke up with a bad ache on my back.
Set a 5 mins timer and I tried to lie facing up, arching my back and giving it a few strong knocks at It, as if repairing an old problematic machine.

Then I thought of you..
Mornings are always like that for me and I would marvel at how amazing/powerful would one's presence or even existent can do. I wish you were here, I always do..
It's magic for humans to feel like that, just that little bubble of thought floating in our mind that's so vivid but so strong at the same time that it won't pop. This thought that gives me extra strength to live, to look forward to tmr or even pushes me to strive.

Powerful, yet intangible. As if created by our thoughts, invisible by others.

***

Though still stressed by it. I'm okay with by life right how. How simple those routine would be. But still suffocating by the culture of my department.. It might seem okayish for most people. But sign-ing extra that easily is only the tip of the iceberg. But with a fierce and "strict" boss might make it all seems to be us training to walk on a tight rope in a circus and lashing sounds could be heard from the circus headmaster, whipping his whip onto the ground, as if hitting us, and of course scowling at any slightest mistake we could've make that would spoil the show.

***

"She never came.."

I waited :3
(now playing raspberry field - she was right)

***

Maybe its the blues.
Feeling down. Guess ill end it like this~
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Seated in some random corner, oblivious to my surrounding. It's wednesday today. It's my duty day. It's leap year today.

The bus came quickly, I reach early, seems like I'm ahead of schedule. But I could only count down from 24 hours after 530pm. Not in my funky self today, was probably purge with fatigue that I'd purposely indulge myself with so I could sleep more on my duty day. Slept at 230am and I'm half dead by evening.

The choice of choosing between the hot stuffy room or moving the mattress to the office annoys me. I'm lazy and the office's crowded. But yet retreating to the hot stuffy room does seem like the best option. But the atmosphere is even worst then sleeping outside despite having installed numerous fans.

***

I'm lonely. Alone. Even monkeys came out, dating by the road, giving a free screw show or plucking insects out of each other's hair while the other party nua-ed on the road.
Feels like I'm being teased on this one.

***

Then I slept..
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Fly day

"Eh xiao di"

-pretends not to hear-

-calls out to me afew mre times-

(guilty conscious caught up with me)

Pulls out my earpiece and gave an innocent "ya?"

"Min bus fare 1.10"

"Uncle, uhm -scratches head- tbh I forget to bring my wallet out today, and I dk"

-smiles, ahh ok la-

-laugh at my own luck, thank e uncle and apologise while patting his back. Lolz-

***

Yes, I'm going home :)
I miss you...

***

I was awaken by my first alarm, struggled to get up but annoying slumped back onto the comfort of my bed after setting a 5 min timer.

Time flies as if I'd just wink. I curse at my fate and went to prepare..
Peering out of my windows, I saw the multistorey carpark pelt by endless droplets from the skies..
Darn.. Rain..
My heart was half filed with angered and emo-ness.

That aside. Rain puts things out of routine, lengthen my route and makes things difficult.

My day started out like any worst day in a drama. Seriously. But of course, there's a silver lining within any dark cloud.

Prepared and went to take 2 $1 coin and into my pocket. I always rationed myself so as to control my spending @ the canteen.
Ate alittle and all.
I hate the rain, nevertheless. I curse knewing I had no choice bt to bring an umbrella with me. Brought an umbrella that I bought from NTUC long ago just to crossed a road without getting drench.

Guess what, when I point the umbrella out the skies, opening it, the whole of the top part flew off. Like a beheaded mushroom. I panic and tried fixing it as I'm behind time. Gave up and went up to change to another one.

now there's no problem with this one. I brisked walk down the slope and ran little steps to take the bus. As I touch my right butt pocket for my wallet. I realized it's empty.

"Fark"

Did some mental maths and I think I'd got no choice. But to go w/o it.

***

Was basicallly praying for camp to end. When it rains. Bryan's going off @ noon and since we dn have a car, we're praying for rain to stop by 5. But, screw that, we manage to get an efo~

And there, I managed to get a ride after all the hocus pocus~

"Time to enjoy my friday~"
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Again

I'm back to rifle range road again~ feb seems to pass in the blink of an eye.
Monday, MA tmr, duty on wednesday & that's it! 10 more days to payday again.

With a weak smile, finally I could wake up abit later. But I would rather waking up early thou since STC dismisses @ 5.

***

Cars honking at each other, probably due to morning frustration. People waiting impatiently for the green light, and I just missed my bus. C'mon, it's monday blues godamnit. Luckily, it didn't take too long for my second bus to arrive. Ahhh those people I'd been seeing for the past few months:

1. the pancake asian face OL
2. the pokemarked guy with his earpiece and had his nike bottle slot to the side
3. This school girl with adel's hair from secondary school. of cos' the face's nt as chio la :3 (she'll kill me if I say she is). But if not for her hair I wn be noticing thou. Seriously, what's with pony tails?
Why are most men amused and drawn towards this peculiar yet mundane hairstyle.

I'm really just starring @ her hair and I just can't make adel tie back that hair fml.

4. This fat noisy gal from aes
5. not forgetting the shabby looking ah peh who board the morning bus for godknowhat reason.

***

The bright lighting on the bus seems surreal. Feels totally like a dream. I pinched myself, with music plugged into my ears, oblivious with the surrounding, only checking every now & then to move towards the rear.

rule #37: to survive, open your ears.

God damn this rain, didn't went to my live'run'. Active unit must be loving rain. But on my side, rain isn't what I hope for. It puts things out of the routine, changes the course of work. And also everyone cramped into office due to rain. And then bosses would find time to.. You know :/

I'm glad life here is quite similar to how is it to be in the work force.

***

Breakfast @ 10+ as always.. things we do to try make the days seem shorter.

Time seems to fly today. With a number of obstacles here and there. I'm grateful for things to go smoothly and I hope things will flow for the best in my current department.

Still there's afew undone things in my list.
- financial assistance
- duty
- settle MA

Time flies today and before I knew it. We finally met.. Its true when they said, distance makes heart fonder.

She grew prettier, skinnier. Even thou still very guai lan to moi :(

I'm sorry for what happens that rob us of our precious weekend, and you're the reason why I would rather stay out than in. (If given a choice).

***

I hope our date tomorrow night will be perfect.
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Rocketeer

Here we go, come with me. There's a world out there that we should see.
Take my hand, close your eyes. With you right here, I'm a rocketeer~

***

It seems like my world had been taken to the abyss of space. This weekend totally seemed so surreal, so vague.

I totally wasted my Saturday. Yes, wasted. Not drunk wasted. Literally wasted. Rooted to the com, I did nth much accept, sleeep eat play. Some sort of enjoyment isn't it?

If there's anyone that I didn't know of, playing league of legends, please contact me (: I just migrated to SG server months ago, from the US server duh~

If you guys are on SG, feel free to add: Ritsuki
& if you're playing the US server, please do enlighten me; I can't seem to play there. (That's why I migrated)
Yes, SG ftw, I do feel home. But I do really means playing with the Caucasians. Chancing upon random asians, life there was good when u can find games within 30sec to a minute.

Yes, rooted to my com chair, lifeless. Yes lifeless. Just sleep and slack. Probably its because of the slack that drains the life out of me.

***

I wondered what went wrong.
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FRIends

There I dig my hands into my back pocket, with my wallet fumbling out then somehow I manage to throw it out into the lrt tapping machine.
I curse the drizzle, and the late fall out. And I'm heading out to town to meet my boys tonight.
***
We're brothers from our poly days. Magically, it's rather hard surviving poly during my time. With the lack of alliance and babes, it's just the 5 of us.
My memories were pretty vivid still, remembering the first week that we cursed our class and scowled at our fate, throwing us to this class/course. Nevertheless, we put our regrets behind and strive forth. Years pass, and I still reminisce the days now.
I watched them change, them grew up. We went thru thick and thin together, we gave each other strength and laugh together. Apparently none of us cried yet. Anyhow time flies and I watch us take flight against the runway of destiny. No more parading and fear. Soaring in different directions, each of our lives had taken it's own turn. I'm sure we won't be crossing against each other's for sometime. but who knows? We're gonna be working in the same industry after all...
***
Frank
My brother from indonesia. God knows why but we clicked well and I'm always in the mood for witty english humor thanks to him. Not pretty much being myself but I pretty much whipped out some lmao dialogues that grew our social link. Frank's the distant one among us 5 thou.. Having a temptress that he'd to heed (-cough- serve) everyday, we could only make do with school days and.. Fark we didn't catch like a single movie for years until 1 fine day. He'd flew for indonesia to take over his dad's business and we'd still bbm and all.
***
Before I knew it, my bus was already reaching our favourite haunt. Doby ghaut. Its like 'our' place since it's considered as a decent mid point for all of us. There's bus down to the west. Bus from bukit panjang. And also purple line could bring u up to hougang. And there's GV, our theatre. Come to think of it, most of our town hours are clocked in here. Not forgetting about the bistro bar down the street and the LAN Shops @ park lane.
Did a bit of catching up while munching on BK. Jerry'd booked tickets for Ghost Rider 2. Thou the movie is not on par w/ my anticipation. It seems like a dry plot w/ boring dialogues. Cage did well thou~
& there, we left. We'll meet up soon again.. Right? & frank better come join us till then~
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210212 (Tue): Course

Course.

Reluctantly, I dragged my feet off my bed. I'll be going on a 4 day store man course @ sembawang camp today. It's a dread as I'm so accustom to going to rifle range and I hate changes. Changes in routine and all..

Went up, prep and all.. Gahh I'm early (:
Slowed down my pace and made my way to take the bus. but I didn't expect that 171's first bus only comes after 640. My life's fucked after 20 over mins of bus waiting.
My mind starts to panic and I tot what's best is to go to woodland's first. No bus came either. 975 came next and I ran up, planning my next move.
With the fall in timing being @ 730, it left me with no choice, but to take a cab.
Fuckmylife, wedidntevenneedtobetheresoearly~ I'd gt ppl coming in @ 8 plus. And some fuckers came @ 9, but was kicked out of course on the spot :x

Course's rather boring and infact we went thru the chapters pretty fast. It's the admin stuff that's dragging the time. But alas, time flies and we're to go off @ 5! Not a v good thing for me thou as I'm staying @ bukit panjang D: so this 30mins, head start makes it on par w/ life @ rifle range.

Rather, I felt empty thou. To be out of routine. To be alone out here. I'm with my log branch gaiz.. But.. Well they're friendly and all. But perhaps I'm the one who's changed. We're not that close like before. I resigned to fate, after cursing it for a few times..

Ahhh its gonna be my 6th mths soon right?
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Mondazeee

I didn't even run for the green man. Slowly I strolled down to the bus stop, probably too tired. I stood by the road, watching cars scrambling along the 2 laned road. This common amusing sight could be seen at the dawn of the weekdays. Just a clockwork, these people know where to go, what to do. There's a aim, kip, sop, whatever you name it. Or rather, there's smth you have to serve. So, what's your story?

Money had inevitably became an essential, against time. Humans, desperately seeking ways to improve bartering, or rather, seeking fairness in the system. How could 10 bags of apples, vegetables and alittle spice fetch a baby calf? Maybe God want us to share instead. But we strayed. There money now could bring us anything. We 'created' a market, wants, demands, and we start playing the game. As if poker with the invisible banker.
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V

that girl in blue dress, waiting impatiently for her bus...
that guy in Checkered shirt, shaking his right leg nervously at the counter of the florist shop, hoping that there're still roses in stock for his last minute plans...
that group of guys, ogling at the lady who's dressed skimpily, hoping to seduce her date.
that afew guys, standing at the corner, smoking, probably grumbling it's failed attempts and reminiscing their own past.
that group of girls, sitting at mac, appeared to be studying, yet day dreaming about prince charming.

that's valentine's day in singapore.
the singapore flyer's probably full.
so is astons, swensons and the likes of many other 'you-know-it-you-name-it' restaurant.
so is probably town.
not forgetting the cinemas.

it's just that limited templates that would make this day just alittle special. like the icing on the cake.

but i didn't followed the herd thou.
no dodging couples, no waiting for my gf to q for the toilet while i waited, refreshing twitter as if hoping for smth to happen.
just a simple day back at my place.

couples holding hands, people running to catch the bus.
girls holding onto her bouquet, smiling to herself

***

my date wasn't beautiful.
it was amazing either. we simply spend it like any other day.
just a night at my place, movies, subway, and top it up with brownies and ice cream.
little guilty pleasures that sweeten our night. yet it's simplicity at it's best.

***

beautiful musiq



~

P.S. did i mention that i'm a closet fan for bossa nova?

060212 Monday

Monday, everything starts all over again. Somehow I was at the very least satisfied & pleased w/ the routine. No unknowns, I know what to do, and I just had to do 5 times a week n I get to rest on weekends.

My thoughts began to stir thou, abt the future, whether should I further my study or start out working str8 and climb. It sure is gna be a tough journey thou..

-typing away in my BB while being oblivious to the crowding in my office-

***

My cousin's getting married today. Yes its a she and don't bother asking me whether she's hot cos we didn't really talk. She has a twin and they're the only twin among our generation. And yup she's the first to wed. I'm not next, I know :)

My memory of her was rly vague. Only thing I can rmb is she teaching me maths when I'm in primary school. Come to think of it, I was nvr close/ even talk much to any of my cousin. Well except clems of cos. Other than that, nope. No one. Nobody.

***

Thought it might be a bad day..
Mustered out some courage to talk to boss. I know we all just wanna survive and get by this 2 years. Bt I prefer "mundanitys". Simplicity at it's best.

Whatever it is, I'm in PAD nw and no doubt I would be gng back. Looking outof the bus windows, starring at PAD personnels dng loads of duties. Clearing rubbish etc.. I nvr know them.. But now I do..



***

I'm on the shuttle bus now. Sir's nice enough to let me skip parade and take the first bus. I'm shaking my legs wildly while I watch cars went off.. Darn.. Shld've hitched a ride instead. thou it's not smth that I look forward too, I still dreads being late..

***

The Wedding

Awesome wedding dinner. Well the slide show kinda sucks thou. Would be much better if they invested in the video instead as most people are more interested in the food than the photos. disappointed in the booze.

& my bro and I was being a real badass in there. retarded humor. We gonna burn in hell D:
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반말송

today's pretty hectic.
& i pretty much liked it.
time seems to fly, yes it flew. before i knew it. fall out time =3

survive.
how can i survive, with all the noise going on, fights going on.
trying not to get engulfed by politics, not offending people with powers and obeying authority.
i know i'm stuck with this for 2 years,
right after i banished, i could say my life now's healthier and i could make better use with time.
but other than that, i guess :(
dread donating 30 minutes every single day cos' we have to fall out late.
i got no idea why we're actually doing this, and it's not even my department.

-cries-

feels like i'm walking on a tightrope.

(chain of thoughts vanished. Bye D:)

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push.

quiet weekends.
good time for me to dwell on things, see time flies and ahh before i knew it, the sun was already down.
i had my dinner w/ my brother @ KFC, which was... yes, mundane enough.
loitering around the neighbourhood and watching movies. ahhh a perfect way to laze off my sunday.

Had Adel came over earlier, and.. ahh what can i say? i'd became a far more lazy person than you can imagine, and maybe you could say i'm more on productivity now. going down to town for no apparent reason and waste time isn't much of an idea now as i preferred the comforts of my room.

anyways. yea we watched movies and slack, and that's basically more or less it. anyways, found this cool game that you guys might wanna try :D pokemon TD (yea i know it's old)
sorry for the auto boot. i know it sound irritating :3

[POKEMON TOWER DEFENSE]

- multiplayer and trading avaliable
- saving required.
- rmb to save in menu as there is no AUTOSAVE function



GLHF

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