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vivo~

Finally! i'm back from Vivo!
together comes my chain of thoughts, and my lengthen-ed shopping list~ !
1. formal
2. shoes
3. wallet
4. cap
5. jacket
& many more~!

well, kinda skipped my PJM today.
sorry jiawei for "pang-ing seh" you.
was kinda in a dilema as well..

so ended up skipped PJM and head over to the BPP to meet up with Jon and Kelv.
the 3 of us ended up shopping!
hahaha, @ Vivo,
Clubmarc, A|X, Tangs and everything!
gosh >.<
i so wanted to be RICH!
anyone knows where can i get a nice school bag~
i'm bend on saving money for now~
damn it!

slacked till uhm... =/
i'd say... ehh ~ 10 ? 11?
before we took 963 BACK.
hahaha, and everything's so FUN today.
gosh, i'm looking forward to all wednesday actually.
i wanted someone who can go out with me and have fun and everything.
that's why, i love wednesday.
it's the middle of the weekdays, and yet i can destress :D
happily.
gosh, thanks BROS !

run again

oh well, it's rather late right now.
maybe after Wednesday, (hopes my PYM falls on that day) i'll be blogging about the days and everything.

nothing much in particular for today actually.
yes unlucky for me to have the mood to post as, nothing much in particular happen.
i'm wasted yesterday from alcohol, so it's like nothing much right over here now.
anyways, i couldn't seem to fall asleep.
so i was up rather early.

Adel came over =, obviously to study.
uh my poly mates came over as well, Jia Wei and Felix.
we do alittle bit of here and there, trying to get out thoughts sorted out.
we're living in a quite hectic life right now you see O.O
and yes, Adel's right on Plurk.
will be accompanying her soon to come. (prolly tmr)

damn! so i kinda draft my contract today, and well not really revising for my test.
*finger's crossed*
i'd been going out and all and been neglecting my studies :P
oh well! this sucks isn't it?
i promised to update here and there more often and stop sticking around on msn and do nth

& i missed L4D so much <3

Y-A ~!

well, i'm so being a jerk today.
and i kinda got my new phone.
yes, is the old' ice cream.
whocares,
i love it anyways.

well head out for school, there's 3 lecture session as usual.
skipped the 2nd one, that gives me, jiawei and sam 3 hours worth of break :D
head over to the nears lanshop at timah =x
DOTA~
aww man, we could've won if we weren't fooling around.
but i'd like to admit playing with those bastards was kinda fun =x LMAO~
kinda rush back for the 3pm's PYM XDD

but that's not the end of the fun.
Kelvin and Jasper Hing came over to find me on campus!
walked to SIM HQ with hing to get his stuffs and slack there for abit.
head over timah for our usual prata + milo dinosaur session!
wee!!! and from there we tooked 171 right over to YISHUN
becos hing wanted to check some psp pricing *grrr!*
awww damn!
missed that north points *ehem*
bwahahah played the lame arcade, slack and do nothing :D
Jasper Toh came over pretty much later.

but i'd like to say, we have so much fun just because we have to go there.
if not, i bet we'll be stucked at marina somewhat :S

then slack for abit before taking some random bus, 52 isit?
to AMK. i was feeling kinda random and said,
"let's go to AMK for some bubble tea!"
weee~ ! and there we go.
AMK hub, another well missed place.
it's pretty much memorable :)
we slacked and the ambience's pretty much fresh XDDD

HAHAHA we took the MRT home after that.
i'm so loving this week's wednesday.
Stressfree ~

smooth..?

well, there's a quote from Eyeshield's Seibu
it goes something like, something bad might happen or nothing good is gonna happen when something is going so smoothly...
oh ya,
it's...

"nothing ends well when everything goes too smoothly"

i'm having my highs and lows =3
why zhar bo sometimes got sudden mood swing one? :(
lim peh isit she lai ang limpeh pop out wrong time?

head out to school today XD did some of my site investigation shit :D
wow, and i can't believe i skipped my 4PM lecture. Went to play billard and everything before heading back 2 hours for my tutorials.

define L O V E.
why are there people moving on? is there really no way to mend the scars..?
i felt fucking helpless over this.
i don't wanna see peeps around me having broken hearts, and tainted marriage.

head back together with Xian Zheng and Jonathan, and we went slacking together at Bukit Panjang Plaza, before heading right over to my house XD
joke around for quite abit and so :D

love and lust is a 4 letter words, each beginning with L, and also with a very thin line of difference.

blue

我的baby也是很有女人味的耶！

Happy Mother's Day.

alas, HMD to all mothers on this fucking earth :3
let's pray that your children had finally grown some brains to treat you better.
alright.
here's just a random post.

o.o school sucks
NP is just like that, once you lost the pacing, it's all over :(
it's just like dancing.
awww ~ i'd been skipping a fair share of lessons and marketing ain't that simple at times. screw that :3

na beh then still got ESH, give us learn some environmental health.
@(&!$&#*@ show us those pest control.

GG ~ :(

兄弟重要!

lmao, my life's in a mess right now
and scool's hectic as usual.
life's tiring and i don't even feel like blogging.

"if you read this, sometimes things are not what you think it is ><"

oh right i'll blog about my friday.
thou it's not really that great.
i'm quite happy about the surprise outing.
i love surprises :D
skipped most of my lecture for the week.
so here comes friday, attend 2 hours worth of lesson before i skipped the rest, so that means we're granted a 5 hours break XD
but we can't go home cos there's a internship talk at 5pm.
awww damn! so we head over mac to grab lunch before going to mambo snooker for a few rounds XDD
well, time flies and we drag our feet, under the scorching heat.
slow back to the soothing library.

SLACK. all the way till 5.
yes the talk's.. LMAO =.=
head back to meet the 4 brothers XP
then meet at bp, tlak talk talk, suddenly say go town
lmao, steady lah ~
then actually, wan go home then meet up, but...
fuck it, ji tao go out from then liao :D

took bus 960.
share about the week :D
hohoho
go walk walk lor, bo liao abit.
then head up to the arcade XD

jasper toh and kunda join us later.
then we fool around before heading clarke quay to take 190 XD
life's a joy sometimes! slack at bp mac XDD
song bo!

taken.

oh well, just back from Clarke Quay.
yes, indeed a tiring day.
my throat's not feeling any better, and i still have to go for a karaoke session on sunday =.=
*laughs*
anyways, skipped 2 lectures today, well because it's too retarded.
had 2 hours lecture in the morning, 2 hours of break, and 2 more hour of lecture, follow up by 1 hour of break and 2 hour of lecture.
how retarded is this -.-
a simple 6 hours of lecture becoming like that,
and felix is smart enough to over slept this one >< !
skipped with the rest :D
went to play billard @ timah plaza, and follow by a macdonald's meal @ KAP.

well, Frank had to go off first, while me jia wei and sam head off back when we reach campus.
Jia Wei is nice enough to wait with me for Adel, and of cos we talked quite abit.
head over to take 184 to clementi ave 5 and switching to bus 7 while Jia Wei heads over to his friend's house.
I promised to give Adel a movie treat today and uh yea -.-
we ended up watching a 5.05 show, titled Taken instead of Horsemen T.T




got a large popcorn combo as well. AWESOME!
that movie was rather nice.
A 2008 French thriller/action film starring Liam Neeson, Famke Janssen, and Maggie Grace. It is based on a script by Luc Besson and Robert Mark Kamen and was directed by Pierre Morel. Neeson plays a retired Central Intelligence Agency operative who sets about tracking down his teenage daughter after she is kidnapped by slave traders while traveling in Europe.

the movie screen capture and all is okay, but it's the sound and the plot which keep your anticipation up high all day :D
loud gun shots etc..
but i doubt Adel's enjoying it, she's more of complaining o.o
and traumatized. o.o

oh well, we're kinda full so we head straight to clarke quay to shop for some books and such @ Kinokuniya, we went there only for bus seats actually -.-
it's a fun day nevertheless ~

P.S.: sorry that i fall asleep on bus

ilike 'o3

non other, it's the 28th Today.
had got only a 4 hour span of lesson before heading out to Vivo with Jiawei and Felix.
went to catch 2.20's 17 Again.
lmao~ 3 grown man :D
but indeed it's a nice film.
the content isn't dry.
there's a fair amount of humour.
there's not "too" much of Zac in case you might find that movie only ALL about him :D
well, rather stunning and the twist is well thought!

anyways, head back to meet the guys for dinner.
Kunda, and Jasper Hing.
oh well, and in addition of Jonathan, Xian Zheng, Derrick and Jun Wei.
head back after that and begin trozei-ing.
actually what happen after that was pretty sad. :(
lmao, why it's ruined..?

Titled: Draw with me
Background Music: Otsuka Ai - Cherish



watch, and be inspire.

yellow

dwelling in the yolk, not going out any further.
yes it's the first day of second week today.
and i'm not feeling very ME.
seriously, tiring, fatigue.

yes, very EMO.
that's the word, ah shucks,
i'm not coping well with my studies.
marketing and such.
arghs ! ><

again.

all over again.
apparently, school's starting up and we're moreover only warming up in the first week.
i'd already lose my momentum in the run.
uh yep, a thing about guys,
girls can make us go crazy, and it's like...
a dog chasing it's own tail.
i could've got something better, but anyways, sometimes it's hard or tiring, or i shall say, lazy for me to pause for a bit, then thinking what is on my mind, the past few hours and so.
Lmao, maybe just feeling unlucky that i'm thinking w/o my laptop so i can't like pen it down or something.
it's already the 4th day of the week,
i'm feeling restless, unmotivated and tired.
so where's the light u suppose to shone on me?

i couldn't care less 'bout my academic once i feel that something is wrong.
oh well, fuck it.

here's a short story i'd like to share :)

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see."

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg.
Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma.

The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity - boiling water. Each reacted differently.

The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak.

The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened.

The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat?
Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, It releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you.

When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity?

Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

*END*

the clock just struck 12,
and it feels like i just lost everything.
it's 24th now, Friday, 12.11 AM.

sorry that i didn't msg you or any sort.
i know i'm seriously being a jerk.
scumbag, etc etc.

apparently, i'd got UEP today.
urban planning.
well, the lecturer, is a weirdo
rather than being strict, her way of dealing things,
quite f-ed.
late, and she'll lock the lecture hall, which means you'll be locked OUT.
talk/laughing makes her blood boils.
after that hour of suffering, we were bought to watch a video by discovery channel.
nevertheless, my love for our local cityscape is..<3 !

aww, it's very nice.
seriously, my current attraction, is the iluma :)
name given in relation to light, it's many white pieces of lighting nvr fails to awe me XD
even went there alone at times to pass time.
love the coffee bean there,

sorrows.
it's a word, that most people probably been through it.
today just sucks.
i didn't feel like myself.
all the while, my sorethroat is still there.
and my inevitable coughing is irritating me.

Couz, sorry -.-
i can pen my thoughts in words.
just that frustration is the best description.

Eyeshield.

It's too early to give up as long as it's not 0%.
Come join us and fuck up Rice-kun.

well, recently, i'm pretty much inactive.
only to be mangaing and ready for school life.
hmmm here's this manga titled Eyeshield 21.
YES, it's a LONG ago manga, but just started reading on it today.

Story Line ***
Humor ****
Drawings ***

well, here's my rating :D
alright gotta run!

that's not all.

well, i'm feeling much better compared to then.
but my throat's getting worst for no apparent reason.
maybe it's the unhealthy diet and my unhealthy body clock.
school's reopening tomorrow.
and i'm still feeling vague.

my body isn't completely recovered, and i'm feeling like crap.
well, i can clearly smell the essence of sick-ness in me, and i wish it'll go away soon.
i'm feeling well, but still sickish.
it just sucks.
i'm a slacker at poly anyways, bet i won't give a fuck to extra* activities (cca) that is.
well, i'm hating all the noise and hyped.
sometimes things are just to heaty.

i'm really feeling bad right now.
=/ fuck sore throat.
got a pack of streps, hope it helps.

fever

alright. it'd been quite sometime since i posted.
i'm just too lazy sometimes.
well, my life had been turned upside down during holidays.
my bad habit take sides and apparently i slept late.
my unhealthy body resulted in a bad, bad high fever yesterday night.
it all started at 1 AM, well i'm suddenly struck, a sudden fatigue overwhelmed me, and the headache kicked in.
i reluctantly tuck myself into bed, cover myself with blanket, despite having a very cold palm and feet, yet the rest of my body is burning.
i tried to sleep, but it's not working, finally at i fall asleep, for quite sometime, and suddenly woke up. It'd really been a long sleep, but to my dismay, it's only 2.30 AM when i checked my cellphone.
then i went back, once again, turn and flipped.

it was until a point where, my head was scorching hot, i tried hard to close my eyes, yet my thought spun out through my head, making me nevertheless restless.
i lay there for a bit, before i'd decided to make a "fever kit". a basin like container, towels cold water bags.
my house is "chui" as there is no ice.
i curse and swear in my heart, for not being prepared for things like that, and i swore, next time at my home, i'll get those things up less my kid fall ill.
i slowly squeezed the towel and lay on my head, my eyes were heavy, my brains were giving up on me.
my body thought of many ways to release those heat, but to no avail.
i was feeling nauseous then, when i pray deep inside me that i will not vomit :S
it just sucks to see the ocntent of yesterday...
i deeply regretted stuffing 6.90 worth of footlong, together with milk and oreo.
i was really ok at first, feeling hyped, running around and all.
mum heaved a sigh* my 2 years spree of fever free had been broke.
i hope i'll really get well soon, and so i'll be able to go out and enjoy my own fair share of fun before the school starts.

i couldn't sleep. my throat just wont swallow the bread in there. My saliva disolved the content right in my mouth, yet my throat was not able to take it in. Just 2 bites and i'm out. Took pills, and head over to my bed.
but i'm not able to sleep, despite the fatigue that is bringing me down.
i closed my eyes, trying to be taken away, to my dreams. but every hour and min seem crawling. I slept for abit and woked, just found out i had only slept for 2 hours.
i wanted/ wished to go out later, so i really hope i'm well soon.

i typed this like a compo because, i'm bored.
CHEERS :3

rotation

oh well, due to yesterday. i slept late.
i'm abit feverish now. but i didn't tell anyone less they worry.
especially mum. Mum's tired.
woke up late, and head over to plaza to meet the guys up for dinner.
slack slack and slacked.
nothing particular today. but we're so extremely horsing around ^^
CHEERS.

b[1]ank

my day's blank today.









literally.
sleeping at noon, until evening, before meeting jon, kun, hing for dinner ;D
SUBWAY.
HOHOHO.
then went back.
my sentiments...my thoughts, oh well.
i'd this problem, i like to "write" alot in my mind.
but when it comes to this window, new post..
i didn't really want to write much =/
LOL

glhf. (i'm stupid today)

yes, it'd really been days since i'd blogged.
i'll take my my words about blogging everyday.
looks like, i'll need more than than expected to accustom to my life.
Goals.
let's talk about goals, how many goals you have..?
say, 3? 5?
i mean those real goals that you will engraved in your heart..?
family? friends? fame..?

let's decode life...
life is
Live
Is
Fucking
Exhausting

or live...
Living
Is
Fucking
Exhausting.

nevertheless, energy consuming and all.
but i do agree apart of it is entertaining.
our grain produce a sort of juice, that can bring our thought, apparently to anywhere you name it.
it's close to infinity but, due to a usage of not 100%, ..

been thinking alot these days, writing out my goals and such.
maybe i'll share it, when i have time or i'd achieve that.
a comfy life..

oh well, didn't meet up with the brothers, today.
been sleepy like.. god knows when.
playing Kirby thru my DS-Lite as well.
so, Adel came over at hmmm...? 5?
slacked till 7 before heading out for dinner..
KIDS..?
i beg to differ... :P

KID[5]
1. Qiao En
2. Mei En
3. Hui En
4. Jia En
5. Rui En

CHEERS :D

fatiQue

Q, Q, Q, Q, Q...
sorry peeps, for the late posting once again, oh well.
my life have been turned upside down.
bwahahaha, hmmm haven really been hogging on the the com so i didn't really blog.
but did my fair share of reading, and playing DoTA & L4D.
sometimes i just don't know what to do when i on my com *shrugs*

actually, i'd want to post quite alot of stuff out online.
but, it's either i typed out but accidentally closed it,
no i'm totally lazy, to type it out.
at some moment, in my life i'd stopped right on my tracks, look back and think..
what's life..?
anything i'd regretted? and such..
that include the 4 years of fooling around and ended up in REB @ NP :D

today's absolutely tired :D
Adel came over for my breakfast delivery before heading off.
oh well, she came over yet again in the evening, for lunch-cum-dinner.
and she hit off quite well with mum.
at least mum'd got an extra companion now.
alright, at wee! Gardening Mama's now out in N-DS :D
LOLOL!

head out to Marina to meet my mates, the 3 other brothers except da ge~
slack,
get an ice cream, and shag...
if not for the coldness, i won't be so emo.
it'd numbed my tongue,
the ambience and everything's good.
did a slow walk towards clarke quay.

did i see wrong?
i'm turning gray scale, i see everyone smiling.
but.. what about me..?

the BP Rangers head back to plaza mac.
and i ate one whole of an EVM,
1 Filet' o Fish EVM + a Mc Chicken.
full, gotta' exercise real soon.
anyways dear 4B starfish, pls read the outing blog for latest changes in tmr's outing ^^

hohoho before i go, let me show u something,
here's a CHIO BU!!!
si bei chio i tell you :D
*finger crossed* guys ready?!

(males only)



she's 舒舒, a semi-celeb model in taiwan :D
and it's the theme song for 預言Online.
chio chio chio!
CHEERS :)