I Give My First Love To You

yes, it'd been ages since i'd blogged.
my internship had finally ended, and yes, life still goes on as usual.
but this "grass is always greener on the other side" feeling's playing me pretty much.
Just as much as i wish school will start soon during my internship soon,
i wanted to go back to work as soon as i started school.
school just seems so tiring, and well you have to be responsible won't ya?
and i guess you dont wanna let your parents down.

moving on,
thanks to this 3 day week, i'm having a breather on Tuesday,
and of cos' i went on a date with Adel today(:
and yes, instead i pretty much planned for today.
so, it's pretty different from our previous dates whereby most of it is smth on-the-go move.
head over to orchard pretty early, and mark quite alot of items for shopping.
YES! zomjizz, having a spree on Saturday.
i know i'm outta' cash but, =3
managed to squeeze some out of my card just in time.

anyways, so we head out of ma' house early,
YES, we planned to watch I Give My First Love To You @ CINELEISURE 16.30.
and yes, cineleisure is really "MY" top choice cinema as we usually watch our movies there, so yep.
and so we're pretty much on time, and otw there, guess what.
we got interviewed by razer tv.
of cos, i go wtf, and freaked out.
we "ran" off anyways D:
scared when that lady came poking the mic right up at us, and it's us out of the whole mutha fucking crowd T_T

bought the tix.
P.S. i went to sneak a few peaks at the reviews actually.
saw 2, and both user gave 10/10.
(:
just in case, well i'd seen afew movies that is..
not really interesting soo....

I Give My First Love To You




TRAILER.



omg, i literally JIZZED in the show.
ah my eyes jizzed i mean.
this is.. a mother fucking tragedy, it really opened up my heart, and all the choked stuff came pouring out.
the whole cinema is literally sniffing, and yes i'd seen people crying.
a 9.5/10
a perfect 10 the if gal stripped :3
*oppssy*

shalln't spoil the movie, but
it's like that on yahoo,
i read anything before i went to watch thou, so maybe you shldn't?

all i can say is, the movie proceed in a pretty stable manner, a humble and light start, giving you an excellent interpretation, and lots of "mental breaks" for you to digest, and also a great ending.
well it could be better thou if given more time.

*spoiler ahead*

Takuma Kakinouchi (Masaki Okada) and Mayu Taneda (Mao Inoue) were friends since 8-years-old as Takuma has a heart disease and he is treated by a cardiologist who happens to be Mayu's father (Toru Nakamura). The friendship grows and Takuma becomes Mayu's first love. He promises to marry Mayu when they turn 20. One day, Mayu learns that Takuma would not live past the age of 20 due to his condition. Later, Takuma also knows about his own fate and decides to distance himself from Mayu, knowing that he cannot keep his childhood promise. Then one female patient, Teru Uehara (Natsuki Harada) who suffers a similar illness, has a crush on him. Meanwhile, Mayu finds new love with Subaru Suzuya (Yoshihiko Hosoda). What will happen to their first love? Will they unite once again and get married before he passes away?

and yes, it's really pretty sad.
the children's acting was awesome, love the young mayu and young takuma! 10/10 for that. Mao Inoue pretty much gave me a good impression in Hana Yori Dango and infact, she fare better here. Kudos for the kawaii hairstyle.

well actually you guys can dl the movie, since it's release in 2009,
but i'd reckon i would take my feelings to the big screen, as it's only $6 and i really enjoyed watching movies with popcorns <3
so well, the movie pretty much made me think alot as we the audience proceed along with the movie.
from falling in love, till the end.
i remembered, once i put this in my pm. "does love have expiry date?"
alas, YES.
this brought my brain to process lots and lots of data, such as why we fall in love, to the length and the process of shaping a mere boy-girl relationship into something more.
it's amazing how this world works doesn't it?

it really came to a point whereby i question my own relationship.

maybe you guys will ask yourselves. what are you fighting for in this point, or maybe it's just a one sided r/s who's trying his/her very best to pour the water which is coming in from the hole made in this relationship preventing it from sinking, or a happy couple steering their way to marriage. Maybe it hasn't occur to you due to the hustle and bustle of reaching the primary objective of your life.
are you happy? or whether, do you regret to be in this r/s?
if yes, maybe did you cherish your love ones like it's the last day before the world ends?

sometimes i really wondered, why on earth did obstacles came by between a perfect couple, tearing them apart and scarring them, and why sometimes love is just so blind, one just have to play the slave, and the latter, the master.
love is well, maybe just so amazing that it could make we people who calculates and count, to give in more than what is there to put on the bargain table. Like out of goodwill or out of romantic interest during courtship, then after that as a duty/ responsibility.

anyways i really ponder alot. Maybe to the extend of questioning the existence of my r/s
And well, actually maybe i'd got more problems in the friend-side than the r/s side.
come to think of it, what's more to yearn for when i'd got someone who's willing to go through great lengths to made me happy.
i'm fortunate, no?