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well, it'd really been a hell offa' ride today (:
apparently, i stayed at home for the whole of the afternoon,
well finishing up the first japanese drama that i'd been wanting to watch but didn't had time.
and since imma going on a "mini" budget lifestyle mode, i pretty much prefer not so spend unnecessary

ah, well for my title, it has 2 meanings eh, (:
1. what's the past tense of rise?
2. and of cos, that mother fucking red plant.

titled the Liar Game, this is an extremely old drama,
but i kinda love mind fucking flicks,
where people had to desperately fuck each other up in other to survive.
ahhh, yep (: the ugly truth of human nature that is.
kinda similar to battle royale (jap movie) , but without all the gores and violence.
wanted to head out at 8 to meet Ernest & Kunda, but
ahh well the last episode last for up to 3 hours, D:
and i ended up watching as i can't stop :3
uh yep, head out to find the guys.

yay, walked all the way to fajar mac D:
awww damn!
and weets, kinda meet up.
we kinda slack there while ernest study,
and yes, supper.
it was 2.40 when we leave there, wanted to get alcohol first, but was aborted as fajar's 7-11 alcohol sales is only up to 2 AM.
then we walked back to Greenridge's one
awww damn, out of stock.
they kinda got drinks, while i sinned :(
i got kit kat
FUCK.

we sort of stay at the playground near there at first.
it was pretty much run down,
no one bothered to repair and stuff. -.-
and sorta' sat there, and we began to talk.

well..
love is really like a rose isn't it?
before, when we're young and innocent, we're looking for love, desperated to be loved, it's just like a innocent kid looking at a picture of love.
everything seem so beautifully painted on that picture,
people smiling, sun shinning, the rose were in full boom.
of cos' that made the kid smiled, wanted to get the rose (love).

but...
as we grown up, we experienced love and finally know how painful love is.
how gruesome love can get.
how ugly love is,
and now, it's like the kid's finally grown up.
he went to get the rose, now he hold the rose, and he felt no happiness but pain,
all the thorns where pricking his hand,
"why it's not like in the picture?"
"it's so painful"
the kid, cried. tears was seems streaming down his eyes.
it's painful to hold on love, just to see the rose.
tears streaming, bloods flowing down staining the stalk of the rose

guess love is always not what it seems like eh?
so during courtship, what are we pursuing for?

ahh that pretty much got us thinking.
well, the talk's long (:
it was until 5 when we decided to come over my house for a movie session
it's a lame move but :3
aww ~
head down senja grand for a walk
awww all the west spring kids heading to school.
did i say there're alot of nerds now? :(
that's alil' disappointing eh T_T
then we went over to plaza

AWWW! wee!
PANJANG!
guess what? it's time for McValue Breakfast!
big breakfast FTW!
but awww actually after you upsize and change the drinks, doesn't seem to have much difference -.-
and there we finally got back home.

slept @ 10 AM