Blue Pills

sky

2011-09-05T04:35:00.004+08:00

tears formed in my eyes,
i'm just afraid.
afraid of everything,
anything.
i put my mind into froze mode, processing slow, just like a slow drifting cloud who won't move unless wind calls.
yes, i just wanted to stay next to my sun, the source of life.

there...
i'm going...
counting the hours,
lining up the things to get on my last day.

for once, i stoned at home, because i dont wanna do anything.
i just want time to move slowly,
while i'm starring at it, making time seems slow.
but yet my helpless daze did none of those magic.

there..
you'll be going, into a whole new life,
fighting in the jungle,
while me, in another jungle on some island which i probably dread visiting.
of cos i'm looking forward to NS,
but the harsh truth that's hidden below the leaves and the earth,
i'm still afraid, for the worst.

then you'll be gone, together with the wind. while i'm miles away from your scent.
the air i breathe, full of sweat and blood.
physical obstacles that put my delicate body to the test.
only think i could look forward too is my sharpened pecs, you and my friends.
brothers in arms, lets heed the call and unite on the 7th

i know we're both afraid.
let's just hope that things work out,
while we're still under the same skies.

J

2011-08-24T03:45:00.002+08:00

my days are numbered.... before i serve the nation!
it's a mixed feeling actually, really hope NS could made me a better man. a more discipline man with balls.

rested at home today, and i finished up jungle fish 2.
a beautiful drama, no doubt.
all in for the music.

"i wanted to pat your head, hug you, telling you everything's gonna be alright"

u

2011-08-23T03:55:00.003+08:00

might actually wanted to did alittle blogging before i sleep.
been blogging in my brains for the past few days so i was too lazy to type it all out when the commotion's over.

Was suppose to work today and yes, with a friend of mine.
i'm not sure whether do i call him a bro or whether did i earn his respect or did he even see me as a "bro" before flying me a last minute aeroplane.
you always know how it feels to threw the bomb, yet you always did it to us.
i was more disappointed? i'm so afraid of you now.

that's why i didn't wanted to work with friends to begin with. When you're all out there, it's better to fight alone isn't it i guess?

alas, it went better than i thought.
alot better? it's a long story explaining everything, so basically it's a stock taking job that requires partners in phase 2.
however, we're assigned randomly after that, and yes, i guess 1 small action would pretty much change our lives in the slightest unimaginable manner.
went to patrol 1 round before walking back up, and thus...

i was assigned to a guy who's easier to communicate with. the one before's pretty english thou D:
moving on, when i reach i sorta picked up afew loners who might be easy to socialise with and yes, them :D people who're working alone as well. might be hard to break the ice at first, but before we know it, we're eating snakes. But basically alot other people are as well, and we didn't manage to finish up on time thou ~
you guys know how much i love randomness and peculiar characters and this is one of the best social links that i'd gotten this year. There's this ang mo speaking guy who looks like wolverine, some pk look alike w/ ang kong & a very ordinary typical SIM guy well i'm the maknae thou D:

P.S. all in late 20s and have completed NS.

FML on that one.
guess that'll be all for today~ nights.

2011-08-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

i knew you were having problems.
goodnight baby

r

2011-08-21T04:51:00.005+08:00

this is obviously not an act of insomnia, no idea how i got the drive to get into this page despite chrome having an auto log in function. but i guess i sorta enjoyed life to the "fullest" so far but enjoying everyday.
yes, everyday. Finding something to do everynow and then, and even expanding my social link with Adel's Mum.

went over for a hair cut, but it's still awkward to get a sleek & short hair cut. I still think i looked pretty dork TwT
but i appreciate the cut thou, mum says it's so far my best so i'm having my fingers crossed.

no idea what i'm been doing despite enjoying everyday. somehow i'm wavering amongst my goals. I finally started working, short term day basis: Stock taking.
and i seriously missed blogging despite my fingers not being smart enough to get to this page.
i'd been doign quite alot lately and life's pretty fast paced.
all there's before i got in, just afew important things i'd to do:

- Army Phone
- Magical Items from E-Mart
- Passport
- Exercise

my heart's been beating so darn fast lately, and i'm really glad that i'm still alive. I know i'm no tony stark, but i'm being rebellious and also didn't dare to get a check up done. Would be covering the things that i'm doing these few days,

was into a gaming Social Link for the pass week, but i'm not as hardcore thou, just clocked in 2 hours or 3 each session. Met up with those dudes but guess i don't belong eventually when they migrated into an RPG game and guess i left sooner than i expected. To think i thought of playing that during the closed beta D: ah yes, Dragon Nest. go google it gamers, but dont get addicted please.

Gaming aside, i've more than enough supper session with my guys and also, unexpectedly getting pretty close with Robs and from here on we had cooking session, mac orders and also movie marathons. And for the first time, i created my very own curry noodles w/o any other sauce/ flavour which is a pretty "lame" achievement to my cooking career. Manage to get my brother back on track, but unknowingly thrown him into the abyss of kpop. he's so so into t-ara now. so i guess that runs in the blood.

Been sliding down on the r/s thou. Thou i'm feeling drained thou
Nightmares, my retarded sensitiveness. I know you're more than i could ask for. you're more than a guardian angel. but somehow i just lack the balls to do the leap of faith.
i'm not a phoney person either, i reply messages late, i know but it might be something that i wanted to change before i shave my hair.
wanted to set our r/s stable before i raise the sail.

Maybe my life's too fast, or maybe i'm too lazy to finish my quest but roam around and be an ass. I felt pretty drain and probably getting my body clock back is a good idea. Doing reading, by coffee sounds fantastic.

Gigantic turmoil down on my secret career/ dont ask me why.

Friends. During this pass few weeks. i see colors. yes, true colors. whether you're being and ass, or are you acting you know it yourself. Being sensitive on one side, i could see what cards are you having in your sleeves, you're easy to read, but i still trail along and play. but true friends, i admit i didn't have much. didn't have much.
not being subjective but i was once that ever desperate, to get engulf by this gigantic epiphany. your true friend is non other than your lover. I know the bro-code. bros before hoes, but how many of them actually honour this code nowadays? gentlemen or slave you decide. praying to myself that i could actually stretch out my hands and pamper adel before she runs away.
i know you guys might say, nah, your lover can never be your friends. But if you could just think for 1 minute without your dick, without sharing who's hot on the other side of the street or who might you bang if she's keen for an ONS. i assure you, with great communication, a lover being your best friend is no problem.
that's what they termed it soul mate right? yes. it's not just a key to your heart. it's a fucking masterkey that opens everything there's to it.

Problems with my friends was what it kept me busy sometimes as well.
it's hard to play therapist when you have to endure the session where they share their pain. but you could only listen. You know you can only talk and give them strength, but there's all there's to it. If there's no solution, you could only gave them the same old theories that everyone knows, the dawn's breaking, or the sun will shine after the storm.
Hate this ridiculous feeling, and then i tweeted

"hate this feeling of utter helplessness. i can only watch you burn and then sprayed you with a fire extinguisher."

we can never compare people, only products as for people there's a long string of personalities and traits combination that might seemingly be limitless, but it's still hard to be placed into somebody's shoe. I'm not living in bliss as well, i hate it when people are crawling bit by bit beside me.

This is like one gigantic report for me to read up and all.
But nevertheless may all goes well.
Guess it's sunday now, so guess it's time to wrap this gigantic blogpost up and get going. & OH, this is my first post for august 2011. must've been a joke.

Schedule for coming week

MON: vivo w/ robs (unconfirmed) Jogging
TUE: Jogging @ Noon/ Working @ Night
WED: Work ends @ 9am
THU:
FRI: Meet up with WDL
SAT: E-Mart w/ Hing
SUN:

Additional things to get down before this few weeks

- call up starhub
- take a friggin photo for my passport

2011-07-28T13:00:00.000+08:00

u nvr knows how much i hate this fucking feeling.

2011-07-27T13:35:00.001+08:00

nth's every probably happening in my life now that's why it's so blank D:
of course there're some epic-ness that i'd missed blogging into here, but blame my lazy ass for this ~

2011-07-19T16:27:00.001+08:00

brains are rotting.
i feel less intelligent.

didn't realise SG had sucha flash mob

2011-07-18T15:17:00.002+08:00

people change.

didn't really had any drive to blog. been lazy around in the day, and active at night.
my nocturnal persona just completely took over me and i'd been organizing night activities for me and my mates. Just so you know it,s nothing dirty :D

we'd been over changi for a night, suppering @ timah fragging cultural dishes and even to the extent of fooling around at our old hang out, the multi storey carpark. Brings back memories thou. Stopping the car, and chatting inside like 5 old married men, that one's pretty funny thou.

Kbox for Monday :D as there's a $8 per pax for a 3-4 hours session in the night on a 7-2 time frame, you'll get either 7-10 or 10-2 if you're lucky. it's a pretty cool perks to get me start vibrating my vocal box. Things pretty much went wrong at first, but i'm glad it turned out well.
went to met vic with my brother after that for supper but i really didn't imagine it would last that long, when we had a post supper chat.

saw 2 flens there as well and we kinda engage in a small conv..

FML it
(soli no mood) ._.

~ ~ ~

DR2M

2011-07-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

double or triple layered dream today.
it's still kinda vivid.

rest at home cos' had a day out yesterday.
so i just lay down at home, waking up at 2, and hoping for lunch.
didn't get my hopes up since it's 4 then, and i just ate chips and cookies waiting for dinner.

can't believe all happened in a span of 2 hours.
got so fucking tired that i missed the 6pm's music bank.

***

i always enjoy dreaming & somehow usually i'm in control to carry out actions & all and today's pretty much fresh
surreal feeling and in i went, it all started out in a classroom, where some guys and i planned an expedition out to some random country, train travelling's the in thing and we decided to travel by train and explore the gigantic plateau.
Somehow we know that it might be dangerous and all since there're people missing their rides, and got lost.
but travel agency always provide this "customer service" thingy, inwhich if you were to miss your ride, u can always get onto another ride, or u still can get back to your country. by flashing the proof of purchase card u're covered of all travelling expenses via train for the trip back home.

so there we go.
but there wasn't any concrete places where we stayed so it felt pretty weird still..
we travel to a variety of places, and i remembered london :D fanciful hotel doors and it's beautiful city-scape. it's more like a class trip, but happiness doesn't last long.
nightmare arises as soon as 5 of our mates got missing. *doing headcount and realises* but there's this system so we didn't worried.
stop at England or Britain where we went over to 7-11 for a 15 mins break.
get the drinks and stuff, and derrick and i sort of horse around by the counter.
and yes, we missed the train..

so we waited and waited..
saw a train coming down and derrick say he'll run ahead to check first, but since it looked pretty far away and somehow it's downstairs. i waited for awhile and god knows why and how i jumped out of the window and onto the train, i zipped in by the window and i was astound by weird natives before my eyes.
by then the train'd started going & there's no sight of derrick at all.

GG....
i tried pleaded for the conductor to get me down, but outside i saw seas of blue and green.
probably no way to get down. It's a train from china, going to some countries for war. Would take 1 month before they return (when i can transfer). I'm dying inside but there's this strange girl in purple who told me to get used* to it.

what comes after is a month a epic drama which i don't seem to rmb. At least i rmb i ran in a bulletstorm.
and alas' i'm out.

>>> layer 2.
awoke up in some chalet like dormitory, it's early in the morning and some of our gangs are up.
some of us are brewing coffee and beverages, while others sat by the dining table talking and stuff.
i kinda overhead kunda recounting his experience and apparently we shared the same dream..

*phone calls*
it get's sorta fuzzy and it went back into semi conscious mode

>>> layer 2.5
happens after awhile, and this is super real.
i was closing my eyes, half asleep when i heard the door open, someone putting things down and all.
i thought it was adel, and i was literally beaming inside when i thought she came over and visit me. so after all that, i can feel someone climb onto the bed, lying next to me. i faintly open my eyes and saw a solitude but it all ends when i tried to hug her

was too seh to feel wtf but fuck this shit.
anws. i guess it's because we haven't met for ages.

FO

2011-07-11T21:46:00.001+08:00

Family Outing: Kpop Karaoke~

almost brought lot2 down to the ground.
first we sang kpop songs, yes u might ask, i just know alil' but i was babbling nonsense while they do their stuff.
did all the 2pm and SNSD stuff and D:

*i swore i plan to leave kpop for good when i know i'm a listener of many genre, but 75% of my household members are addicted to kpop*

we started out well, and of cos i sang my fav qiu fo too :D
took the atmosphere to the next level sing my bro's there & he's a clubba-maniac.
god knows when we started screaming off the lyrics and jumping on the cushions like unfed monkeys.

FML chui voice x999 naoz.

Amazing KBOX PERKS @ lot2 on Mondays, $8 for members! call up & book now!

R

2011-07-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

adel really need a denim jacket
i really wanna get a denim jacket for her

# i'm a sucker for vintage/retro stuff ~

huatah.
today's a sucky day.... ever tried waking up during evening/night time of the day?
well today's not the worst, but certainly it sucks to overslept on a Sunday

***

planning my days for this week and..
it's pretty much empty O_O

MON:
TUE:
WED:
THU:
FRI: out w/ rangers
SAT: out w/ rangers
SUN:

things to do

- update passport

2011-07-07T07:42:00.001+08:00

listening all the at sing now.
very seh and high.

pardon my sing-gar-por-li-ang slang.

feel like tearing some building down w/ my blardy voice naozzz

u R

2011-07-06T04:52:00.002+08:00

you're my little star...

chanced upon this song, and i clicked it by mistake, but the first few verse swept me off.
what's better than healing you soul with some acoustics while chilling in your room?

***

Day's rather good. glad that i woke up early..
been slacking and up on my com, and yes i'm a game hopper, so expect me to get bored of super street fighter in 2 days.
just dropping in occasionally to play a fight or 2 before exiting D:

mood's pretty at level 0. lazy to do anything, and thought i'll be lazy to socialise as well. Probably be heading out for some dinner with poly friends and of cos, including 2 female classmates which i portray a very quiet persona too so...
expect me to feel uneasiness D:

anyways, things turned out pretty.... well i guess?
at least better than i expected. & i tried my very best to maintain my gentlemenly-ness and not embarrassing myself D:

meet sue by my house and wooo yes i didn't went home and we got onto his wheels and zipped to clarke quay :D just some "sight" seeing and walking around. yes, more like an exercise actually, walked over to marina and loop back, just some emo-talk by the river.
we're not really that close, but... well we can made do with some emo chat about society problems and rants about poverty can't we?
get to timah to prata before coming back :D
***

saw this by girls day.
try it! it's quite interesting, taking up the concept of the dating sim game

RM

2011-07-05T02:37:00.002+08:00

it's pretty late so i guess i'll do some blogging before i sleep.
plan to turn my body blog back, so i woke up pretty early,
hmmm what time was it? 9?

anyways, had churned up this weird concoction of food down in my stomach and i'm feeling pretty weird after that.
bananas + coffee + bread w/ butter.
got myself a copy of super street fighter arcade edition and i'm doing some training before Adel issue me some impromptu challenge.

kinda slacked my day off before heading out for a haircut.
didn't manage to find any alternatives so i'm back @ sunshine again. & well i'm not sure whether it failed me or not butttt, my back's pretty thick O_O

&omg i was kinda stunned by what someone whom i forgotten who, (one of adel's friends) or 2?
well here's a MR removed version of t-ara Roly Poly. what's really happening at then..

i was obviously dumbfounded and quite disappointed thou that doesn't stop me from liking the song but... WOW? D:
and the fans before that shouting, sounds really like some hokkien peeps, but wow.. i dont really have a beautiful voice myself if you'd seen me struggling to sing @ kbox which i don't know why i enjoy paying to embarrass myself, and alas, the power of MR. it's like singing alongside with the original singer's voice, covering ur *ehem* not so good voice.

credits to sookyeong as i'm finding out what's the MR removed all about...

There has been recently a craze amongst netizens to post up ‘MR removed’ videos on the internet which also led to many comparing the vocal powers of various singers.
‘MR removed’ videos minimizes any MR (music recorded) in the song and maximizes the vocal of the singer – the singer’s vocal will be the only thing audible possible.
For a singer who cannot sing well, with all the sound magnification and voice companion at the chorus, the song may sound alright. But with the ‘MR removed’ version, only the vocal of the singer will be clearly audible.
Especially recently, a lot of ‘MR removed’ versions of live performances have been posted on the internet, and netizens have been comparing between singers on their vocal prowess.
Currently, the hot favourites for ‘MR removed’ clips are done mostly on popular groups and also other singers – but dance songs have been given especially sharp evaluations by the netizens.

But wow, i really gotta admit that SNSD's really good on this one.

& no doubt f(x) doing very good too!

***

OMG, kinda chanced upon this.
wow can't believe some malays are actually so damn good @ music :D
ZOMG, and it's dream high and someday~
not really about the vocals but, wow D:

Dream High

Someday

i'm secretly hoping that kpop will unite the world (:

MAPLEmonday

2011-07-04T02:44:00.000+08:00

woke up at like 8pm today?
zomg wtf, kana fuck
went pasar malam, nth much probably sleeping soon. & planning my week...

MON: out
TUE: hair cut..??
WED: dinner? (not sure)
THU: meeting adel
FRI: meeting aaron/rangers
SAT:
SUN:

Things to Do

-update passport
-act, win 7
-report ic found
-get a fucking guitar &*^&*@^##$@!!!
-start running

***

am bored and was finding random private server to crash @ while doing nth.
so after that, my curiosity sorta escalate and i went on to find out some korean maple updates.
imma spamming maple video.
maple monday.

D:

SG server's moving so slow while korea's so imba, zomg.
*sorry for video spam, saving the vids for myself* D:

now can even PVP ~

So if' i'm not wrong...
it goes like this...

Big Bang > Chaos > Technology Age > MapleLegend~

Tech age trailer. zomgsocool X3

Latest AKA up coming w/ job previews.

cannon shooter,

mercedes,

CIAOS~

welloy

2011-07-01T03:40:00.003+08:00

yes. movies!
pretty good day to start my month of july right?
my june postings are not done yet, but i'm moving on first yo.
PS. gmarket GSM is so hard to use~

well pretty much, been a robot fan ever since imma kid and transformer's always on top of my list.
of course, there's medabots & metal arms, but i'm pretty much a closet yellow fan you know, so all of my fav robots are pretty much...
alike...?

Metal Arms

Medabots

& transformers~

hellyea i miss bee >_<
anw while i'm at it, let me show you one of my top items on my shopping cart :D

***

moving on, head out with the guys today.
Derrick, Jon, Kun & Vash.
been ages since rick n jon join us for our late nights out @ town but, alas~
anyways, did nothing much, just bused over to iluma @ 9 caught movie, slack and chill and home sweet home~
been a pretty short day for me since i woke up at 5!
awwww, i forgot all about roly poly >_<

thank goodness jiyeon no dog hair today~

***

3rd instalment of this trilogy titled dark of the moon and yes :D
it's worth the watch, despite some pretty dry up content.

and yes i so agree that the film's much more emotional.
soundtracks scoring more for this one rather than the film

sad to say, there're too much coincidence to make the film pretty dry, and you're not gonna be shaking at the edge of the sit. Of course, there's some drama in there, but pretty much overwhelmed by the intense, and sleek graphical renders that got your eyes wide and popping.
and yes, finally my "english-song" mode kinda kicked in since this movie used lots of beautiful song.

sadly, this marks the end of this awesome sci-fi movie ain't it?

# PLANS THAT MAKES ME SLEEP EARLY

- meeting adel @ 10 on sat
- zak morning pop on sun

dance w/ the geeks

2011-06-27T05:27:00.003+08:00

dance with the geeks.
i'd came up with this term when i'm mixing with this gaming clique that'd been born from my secondary school.
pretty sleek, they're game spenders, someone willing to pay, for consoles and games, even at a periodic bases.
i won't do much, since i'm more of a hopper, but my holidays took a different turn this week and we're sorta geting in touch with each other this week or so.

suppose to be having lunch w/ 'em tmr (later) before meeting up with aaron. let's see shall we?

*posted 5 BLOG POST. zomg FIVE*

Xpo

2011-06-26T05:04:00.002+08:00

it's like morning while i'm still unable to sleep. can't believe i'm praying that i can get on my bed asap 6 hours back?
been doing nothing much in life, probably just admiring the sceneries and i would probably love lying down, staring at clouds as time flies.

had so much to blog about, but overwhelmed by my laziness.
a break a break.
been telling myself that for ages.

*might wanna slot in a few entries for the past few days*

list of stuff imma wanna do:

- start jogging
- lesser gaming?
- pick up guitar
- business
- hair cut
- meet-e-parents
- get my bloody ass back into blogging and get things back on track

and i'm not really that much looking forward to this week, despite it being my birthday week.
well maybe not really looking forward too when i'd to meet her parents and also act as an extra waiting for the lift. Been a very negative person so i never know what else could went wrong.

My Weekly Schedule: if it went well
not really sure but...
JUNE
27 MON - lunch w/ rangers + slack w/ aaron
28 TUE - quiet birthday
29 WED - haircut
30 THU - meet e parents
01 FRI - meet up w/ hing & vic
02 SAT - casting as extra
03 SUN - Zak's POP w/ Hing + Iman

& god it's amazingly full for now.
but i'm not expecting much...

alright, let's get to today shall we?
right after 8th June, obviously i'd opened up a new social link in life, well probably one of the most significant ones as they're adel's cliques.
not that bad, hmmmm they don't bite even thou they'd got razor sharp teeth.
and just a bunch of warm and nice funny people.
guess that's too much for my balls to handle that's why i'm like O_O while i'm with them.
kinda hate this dual persona thing going on, when i can't get real noisy and crack up some fireworks and brighten up the atmosphere. & my english kinda sucked so...

went out to flea today, together as a whole and i'd say it'd been rather fruitful D:
even thou it kinda feels weird when adel and jl bought their bfs over, which's me and yj. it's a weird mixture of awkward and scared soooo.
well moving on, this mega flea isn't that mega since they're not occupying the whole of the expo hall, and only a section of it. yes yes yes, all because of the high rents, so there's like a big square for people to just simply do nothing because it's nothing much different from an gigantic empty hall with some pushcarts.
expected myself to buy some things home since i don't wanna get back all empty handed after a journey to the east, but i did anyways -.-
resist myself from the kites, crystal light, cinnamoroll plushie, jack union stuff & Ambigram couple tags.
we ended it off with dinner together @ BK after watch them do their nails at subway while thinking of places to go.
it'd been a long and extremely tiring day since i didn't slept much cos' ... *refers to prev post*

things really turned out as differently as i thought.

runk

2011-06-25T05:29:00.002+08:00

weird that i'm spamming post at this time.
and adel'd been saying i'm having my "period".
DAY NOW. 27 JUNE 0530.

i guess so...?
not sure i'm shredding my emotional skins before i grows up officially,
no-what-so-ever.
but i just wanted to get crazy today.
really crazy..

call up my buds, and after settling numerous obstacles,
we manage to head out at 9.
people might ask, why i'm doing all this, but after everyone's out and enjoying and stuff, it's really worth the hard work.
been rather separated from kun recently thou D: probably coz' his tp's coming, he's meeting ama everyday and he's gaming with rick & co.

i'd drawn my lines too, mixing with my l4d community, and also ages since i played with my leagues of legend friends.
this tiny social link consist of 2 ang mo guy, but they're pretty interesting.
2 best friends, 1 studying philosophies and another, engineering (working @ alaska now)
a pretty unique mix right?
god and all because of the failed ip hider, i'm unable to go on.

*adds that to the list of things to do*

back on track,

went out to timbre
*skips scene*
GOD, timbre's where i really wanna be.
all the coziness, under the TREES, & live-performances.
god this place kick ass.
but we have to wait quite abit, spend near 1 hour waiting for seats, long queue -.-
and even queued like 30 mins for the toilet?
if make cake i die le.

didn't drank much.
BUT. the duck meat pizza is the sex.
omg

*after drinks + food*

i'm always high when i'm drink
but no one believes i'm not DRUNK D:
when i laugh at myself, or started to laugh, they say i drunk liao :(
no wor.
then they say i cannot keep quiet.
then i talk they say i drunk le wor T_T
nabeh.
i recite multiplication table they also don't believe.

~ ~ ~ \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/

was so damn high that i ran around,
did lots of stuff that i never thought i might did
and we kinda went to the 24 Hour Challenger @ funan it mall. AND MUHAHAHAHA i'm so genius :D i couldn't help but praise myself for being the first person who guessed the secret entrance to challenger >_<
*demands for a medal*
di siao the people there, and playing their on site demo consoles and wasting time.
kinda high and i went on to plug my phone into their portable 4 x mini speakers and blast songs while walking around with it.
played iPAD 2 too.

*squeals*

ipad2, being a leisure item, isn't much of a need, but more of a want.
but blasting kpop performance via youtube there, with the sleeky "much bigger" screen, is really.. jjanggggggg ~
done with that and off we went.

took NR3 and we ran like a dog.
after everybody got down, we manage to get vash to cab us back.
and imma still high then, but well, conscious STILL PLEASE.
and i kept singing hands up while trying to get ourselves a cab.
waving frantically by the road side, pointing middle fingers to those who didn't heed.

speaking of which, i can't believe that they filmed the MV in SG.
zomg?

*back home*
tired and drop onto the bed like a shagging dog.
zomg, flea tmr w/ adel + the rest

WM

2011-06-24T05:54:00.002+08:00

went out with wayne to marina.

society problems.
- slack
*GALLERIA IS OPEN! NEW MARINA KOPITIAM, ADEL LETS GO TGT SOMEDAY*
- dinner @ mac
- walk to orchard
- went orchard central
- game shop
- 313 SOMERSET
- walk back down to take bus
- home

- TEAM FORTRESS 2 ALL THE WAY.

trac

2011-06-23T05:56:00.003+08:00

TRIES REALLY HARD TO BACK TRACK

not sure whether it's the 23rd
or what..
but well, here it goes,

did you came over?
think u did, mum's emo-ing and we're eating red rice.

not sure by but thoughts started to purge into my head..
been talking about this to alot of my friends when i'm in a more of a senior/experienced 99 in life persona or even in therapist-mode.

well, there're lots of things u won't know?
now she (girls in general) haven't went into working society, how u guys can see the world,
how grim and dark it is, the cruel truth behind the balance of life, give and take.
maybe after working, she'll have goals, dreams, and what she wants. what she really wants.

your vision sharpens, you see clearer, u hear clearer.
u saw your wants.
and maybe even willing to gave up things to get what you want.

***

yes... sounds like i'm giving myself a reality slap as well.
maybe, you will see what you really want.
i glanced over at your back view while you're using my mirror from where i dine.
it's as if we're playing a game, pitting against each other. we never knows how things would turn out.
but i would indefinitely be very sure, i don't wanna lose you.

2011-06-22T02:25:00.002+08:00

so many things i'd ought to do.
but at least i'd done quite abit.
downloaded photoscape, ran into some obstacles, but nevertheless i'm secretly praying really hard that things would be fine.

not a very nice day actually.
been just up late and mentally cursing when i saw the time.
not sure what to do, and well today might not be a good day to strive.

#rants.

XX

2011-06-21T02:27:00.002+08:00

Tuesday six twenty-first.
same as any ordinary day, but yes we finally went out on a date after ages.
i know someone's beening piled with projects.
anyways i'm like forcing myself to do some posts that i'd been reluctant to drop by this page to write up on.
anyways, pretty much a bad day at first.
we missed out movie timings, and we'd to plan on the spot.

** do pardon my lousy blogpost because i'm pretty much in a confused state.

anyways, we sorta just went on with what we've and things sorta went pretty much smooth sailing. & i nvr like the idea of watching guy-movie with my gf, but Adel wanna watch green lantern cos' her friends're watching.
*wonders if she's actually watching for ryan :/ *

i'd got friends who'd watch that show too.
but well it wasn't that mundane isn't it? at least i know the lantern act as a wireless charger.
and i pretty love how things flow, but maybe 115 minutes just ain't enough to squeeze in every single bit of detail, but the movie's pretty near perfect i can say :D
might be one of DC finest.

behave like any other couple after the movie, and simply just strolled down the "god knows why it is so mother fucking crowded despite being a tuesday" street on orchard. went off and look at her shoes coz' adel doesn't want slippers. but she wanted slippers with a strap behind. O_O
and there we go, zipping through shops by shops, thou i only remembered mimosa. but alas, it's always hard to find a proper shoe isn't it?
head back early thou, and it's technically a short day, but we wanted to take bus from marina because we wanted seats.
got up some bus and, got down when we saw some enormous bunny balloon sitting outside SAM and we both got down and act like retarded asians taking photos with it, wasting time & electrical energy.
leg's about to give way when we got up the bus, and we totally slept throughout the ride.

=3

the reunion

2011-06-15T22:30:00.001+08:00

the reunion's pretty good today.
it feels pretty different and awkward thou,
i'd say since all of us grow up now?

meet up with guys at 3 and take our stuff.
yes finally taking our diploma? thought we could leave them until we're out from national service.
smiled weakly and ticked an item off my agenda in my mine.
everyone'd changed so much.

jiawei, felix.
didn't get to see sam and frank thou. missed them to bits. only 2 guys amongst the 4 whom i can get into ang mo mode with.

*

U OVERTURN B1A4 U WRITE DOWN, THE 4 U NO CONNECT. U GET HELP with an inverted P

pass

2011-06-14T22:31:00.007+08:00

twisted fingers, twisted thoughts
all the mind battles that i'd fought
swirling in my mind like a whirlpool
end of the day i wondered, am i actually the fool
crawling with blisters on my fingers
with one hand clinging on your mother fucking picture.

i just wanted a place to rant,
a wall that i could scream at and wont echo back as if challenging me
a doll which i can bitch around to but smiles back at me and tell me it's alright.

i'd got no idea,
really no idea.
well it's a strange side of me,
cancerians, are pretty twisted isn't it?
weird sea creatures that dwells in 1 shell, that hermit.
afraid of change, and wont step out of their comfort zone.
no idea what's in this gigantic black void that's lingering below beneath my heart.

if you're wondering my story's been a fairytale, then you're wrong.
so what if it's a book with a golden frame.
u just didn't realise the torn and jaded pages, and if you look closer over that, the prince is not me, i'm actually the one being tied up and dragged across the town by the horse. D:

i had my fair share of suffering oh hell yes i do.
ever tried getting played? waited like a dog.
i'm not sure if dog is the right word to describe my "then" state? but i'm sure u treat me worst amongst ur past stead then?
throwing me and let me wait alone for like 4/5 hours?
moreover i got no idea ur social circles extended to even the dark side.
with all the names down in your phone.
i helplessly lingers when i watched you fly into the storm.
how u treated me like an old play toy, casting me off when u don't need me.
how you stood and watched as i cry, as i teared and throw off my pride as a men and went down.
i can't even run, and i stood there. alone.
maybe it's worst than alone. there, my parents watched helplessly as i lay down with my pillows and act out a funeral scene like in the movies. LIKE NOW
as if it would nvr put things right again.
sad

tons and lots of stuff that i kept locked into my mine where i don't wanna retrieve.
such twisted stuff, that's indescribable purged my head like a poison lotus set within a pond, kill other creatures as it blossom. Not that beautiful after all isn't it?
such twisted things that changed how i thought, and i how i changed the weight of importance in my heart. even to the extend of actions that i'd do.
i regret every ounce of it that'd stained this book.
but i know the pages can't be rewritten.
i'd been rob of what i had,
the kind in me, all gone.
how it all shaped me, turning me into a monster.
i'd got no patience never would i want to wait.
better let the world down then the world let u down, let Mr CaoCao said,
i'm scared of thieves, thats why i woke up every night despite having 3 burglar alarm. I peer out of the window every night to check despite having installed security cameras, having afraid that it wont capture their faces.

once bitten twice shy, a burnt child dreads fire.
but what if i'm helplessly in love with the flames that eats my skin.
i could only falter.

we're all twisted.
u and i.
you'd got ur story and i'd got mine
but when the coin's flipped, it only show one side.
but fuck it, i'm still gonna fight.

i would still walk this maze if it's a dead end.
so much for saying smth sweet. didn't think u care after all -deletes tweet-

2011-06-13T21:32:00.001+08:00

helpless lika dog

devil's tears

2011-06-07T06:53:00.000+08:00

morning...

R

2011-06-06T12:26:00.004+08:00

rarely did i woke up that early.
well, been a week or 2 since i started using my laptop over my fan.
the step up is tedious and once i sat down, i wont even bother to get up.
not pushing the blame, but that sorta explain my late sleeping hours.

After the crash, my life'd been rather planless now, going witht he flow. & whatever i'm doing right now, i'd been rather lazy actually.
*prays* that i get my custom rig by the 2nd of this week so i can end my torment.

woke up pretty early for god no idea why, and well. been a plain rainy day for me. Got myself 3 toast and a cup of coffee while i surf the channels why cursing starhub aimlessly :x
well that happens when u gave us 3 mths of free basic channel and 3 days of all channels. and it's so hard to memorize them. After aimlessly pressing up and down, stopping for 15 mins @ MTV and some nonsensical taiwan variety show, i'd decided to settle down at sreen singapore.

screen singapore 2011 is up now and i'd been loving all the short films that they presented. But is the arts dying? i can't put my fingers on this thought that flows endlessly around my vast ocean of teeny weeny thoughts.
What happen to your dream to make a film & to captivate the audience?
i sorta gave it up when i ended up like "any-other-ordinary-hokkien-swearing-engineering-guy"

even do i do wanna head down to substation & sinema for a day or 2, but alas i didn't have much art appreciation kakis don't i?
mind's sorta fucked up right now but i hope that ppl do stop and at least appreciate some of the amazingly beautiful local arts.

P.S. i do really wanted to make a depressing HDB film D:

anw, mum said i looked like some depress kid. FML.

sharing this cos i saw this just now.
lol, revealing 17 year old xmm D:

PP

2011-06-05T03:52:00.005+08:00

awaiting reply from the guy whom lix recommended.
meanwhile pinged up Isaac and i might be able to get a sleek quad core CPU @ 1.2k

well not really sure where to go until i'd got the 2 specs side by side and think it over.
actually this post's for myself for doing comparison.

Lix's

Intel i5 2500 w/ gigabyte p67a ud3 @ 465
Kingston 4gb ddr3 x 2 pcs @ 114
palit gtx 560 1GB ti @ 312
Samsung 1TB @ 72
Samsung 24 x dvdrw boxpack @ 26
Seasonic m12 620w @ 125
ikonik en2 case @ 60
coolermaster 12cm fan x 2 pc @ 20
Samsung s23a350h 23" LED @ 300

delivery + assembly + os installation @ 30

TOTAL= $1506.

Ronnie's

For a budget of $1.5k for a cpu with monitor, I would recommend:

Intel i5 2400 Biostar TP67B+ $368
Kingston 4gb ddr3 x 2 pcs $102 (8gb total)
Palit gtx 560 1gb sonic platinum $286 [GPU from Nvidia GeForce]
WD 1tb blue sata 3 $77
Samsung dvdrw $25
Seasonic M12-520w $110 (buzzing soung)
Ikonik en2 case $60
Coolermaster 12cm fan $10
Dell U2311H 23” IPS monitor $265
Altec Lansing V2621 2.1 spk $69
Logitech K200 usb keyboard $13
Delivery, assembly and os installation $30

Total - $1415 nett
(don't need speaker)

heal

2011-06-04T04:31:00.004+08:00

title shld be dance or heal.
but anyways.
it's early in the morning when i'm still shoving my half tired ass right infront of my laptop.
my fingers danced randomly amongst the key, typing whatever i can think of, googling and reading up on random things due to my reluctance to shower.

& well, saw an lizard lurking outside and i ended up shoving my blanket under the gaps of my door. Probably too scared to go out.
anyways, today's sorta a joy.
not really that "god imma under the same sky as jiyeon thing"
i'm like that also when taeyeon's here :D

not particularly a kpop fan, well if you know me i listen to like god knows how many genres of songs, from pop to r&b, celtics classicals and even folklore so..
ya know when i get seh and all to entertain and stuff, of cos imma happy that they're here. and well it's for charity as well so i'm actually glad that the world's doing their bit to help the society. Spent my day at home doing nothing much, but took up business myself.
trade business if i wanted to sound professional.
it might sound pretty weird if i say i'm learning the secrets of trades in my tiny little lair while i'm healing my head. but well it's still a priceless experience for me.

anyways, yes heal the world concert right? got afew vid that you guys might wanna look at:

Orange Caramel

T-ara

of cos! yayaya :D my personal favourite.
ridiculously cute and funny dance :D YOMA YOMA LOVA LOVA YOMA YOMA SUPERNOVA! :D

no offense but i sorta lol actually :(
alot of JIYEON!, HYOMIN! EUNJUNG EUN JUNG! i love you. well all of the screams in the video.
climax's pretty crazy isn't it? how kpop manage to swept our little red dot off it's feet.

plans sorta went off course went i decided to head down town alone. and after which, met only ADEL to get our dinner. I actually thought she would screwed up thru ordering subway as she said she'll order first. well i was 5 sec late so i had to wait for the epic long traffic light outside 313 which usually like to accumulate a whole chunk of dicks before going green.

nabeh, u think make drama ah?

anyways, my eyes went wide when i saw adel holding onto 2 missles. Gigantic large drink with 6 cookies.

well we did have fun anyways, and of cos we made a deliberate detour to suntec to take an empty 700 so we can sleep our way back to BP.
and that pretty much sums it all,

can't believe that t-ara threw their gloves off to the crowd during bo peep

but didn't see them throwing it off thou :(
i wan the claws *rawr*

& knowing that they stayed in conrad hotel is 1 thing.
but who the hell spread that they lived on teh 9th floor? D:
actually that sorta kept me wonder, do they hire ppl to play the role of the *spark* to start the "fire"?

dAnce

2011-06-03T04:48:00.001+08:00

goals of the month.

- get a com
- get a guitar (learn a fucking song at least)

FML

2011-05-26T19:19:00.002+08:00

wonder by blogger's not working for my on chrome.
unless i go incognito.
anyways,

things hasn't going really good for me. i might sum things up and post things up in early dates to fill you in.
but nevertheless, after the crash. my life was more or less gone in the crash as well.

dreams.

not to heed my brain's calling, i'd been staying at home.
unmotivated, say i can't even work since my neck and shoulder's are sore.
ended up locking myself up in my room, on the aircon, got into an oversized hoodie, curled up and looking at this long rectangular screen.
before i knew it, my drama fangs grew.
i'd officially became a drama freak.

i'd been at it for days.
at home for days

i'm not sure whether i would be working on wordpress soon or anot. but i'd say since the crash, i would be temporary unemployed.
dad's not that nice either, despite me sacrificing my stash to keep my friend's licence. dad's utmost reluctant into paying my bills.
come day 1 and 2 yes he paid. but once he saw i took a slice of cake here, he have to cut down on the next serving.
yep. there goes my allowance.

no allowance at all. well what a dad ._.
we did spoke, but just to show him that i'm alive and i could respond normally.
but i wondered what happened to my brain.
dreams had been really wacky, and usually my dream was a whole.
but now it's everchanging scenarios.
i can't really describe. but just that it's so much different now.
a different person? well i'm not sure, but i'm an unusually skeptical person about this and i regard myself as a defect now since i'd suffered from an injury.

funny isn't it? flawless since young.
i'd proven to think with my brains and not jump off chairs and sofa thinking i'm superman.
and that includes not exposing myself from too much of a risk and stuff.
but there... it happened.
right now i'm still at it,
screen gazing, 8 hours a day.

fml.

LIFE

2011-05-25T19:32:00.000+08:00

guess it's time for me to move on.
in life.

been watching the drama LIFE. a short 11 episode drama.
and it's really super nice. one of the drama, that had captivated me from the start, thou i didn't watch it immediately, but it's theme and setting caught my attention.

LIFE is a drama featuring about the dark side of an ordinary japanese school life, where one walks on the strings of risk. How friends betray gossip and eventually how it all leads into bullying. Bullying is indeed and silent scream, which adults even like parents would never know. teachers who just teach for the sake of teaching didn't care.

but this drama, i didn't love it at first. no babes, pace was slow, things was all over the pace. however after awhile, the poison sets in. the plot kicks in and i couldn't help but be instantaneously captivated by the beauty of the drama. i went head on and tackled 6 episodes and only surrender to my bed when dawn hits, and of cos i continued the drama the instant i'm up. & that's a mother fucking record.
i downloaded it initially as it's adapted from a manga, so... that was really unexpected.
never the less Tanimura Masaki did magic.
i can't help it but felt impressed by how much they make use of music, their set of music, is genius.

(i dled it, for the first time, i dl a pack of 20 instrumental music)

but for the first time, i really did experienced the true importance of the music and sounds in the drama. it's instant cuts are so lovable, and it's rumbling bass really builds up the atmosphere perfectly.
& how could i find fault with it's amatuer-like but flawless cinematography? Yes it's shaking at times, but wacky enough to make this an unique drama.

2011-05-24T19:31:00.000+08:00

just felt pretty weird.
i know it happened.

but u can be forgive, but never be forgotten.

heard the words from my friends, how selfish can u get :(
just a teeny weeny disappointed.
maybe it just hurts to be kind

pills

2011-05-17T12:10:00.001+08:00

the size of the pills always scares me, it's like swallowing a 5 cent coin or something.
always i could only swallow if i close my eyes, and swallow hard.

well, it's pretty retarded, because i can swallow if i'd momentum, like while chewing.

anyways life pretty much sucked for me now.

AA

2011-05-12T19:07:00.000+08:00

was reading up on awake a film regarding Anesthesia awareness
which i kinda stumbled upon this, a video of the similar thing.

ANESTHESIA from Roundhay Garden Films on Vimeo.

how does it feels when you're totally conscious when you're in a middle of the operation. With your muscles unable to hear your screams, you lied helplessly there, feeling and hearing every single detail going on.

scary ain't it?

2011-05-07T04:58:00.000+08:00

i want to fly.
out of this cage of pain..

2011-05-01T17:33:00.001+08:00

can't believe i'm at home watching election videos.
FML.

stuff on the month

2 May Tonage
3 - 6 May Genting
14 May Movie outing

guess i should find a job to cast off my weekdays soon.

things to get this month:

- desktop
- guitar..? :/

the liar & the fool

2011-04-29T17:24:00.003+08:00

fuck this shit.
the reason why am i in this little pathetic space of mine which i guess whom accumulated nothing but bytes of thrash.

anyways, happy or sad? i really don't know. i'm not sure whether is it a prophecy or a mere dream since it happened in a "not so far" future.
despite that, i got up pretty much a few things, but only to find myself going back in a gain, i went back twice. and after which i happened to got out of it, it's then a pretty sad ending then.

***

Things happened, i'm not sure why but it's just a huge mass of memories being thrown in together in a blender.
Yes, all the happy times i could think off, like a power point.
and of cos our 5 years old pact.
*it became fuzzy*
I got up, and i tried my luck back again. Yes i got back,
but then of one the guy got into a picture. i slowly analyzed his persona,

lots of things happened, and suddenly we're in a room. i'm with a gang of guys in the room, waiting for something which i don't know about. it's like a sort of a japanese slidedoor class room. & u came and lock the doors, and u told me you're here to say your goodbye.
Neither do you sound sorry, nor are you looking in my eyes. I saw guilt purges through your body. Maybe you're just using me for the moment. like i'm a temporary shelter in the park while you're strolling to find your prince.
(my itunes really feel me, played the same songs 2 times in a row)

"You know he's like that and you're still going?"
"yes.."
"even thou he got a stead and he's gonna just merely jump boat?"
"yes.."

at that point of time, i just simply ran out of reason. I reached out to hold your hand but you pushed it away. It's like you're waiting for the time for sun to shine.

"we texted.. afew times"
(of cos i got into this inevitable rage and starts bombarding question)
"you didn't ask what, so i never say lor"

of cos since the door's lock, we're talking through the window. And i literally got control of the dream, so i just wanted to wake up. NOW.
slammed the roller window real hard, and i'm up.

looks like it's still a grim grim world after all isnt' it ?
i felt as if that i'm reading a book upside down for years. Yet i didn't realize the message hidden within. I took this book cos it's like a fairy tale. But alas, it's a book i'm reading upside down.
The dark earth are not the soil, it's the big patch of dark skies.
The old wrinkled trees are not smiling, are nothing but thousand years old tree demon who'd seen too much of the world.

then i wanted to get back in. i wanted to find reasons why it's happening.
maybe the time's up, and i can't get back to sleep. it's like i keep dialing and dialing yet the other side won't pick. Like a pirate whom kept plunging his hands against the ground yet there's no treasure.
How long do i have to wait, how deep do i have to dig against the pits of love which would indefinitely became the grave which i would fall upon?

i don't know.

Someday

I hope these tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up

Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”
But it makes me afraid little by little
I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t
Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out

I hope it helps me now
I hope the God will help me
I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself

2011-04-26T05:18:00.001+08:00

why..?

wAter

2011-04-19T03:50:00.003+08:00

that is why i hate playing the hermit, within the crab.
carrying my shell of burdens on my back, filled with the grim past and the dark memories in which hold me back at the wrong times.

i'd seen alot of things screwed up, this too let me do re-access my risk management. Somehow nothing seems right, somehow when i choose to ignore the potion could only last periodically. My back's sloughing and i'm tired. I want to see the light, yet when i saw, i'm afraid to run when my legs are sore, when i'd been cheated too many a times by the trick for the eye.
Mirage-

* * *

head out with Yappa today. guess we'd really talk things out.
and of cos, it really sucks when we're on adult fare.
i'm not complaining, but paying a dollar or 2 for a bus ride is really a pain to my wallet.

& of cos, we drowned in our pitiful alcohol. A jug each is too much for a rite aint it? but this is what happens why 2 guys whom life's filled with trouble came about.

of cos there're physical troubles, but nah i could do with it. Not being physically fit and stuff are okay. But when having multi personas do nothing but wreck thoughts up on my brain. It's a fucking chore when my brain can't think straight.
I thought i might snap for a bit, but i guess i pretty much got myself together, but i'm filled with fatigue. i'd been filling up my calenders with stuff and i really wish things gone well...

I'm paranoid.
imma paranoid bastard who don't see the light.

self interpretation lesson on cancer.
was reading the book: the dark side of horoscope in love
it's a really grim book. DARK, tells u all the cons and weakness u can think off.
like how some horoscope can be flirtatious, wears multiple mask and slices off ur head like a female mantis.
while others tells about how stubborn u can be, causing damage to ur surrounding.

Anyways, mine's one of the worst i guess.
i'd a mindset of a swinger, a happy go lucky dude who sees the sun, however that's not what my star'd been. They're pessimistic regardlessly. They hog on to the past like no other. i hate history, but some things just are engraved so hard in my heart.
yes, traumatic events could change me, and well maybe for life. & yes i'm very very sensitive an and emotional being.

Our stars just doesn't match, & i just can't get my mind off some stuff that i'd come across.
"cast them off like an used gourd, love them and leave them"
i swear i'm not taking this advice. i want to fight, but how could i slay a dragon with a mere shield?

They say if you love, you become prettier
They say if you love, you change a little
What do I have to do to make the love inside me prettier?
When I think about it, tears came

weary

2011-04-18T12:23:00.001+08:00

because i'm weary~

Tuesday, 2nd day of the week.
Ytd's so surreal, booked genting, came back, went out to meet the rangers again.

finally got a chance to catch up with artist nesti.

18 April - Meeting NP WDL
19 April - out with Yappa
20 April - MY DAY
21 April - Adel
22 April - Adel & Rangers
23 April - Rangers
24 April - might be meeting kelv

NEXT WEEK

25 April - hair cut/MY DAY
26 April - hair cut/MY DAY
27 April - Getaway @ RWS
28 April - Getaway @ RWS + open joint acount
29 April - Meeting Rangers
30 April - out w/ bros

NEXT MONTH

2 May - TONAGE
3 - 6 May - Genting getaway trip

rolling

2011-04-14T00:41:00.003+08:00

it's been an insanely day for me, for being out since 8 plus in the morning.
well quite a feat eh?!

felt like crying whenever i heard this. it's worst after i'm watching the show. The girl keeps running after the guy, yes literally. She didn't gave up. Whenever the guy shows up, even would she be in the dampest mood will she find the drive to smile.

of cos, she's what a feminine guy like me would wished for. So i could run without fearing that there's no one at my back.

and of cos, how can i not deny that i'm hooked up on the GOS's emo track.
yes, always emotional, and always pessimistic. there are times when i wondered... ever since god stolen my fairy god mother's wand. i'd reduced to nothing but an average chap.
No magic, no nothing.
and well, it hurts to try and it hurts more when nothing happens. i concoct the potion to perfection, but instead of the beautiful pinkish puff of smoke, black water spewed out of my cauldron instead.
deep inside, yes, really deep inside. i know that this unfair laws hidden amongst the rule of love tells it all. You can give it all, but u might lost it all.
maybe i had not lost it, but after countless of sheer unluckiness, i was simply cut to pieces.

nevertheless, not the that my morning got ruin nor despite doing a morning sprint. i got up on 700 thou. thousand blank faces staring at me. Yes this is life i guess. everyone's too indulged into their own business to be even care whatever happens unless someone releases a hysterical scream.

got down the bus and such.. And there i head over to mac..

(i'm typing this on the 15th due to sheer laziness)

and yes, starting my day with the $2.50 deal and perking myself up w/ the 4th episode of God of Study over coffee. Was watching drama and just eating mac on the basement of heeren. yes it's quiet.
& did i mention that sp was on the move swarming island-wide with their flag day?
oppsy, just flag days and camps are not my stuff. and also, it's so hard to reject them when u have to gave the.

i can donate but i can't donate to all cans look.

moving on, which my superb ninja skills, i managed to ninja my way across heeren and to *SCAPE where imma attending the borders sale.
god their warehouse was so big that i'm dizzy upon seeing all the boxes. it's like books all over the place, so much that they only bothered to separate between fic and non fiction.
& WHICH IDIOT PUT PRINCE CASPAIN IN THE NON FICTION SECTION?!
it was pretty empty before, but after 12, ppl came swarming in. GOD, there were lots of milfs, and why just some girls have to wear until so revealing :(
hovering their half covered racks over the books. heng heng lim peh got special training.

that aside, i actually got afew books that would be in used for me, hopefully in the near future before meeting adel after work. So after lunch at plaza sing, we head back to the comfort of my home, after a long detour just to prevent ourself from drenching ourself which was supposing so stupid because we wasted more than 30 mins for just 30 sec of running in the rain.

nevertheless it's all fun& i sorta enjoyed it.

hit the tracks and GOD why is all the yalam and kids crowding my track ?!

i zip around bp anways, and it was crazy. was running and changing routes upon instinct and i ended up from senja to jelapan and from jelapang to fajar and did 2 loops around the gigantic canal before hitting the straight path via segar back home.
yes :D i feel good.

nevertheless i really feel we would work.
you know how much i hate change and how i would not change unless something major happened, but i know it wont change regarding how i feel towards you. but just maybe we just need that sparkle of luck which just extinguished afew weeks back D:
HUAT AH

2011-04-11T04:03:00.003+08:00

i'm not sure where this goes.
but from the looks of it, i'm really not sure.
do we really belong together or is this just another sugar dream that will leave me wetting my pillow..?

you're perfect but i don't know what went wrong.

my day today was relatively good, beside this emotional setback. i didn't went breaking down anyways, but my happy go lucky persona was up and while my emo side's on hibernation mode. Maybe that explains the slow replies.

with the drug kicking in. i start thinking when i'm numb.
are we suppose to fight?
i need your assurance, and i know this had been an insanely long journey.
i'm not sure if i'm a social person.
i know i had my fair share of "life" but those were the days.
those "were" the glories day.

i had to put my gym plans aside. and i swear i will go to the gym someday .

i woke up pretty late and despite that, head over to msn and well half dead while catching up on my fairy tail anime.
it's a "bright" anime thou. happy and stuff. yes yes yes i do really need a visual escape from this dark and grim world.
nevertheless i still got my sorry ass up after lazing and met up with Vic & Kd for dinner at lot one.

ages since i met Vic and well we were'nt that close then?
but well, somehow we are now.
&

*My mind was in a blank state when i thought of this*

SBS - si bei sian
SMRT - Suck money really tokong

lolz. moving on, well we got back to my place and they crash and we kinda played the classic monopoly.
and please buy the train station if you have :D
because it's really fucking awesome!

anyways. we sort ende dour day with supper with jon and yes. that pretty sums it all.
but something feels missing thou,
that feeling ... isit like the first time we b***k ..?
i really felt so empty D:
i know something's wrong but.. :/

i hope things turn out well in the end.
nights

zzzzzzzz

2011-04-10T16:07:00.001+08:00

mind can't event allocated stuff to my brain.
am i okay to be like that? ;/
oh am i just unfit for long term relationship D:

less

2011-04-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

Alas i'm literally back on track after 2 days of procrastination,
despite panting from my rounds, i got my sorry ass seated right infront of my blog page, while my fingers ramble through the keys. Soz, was still honing my mind over body technique and well it didn't turn up quite well as i'm a very pessimistic person (refers previous post). With laziness, cherry on top and darn :(

WAS FUCKING ABOUT TO WALK UP TO MY HOUSE BY STAIRS, when my drive got extinguish the moment some lamp post went black up just above me while walking back.
it's like the only lamp post :(
i wonder if there's any scientific explanation for this, but this just irks me when it's too late at night D:

moving on today is a would be great day, but things sorta fall, "in places" unluckily and yes this trips off the happy circuit and yet unlucky stuff came falling down like domino. & i'm unusually smirking when we were like 10 mins late for the movie and we manage to make it before the credits came rolling, as we entered as the last advertisement ended despite queuing up for like 10 minutes for our goodies.
i happened to be whining like a kid and yes, sorry if i'm too much of a perfectionist and sometimes failure just stabs me like a knife on my heart.

that aside, limitless is a rather anticipated film

& that charming guy there? bradley cooper's one of my man idol next to mr Robert Downey Jr.

Yes, you'd seen the trailer, but how did it really went. The peculiar credits behold and yes i would say this work is one of a masterpiece. awesome cinematography, no too much of a boring still cuts of him popping the pill nor is there any of those lame ass still camp which hangs like a bird eye view while u see things happens.
BUT BUT BUT, limitless would be quite limited as i would like to say :/
despite showing you how limitless he could get, apparently it was rather dry, and as i thought there would be a dark part in the film.
My hunger for the harsh dark realism came about, thought i could savour the fact that he isn't gonna make it or he would be someone who once have it but am now a mentally or physically decapitated man.

But alas, why didn't i notice this book had a golden frame?
& well it's all up to you to decide, but i guess.
anyways, it is all well and entertaining :D
i giving it a 4.5 cos someone tells me RIO is 4 :(

And yes for a moment, i went in a "menopause" mode later on. Yes i know this isn't me, but for a moment, i got no fucking idea what'd got into me.
anyways i sort of went detached with the world for abit and that got me thinking.
what'd i been doing, am i doing the right things? well lazing and doing nothing worth of any beneficial value would it done to me, good or bad?
but i'd like to admit i'm considered a novice when i'm playing therapist to others, but why am i such an amateur when it comes to my things? i should be able to at least analyse and find a quick solution.
but what am i doing? had i gone tired of the lukewarm routine that's never enriching? or am i tired of being .. me :(

And sadly this all drags throughout the night while we're at it.
despite that i'm not going to forget the beautiful performances right by the bay of the marina sands. Bubble lovers, ignore the video and enjoy the sounds and bubbles. it's magical (:

***

anyways, after what happened today, i really thought that love is like a duet, like a mix tape. whether you're both of the same stream, nor are you of the opposite. It might sound beautiful if you play it together. but moreover, this difference only points out the difference in our different views of things, our different perspective of the world...

Love is like singing a duet, likewise those in rhyme sync together.
where lovers of the same kind, came together, singing without any stutter.
this ain't no telepathy, nor this is a chior
but with the likes of the tune, you could see if you can last forever

mine's different, never the same
while mine's the orchestral while indies's my dame's
i had my own cicle, whom i play really well
but another others, only time could then tell
while your's are enticing indies, always embracing others
you got me down at your feet, and then you got my mother.

thou we know we sang differently, but somehow we could compromise each other.
with my loud trumpets honing, bring us joy and laughter.
my song is a difficult one, who is really required only selective listener.
while yours captivates almost everyone, soothing birds of all feathers.
dear, will this song end, for i would never know
but then i would never forget, how our fairy tale unfolds.

however storm may come, dark clouds would still gather
but alas, i hope. For our r/s to get better.

*MOOD* FUCK THIS SHIT D: T_T >x<

2011-04-06T03:25:00.000+08:00

Took a trip down memory lane since it'd been quite long since i'd blogged.
was high lighting what i'd been doing lest i forgot :(

seems like i'd forgotten :/ what i'd been doing

Slack @ Home
watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall
Meet up w/ Aaron

4GOT

2011-04-05T03:29:00.002+08:00

Tuesday.
i'd been forgetting what i'd been doing and this sucks T_T

GOD!

(4/8/2011 3.29AM)

fuck this.

rmbed i wanted to build my gundam toys that i'd gotten from expo but :/

It's a pathetic tuesday... if i didn't then what did i do...?
did i see adel back from work? :/

*mood* irritated cos i can't rmb what i'm doing on tues & wed.

2011-04-04T02:30:00.000+08:00

anyways back from my run and i'm treated to some pretty chio yoona vids (:

ZOMG HER THIS HAIR.

:( gien
si bei gien

dMAN

2011-04-01T15:25:00.005+08:00

April Fool! :D
well i didn't trick anyone today, but anyways spend the other half of my day with ma rangers.
MVC @ vash's place is really awesome and i'd really like to admit that his place is one of the place that i'm really comfy with.

i'd been to many places of my friends and well some of them had given me some weird creeps. Say i just felt uncomfy, not due to any supernatural instinct, but it isn't fun at all. No offense but it's like a book with a beautiful cover but lukewarm content. Not that it's boring, some of'em had got their fair share of entertainment, like a gigantic tv & a ps3.
but well, maybe closeness and the attitude of the host is a very very important factor. & also well maybe what we do is something impt as well :D
i enjoyed playing the role of the spectator but obviously not spending 3 hours trying to see you kick ass in your ongoing installment of the RPG.

nevertheless dinner @ subway was great when kunda join and after that followed by Zak who'd just booked out LATE. Was discussing about the new army phones that me and kd is getting and i just realized that i might only have like 20 contacts in my new phone :/
it's a joy to meet up with you guys and it's pretty amazing to see that how much we matured as the topics we talked are not just cartoons and girls, BUT of cos' girls'd always been trending in our talks but also coupled with army, news or any latest epic news.

***

sad to say. i felt really sorry for your friend.
i'd hope that Jill will use every ounce of her strength to make him see the point.

it's the game, and humans of the male species had this thing in them, coupled with pride, i call it the superior blood theory. I'd discussed this with aaron and kd before and yes we do have "superior blood", coupled with the fact that we're chinese. You'd seen how Chinese touched on the fact regarding the importance of pride and all. But also, who's being in control or who wanted to be in control of the relationship is another factor. You can't forget not to look at who's more willing to contribute to improving the relationship too thou

the guy might be disconnected from this link which you'd established regarding contacts of the opposite gender and yes this happens when guys are just guys. common problem.

...Why ang mo are so cool with bgr and didn't think much that their spouse had sex with any other beings of the opposite gender, yet us chained by the threads of traditions takes it so seriously.
some of you might be thinking you're cool with that. there're girls living in this new era of clubbing girls providing one night stands to the likes of lustful wolves or virgin seeking for stories to tell their friends. But main point is, most of us at this generation'd not moved on by this :(
i'm one of the living example.

BUT BUT, for men.
being visual creatures, it's the sad truth that we stares at babes and ladies with hot curves but having an extra company is yet another bonus.
and of cos, deep inside most men. they'd theories like men who play are "ai zai" but women who play is categorized into the "got played" section and she's slut.

Guys who're reading this, please wipe off the smirk in your face and stop crossing your fingers with your left hand. :x

gender equality had risen over the years and i hope people who're in a relationship needs to have a mutual understanding or maybe bind contract against their spouse so as to avoid any misunderstanding/miscommunication.
i'd got friends w/ stead whom goes to club every weekend, him to zirca and his gf to rebel. Some couple are alright with post open exposure of the other halves. yet others are not. I wont call it overprotective or being over possessive coz' one need to learn how to know their limit and some couple might not give a green light.

i would really like to admit i'm one of that kind. I got jealous extremely easily and trust me, i would want to lock my gf in a cage if it's possible :D & i hates if when she talks to some guy -_- or when guys strips her in their mind, despite saying it's very sak ki. i hates it when it happens.
P.S. i know the looks, cos i do that too :)
yet deep inside me i want guys to notices her and sees a guy like me is bathing in bliss with a cute gf D: but moving on,

it happens when you want him/her to be completely yours, of cos seeing is believing, so i assume that by physically "keeping" her would provide the extra assurance that i would need. Exaggerations aside, this is no secrets of the men but us men won't mind to sacrificing things of his possessions with the likes of time and a portion of his wealth to get into the favor of his lady or any lady that's appealing to him. That's of cos when looks/personality comes to play. but when the other half is just a friend while you're attach, at least let the players know the rules. Show her the ring on your finger and that draws the line into the amount of skin ship or companionship she could expect. But sometimes guys are ambitious for a reason, they wanted to have the best of both worlds. That's when china have concubines.
Unless she/he keeps pushing themselves to you, then you better do something about it and guys, please don't let the pea brain below your waist level make any unpardonable mistakes.

i know men find it thrilling to "smoke" the other party, like not letting her know that you're attach. You wanted to give her the tiny beacon of hope and wanted her to "interact" with you like you're single. Or, this gives you the privilege to feel single at the very least. D:
I love pokemon too but that's just men. Gotta catch'em all.

Maybe half of the time i didn't really know what i'm rattling about, whether am i explaining or describing. And whether this wall of text could either be the food for inspiration/enlightening, or even act as an extra piece of general information or might even sadly be categorized under junk D:
Nevertheless if disectecd throughly or correctly would the post be a a huge chunk of text.
let's keep our fingers crossed and hope for the best.

jUNgle

2011-03-31T01:41:00.003+08:00

got alot of gadgets that i would need to cough out part of my stash to get, but however my unstoppable insane hunger for fashion apparels are yet my impassable hurdle :(

guess it's the last day of the month and i'm out seeing my girl to work. & if you'd seen my tweet..

"when the clock strike 12, i'm going to turn you into a ballerina X3"

yes we probably managed too, but with some minor setbacks here and there which i wont wanna describe coz' it'll only get me pissed and all.

moving on, back at the shop, of cos w/ ma bro fer his secret perks :D BUT, since i'm the only paying so i'm playing the fairy god mother role here.
and alas, the wings met the long awaited ballerina.

ain't it pretty? the beautiful works of jeremy scotts. i'm initially no supporter of him man :D but after that i do have to admit his designs totally defines my styke :P

and yes, next up on my list would be these!

pretty right? well i'm going for the lightning one i guess. moving on after adel went for work, i went on to bugis to crash at aaron's workplace :D
god the new adi jeans it's VERY DOPE.
and well chatting over some wanton mee and with a gigantic bowl of $4 fried wanton, we completed our 3 course meal with a sundae before he heads back while i wanted some time alone, head over to Bugis Lib for some quiet time. did some reading and of course, updated myself with the 2 latest issues of men's health.

skipping the boring part, i went back and meet up with adel before we had a last min plan to dine @ ramen play 313.
so going back and all i saw people going in and out serving people. my mind stops for awhile and i felt as if i saw an inevitable cycle in this concrete jungle.
well, you always see people being served by those workers, but have you every wondered, on other days, they're serving people too? :/
it might not be 100% true, but most people are coming to good places to dine to take a break off their hectic schedule of stash farming.

it's gonna be one hellofa' reality for me to accept, but when the time comes, i would hate opening the mail box D:

2011-03-30T23:46:00.002+08:00

nothing in particular happened today.
D:

just a simple dinner out w/ Adel down @ town after her work ended.

well before i end, let's listen to K-pop In A G6 by DJ Masa :D

NN

2011-03-29T02:10:00.000+08:00

*construction in progress*

S2

2011-03-28T16:21:00.003+08:00

*29th Mar*

i'm finally back home!
the trip's great, however taking the long bus ride at the wrong time could be tormenting. Adel and i was struggling like lost travelers when we're back at panjang, foraging for a vending machine to quench our thirst.

however, despite my laziness to upload all the photos that i'd taken. i'm actually gonna throw in hundreds of words over here.
nevertheless the trip's entertaining and i'm infact still thrilled by all the things we'd done. Including playing desperados (:

*28 Mar*

i'm up pretty early today, and i'm all set after i got my fix of drugs which got me working. Anyways, i didn't pack my bag until today and i'm the kind of last minute person who keeps going through the list of things again and again until it's really time for me to go.
So anyways, Adel came over first so we kinda got lunch from downstairs, was clicking around the sentosa websites and marking down places we might want to go/should try out if we had time. But anyways our plan was never solid as long as i'm around (:

(it's actually a fucking chore for me to go recollect all the stuff in my mind, but... oh well :D)

after the looooong time at the counter, i wasn't at all happy when they gave me a 6th floor with the view exactly the same as my previous room's location.
it's pretty irritating but somehow it just feels like day 2, since the furnishing, fittings, and even the arrangement of the furnitures are the fucking same. It's so "boringgg" but surreal at the same time as we're here like.... 28th Jan? well i'd never been to the exact hotel twice so.. well maybe that made me feels home.

no going all wowy bowy and going thru all the stuff and taking photos of the whole fucking room, but we just crashed on the gigantic and comfy deluxe king size bed which pretty much took up a significant portion of the space. We ought to follow our plan at the very least, despite nua-ing on the bed. And it was a pretty warm afternoon so why not enjoy the comforts of the aircon first before you're going out to fight against the heat? my mind was all tired and lazy and i didn't even bother to read the map :3 we took whatever mode of transportation that is closest to us and whichever transportation which came first and after changing 3/4 we finally got to our destination by mistake.

we planned to go over to play desperados and the 4D pirates, but however after afew loops round the island we decided to went to the cineplex which Adel reccomended. But on the way while going to the cineplex, we reached the 4D place by mistake and so we kinda just went ahead.
i'm not going to do a detail review about the worthiness of the 2 attractions, which would only makes my heart bleeds more if you know what i meant ^_^
i'm not a cost calculative person, but however for queuing much longer than the duration of the attraction would makes me mad. It's like the KOI theory. i called it the koi theory cos people are queuing an hour or 2 for a drink that won't last for 30 mins. BUT BUT BUT i'd say the attractions are considered fun if screamings and cursing are counted as signs of delights.
but that short hour sure took out half of our budget.

After the couple're done with their "fun", here comes dinner.
clock reads 18.30 and we'd thought we would better find a place to lie & dine before the crowd comes in.

(back from ma' drinking session & i'm good to go)

YES YES YES PEOPLE. it's time to get a credit card if you're getting second thoughts. cos on well the 2nd half of my day revolves around me and my lucky offers POSB card. Things went on pretty well in fact later on despite the credit card malfunction which occurs after the meal @ Ramen Play.

BUT i would really like to say that ramen play i fucking awesome. i'm not a food fanatic nor am i those who sniffed out poh restaurants or hidden good food near well hidden alleys that cos me 3 digits and landed me in the plight of a sore food and a bloated stomach. but this restaurant was amazing. Despite the lack of the perfect ambience, and pretty staff. I like how quiet ramen play is. (well maybe it's a weekday) but it's exterior doesn't look promising thou :D
we decided to crash @ RAMENPLAY when fat girl saws a poster with ramen and that pretty much caught her attention. (she was literally staring at almost every food posters actually)

but i like how quiet things were back in there. & & & & & she wanted me to order some gigantic rice course but i made do with it w/ pork fried rice, and she ordered some.... no. 19 and 24 on the menu (:
GOD, usually some jap restaurant would have problems handling with pork, but this is AWESOME. the gravy blends into food pretty well and it's literally the best fried rice i'd eaten so far :D
i'm not a fan of that, but i think ramenplay just became "our" restaurant from today.

after all the munching and all, we're literally singing praises as we walked out of the restaurant, and can't believing our luck of stealing a extra plate of prawn cakes coz' we're POSB GO card user. but nevertheless we decided to stroll around before heading back to our hotel. Yes, for that moment after eating, our mood kinda got back to normal and the pendulum inside our brain just stops jumping and needed rest. It's pretty hectic if you looked at it since we started off our journey pretty early today unlike our previous trip. SO SO SO, we got back into our hotel. some guy didn't even believed we lived there D:

time was 8.30 when we were flipping around on bed. Yes it's a godamnbig bed, i think it took me 6 rolls to fall. just channel surfing and chatting, and yes probably going thought about today and we're still in an excited mood, yet our body seeks temporary rest. Went to wash up and stuff before we had an impromptu movie call :D
literally running off from our hotel @ 9.15PM when we're suppose to watch the 9.30 show.

titled morning glory, this show's not what you think it is, and it's pretty realistic and funny as well. If you're up for some light laugh and some funny scenes to satisfy your eyes. this movie is absolutely one of the best solution for you. Screw weekdays since there're no later screen times other than 9.30 PM

well i love such shows, realistic and with some light laugh. but not some too incredible to imagine drama which took me to suspense but hard to get me thinking. But yes, it's more of less about working in a new environment and you get to pretty much see things you expected, but you're watching it as a 3rd party anyways so it would be nice to see how things turned out in the end. The show was pretty nice, love how it start and how it went but it ended pretty much sooner than i thought and DID i mentioned about the 30 minute advertisement before the show? the mother fucking show starts at 10 PM.

i think the guy went to shit or something. I was pretty much pissed and i thought we're doing a feedback group and were made to rate advertisement. Trust me, 30 minutes of trailers and advertisement suck. And to think we ran off to the wrong cinema before that because the other door's "opened". we watched a couple of minutes from Rango and stupid girl thought it's a fucking trailer D:
but anyways i'm glad the show starts out well when i'm boiling and YES w/ POSB GO card, i got the tix @ a cheaper rate <3
well $7.00 per tix are promising, i thought it would be 8.50. Got the popcorn despite our bloated stomach and the both of us chew away like a pair of fat couple with our slippers all over the place.

like a happy child after the movie, the both of us head back "home" :D
was like the only 2 person walking about in the dark vivo when we went over a barricade and ran to take the train back. Thank god we didn't missed the last train or we might have died halfway walking back or something. but anyways that pretty much summed up our day :D

in the end, we used up almost all of our cash, our cards are worthless too. For that moment i'm not even afraid of robbers (:

words still can't really describe how i felt, but nevertheles the surreal day 2 feeling was actually amazing. was nuaing and channel surfing when we both decided to just sleep.

*29 Mar*

woke up at 9 and we're basically packing ready to leave. so why not put the packing stuff aside and well we planned to eat ding tai feng if adel's got her paied over. but her boss didn't wired the money over D:
so poor us was back at vivo, sinking our teeth into cheap food - macdonald's
that's how mcvalue targets cheapskate like us. I shalln't go any further since it's nth much but us swaying our sleeping heads along with the bus until i'm woke up by some bunch of noisy assumption students with no fringe, that four eyes even cut of most of his hair, stepping ang mo. And speaks so damn fucking loud with ridiculous english like he's a foreign guy trying to get the other half to understand his failed english from a phone with bad reception.

*out w/ Yappa for some beer session later on*

miLk

2011-03-27T02:00:00.000+08:00

meet adel after her work and did some shopping and stuff
OH YESYES, finally BP got some epic rainbow and it's trending all over the net.
if you hate science and you had been sleeping during your science lesson, it's time to head over to wiki and brush up your general knowledge.

Anyways just to share with u how a rainbow's form and try making one when you're bored!

And yes, seems like triple rainbows are legendary so, you might never seen one before.

went back and watched jumper on 5 before meeting the guys at starbucks for some coffee. I'd to admit i'm addicted to espresso recently :D
here are some of my dialouges

"eh i hope my wife hor, after giving birth wont grow like a ball sia *point at some fat mum*"

"wah kao alot xiao pang, i scare sia *points @ another*"

"u like ur wife b-feed ur child? i think i want to watch sia, like national geographic or animal planet"

***

it's a long day after that in which it's quite hard to type it all out.
P.S. lazy to upload pics as well. but anyways, i did quite alot of lame things the moment i reached home. upon reaching my study table, i felt 4 tiny legs ran over my feet and i went cursing and stomping on the ground. Must be a lizard. it went under my bed and i thought it would be good to send some smoke to it. so i began to smoke my room.

(after which, i noticed that my cupboard's door was ajar.)
god. dont tell me it'd went over

got a random afflatus and i hijacked my old $500 hi fi set w/ imba bass and got my room blasting. in short, i decided to do some cleaning up and i vacuumed several unidentified objects and smashed my piggy bank by mistake.
ended up sweating and it's quite a mess.

threw off my old studying material and notes because it's all piling up. Got afew carrier to put my ready to wash jeans. i know it might sound crazy, but i had 10 over jeans/pants ._.
anyways, my piggy bank's in a shape of human, it had limbs and a body so i felt really guilty since it's a 3 year old gift from Adelalala

i knocked it off the shelf accidentally and little did i know, i killed off stuff from minitoons by dropping them from great heights. Some chick ornament before and now this X.90 robot. (forgot the price)
NEVER EVER GET STUFF FROM MINITOONS.
moving on, it fall off and it all happened within a split second. Coins came spilling out the moment it's head breaks into half. i felt damn guilty as if i'd killed someone. & it looked like a human to me.

sorry & i love you :(

parnorama

2011-03-26T13:12:00.005+08:00

Got the Sucker Punch soundtrack and the movie's still lingering in my mind.
it's sorta' like inception isn't it. Yes those songs are not new but, well it's refreshing with a change of singers and mix.
But i'm still amazed how those fantasy could be conceived right in the asylum. & well how the metaphor would bring out their "mode" of escape as it's all happening in her head.
But i would really say i love their tracks.

well you know my weird multi-persona thing going in my brain right?
those "mysterico" songs feels like it just came right out of wonderland
but anyways, if you're thinking of skipping the movie, you might still want to try out their tracks, it's really good you see :D

and 6 hours of sleep and yet i'm up again T_T
supportingly tired, but as i got back the night before, i'm so filled up with "yawn b gone" which made me so awake.
i can't believe i was blasting songs and moving furnitures in my room and i totally changed my furniture's formation in my room and YES it is so spacious now ^^

& recently i had a weird liking for panorama pictures and :D
i'm currently using 1 from sucker punch as my wallpaper!

yes no cleavage no nothing, but i guess it wont be up for long thou.
i actually am searching for panorama photos of fears or sorrows to used and ta-dah

1.23 PM

i'm reading up on lobotomy and it really scares me alot.
i'm fearless when it comes to gore, but my balls would melt like an ice cube if eye balls come to play. D:
quit reading :( it's scary but i'd a weird fetish for real old stuff actually, like the old venetian ballroom stuff, 80s singapore, and also 1950s ang mo culture :D those who drank with super cute tea cups :P

* * *

i should have told you how much i hated weekend crowds and well, i got my lazy ass out to town anyways. 2 AM and i'm still hooked up with "wonderland" music.
nothing special happens after that besides slacking and gaming away @ marina.

well come to think of i, i'm giving my gaming persona a break. taking a break from the possible pc games. time flies and i'm considering of using for the better cause.
but anyways friendship, is however hard to maintain isn't it? was chatting out and stuff, and well when we realize some people'd got a pretty busy life, got their own cliques and so forth. people move against time and some people leave some people comes. But nevertheless, there're hardly any steady souls in panjang if you asked me.
Steady souls as in those who're up for something impromptu or a suddenly call up to rally at our macdonalds for some coffee talks.
i had my fair share of "social" life, pretty regular sessions with the rest of the rangers and i used to org. "The Mass" Outing which consist of several people here and there from diff class, but well sometimes it's not really good to get so fun filled and stuff when i personally prefer to retreats back into my soft and quiet shell every now and then, pumping up music in my room with selective themes suited to my present persona and then doing some reading and just blast away in my handheld consoles why lying face down on my bed.
Or just lurking around in msn hoping someone's in need a of therapist =3

but alas, i'm not getting judgmental here, but it's really sad that we're robbed of zak and hing. 2 of our worthy comrades lingering in BP who's close to ever-steady. Movies at my place or cup noodles at random playgrounds, they're on for it :D
even to the likes of nuaing some random playground totally doing nothing. NOW NOW NOW, when you can "zuo bo: w/ your bros, your social link would probably had risen to another level. Not being subjective but tonight imma just pouring out my woes of mui flen :D

anyways my lair'd been filling up with wonderland music with the likes of the joker's daughter and the remixes of emily brownings and they're really awesome :D

YES YES YES this song.
it's very "indie" and you might really thing i'm crazy, but this track is MY song :D
4.30 AM in the morning walking back home, or a song where i take it with my 3AM morning strolls

you might want to turn up your volume for this one, but this refurnished old british alternative rock british is gonna make your day :D

not kidding but i feel like i'm being taken to somewhere else whenever i listen to this. Clearly swept off my feet for this. & browning had got this beautiful and angelic voice which heals my soul. GOD this lady sure can sing and she'd got this soft voice which make it seems like she's whispering to my heart when she's singing :D
i really hope she could wiped up with an album or smth soon! GO GO babydoll ~

2011-03-25T05:12:00.001+08:00

i'm not sure what i'm here for.
i'd been rattling on my keyboard for quite sometime and well i gotta admit...

make it double

2011-03-25T03:32:00.003+08:00

well the morning part of the day's pretty boring, but yea' not until i crash into my bed at 8 in the phone after a long phone call with a slap of the result of my final exam right into face. yes this wake up call is more fatal than what i could've imagined and it had literally sliced off many path which i might'd taken with the likes of furthering my studies in college.

Anyways, after a good day of sleep, i'm working right onto my schedule. Hair Cut. And finally, since i went there without any selective hair dresser, i'd got someone whom use to cut my hair pretty often to do it for me, but well, i suppose it looked pretty good to me now uh :D
no pretty looks, but at least she doesn't sliced off my beloved fringe without asking for my permission.

moving on, it's helloffa long day with Vash & Kun as we'd decided on the impromtu double movie plan. And the thing is, vash's one of the core member in our gang and with him gone, thing'd reall gone pretty much quiet until he's out of camp. but well anyways, i don't really have much steady friends in my secondary school years whom i can summoned out at the 11th hour.

Battle LA

this film...
strangely i had received tons of mixed critic for this, some says it's lame, and one of my 2nd degree friend even feel asleep. But okay, i'd like to give a 4/5 for this, and firstly the film came in big, you'd got lots of character to know, and get in touch with, like their families, situations and stuff. And well, i'd really appreciate the excellent cinematography as they managed to chart it out while giving us a glimpse of what's the life and also before they were deployed into the mission.
It's really passable and if you're going for war shows. it's not that much of a sci-fi if you look at it, but well the graphic's really awesome for this one.
Guns, firing actions. you got'em all.
Well i pretty much love how the movie closes it's curtains however it only get us fired up until the very end.

went out for a breather and did some reviews on this movie and also after exchanging insights we're in for the 2nd ride.
yea, meeting our girls in cinema 1 :D
anyway i didn't really read up on this one, but i kinda know it's of fantasy, but anyways, next up Sucker Punch.

Love it or hate it? are they suckers who failed in the end, or are we being sucker punched by the huge screen when we had paid $10 for a tix to be stunned by how the story runs.
rotten tomatoes got so much negative reviews and i'm pretty much surprised by it D:
so...what can i say? 109 mins of eye popping eye candy with the likes of jamie chung and vanessa. And oh pretty emily browning'd got herself polished up like a plastic doll for this one. Of cos' i'm enjoying the eye candies as much as i'm enjoying the movies. Babes in tight suits hopping around and kicking ass :D i could never get bored of that!
Despite the enticing themes from dragons to robot warriors you might be wondering whether it is logical for the likes of this to happened.
nevertheless it's pretty creative to add a different songs to each one of them, at least freshening us up and :D

but what really impressed me is some little things such as how the scene changes and how the ending comes *spoiler alert*

the punch to the lobotomy

and i think from the starting scene, where she saw sweet pea portraying her in a "fake" lobotomy scene, there're some hints here and there.
but alas, a sad ending with my baby doll left back there D:

left with questions, i went to google as soon as i got back, but with no avail.
i'm curious about how they got all this scenes together, and...
i wonders how she dances in real life, such that she could hypnotize everyone.
& it's weird huh, there's this mission giver giving out all the task, or did she draw it all out since then?

well both of my friends and i were left pretty baffled with the curtains closed with a pretty sweet dialogue that comes along with their songs.

& i guess i would love to watched it again w/ Adel real soon O_O

kill U again

2011-03-24T21:00:00.006+08:00

I'm like so fucking bloated now with all the food burgers and subway rabbling through my stomach wall.
so fucking full that i feel that there's a gigantic helium balloon being blown up inside my stomach and i feel that it's either i would fly or my stomach's gonna tear off my shirt if i continues to eat.

anyways let me start off with what happened today .

Killers

and yes. we watched the killers. and i can't believe i got katherine heigi and tina fey mixed up D: they're both movies of the same genre and the impression's pretty much the same.

"some-romantic spy movie that bond the couple together" thing.
anyways here's a visual comparison for u guys regarding how idiotic i can be.

vs

we kinda took a pretty short nap after that.
just some snuggling and god it's 6.
made a quick dial for mac and we kinda watch a movie up on the mio box which would be removed pretty soon as it's like changed periodically. but i did told her not to blame me if the movie's not nice D:

You Again

yes you again. both movies are really suited for a light laugh on a quite thursday. and no worries, there's not much extra attention to be paid in this movie so she could probably watched the whole show with her head tilted on your shoulder. But anyways i'd reckon those movies're passable :D and yes it's pretty funny so. yay! Says the guy who'd a girlfriend who's even afraid of the movie taken ._.

* * *

anyways i'm really curious why do you girls felt angry when we guys asked you ladies to forage for a better guy. Well a better guy means a better shelter, a better mate and also a better gene which genetically enhance your future baby D: you wont want a baby who goes to Orlando by himself right?

but at any rate as you're saying that we're not feeling you, you're not feeling us D:
you may be right, u think we're the one, but we need to polish ourselves up here and there, but look look, there's already premade good guys around, and even thought we love you, we know there's a tendency you're going to leave, and in our tiny pea brains, after sectioning the reasons out in a pie chart (obviously more helpful visual charts of all other visual aids) shows us it's better to...

why men are good businessman.
- some have balls to close down the whole business as it reduces loss.

sorry if i'm trying to sound like we're looking at the p&l of this r/s. obviously most guys are ripping profit of here but :3 we would like you to be happy coz' we felt you ain't right here. we know we're not perfect and there, this is not a perfect relationship for you

it's like we know we're the luckiest guy on earth, but we know if we're the luckiest guy on earth you're not a very lucky women to be coiled into this disastrous life of ours.

*_*

and well, i mean it if i says i'm ridiculously stubborn. you asked me if i'm the one, yes i'm very sure you are.
(i thought of a huge chunk of text on my head when i'm walking back but look like it'd all scampered off the moment i though of publishing it)

it'd been like that since i'd made a silent vow someday before i even knew you, it's a simple vow, infact it might sound stupid. BUT BUT BUT, you know i can be stubborn in both the right and wrong things, so...

and things happened so magical after that, it felt like a fairy tale isn't it? you have to fucking admit it and you should stop smiling to yourself right now. Anyways did i recount to you how much blood gushed to my brain the moment we held hand? maybe my fringe's blocking the way but it's a whole fucking lot that i could imagine it going up through my eye balls. casting that aside, we do have our fair share of laugh and cries and i'm sure we're filling up our fifth jug or tears probably soon.

P.S. i filled up the first 3 all by myself

anyways this post is not meant to be romantic but... it's like a mini report to the doctor whom i'm suppose to report to now soo.. just bear w/ it, it's gonna be over over 2 scrolls.

in life i'd tried my best to altered myself but it's still not the best. You have to admit i treat my friends pretty well too.
, but once i'd let someone into this circle, usually they're in for good, unless they like to walked out of this, and i'm very sure you're the unlucky lady to be pulled into this hurricane of my life. I'm sure i did more havoc than bliss..
and this tremendously insane long journey is the best that that'd happened to me so far

i'm kinda fingered-tied right now D:
Ciaos ~

lion king

2011-03-24T02:47:00.003+08:00

anyways was out with Adel and her friends today, jl and g
its not that i'm not showing respect but i forgot how to spell your names :3
but i rmbed they go by the name of
- jaelurp
- awesome_gwy
anyways we sorta have dinner and stuff.

first time in ages that i'd dined with 3 women. usually it's my mum and her soooo..
well i'm not VERY shy, but at least they got my balls shrunk, abit at first, but things loosen up alittle. i do have this langauge barrier stuff and i'd convinced adel that i dont really enjoy speaking to ang mo pai go barrage fly kite zhar bo.
so we kinda played monopoly deal later.

guess what, Adel's fucking tried to cheat.
she flash me her cards by the side, and gave me some sort of wink and smile.
DAMN, she thought i would be blinded my lust and show her my cards.
i'm so proud of myself that i resisted temptation and played by the rule book (:

i still can't believe that @tohtohh is trying to jio me to cheat w/ her in monopoly deal when her houses are the easiest to kupe.
and to think i'm her boyfriend, i ninja-ed all her property :3

bh

2011-03-22T19:25:00.003+08:00

i know it's really pathetic but i'd really got guy friends who doesn't even know how to reply my text D:
it's not like their phone had got gender isn't it?
yes, trust me. i'd got friends who're really ... D:

man, what happened to bros over hoes when they're all getting under the hoe's feet?

well, next time if you got some shit coming out, i know.
but at least drop me a text and dont go all silent about it.
even bombs do make noise but you didn't.
i didn't say i mind or smth, but i know your nature so i understand you try showing me some respect.
and a text won't hurt right..?

#RANTS

* * *

just when strive a balance in a r/s ..
but yea i know some people can't but at least do have some respect to your friends pls. they are your emotional shelter @ 24/7

anyways, funny how things had turned...anyways i kinda study abit of science at home, been reading about the earth, space and also this thing known as the solar storm.

well the world's pretty amazing ain't it? like how things work and all... but well, this world is really a beautiful place if only there's mutual peace among each and every individuals.
was reading up and stuff and i chance upon this, thought it might be cool to share..

woah the aurora lights sure is beautiful :3

National Geographical, always made me wanting to travel and see the world.

2011-03-21T00:34:00.004+08:00

Monday :D
a brand new week for plans.

[21 Mar] Reading @ town
[22 Mar] Initial AA
[23 Mar] Hair Cut~
[24 Mar] Movies w/ Adel
[25 Mar] Movies w/ Rangers
[26 Mar] Out :D
[27 Mar]
[28 Mar] Getaway @ RWS

GOD <3

* * *

ever

2011-03-20T03:55:00.002+08:00

4 AM.
so i guess that gives me the right to over right into Sunday's post.
even mac changed to breakfast on 4.

i'd been tring and experimenting ways to keep a r/s going.
i also did my fair share of research, i talk and also exchange insights with couples :D (usually the male) about their r/s and stuff.

i'd created a mission book for US and well of cos there're certain rules to make it fun.

- stick pictures of things u wanna do/place u wanna go/things u wanna eat
- must be cut outs (go green)
- each party cannot exceed 3 food pics per month

we're so going to the museums later.
i think companionship can be enjoyed in every single way and some guy shouldn't be clouded by lust should they do smth wrong.

weird stuff i'd observed

- they wanted to treat their hoes like bros (cos it's bros before hoes *bros more fun)
- they behaved differently when they're with their gf, it's not the gentlemen persona i'm talking about. i'm saying about being afraid to taint his image or smth-kinda change
- real quiet
- some couples just can't zuo bo tgt, they believed a date must always have a set of objectives.

i wonder how's frank doing T_T

* * *

AA

2011-03-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

It'd got a really quiet saturday as i woke up pretty late today :D
so i sorta banish my previous plan and work on a new one and decided to grab dinner outside w/ kun while we head out for town for a walk and talk session.

YES

INITIAL 6 (aka AA) is out if you're lurking frequently around the arcade :D
it's called AA because of the introduction of a 2 v 2 racing system where u can race with a buddy of yours against some other opponents. double Ace? :3
and well this system didn't caught my eye until i decided to try it out with kun today.
guess what, it's AWESOME. you dont have to be pro in this to play because' the Ai is slightly altered on the go to play against your pace.

and yes it's $2 (4 Tokens) per game, but if you linked it up and you won! there's a round bonus for you. So if you did the maths, it's around $1/game.
speaking of the dynamics, this game is slightly more difficult than the previous series. the breaking system'd changed and who the hell says driving game is easier than real driving!? :D
so if you really ran out of games to play, why not change some medals and crash onto one ID6 seats :D

rating 4/5
Worth the play if you're in pairs ^^
so kd and i literally rock the map and own the bots :P

anyways, you would love the game too if you love euro beat (:

SET ME FREE - CHERRY

You Are My Wonder - Queen 26

if you're a loving of euro beat, these songs are sure gonna get ur adrenalin piled up on your head as you're fiddling with the steering wheel and gear stick :D

* * *

There, i received a letter from the navy, should i sign on? it do sound like a really good deal you know?

- Starting pay of S$1,924
- Additional monthly shipboard or submarine allownace of up to S$700
- lump sum bonus of S$25,000 if you sign on w/ diploma

it's a career opportunity isn't it?

y

2011-03-18T01:57:00.005+08:00

a song to share...(:
Raspberry Field

and god! if you like her like me! you shld go google her up and support her!
she really got an angelic voice and how can she be so underrated?! so much that she'd only got 10 views on youtube!?
and she does awesome covers too!

hwaiting alice!!

* * *

here's a late post which i'd summed up while listening to Alice's ...
wow she got me really emotional in 2 am in the morning.

well was thinking about stuff and...
i'd crossed paths with many people, met people from different walks of life, people going in and out of my life.
many went on with theirs and few remains. i'd been sought after as an advisor or maybe been hired as a joker but how many of them are actually happy?
it's 2.30 am right now and i wonder if any of my friend's up, sad and crying :/
is there anyone actually always happy?
well people wear mask everyday but what's really beneath? i would really want to know ._.
&...i questioned myself D:

3.30 and i asked.
well what's love? is it suppose to be painful when it hurts? yes it is.

i'd got multiple personas for different time of my lives, but why can't i "escape" from the thorns of love when it hurts. it totally changed my attitude when sometime goes wrong, it's like poison, and it stings my other personas as well.
You might think i'm crazy if you think i'm acting as someone whom i'm not. but somehow i'd just created different personas to interact with people from a different...perspective? well i'm rather sick so...those of you who know, knows how much i dread to make a authentic typical local movie, pumped with english, sms text message and couples being together. not a totally romantic movie, but a love life in the 90s, with the single door lift, in the old hdb estate, phones with the game snake, and probably the ceiling fan in "my" room and many more :/

and thus i'm like a "ditto" :/
anyways, not side tracking... yes it really amused me that why is the toxic of love so strong, well she's just an ordinary lady, nothing special :x nothing much special but :/
i swear when it hurts i got me boiling, and it's as if each of my many personas got problems floated out from nowhere cos' i'm giving everyone else around me this stuck up attitude. they'll go like XXXXXXX what's wrong? got a problem?
i can really see myself going red and gets pissed at the slightest touch...

god it sucks, sucks more when i'd got problems with myself too.
i just dont get myself sometimes...

sWhich

2011-03-17T21:55:00.003+08:00

Kinda met Adel today and yes it's a calming thursday for me
up in the noon, snacking and watching movies.
i'm started to hate my small screen thou :(
but well we watched the switch anyways and yes aniston's in it! but oh well D: i'm funny but alittle disappointing :(
well but just abit too real and less drama you see.
and there's quite a lack of ost in this one to steer us into the emo course.

so kinda see her back and i came back after dinner and was talking to my boys.
damn i missed frank D:
he's like one of the boys who can take my jokes and i could go into english mode easily when imma w/ him D:
hope he's surviving in indonesia meanwhile i might be meeting up with the rest of the gang tmr! so we're all chatting and stuff
When lix shared this.

god was she pretty?! & she'd got singapore blood (Y)

and was randomly surfing the net while waiting for secrets for sale @ 11 on Ch U and i'd found this.
well she my looked ordinary but when she hit the strings she really reminds me of YUI~

and she can write her own songs as well~

there're tons of cover singers lurking in youtube and yes there's alot of undiscovered gems it seems...
Alas, i'm still living in 2 time zones, so :3 i'm always up in the night and down in the morning D:
lunch's rare and i could barely balance outing and gaming FML.
was catching up with my poly mates and well, i would wanna get down to serious business in April.

Self taught guitar? wondered if it's possible for me ._.
OR not.

2011-03-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

i'm probably pretty screwed up right now D:

trading..

2011-03-13T23:45:00.001+08:00

My days were pretty much doing lots of things, but basically my life's pretty screwed probably with the new arsenal of some western friends.
wanted to blog and record what i'd did but ahh D:
kinda screwed it up and was lazy.

well suddenly actually pokemon's fun :x
say, trading.
you would nvr know where ur pokemon would end up in! and the person u traded to will pass it on to someone else, and on and on and on :D
and wow, can't believe we could even make friends with this.
and yes been trading pokemon for the past few days.
that's 1 more social link for me.

But dropping that aside! i'd got afew things i might wanna do :D
and one of them would be attending the incoming film festival in S'pore!
it's at SAM and i guess imma gonna go there alone :x

Change

2011-03-12T19:05:00.003+08:00

yes today's pretty short post.
went out w/ my boys and we kinda partied in town :D
coffee@ TOWN. not some "party" that you think
well we pretty much talk about alot.
and say... NS.
well yes i shld probably hit the tracks and go do some reps soon T_T

YES i made a discovery!
this wasn't really post out and i don't think anybody knows!
HOW TO CHANGE UR GAME SAV. FROM POKEMON BLACK TO POKEMON WHITE. (to and fro)

1. Of cos put those 2 games in ur DS card!
2. simply change to now of the game sav to the name of the other version that you're gonna hop on to.
(say, you're playing pokemon black and wanted to switch to white, so it's gonna be changing pokemon black.sav to pokemon white.sav
3. open the game and bingo! :D

kinda realise this since i thought the pokesav woke for both B and W and there's no options in toggling inbetween the versions!
works now for me thou. played battled and stuff, no problems yet.

like secret garden

2011-03-10T19:48:00.003+08:00

yet again, ages since i'd blogged.
been up all night for pretty much quite a number of days.
fixing my ds and fixing it for pokemon took 1.5nights
other than that, it's down to gaming D:

aws hit by flu so i took a few days off to be at home.
but of cos it's not all gaming but with occasion meetups w/ some bros and some bros crashing over :D
anyways i head over to marina to fetch adel back, and gosh the entire suntec is like a gigntic sardine can~
anyways after "some" time, we managed to find each other and well, kinda head back after that.
& i'm really glad that 960 is empty.

& after that you know what? Adel started acting like me o_o
it feels as if it's straight out of secret garden if you know that korean drama :x
and she even did that on a rainy day D:
it's really as if epiphany hit me cos'

i'm up against me and :D
ya i sucks to be against me

i had tons of good moves while adel have none D:
but well, sorta seen all the tricks i'd been hiding in my sleeves and i actually somehow wonders how adel survives in this r/s :x

My moves

- Vulgar
- Ask her shut up
- spin her around
- push her head
- shake my leg and kp
- act act wan ah with her them push her
- tons of other good moves

Her moves

- whine
- whine 2.0
- hungry whine
- "hmpfh dont talk to you"

and god why do we always play role exchange when it's raining? LOL.

b_ank

2011-03-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

been doing pratically nothing today .
woke up and laze on my bed.

thinking of my goals and such thou

- Get a BB
- clean up my room
- start exercising godamnit
- Cus-com
- the rest will follow.

think i should watch a movie later :x

c

2011-03-04T17:27:00.003+08:00

Say, i woke up late again!

nevertheless i'm still keeping my eye on the picture house news.
well no. 1024 facts about me. i only love seeing the poster and maybe somewhat the trailer if i could google it, but i rarely read the sypnosis.
should i say it's very detailed? Maybe it's just a summary from it's start to it's end. or from it's start to the middle. however when you'r reading it, you mind just triggers and started sorting everything together, what should first, what might've happened and all. In another sense, you're watching a movie knowing what's going on D:
well, that might be good, but i would really love to be surprised infront of the big screen!

2 new movies that imma gonna catch in the picturehouse soon enough!

Mary & Max @ 17 Mar

Norwegian Wood @ 14 Apr

i really love indie films or films which're released at the film festival yet it's like nobody who cares D:
woo plans later, i'd got afew coming out in my head and i hope next week's gonna be a productive week as well!

weekend plan

FRI - slack & lunia
SAT - out w/ adel + rangers?*
SUN - soccerton w/ my mates

PS. i hope i can go out soon, because i just got concession & i don't wanna waste it D:

anyways if you love singapore production like me. there's one coming out which's a GV exclusive!

guess i just found the movie to bring adel to see on the 8th :x
well i know not everyone love singapore production but somehow i just think they can make it and there's absolutely lots of rooms for improvements XD
go go Singapore!

=3

2011-03-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

yes yes. what happened today..?
i would really love to know.
i woke up urber late D:

it's time to be productive i guess.

&tbh i kinda forgot what i did.
was perma nua-ing while adel's studying over.
i hope law would be a feat for her soon enough.

& i still have the lunia craze with me and i wonder when would it go off.

been up listening production of noise singapore.
it's pretty good you see (:
and i'd really think it's pretty nice, decent local artist where you can take a break off your top hits or pause your kpop song and stop for a moment.
well, i appreciate it. & i hope soon more people out there would recognize'em D:

lunia

2011-03-02T01:24:00.003+08:00

was up pretty late due to the tonage @ Wayne's
anyways i'd a pretty long dream.
a dream about pain, sacrifice and the truth. well it might turn into a nightmare, but i kinda got out of it as it's late D:
yes late 5 D:
went to play Lunia with wayne while waiting for Zak and Kd

yes, and if you're skeptical about MMO, maybe it's because you haven seen Lunia.
Lunia is a MMORPG that doesn't require training as you're playing quests after quest with ur party members.
for now i didn't even do any special training, was just going on with the flow of the storyline. The EXP is pretty decent and yes, i could get you through most of the time as long as you watch your hp.
i would really recommended this game if you like Pqing, and this game is a perma pq game, so gather up 3 other of you best buddies and you're good to go! :D

*Supper@BPP*

our life was apparently fucked real bad.
went over to mac. (only got mcwings mcspicy)
went over to 7-11. water machine's downed D:
oh fuck it.
kinda went over to have a heart to heart chat.
yes, looks like NS had nurtured my partner in crime. Not like a previous wild animal, always on the move, looking for women to prey on, he'd turned into a quiet boi D:
anyways we talked quite abit and let's hope we see zak on saturday night shall we? :D

PLANS for the week.

3 Mar Meet Adel till evening
4 Mar slack around meeting hing
5 Mar Meet up w/ Hing Jon and co.

last

2011-02-28T00:31:00.002+08:00

yes, finally my last paper.
quite tired to blog actually but would love to throw in some thoughts before i sleep.
did have quite alot of thoughts, but kinda forgot what i wanted to say actually...

was almost late for my Investment paper despite waking up extra early to do revision.
i could felt my balls trembling as i rush through the maths questions. Like finally i feel scare, and i was doing things so quietly that i could actually hear the clock ticks.
i'm a weird person, seems like i could only get myself to work in the last minute. Guess there's when my adrenaline's pumping.

*hours later*

i felt quite lost after handing up my paper.
a mix feeling of happiness and sorrows, and maybe i had a regret or 2 or some undone wishes.
3 years seems to fly,

seems like we still can't move towards plan A despite planning.
from a simple lunch, to going to simlim.
later followed by an impromptu trip to sing karaoke. It was until when we're waiting for a transfer bus to Bugis @ doby when we decided to catch a random movie off Cathy and plan LAN at Chambers.
arghs.

and we watched the unknown.

well yes he's the guy from taken, but it's alittle disappointing thou
i thought he's losing it as a civilian as it's not meant to be but it's "stolen"
but well, there's this twist to it in the end.
so the movie wraps up pretty well.
3.5/5 D:
P.S. u can see nipples marks in that movie ^_^

anyways went back w/ sam after sending the rest off.
was feeling nostalgic already... 3 years of brotherhood.
darn D:

kinda went back home and rest when aaron called over.
so kinda went out to plaza to meet him to pass him some stuff that we ordered like a month back :D
yes. did some chatting and all, we're so going to have a graduation trip!
FOR SURE!

OMG as i was typing this. couz just jio-ed me for a ride out for supper :D
supper FTW! despite being tired.
yes yes :D huat ah!

date

2011-02-27T20:47:00.005+08:00

can't believe i'm doing this instead of studying...
i should study, but i ended up watching tokyo shojo.

it's a movie that really touched me.
well i'm not sure if it doesn't touch you but...being a sucker for romance, it really makes me think about, meeting someone from a different time frame? X3
yes even thought we're separated by time, your heart is just inches away.
yes, they might be some errors that challenge your logic, but well i brush it off anyways as i'm a GIRLY guy who's a real sucker for romance :D
but anyways, as you watched, maybe this whole thing was meant to be like that (:
yes yes yes.

"Even if 100 year's time separates us, it still feels like your heart is within inches."

it touches me so much. when i could see this pair of loving couple being so easily contented with what they have and yes, if only true love exist in this modern society :D
well it does, but it's really rare i guess.
such simplicity that carries the air of bliss, this is what love is really about isn't it?
within this weekend, i'd witness how simple love could get, yet people can be happy.
i swear i'm so going to watch this movie again with Adel

i also wondered why human are so happy when they're having babies. like their first step, their first word. awwww humans and their emotion :D

on a happier note!
i can't believe i'm planning for my holidays now.
yes, right now :D

28 Feb - Event + Meeting Aaron at night for supper
1 Mar - Crashing Wayne's place whack PS3
2 Mar - Meeting Razak and Kunda
3 - 7 Mar - get my BB real quick
5 Mar - Meeting hing & co for movies
8 Mar - a date w/ Adel

* hopefully i got balls to train up for NS
* improving intel on economics

Graduation Trips.

Taiwan - Reconsidering due to budget constrains D:
Genting
Batam

Things to Buy.

Custom Com ($1xxx)
Blackberry ($3xx)
PS3 ($4xx)

OMG, FML D:

Kai

2011-02-25T22:09:00.006+08:00

when i was a kid i loved power rangers :D
i love how they gang up and bully the paikia who's alone and i would always wait for the explosion after the paikia's defeated.

10 years down the road, yet the japanese could still manage to come up with yearly themes of different power rangers. Of cos i know they might be always of the same story line, but i kinda watched it somehow o_O

taking on the theme of space pirates, this allows us to understands all the techy weapons they have and all. but actually i'm pretty impressed with this series :D
it's hard to find a good series whereby all the rangers would looked unique on the first look :D like all of them have a totally different hair style, how they wear and behave, just there's this distinct difference & maybe this red ranger got the zai kia ah siao kia aka little tyrant bin...& woo blue ranger is a shuai ge ^^

well isit the wave of one piece craze that churns out the idea of using pirate? i don't know actually, but this is pretty decent.
and as you can see over the years, the power rangers series had changed pretty much over the years...

- more fighting stunts, not just mere punch and kicks
- violent moves
- 2v1, submission moves
- more ka kia horde. ratio now is more like 1 to 30 compared to previous 1 to 5
- imba weapons.
- use chio bu and potential JAV girls. sometimes even using jav girls X3

and i'm always pretty amazed that the japs always could get those awesome people to do it. they look just like "us" like, kiddy, all of'em are teens :D
and all those girls are XMM, chio bu, model! and those guys are those machiam u see u know they cfm use gatsby wax one. ho seh~
not like the western one as most of them are adults. no offence,but when i was young i thought i'm too young to be power ranger. nabeh D:
and if you're home, bored, looking for some old school ass kicking, why not try out Gokaiger? :D
Gokaiger

OMG, isn't yellow ranger cute =3
was kinda curious so i went googling and omg, she's like younger than me?!
but her body just doesn't seem like a 1992 xmm X3
almost activated my "lao er" D:
woo hawty ^^

and i think it isn't fair if i don't give some spotlight to our classical pink ranger XD
when i'm young, the pink ranger is like always the chioest one, and the most lady like one. I think if i'm watching this as a ginna she cfm be my dream gal ^_^

teheheh 2 videos from her before i go :D
she's zai kia (Y)

Yui Koike

AYE!

棒子老虎鸡

2011-02-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

was surfing @ youtube when i saw this movie.
apparently adel and i chance upon this movie during our stay @ RWS and we didn't quite finish the movie.
To Adel: go to part 8

Titled Dangerous Game this movie is pretty worth yout time :D
this comedy takes you across the lives of several people and how their life is intersects with each other.
a pretty simple movie and it would be a straight forward one, so don't bother to rack your brains, and click play.

& what's to miss when you'd got Eric Tsang, the iconic comedian of hong kong?

PART 1

PART 2

PART 3

PART 4

PART 5

PART 6

PART 7

PART 8

F4LL

2011-02-22T20:55:00.006+08:00

okay,
i went online, tried to book the tickets, to see how full/empty it might be and maybe considering my plans when something caught my attention..

there's like a "hole" in the formation of seats,
i still sorta told Adel, wah that cinema middle got one hole sia dunno is what. D:
hmmmm i thought it might be for some spiritual purpose and...

i brush the thought away and we're off anyways.

so i didn't do the booking because the cinema is rather, vacant and i dont think i need to :D
P.S. it's a dollar per ticket
i wanted to watch NSA at first, so i'm pretty much in a dilemma regarding which to pick.
but i drop that off because, well maybe this is more meaningful and i'd been watching comedies alot recently.
and maybe it's because i thought i could do with some motivational films when my papers are around the corner.

and yes head over and got our tickets and all

{but there's no gap as i thought there would be as shown in the picture, the cinema is seemingly full of seats, and i guess it's for some reason we guys won't like to know anyways.

i immediately took out my iphone as i'd took a picture of the cinema seats as i mmsed Adel asking where should we book and did a comparison.

then i dawned upon me. It's... the 4th seats of the 4th row. It kinda send shivers down my spine upon my discovery but i cast it off anyways as i'd believe it's necessary to probe further about it.}
P.S. i googled about it immediately after i get back, but i can't found anything regarding the 4th row and the 4th seats. instead i found out that cinema 7,8 and 10 are known for several "incidents". D:

127th Hours

before this movie's out, hearing the name 127 hours
from what i can rmb is a flashing scene of a guy riding a bike
this is really what my mind thought:

"nabeh some ang mo pua stunt pua 127 hours si bo?"

but after finding out about the trailer and everything, i decided to give this movie a try :D
This movie, made me speechless.
i don't know how to describe it, but there're certainly some lines drawn within different between different people and some may question about whether some particular movie and whether is it "worth" the watch, and yes it's beautiful.

this movie was shot in a way that it's cinematography is somewhat similar to that of hurt locker. for a moment u might felt that you're warp into the scene and...
the scenes.
it's like the show is never boring because you're "following" and "following"
similar to what i felt, some people might think that, it might be a boring show, but however it's not boring at all. the one "takes" are awesome too, it's like you're not waiting for something to happen, each in different view. but you're seeing the processing of something happening, moving around and seeing it (the event).

The show'd got a cheerful start, with all the funky music and here comes our star. It seem pretty real as there's lots of moves. YES the audience were awed by the moves and all, and it also might portray to us how much he does those things and how experience is he.
i really love the way he touch those rocks as he walked thru the canyon, i could felt how passionate is he and how we human should connect with mother nature once in a while. how cheeky and optimistic is he to stay calm and "function"

i wont spoil the show :D
but he's really determined and i believe all of us are waiting for a miracle, anytime. But we could see what's going on his mind as well, his thoughts, all the flash backs and also his biggest regrets in life. In some part of the movie, i felt that he's spiritually strong, well i would love to know whether he meditates!

Some people might asked me what the ravens are for :D
but yes, ravens usually appear when someone's dying or smth, because their misfortune is their bliss.
waiting to feast on'em you see.
that's why he didn't see any ravens on the last day, because he's going to "live"
i'm glad he made it out in the end, he's truly an inspiring man that's "worth" to watch.

really you can never underestimate a determine man.
how much human could stretch their limit, how much faster can a human think and learn when their lives are put on the line.
how much will they could gather (from their memories) and how much are they willing to give up to lived, certainly made man kind an ordinary being.

FUN FACTS:

1. the actor of aron actually acts as the green goblin in SPIDERMAN (: (norman)

2. Well, the Raven was interesting. This is quite interesting because it was something they changed because Aron Ralston insisted that we change it. In the script, it was a scene late at night in the journey and he was just scared. He senses something behind him in the dark and he uses the camera to see what’s behind him. In the original script, it was that Raven, but a 6-foot Raven. When he flashed the camera it was just there waiting to eat him and, of course, that’s what a Raven would do because that’s nature. Aron said they had to change it because the Raven was something he didn’t want to be portrayed as scary, because it was his friend. It was the only living thing that he had had contact with and it helped him a lot, so they made it Scooby-Doo instead (laughs).
Source(s):
http://www.filmschoolrejects.com/features/interview-danny-boyle-stays-hopeful-with-127-hours.php

3. the hidden pool scene is fiction because in actual events, he only taught the 2 hikers some basic moves. but i'm glad the movie remain as real as it is :D

4. People fainting during the amputation scene. People fainting too when Aaron is detailing his amputation moments.

5. Director Danny Boyle Directed slum dog millionaire and zombie apocalypse 28 days later & 28 weeks later too :D

z drama

2011-02-20T20:12:00.004+08:00

spent my day at home today.
yes it's stay at home sunday for me, and i finally watched an old show which i kept with me for ages: the sorcerer's apprentice.

yes Nicholas cage is an awesome actor, & he can pull it off as anybody.
it's not a boring show and yes the story progress in a convincing manner, just that it might be alittle too short :(
too little screen time for the supporting cast i guess, but the show wraps up pretty well.

zombie lovers, here's 2 movie that's going to be great.

if you like the one who produced the "of the dead" saga, you will probably like this (:

let me end this soon.
i'd got presentation tomorrow and :/
i guess i gotta shag around to mentally prepared myself for this. meeting my guys at 8.30 and i hope we would pulled it off.
this 2 weeks would draws an end of my poly life, and nevertheless would i feel nostalgic about the days sometimes.

anyways, brand new year.
if you want a nice short drama to add colors and thrills in your life, try this out.

a short 6 episode season 1, featuring the dead getting back alive and owning the world, comes a bunch of survivors who fend for themselves.
if you love gore blood and zombie, then you're going to sign up for this 6 hr zombie epidemic and yes it might seen like a short drama, but fear not, a longer better 13th episodes season 2 is on its way!

just go with it

2011-02-19T03:30:00.003+08:00

it's finally a planned saturday.
ages since something fall right in plan, but i guess at least we manage to carried it out? :D
yea, went over to Chong's and met him up.
went to met jon hing and aason before heading over to plaza. kinda drop kelv a call and things started to fall in place, he came over w/ ivan and drove us there!
thank god he did! because it started raining after that.

anyways meet chong and went to slack at some kopitiam, and do our singaporean-thing: talk cock sing song.
talked about school, life and say, our future plans?
i'm glad at least i'm meeting one of my sec school teachers on a periodic basis. nostalgic about the days!

anyways hing Jon and i head out later for dinner @ town, weets Pasta Mania, befoe catching a movie, zayar's there as well. i wanted to watch the rite, because it's more of a boy thing, but kinda forgotten when we did an impromptu decision and watched just go with it featuring adam and jen. God, both of them were like my favourite actor and actress? well adam's like my usualy comedian and yes, jennifer's not losing out as well, she's got this charm and wit. And do make sure you catch those jokes!

hmmmm a very decent light hearted comedy and its' worth the watch if you're looking for a relaxing weekend!

guess that's what happen when they got together. good chemistry (Y)
and omg, the whole cinema is literally laughing throughout. i didn't thought it's so hilarious. but wow, it kinda got me sometimes.
a 9 out of 10 if you're quick enough because ya know about ang mos :D their language speed is going at a fast speed and nothing difficult to digest, all's put out there and well if you love comedies with babes, here's one for you

FUN FACT OF THE DAY.
one of Orange Caramel song is actually bought from a jap company! :D
yes, this song.
hi nana =3

and well here's the original japanese version i guess :D
yes it's pretty awesome too.
vid's embedded right below.

hydrostatics

2011-02-18T23:14:00.003+08:00

hmmm yes so how's Friday?
i'd got a pretty quiet friday, to be honest.
got a paper at 4 yet i'm pretty much lazing around until i got scared at 1 D:
so i pretty much jot all the shit down from the slides, and went into panic mode.

was LATE
and i guess i'm lucky enough.
actually finished the paper very early~
went to met adel after that, made her bought toto for the first time X3

well, those who're in holiday mood? wanna try something different?
try this! go search up youtube for some cool science experiment, could be anything, but best to get those w/ domestic objects. It's easier right?

here's one to get you started!

yes it's cool isn't it?
for those who doubt this, try reading up on hydrostatics.
google it up!

also for those who's up for some new zombie game. check this out!

XboX

2011-02-17T03:51:00.003+08:00

it's like midnight and a day before my paper when my console craze starts acting up.
not being a hardcore gamer, i can't help but be amazed with several gaming technologies and mechanics which never fails to entices gamers to play.
but i'm more of a game hopper and prefer to try out several games here and there, and i love to get a console to put it in my room
i could do some gaming and also friends who came over to hang out could have fun too!
i thought that would be nice (:
was thinking of getting a console and i thought that would be a PS3 until i saw Xbox kinect.

i'd seen it before tons of times, but didn't "bother" to try and look at it as my eyes are all glued to the PS. besides, our local community is more of a PS player than a xbox.
but nevertheless i wanted to give xbox a 2 thumbs up for their awesomeness!

kinect is basically a special add on to the xbox console. it features a horizonal receiver which was placed and could receive our body shape size and thus gets our movement sync with the game.

i'm amazed by all the calibrations made and so forth and yes, it's accuracy is of an acceptable level. Also, a variety of games are made exclusively for the xbox kinect.
here're some of'em

you get to exercise

dance,

and even fight

YES there's many other more!

and did i mention that kinect also had an array of family games?!
yes if you're looking for a console that is beneficial for a home, why not try the kinect? it's very interactive and unlike other consoles, you have to move your body for this one!
i'm not a hardcore gamer, but i can't help but feel why xbox is not receiving well in several areas despite it's marvelous technology.
yes it's really interactive and you could get people to be moving, jumping around and trying out.

also guys who game in your own room! fancy alittle thrill while everyone else is sleeping?
the japanese had really done it this time, introducing ero games (sexual) to kinect!
here's a ss of it.

DANG!

love kinect if my families would play the game! but we would need some room in the living room which :3
i guess we didn't have D:
yet, i would love to get a PS3 as it's like one of what i wanted for a really long time.
PS. i never owned a ps before T_T
& well PS is more of a solo or multi player console among those who knew or amateurs who plays. But i can't deny their awesome graphics for this one!
& yes, due to my "recent" discovery, i just went to a state of dilemma.
but i swear if i'm having a family, i would get a kinect set for sure! who says we must do family shopping on a Sunday?
besides i'm much of a crowd hater :D

i of the storm

2011-02-16T02:32:00.003+08:00

yes yes yes
pretty long since i'd even step into here.
not been busy with my life, was just wondering around, lazin' pretty much.
exams' around the corner and i guess i'd better buckled up for the last ride.

yes, today's a pretty simple day.
and yes we kinda did it again, doing last minute work!
it's due today, and we'd actually stayed back and do it after school
but it's not just NP wu da lang, but with classmates here and there.
nevertheless i miss those feelings too, like in the great o' times

was it in the nineties?
it was very sak ki when we got color phone already.
i would like to sms like no people business, w/ all the twit and all.
we have to use the squeaky dial up connection.
friendster is a must, and most girls upload their neoprint there, machiam very sak ki.
usually zi pai must consist of a peace sign ^_^

and many more.
all these retro stuff, did i mention that i watched hot tub time machine too? been awhile since i'd those laughs.
but it's still all good.

anyways been catching up on the news lately, getting my IGN daily fix and so forth.
i so want to own a gaming console! >_<
ahhh, did i mention about some cool website? try fubiz
they'd really got tones of awesome and cool stuff to keep you going!

here's 2 of my personal favourite.

Eye Off the Storm.

EYE OF THE STORM | Lovett from Lovett on Vimeo.

Heart of Stone

Heart Of Stone by Minitel Rose from FVTVR Records on Vimeo.

yes make sure to get ur daily dose of inspiration from there! they got tons of pretty good stuff(:
& one of my goals would be to blog more often. i'd love to have a commitment so it'll be less likely that i'd side tracked from my goals

brothers

2011-02-14T03:44:00.000+08:00

talking to my bro.
piang eh, why is there so dog people in the world..?
really dulan sia T_T

EU TUBE

2011-01-24T01:14:00.001+08:00

wasn't doing anything much actually.
nothing but slacking and running after projects.
so did i mention that iluma would be receiving their new batches of O by O soon?
yes, anytime soon!
so do really keep a look out!

i'm waiting for my starwars series ii thou :D
Monday's really today.
i just got an info that we'll be having some 10% exam paper tmr. As someone who takes rather long to "start" his engine, i really just did nothing that night, but let it burn.
it was until morning, when i managed to squeeze some quick facts and calculation down my head.
went and did the paper, felt like... gosh, since when did i listen to lecture?
the same thing happen for REI.
felt bad either... didn't catch a single ball, but we sorta adapt during the 2nd hour of lecture. but that doesn't decrease the number of question marks we'd got in our head either.

my head...
well it's all about my getaway.
yes i need one, a long one, but for now, a day's enough.

we didn't have chance to present last wed, despite being pushed back, we're still suppose to do smth and present again as well :/
what the fuck?
gosh just give me a break, it's like running on a track mill without a stop button :D

so we kinda head over and did projects after school and all, usuals.
we'd got a pretty good time after "koping" a room in the lib (:
spam songs and did work... real work, and distribution and all.
but lix got it going all the way :D
chiong and chiong, untill ~

"frank, open ya ya ya leh"
"okay okay"

"wah t-ara sing one meh"
"ya la o_o"
"sing bo peep also?"
"yes"
"i rmb got one taiwan version, di siao one"

LOL, can't believe they manage to get more dislike than likes.

"si bei di siao sia"
"got see this before?"

(laughs/giggles)

(laughs hard)

after that we keep on discussing..
then.. :/

"got see before crash bora? @ iy de"
"ya ya ya"
"eh see leh see leh"

(laughs @ loud thud sound)
"omg poor thing"

after that we...

NP shld really ban YOUTUBE :(
YOUTUBE KILLS T_T

2011-01-21T14:55:00.002+08:00

woke up pretty late and dropped the idea of going the starhub service centre D:

was reading asiaone until i saw my prediction for 2011 =D

object>

oh damn! it seems like my wealth's pretty vulnerable T_T
lose my wealth becos' of "flesh"?!

ah anyways, you can google it if you like to find out what's the prediction for your zodiac for 2011~
well i know people born in the year of monkey are lazy to search for it, so here's it :D

- @NOON

DeathADDer

2011-01-20T23:55:00.003+08:00

it's day 2 yay.
been planning quite alot for the coming weeks.
tell me it isn't too late to get a organizer for the year :D

hmmmm lots of things to do i guess.
gonna get into the barracks or smth and serve the nation soon. i'm really hoping to get a bb for that!

went off early in the morning, 7.
did nothing much, but meet up with my mates after that and kinda watch Scary Movie 3 before i head over to Ban Leong to get my mouse.
weet!

151 adventure bus.

i was hesitating but i'd reckon a death adder would be good (:
and boom!

day 2 of my fatigue.

anyways, why some people act like the world owe them something?
didn't they give aittle thought about this? think it this way, if you're life is fucked up,
just move on, take it as you owe the world something.
& well life's just a simple journey, and we're all living on a limited time, so making your life like exciting run or a mere walk from cradle to grave is all up to you.

hwaiting~!

think

2011-01-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

hmmmm. artist around ever chanced upon a situation whereby you suddenly remember a sentence, or a quote or a plot or a script from somewhere, which had left a huge impression on you, but forgotten where's it from?

it happened to me again now ._.

been a day of fatigue.
kinda get back to home, exhausted and everything...
went to watch IRIS yay

was talking about this guy as a spy until i rmb-ed this certain quote from somewhere..

"unlike james bond, i dont have a back up that arrives just before something bad happnes. (in james bond movies, he got his back up arrive just before smth bad happens, and he would leave the scene probably unwounded, with a love interest by his side) and for me, the mission is real, but not the back up. so if there's anyone they have to send to take this shit, it would be me"

:( that got me thinking for quite long.
and then made me question the credibility of a "security" association. IRIS is a classic hit of 2010, a short and non draggy action packed drama, instilled with a little bit of romance in which you can find in a 20-epi series.
4 stars for the show.

& I JUST REALIZED THAT KIM TAE HEE is the actress who's playing the "evil-step daughter" in stairway to heaven! DAMN her acting's awesome.

2011-01-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

ah alas for working so hard!

eh-V-think

2011-01-17T01:02:00.000+08:00

Love perhaps is similar to taking care of a garden, hoping that in your garden, a beautiful flower will bloom.

ah yes, what a spectacular ending for Secret Garden. i'd wish it would have last longer thou, just as i'm getting sucked in and addicted to the show from the turning point after epi 12, yet the curtain calls before i could have my fun D:
nevertheless the show left me baffled but without any regrets!

of cos' in drama, there's joy and laughter & the rainbow would come out after the storm. but how about in real life?
would things really turn out this way?

i carried this surreal feeling to school,
unmotivated, yet clinging on to my dear life =3
i'm hoping to survive, but not excel *fingers crossed*
3 more days to presentation, ytd we'd got 3 projects undone.
or say... uncompleted.
2 days infact, with 1 more free day remaining D:
we planned to stay back after school thou, even to the extend of staying back real late.
but a ship can't sail straight without a good captain i guess D:
side tracked like crazy ~
blame it on our young minds.
i do hope we get through this, shit after shit. we climb the ladders and avoid the snakes. now the dice'd been cast so what really awaits?

D:
a toast to monday blues :D

you are my everything ^_^

replay

2011-01-16T20:36:00.002+08:00

quess people are resting on a sunday for monday right? well here's a thing for you if you're bored :D
for those gamers out there, any dotarians who're interested in doing dota commentary?
there wasn't a market for this before but watching how famous dota'd become, some things are just meant to happen

DOTA REPLAY

Deity vs. Nirvana.cn (01/04/11)

THE PLAYERS

Sentinel – Deity

Deity.Vampire (Mid)
Deity.Ferrari (Top)
Deity.186 (Bot)
Deity.ZippO (Bot)
Deity.longdd (Mid)

Scourge – Nirvana.cn

Nv.Cherry.YS (Mid)
Nv.Cherry.Lm (Bot)
Nv.Cherry.ZS (Bot)
Nv.Cherry.Hy�� (Top)
Nv.Cherry.Dgc (Roaming)

dining etiquette

2011-01-15T20:09:00.002+08:00

yes, dining etiquette!
woke up pretty early today, was it 7 plus? prep and head over to meet the guys @ Shatec.
we'd got some lessons over there?
we're all being educated about dining etiquette.

reason: not to make a mess at the grad dinner?
w..what? you think we'll do smth like drinking the soup with a straw?
ah nevertheless it'll be handy anyways,
from the long sessions, i thought it's alot to take it :/
but... dining etiquette is a life skill whereby it'll teach you how to eat,
of cos i'd got no idea, why they make formal eating so difficult and uncomfy, but yea.

had noticed pretty much alot of things.
i think it's because of the existence of the queen, ladies are very advantageous in this. Well, this might be good, because this might shape some pricks into gentlemen (:
the rule of the game's simple, things like you can't move your side plate unnecessarily. & your female partner can't pee unless you pull the chair for them.

it'd been a pretty long session :/

yes we learn things like this, and how we use the utensils too :D
and we'd got pratical lesson as well.
awwww, but it's pretty much enriching so i guess for those who didn't learn, it's better that you do :D
P.S. even most of them are rather common sense, but they'd got some rules that makes no sense at all =x

mONster

2011-01-14T14:08:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 1 plus in the noon, guess i don't have much plans on this friday.
might wanted to do some work for my project & watch secret garden =3

Any songs of the day today?
well here's 2 for you

sang by 蕭閎仁, if you read this title in chinese, it won't mean, "fark" this person :D
well it's just about a fuck up guy with a name call fark and how he's/might be wasting his life. oh well "songs"

it's by a band called 自由發揮, in chinese it simply means "to express freely"
well, they sorta add an artistic feel to their MV white it makes it unique :D

& & & & & DID YOU SEE THE GIRL ?! :D
she's so cute right? seeing her reminds me of the monster id hoodie from wrongworks.
Wrongwroks, is a label brand which aim to make several designs that's unique and "funny"
i assumed they purposely spelt work wrongly and :D uh ya, you'll see if you'd seen "parodied" LV patterns, burberry lines and even a mosaic on the bape logo.
but

no idea why, but guys like us just like girls to wear an oversize tee/jacket :D
top it up with a hot pants, but we love it when they walk around with a long jacket to cover their shorts =3
like machiam nvr wear like that <3

& i like girls w/ specs too ^_^

another proud production of the monster series hoodie would be their 3 eye monster series.
well i guess this is more of a "guy" model as this looks less cute =3
but it's still cute i guess

guess i'll end it with a last pic for new =D

LS

2011-01-13T01:17:00.005+08:00

i woke up having a nightmare. and i decided to make thursday a productive one before something comes up again and spoil my day.

called banleong tech early, but was disappointed when no one picks up my call.
and by the time someone picks up, it's like 3.30 and i sorta rush out later.
i was kinda told that my copperhead is out of stock and i might get to check to other razer models
wow, my eyes sorta sparkled at the thought of that,

i would get a death adder for free and other models might require me to do a top up.
but well, any suggestions or smth?
used to think fancy looking mouse are weird, but i laughed at my sudden liking to fancy mouse =3 a sudden interest on gaming mice i'd say.

Death Adder @ FREE

i used to love death adder too, a chic name and simple design, however Naga and Orochi caught my eyes as i was browsing.
am not sure whether shld i tried out some new models as Death Adder is not that new =3

[OROCHI]

despite the dual mode option for wireless and wired. it's rather small :(

[MAMBA]
a rather old model, but sleek enough :D

[NAGA]

[Imperator]

[SPECTRE]

actually i might wanna take on the spectre if it wasn't labeled w/ starcraft.

~ ~ ~

did a test and they said i'm more suit for Naga (Round 1) or Orochi (Round 2)
:/
and a Imperator on round 3 D:
ZOMG all of'em are just so nice!!

saw an item why looking @ razer zone and added it to the might get if i'm rich list.
RAZOR DESTRUCTOR

maybe to you ladies it's just a piece of mouse pad, you ladies just don't know us :P

head off happily. (kinda)
drop by plaza for a double cheese <-guilty pleasure
when karmas hits me right in the face when i saw 700 left.
i started to panic and munch on my burger while thoughts are running in my mind, hmm oh yea, i can head over via bugis too
i went over to 960's bus stop and broke into a sprint when i saw 960 arriving, holding my burger with the other hand =3
i continue munching while trying to search for possible route..
the address is not very clear, ubi ave 4?
lvl 4?

hmmm i can switch to 151 after tanglin cc too
okay, that's it. i got down immediately and change my plans

guys if you ever wanna go to BAN LEONG, pls find out how to go first, or better still, go earlier.
i reach the place 10 mins late, and the warehouse closed, so they can't do the exchange on the spot.
on fuck D: i have to come over another time.
and tbh i reach at 4.52. it took me so hard to find the place, i walk abt with my iphone in my hand, using a map and compass to navi the place.
was standing on some weird building, w/o no sign of ban leong, but map say's i'm there.
tried my luck and i saw the security guard napping.
ahhh i incurred his wrath as i proceed w/ my question
"UP UP 4th floor!"

:(

he's fucking napping T_T

okay, went up, wait wait wait...
anyways, i went to the nearest bus stop after that, was told to wait for their call sometime later and to do the collection and all...
so i went back to my intial bus stop, but opposite, was waiting for like 5 mins, and what kills off my patient was the lack of variety of bus. only 3 bus, 93 151 and smth else.
saw a cross junction far out there and saw numerous buses going to and fro.
my adventurous gene was acting up again and i head straight over. humming to some unknown tune as i head right forward to that bus stop.
yes, i'd been living w/o music outdoors since god knows when the hell when my ear piece gave up on me.
so i saw alot of bus there! alot of babes too, tons of car marts after all :D
and wee! i saw 51. ah yes, i'm flexible :D i thought it might be nice to head over to clarke quay now.
so... off i go :D

went there, wanted to cut into liang's from the back but wanted to walk the long way, emo abit.
just went over there to get afew novels to add to my collection~
well on my way there, outside central...
omg, it's some 4th international lang sai competition

<- took photoes, but am too tired to upload.
soz x 9999

saw some of them before i left, wanted to see them live jump up those pole.
some groups have perfect coordination and balance.
saw one who jumped and stand on 1 single pole. 4 legs on one pole.
i bet that earn the judges' praises.
damn, use to like lang sai alot since i'm a kid.
awww ain't they cute? XD

lion dance are really awesome (:

helping hands

2011-01-12T00:55:00.005+08:00

DREAM FACTori

this is a story of fiction.Names, characters, places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events or locales is entirely
coincidental.

i'm recording this down as this is my dream of 12-Jan-2011.
yes. this is totally a dream.
ever had a dream that's so dramatic like it's a movie? when you're viewing this dream in a first person view and could make decisions and think and react as you would? like your reflexes are in your control? i had got'em afew times. But this time things got pretty nasty..

it all happened after..
wait let's change the names shall we? not nice to put real names. well you'll see~

okay, it all happened after my sec school years, ah yes.. that age that we can still afford to act punk and do thinks that're totally immature and say.. retarded.
so i'd got this clique of 7 members including me, 4 guys 3 girls (don't ask me why the guy get's left out ._.)
Malcolm, Xiang, Jack, Lynn, Sally & Pris
fyi: Lynn & i ish a couple worxz

things are fresh in the beginning and all a bunch of kidos that hang out pretty often and late. The starting of my dream is pretty much like a introduction, like where we're from and all, it's kinda "boring".
and i guess the timing of this is like 2006 or 2009? where zinc bags and cardi are like the in-thing * ._. i can vividly rmb Malcolm carrying a zinc back and Xiang a green tee from fresh box and Malcolm and i wears a cardi & jack is just an average joe who walk with a plain tee and a worn out jeans

and of cos, our girls are those normal everyday girls with shirt and hot pants. wew, one of them got really nice boobs (not mine T_T) and she wears a sling bag. *ah it's my dream after all eh ^_^
P.S. she's very log wor, go club let ppl grind one

& okay, i'm not really a bad boy in real life, but we sorta offended some gang of peeps, okay let's call him Jim & Gang. just a bunch of "care-leh-fare"
and of cos, things end with this "you better watch out" phrase.

i rmb this very clearly, i really swear.
lynn and i are together for quite a while & ya know how teens like to go one another place to do monkey business =x so there's once when we meet we're discussing about issues abt meeting her parents.
"siao dunwan la, your mother is female tiger leh"
"you scare say la"
*scratches head*
"k la, you hor, better take care of me leh, later i got any san chang liang duan how u jiao tai to my mother?"
"orh"

i didn't think anything big of what she say and i thought, "aiya wont la, how can anything happen?"

and yes, time flies and after a few repeat scenes of hang out came the date 24th Dec.
there's a christmas event going on at bugis and as a bunch of spontaneous* kids we went there to hang out and get a feel of the xmas atmosphere (:
i didn't really like the idea at first, but i gave in anyways. so we're having fun and all and we sorta wanted to went to the other side when everything happened in a flash.
Jim and Gang comes going at us with "par-langs"
(i think sg too much slashing le la, now i got nightmare siol T_T)

Jack saw it first thou and he signal us, we didn't got it at first as we're like separated from the crowded. Of cos, with an excellent visual aid of a gang of armed boys, i immediately could make out what jack's trying to say. ZHAO AH

i swear i was holding Lynn's hand. but T_T
ah fuck, why do we have to go to such crowded place in the first place. so we all begin running, i signal Lynn to run and i would contact her afterwards.
and WOW, i could jump the green railings infront of bugis junction

our adrenalin is pumping up and i only know that i'm just running straight. But despite this chaos, i'm not alone, i realise i'm running with Malcolm & Xiang with a bunch of dicks at my tail.
i swear this is the longest sprint i have in my dreams so far, (i dreamt of doing 1.6km in pri sch once, and i ended up walking and failing)

and so we ran, u know all teh way up, there's some HDB?
ah yes, we ran up till there. up the flight of stairs, all 3 of us taking 3 steps at a time, the numbers of dicks chasing us decrease upon the distance (i think they're nub) so it's 2 left when my flen could beat one of them up in a 1 on 1. i almost died when 1 of them wanted to attk me. and rim peh scream really loud :(
heng malcolm took him down from behind.

"nabeh, dont so ah gua leh, infront of Lynn act man only"
"u la, stand there rest, u also know i dunno how to fight one"
"k la, settle them liao we go find the rest first..."

so we went off.. i rmb kicking the guy who tried to kill me in his head and swears at him. "NABEH JI BAI, wan kill lim peh"
"k la, ah gua, go le la go le la" malcolm pulls me off before i can give him afew extra kicks.
somehow we make out of this shit unwounded and started calling peeps, i called Lynn, and since we said as brothers one of them must call Jack. can't believe those 2 fuckers starts arguing regarding this issue :(
Malcolm: "nabeh want call girl say la, cb" -dials Jack's no.-
Xiang: "hey Sally ah, where're you?"

what happened after that was crazy. i can't contact lynn. AT ALL. wtf, i thought smth is amiss.
*darn i thought those guys are gentlemen and they wont lay an finger on girls*
i was trying to redial when i received pris's call.

"eh, Lynn...Lynn..is..she..she..is dead!" her voice was hysterical over the phone and my mind was blank upon hearing her name. I can't put everything together and i wanted to talk to her, i can't believe it as it was too much for me to take, so i told her to meet outside burger king and kup her phone immediately.(it went smth like, cheebye la, you don't play okay? meet outside burger king then say)
as i went there, i could see Jack sitting down, Sally and Pris hugging each other, crying...i questioned them immediately and..

"Lynn was dead..really.. she's taken by Jim & gang and i saw her getting.."
okay enough...
maybe she haven die leh? now how..?

i didn't dare to called the police, i really believe she isn't dead. but they say that she were.
...

i keep telling myself no way things could happen in such a way and tried my best to comfort myself then.
"SIAO LIAO LA, CHEE BYE. say wan last forever one, 5 years only game over liao. lim peh haven die she die liao"
i just rmbed i kept swearing and nobody stops me.
we went to wait for the bus when there's this uncle who label us as pai kia and started to nag at us.
my mind was boiling with anger then, and yes lots of parents always thinks that kids that hang out late = pk
i don't mind that actually but..
for once, in my dreams i can't help but felt disgusted for being associated with htem on the same level. i started swearing and stating our difference and ~

skipped the boring parts* i go on untile i broke down and cried, and after all the consoling the bus came...

minus -1 they all sat in pair while Jack sat alone in the middle and i went right to the back and sat right down, looking out of the window. as the bus was leaving, i saw the same road junction again. the one outside bugis junction. we're together just now, afew hours before. and i'd lost her forever now.
i felt really lost, and believe me the feelings is so surreal even thou i know it's a dream. i can't afford to lost her in my dreams T_T
it hit me real hard and for once i felt how it's like to lost your loved once. it's not only about the loss. i felt at loss to, the lost of direction, the lost of motivation to live on, to carry on like how i use to.
i broke down, and starts crying, took up my iphone and dialed her no.
her picture pops up immediately (i add pic to contact)
and i hold my phones close to my ears, started to say sorry as tears streamed down my eyes. i know she's not going to pick up anyways, but i just wanted to tell her how sorry i were. how regretful i was and how much i wish to take care of her for the rest of my life.

"hey...hey!" i wasn't aware that she picked up the phone and starts to call out to me real loud and i jolted back to my sense as i heard her voice. WTF? what happened?
"uhm..hello *trembles* are you dead..?"
"dead your head! say wan take care of me still never hold my hand properly.."
"i'm sorry, i'm sorry!"
"where're you?" i asked.

"at home lor..."
"i go find you now..?"

"uhm can let me rest awhile? i'm tired.."
"tomorrow..?"
"will do (:"

"hey.."
"yea?"
"is it true that you say you love me and will take care of me forever?"
"haha why ask leh? i started smiling despite tearing like crazy still.
"no la, ask only. so i'll see you tomorrow okay? wanan laogong muacks woaini"
"same to you too. i love you laopo" (i didn't say muacks cos i hate to do that in pub transport :3

i broke the news to the rest and they're relief..
...
*my memeries are rather vague since it'd been like half a day this happens and, somethings just slips off my mind*

but i can never forget what she's wearing after that, so dawn is approaching after i went to find her, went to her room where she was, i knocked and opened the door. she's sitting and eating porridge, all dressed up with a light blue hoodie jacket and a skirt. she's pale and she didn't moved at all..
"Bi, u sure you okay anot?"
we kinda start off with a conv and i started to notice things are really amiss until i started to pull up her skirt :x and saw wounds and bruise all around her limbs. i hold only both of her hands and said angrily. do you think this is okay?!

what came after was a total...
i hold both of her hands, but my left hand felt nothing...
guess what i saw when i looked down...
her right hand is missing.
*i told myself this is too much and i wanted to wake up* but it still won't i closed my eyes and cried.
"it's alright, she said stroking me with her left arm...
"you sure you would still want me like that?"

"Yes, i hugged her so damn hard that i think her eyes were popping out behind me and i said yes uncountable times"

"i'd lost you once, and i don't wanna lose you again.."

well i'm not sure if this is the VERY end. but for me, when i'm dreaming, i could hear signals for me to wake up. like calling of my name, motion, or alarms, or even sounds that i'm familiar with, such examples are my msg tone.
YES, my iphone msg tone played, and i opened my eyes without hesitation. i'm lying and hugging my bolster, panting, with my eyes wide open, with a slight headache...

and i went on and look at my phone.
ahh Adel <3
you saved me ^_^

*names are all fictional

Once

2011-01-11T23:11:00.003+08:00

actually went to meet my mates Frank & Felix to do some project discussion and all
it's rather productive despite all the obstacle
sorta met for lunch, and all going back all the times we'd been thru. time flys right?
3 years passed in a flash.

meet adel and head back home
it's an empty day today...

awww well.. love is a really strange thing isn't it?
in this cruel world, full of stupid people.
some stupid to not understanding love,
some stupid to hold on to love...
and some stupid enough to spend the rest of their life trying to define love.
& damn! that's like the only word dictionary.com can't give a true definition to.
& definitely the only 4 letter word more lethal than FUCK :3

SECRET GARDEN'S WAITING AT HOME FOR ME ~

i do really hope we make it thru after that. *fingers crossed*

TO DO LIST 4 US.

- FYP write up
- FYP surveys
- BQC taking off
- REI proj

hwaiting~

SeCreT

2011-01-09T22:40:00.003+08:00

It's the last day of the week ain't it? things are pretty much moving in a quick pace after all this,
FYP REI project left after this..

pending proj the following week:
REF
FYP Updates
BQC

stayed at home for a break today.
am pretty tired from all the "running" and "rushing"
tried my best to rush up the project, nth much but only a series of events letting me re-learn the lesson of "humans are selfish after all"
what else other than, things that's to your benefit.

most ppl help because they're paid to, or in some case an existence of an emotional chain that tied time together, such as a love interest. or a r/s chain such as being direct or indirect relatives.

anyways, went to start watching secret garden today.
so far so good ^_^
this is a show for you if you prefer the likes of babes, a genuine miss Korea, a tom boyish charming lady who doesn't even afraid when the sky falls and a rich funny hunk who's afraid of taking the elevator.

it's pretty hard for me to absorb at first, all the names and faces. sometimes i just mix'em up. but alas the great graphical stuff really make things up for me, the progress is neither slow, because i thought i'll be bored in epi one.
i'm pretty much skeptical over drama and prefer movies.
1 hour per show is pretty taxing if i were to keep it to the same storyline, i wont really start finding shows to watch, but if i'm warped upon'em in any case, i'll continue chasing ._.
but it wont happen for animes as it's only 30 mins per epi =x
(P.S. friend told me the action comes after epi 5)

but well it's pretty much funny and everything, but well it might be a "duplicate" for boy over flowers for some. (rich man poor lady combo) but i'd believe this have it's own unique points if you watch it on
and actually they'd got pretty nice OSTs also! keeps you beaming up whenever something "epic" comes up, just enough to keep a at the edge of the seat i guess. a decent 4.5/5 for this drama.
here are the 2 OST.
they're pretty nice and ^_^

ahh anyways yea!
this 2 little sweet couple :D you can't wait to see how things're gonna progress for them!
so until then~

cut

2011-01-08T02:40:00.003+08:00

went to meet adel the other day.
Projects, omg, 1 more day to presentation
we're less than 50% done, uhm are we suppose to be in panic mode now?

meet adel @ plaza, and ah we grab subway for brunch.
and wtf =/ we sorta have this mini disagreement on what to eat..
BUT I WANNA TRY SUBWAY MELTS NEXT TIME ^_^

we watched a really old movie thou,

uh yep..
love cuts, if not for adel i wont even dl.
i pretty much prefer to avoid movies about sickness and all, yes it's reality, but it just reflects back whenever u watch any movie that have oldies/sickness.
it's just a "sneak" preview of what you'll get when you're older.

the show progress at a normal pace,
uhm... not much climax, so not reccomended for thrill lovers, but generous effort from the director to put all things together.

speaking about projects,
things gets really hard when it all went into a freeze time isn't it?
not that i don't wanna fight, i just don't wanna die fighting alone =x